The man in the past
Bucky giggles as him and Brock were cuddling on the couch. Bucky felt safe and warm and like nothing is going to touch him. But every few minutes he let's his eyes slide over to the clock on the wall. "What's up baby?" Brock asks and kisses the Omega’s neck. "My parents are going to be home soon. Where should we meet up?" He asks. Brock hums. "At the motel that I am staying at. I am surprised that this small town even has one." He comments. Bucky scoffs. "Oh I know." Bucky says while rolling his eyes. "I am in room 89." Brock says as he finishes putting his jacket on. "Okay, love you." Bucky says. Brock quickly kisses the brunette. "I love you too." He says.
Bucky bites his bottom lip when the door closes. He loves Brock but his mind keeps on going back to the first man that he fell in love with. Bucky shakes his head. No I can't think of that.
Bucky still remembers that night but no one will know. Not now, not ever. No one will know his deep dark secret that kills him on the inside. That is slowly pulling him apart bit by bit each day. Bucky sniffles and wipes at a tear that falls. He hears his parents vehicle pull up into the driveway. He relaxes and turns the television on and puts on something random to watch. The front door opens.
"Hey mom, hey dad." He says. "Hey son. Shouldn't you be in bed?" Winifred asks. He looks at the time on his phone. "Oh shit, sorry I didn't realize the time." Bucky says turning off the television and standing up quickly. "It is okay son." George says. Bucky smiles and hugs them. "Goodnight." The brunette says and walks up the stairs and walks into his bedroom. He flinches at the mess and cleans up quickly. Once he finishes he walks into the bathroom and brushes his teeth and takes his pills for the night.
His phone pings. He walks over once he turns the bathroom light off and grabs his phone and falls onto his bed and smiles at the text.
BROCK: Goodnight love.
BUCKY: Goodnight handsome.
Bucky sighs and turns off his lamp. Time to survive another day of high school tomorrow.
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Bucky was in grade nine when he met Alexander. Man he was gorgeous. Alexander was captain of the football team and was the most popular out of the whole school. He was in grade ten and he was every Omega’s dream. It was when they first time meeting when they ran into each other in the hallway.
Bucky was rushing away from a group of bullies when it happened for him. "Hey careful where you step alright?" He asks and Bucky stares at him while his cheeks flares. "I'm sorry." He says quietly then flinches whenever sees the group round the corner. "I have to go." He says and went to rush off when when the Alpha grabbed his wrist. "My name is Alexander." He says and grins. "Bucky." He says quickly. "Hey you got our whore, thanks man." Says the main Alpha and grabs Bucky by the hips. "Let's go of me!" The Omega says and kicks at him.
Alexander punches the Alpha in the face. "Leave him the fuck alone. Don't touch him again or I will kill you." Alexander snarls and the Omega's heart starts to pound. The Alpha's run off. "Thank you." Bucky says feeling relieved that they are gone. "Of course, now you must go on a date with me." He says while smirking. The Omega blushes and giggles. "Okay. When and where?" Bucky asks. "At the beach, meet you there." Alexander says and walks off.
Bucky gasps as he shots up in a layer of sweat. Tears in his eyes and he was trembling. He grabs his very first journal with everything. He must tell someone and soon. But he can’t bring himself to do it, he always chickens out. Maybe he will purposely leave it on the kitchen table so his parents will read it. Saves himself, for saying it. He flips to the second page. The day of there first date.
Bucky walks onto the beach and looks for the Alpha. Alexander waves and smiles. "It is pretty late." Bucky says as he looks at the full moon in the sky. Alexander looks at him. "You look gorgeous in the moonlight." Alexander says and Bucky blushes bright red. "Thank you." He whispers. "Come on, let's go skinny dipping." The Alpha says and takes off his shirt. "Here?" Bucky asks nervous. "Yeah, come on. Never be insecure about yourself. You are beautiful in my eyes." He says. Bucky bites his bottom lip. "Okay." He says and slow.y starts to take off his clothes.
Bucky finally gets naked and Alexander takes a picture without the Omega noticing. Bucky walks into the water. "Oh it’s cold." Bucky says and giggles. Alexander gets close to him. He wraps his arms around the boy and the brunette blushes. "I will keep you warm." He says and slowly they lean towards each other and Bucky experiences his first kiss.
Bucky wipes at his eyes and sniffles. God what a fool he was. He was so, so young and dump that he should have saw it coming. He really, really should have. He flips all the way to the day when his life changes for the worst.
Alexander smirks, seeing as he was holding hands with Bucky. They were at the beach all alone in the middle of the night. "Wanna jump in the water?" He asks. "I didn't bring my swim suit." Bucky says confused and a little nervous. "So? We just hop in naked." The Alpha says and he takes his clothes off and grabs his phone and sets it to record Bucky while the Omega strips. Bucky smiles at the Alpha and his eyes turn dark. They kiss and Alexander starts to trail his hand up the brunettes thigh. "No." Bucky says and slaps his hand away. "Come on, why Not?" He asks. Bucky was uncomfortable. "I'm going home if you keep on doing this." Bucky says and starts to grab his clothes. Alexander growls.
Bucky gasps when he feels arms wrap around him and force him onto the grass area. "Alex, stop let go of me." Bucky says and his head was pinned against the ground. "I am going to get what I want." He growls and he grabs a bottle of lube and slicks his hands up and shoves two fingers inside of the Omega. "No! Stop you are hurting me. Please!" Bucky yells in tears and Alexander grabs the duct tape and covers his mouth with it. "Fuck protection. I am filling you with my pups." He says and stretches the Omega quickly and painfully.
Bucky screams under the tape and struggles as hard as he could but it was too late. He felt the thick cock push inside of him. He could feel the tearing of his muscles as his cock was not even close to slick enough and intense pain fills his body. Bucky screams and sobs as the Alpha sets a harsh and brutal pace. "Fuck yes. So tight fuck baby you are so sexy." Alexander says as Bucky squeaks and Alexander rips off the tape. "No one is around for miles, let me hear you." He says and thrust even harder causing even more pain to fill the Omega's body. "Please. Ah, ah, ah, ah, stop it hurts." He sobs and Alexander growls and smacks the Omega in the face and turns him so the brunettes back was on the grass.
"Fuck, you are so, so good." He says and pulls the Omega into a kiss. Tears fall and Alexander bites his gland to mate him. "Mine, only mine." He growls and his knot locks as he cums into Bucky. The Omega was crying and pushing Alexander to get off of him. Alexander bites and keeps his teeth sunk into the Omega’s neck as the Omega screams in pain.
Bucky was sobbing and pushes the journal off of his bed. That is how he lost his virginity. He was raped just because he didn't want it. Bucky continues sobbing late into the night.