Chapter 3
Of course now that Bucky is coming along they want interviews. Today was the day of the interview and it was one of the worst mornings yet. Bucky woke up with a pounding headache and feeling nauseous. Bucky stumbled out of bed and slumps down into a chair in the kitchen where all the other Avengers were. Tony notices right away. "You okay there Barnes?" Tony asks. Bucky groans and shakes his head and puts his head own onto the table. "Anyone wants food?" Clint asks and grabs some eggs and other things out. Bucky groans. "Do not say food. You are going to make me sick." Bucky grumbles and grimaces. Bruce frowns. "You have that interview today right?" Bruce asks. Bucky nods. "I do not want to go, but might has well get it done and over with." Bucky says. Natasha smiles and runs her fingers through Bucky's hair. Bucky purrs and sighs. Bucky makes a face when he smells what is cooking. Bucky looks up tiredly to see Clint cooking eggs. "I'm going to go get change." Bucky says and carefully walks out of the room.
Bucky stumbles over to the bed and sits down onto it. Bucky was taking some deep breaths to calm his stomach down but it was not working. Bucky walks into the washroom and looks at himself in the mirror. Bucky was a bit pale and had bags under his eyes. Bucky hears a knock onto his bedroom door. Bucky sighs but then squeezes his eyes shut. Bucky hunches over the toilet and thows up. Bucky gags and just continues. Bucky feels someone put their hand onto Bucky's back and rubs it up and down. Someone else holds his hair up and out of the way. Bucky was at the process of just dry heaving and he just felt exhausted. When Bucky's stomach finally calms down Bucky just breaths deeply and groans. "Shhh it's okay Buck." Natasha says. Bucky flushes the toilet and his body begins to tremble. Bruce was beside him and frowns. "You should stay home." Bruce says. Bucky nods and tries to stand up. Natasha grabs his flesh arm while Bruce was on his other side. Bucky manages to get to the bed and he slumps down and curls into a ball.
Bucky sniffles and Natasha lays a light blanket over him. Bucky sniffles again and his body trembles has he tries to calm down. "Try to get some sleep. Alright?" Bruce says. Bucky nods and silently closes his eyes. Bucky calmly breaths in and out and manages to actually drift off has Bruce and Natasha walks out of the room and back to the Avengers.
Bucky was back at the camp where Bucky was dragged away from his team because he was in his heat. Bucky screams has they whipped him and beaten on him. Bucky sobbed when they hurted him and continued to put needles into his skin. Bucky watches has Captain America, no Steve, his Alpha save him. That night when they returned to camp Steve and Bucky were cuddling. "They didn't touch you did they?" Steve asks. Bucky looks up. "What raped? No. I think you saved me the night I was supposed to get pregnant with another Alpha. I didn't want it but they were going to force me either way. " Bucky says. Steve pulls him closer and puts his nose against Bucky's neck, scenting him.
Bucky lifts his head back and closes his eyes has Steve lightly kisses there. "I love you." Bucky whimpers and grabs Steve's arm when Steve kisses and sucks onto his neck. "I love you too Buck. I'm with you till the end of the line." Steve says and kisses Bucky. Bucky purrs and arches his back has Steve lays Bucky across the bed and hovers over top of him. "Make me forget. Please mark me." Bucky whines out and gasps has Steve brings his knee up and between his legs. Bucky whimpers and clings onto Steve. "Relax. I got you baby." Steve says and kisses Bucky again.
The scene suddenly changes to the train. Bucky heart drops. Steve was hanging on the side of the train. "Steve! Steve take my hand please!" Bucky begs and tries to reach even further. Steve tries but the handle he was holding onto was starting to break. "I'm sorry Bucky. I love you." Was the last thing Steve said and the handle breaks and Steve falls screaming to his death.
"Steve!" Bucky yells has he shot up and starts to sob. Bucky breathes fast and looks around. "Steve?" Bucky whispers and his memory comes back to him. Bucky whimpers and the tears fall. Bucky curls into a ball and Bucky sobs into the pillow. "Steve. Why? Why did you leave me. You promised. You promised you would be with me till the end." Bucky sobs and he cries. Bucky sobs has the full grieving finally hits him. Bucky wails into the pillow. "It should have been me!" Bucky cries and he sniffles. Bucky sobs and Jarvis must have notified the Avengers about it because they come in and Bruce was by his side in a second. Bucky just pulls the covers over him and continues to sob. Bucky whines in pain from his heart finally shattering and he rubs his stomach. The last of Steve. Bucky sniffles and curls around his stomach and looks down a the slight little bump that was starting to show.
Bucky ignored them and started to feel safer. Bucky starts talking to his stomach has the Avengers didn't know what to do. The Avengers sighs knowing there is nothing they could do and just sits there. Bucky sniffles. Bucky suddenly felt tired and manages to pass out again. Bruce looked at the team. Bucky needed help. And lots of it.