Chapter 5
After the breakdown Bucky knew he had to go to Chruch even though he wasn't Catholic. Bucky was fighting to keeps his eyes open and Peggy hands him a cup of coffee. "Thanks." Bucky says and drinks all of it. "Peggy leave us. I need to talk to my son." Winifred says. Peggy sighs and walks out. Winifred walks over and adjusts his tie then turns him around to straighten his suit jacket. "I don't want you near that boy again you hear me." Winifred says. Bucky rolled his eyes. "Stop it mother. You are going to give yourself a panic attack." Bucky says. Winifred turns him over and glares at him.
"Excuse me. You are being selfish." Winifred says. "I'm being selfish. Mother you are the one making me marry a abusive Alpha just because you want the god damn money. You are making me, your own son!" Bucky says and Winifred slaps him. Bucky touches his cheek and Winifred gasps in shock. "I am so sorry. Bucky I really am." Winifred says. "You are just like him." Bucky says and storms off. Winifred rushes after him and grabs her son's arm. Bucky whirls around and glares at her. Everyone passes by looks at them but then continues on. "James, you need to understand. We need the money you don't want to see your mother working her way through hell." Winifred says and covers her mouth. "It's not fair." Bucky says and looks away.
"Of course not. We are Omegas. It is never fair to us." Winifred says and Bucky sighs. "Lets get going." Winifred says and touches his cheek then walks off. Bucky wipes at a tear that has rolled down his cheek and he follows his mother.
Steve walks to the first deck area and sees Bucky but was stopped by the doorman. "Excuse me sir but you are not allowed here." He says. Steve sighs. "I just need to speak to James. Please." Steve says. "I'm sorry but you are not allowed. They are in the middle of Chruch." Says the doorman. "I was here last night don't you remember me?" Steve asks. "No sir please you have to go." The doorman says and Brock comes out. "Rogers get out of here. Pierce is get obssesive and had lashed out on Bucky. He threatened that if Bucky stops hanging out with you then he won't kill you." Brock says. "I thought everyone called him James." Steve says. "Yes because Alexander thinks it is a stupid nickname. I have to watch Pierce hurt him." Brock says then hands him a twenty. "Take it and go. I keep an eye on Bucky." Brock says. Steve sighs but then leaves.
It was after Chruch and Bucky sighs. Bucky walks but then someone grabs his arm. Bucky whips his head to see Steve putting a finger onto his own lips. Steve leads Bucky into a empty room. "Steve what are you doing?" Bucky hisses. "Look Buck, Brock told me everything. But I can't leave you alone. You might be a spoiled rich boy but I love you." Steve says. "Steve we can't I'm sorry but I am engaged." Bucky says. "Do you love him?" Steve asks. Bucky stays silent. "I thought so, but-"
"I don't need you to save me." Bucky snaps. "No. You need to save yourself. You think about it." Steve says but then leaves. Bucky sighs and growls to himself. Bucky storms off to lunch. Once he arrives Bucky sits down beside his mother. Bucky looks around. Does Bucky really want this life? Bucky looks over to see a mother with her daughter. Bucky watches has the mother scolds her daughter for not doing the right thing. No Bucky can't do this. Not at all. Bucky needs to get to Steve. Bucky doesn't love Alexander, he loves Steve. Bucky notices this then stands up quickly and leaves. Winifred looks at her friends and they shrug.
Bucky rushes to the second class deck and finds Steve at the front of the ship. Bucky breathes out and slowly walks over to Steve. "Steve." Bucky says. Steve turns and smiles at Bucky. "I knew you would come back." Steve says. Bucky walks over to Steve. "Come on I have something to show you. Close your eyes." Steve says. Bucky hesitates but then closes his eyes. Steve guides Bucky to the front and he lets Bucky stand up higher on the rail. Steve holds Bucky's arms out. Bucky shivers and gasps. "Now open your eyes." Steve whispers.
Bucky opens his eyes and gasps. Bucky knew what was going on but he feels like he is flying, like he feels freedom. Bucky smiles and laughs softly. "Steve. I feel free." Bucky whispers. Steve holds Bucky's hands. "Exactly." Steve whispers. Bucky turns his head back. Steve smiles and stares. Together they slowly lean in and their lips softly touch together in a sweet kiss. Stev deepens the kiss and Bucky lifts an arm to put his hand onto the back of Steve's neck. Bucky pulls away and stares at Steve. "I'm sorry I tried to tell you that I do not love you but I can't lie to myself anymore." Bucky whispers. Steve just kisses him. "I love you too." Steve says making Bucky laugh.