Chapter 5
I sigh as I get ready for the stupid movie. I have invite my group of friends but only really Bruce could come. Great only Omega with two Alpha's. How stupid can I get I have no idea. I finish and hear a honk. I froze and I slowly look out to see where there was a car parked and someone standing leaning against there car with their arms crossed against there chest. For a moment I thought he was Steve but then notice it was only Brock.
I fight the tears back and look at the mirror. "Okay you can do this." I whisper to myself. With that I straighten up and walk down the stairs. "See you dad. I'm going to hang out with some friends." I call out and leave before George could even answer. I smile shyly and I open the door before Brock could. If Brock did that I don't think I could even survive tonight. I hop inside and close the door and take a few deep breathes before Brock entered the vehicle. I sigh and look out of the window and close my eyes. "Are you alright?" Brock asks and I nod. "I hope you don't mind that I invited a few friends." I say. "I don't mind." He says.
When we arrived I hop out and I wave when I see Bruce. "So what movie are we watching?" He asks. I look at the list of movies and grin. "What about face punch? Looks interesting." I commented. Bruce pales just a little but I still notice while Brock doesn't notice or if he did he said nothing about it. "I like it. I go get the movie tickets." Brock says and leaves. I look down and look at Bruce. "Where are the others again?" I ask. "Darcy is sick and Tony is helping her feel better while Wanda is on a date." Bruce says and I nod.
"I think Darcy and Wanda are avoiding me ever since of that night." I say. "Yeah they feel very guilty about that night." Bruce says. "Well tell them to stop walking around me like I am walking on eggshells. I am not made of glass." I say. He nods and Brock comes back. "How you guys doing? The move is about to start in a few minutes so lets go." Broc say and the three of us head inside.
During the movie I noticed that both Alpha's had there hands on the arm rest with their palms up so I could grab there hand. I sigh and slide down farther into my seat. I did not like this. Brock told me this was not a date. I look over to see Bruce looking like he is about to throw up. "I can't." He says and stands up and rushes out. I immediately felt worried and followed him. Turns out Brock followed me out and we were sitting on the steps waiting for Bruce. I look down and I hear Brock scoff. "What a dweeb. Can't even watch a action move." Hemutters. "He might have the stomach flu that people are catching." I say.
"Bucky I know I said that it wasn't a date but you need someone." Brock say and dread fills my body. I knew it. Alpha's are always just looking for dates. I look down and I felt the tears that are trying to escape my eyes. Brock grabs my hand and I just about pulled it out. "I know why you are hesitating but I am here." He says. I can only say what I could to dodge this conversation. "I can't. I need more time, just to see if you will stay." I whisper quietly and this time I let the tears fall and I quickly wipe them away. "Bucky I promise that I will never leave you. Jus give me a chance." He says hopeful.
Before I could even answer Bruce comes out. "I think I caught that stomah flu." He says. I stand up but Brock looked pissed. "Can't you see that no one wants you to be here." Brock snaps and stands up. "Brock! Back off!" I yelled and stand between them. Bruce looked hurt. "Bruce, Brock does not mean that." I say and he nods. I turn my eyes onto Brock and glared at him. Just then I notice that his body temperature was way warmer then it should be. "Brock are you okay? You are like really warm." I say quietly and he was breathing hard and looks at my eyes and see his own eyes soften. "I am okay. I seem to be getting angrier faster. I will see you tomorrow." He says and I nod as he storms pass both Bruce and I and out of the theater.
It was the next day when I came over. "Hey Brock are you feeling better?" I ask and he smiles. "Yeah I am so, so sorry Bucky. I didn't know what got into me last night." He says feeling guilty. "It is okay. Did you get the dirt bikes fixed?" I ask while putting my hand onto his arm. He nods. He walks over to them. "Have you ever ridden one before?" He asks. I shake my head no. "This is the one to go and this handle here is the brake. If you ever feel like you are going to fall just press onto the handle." He says and I nod. I mount onto the bike and start it up.
I bite my bottom lip and take a deep breath then zoom off. I was a nervous but it quickly went away and I laugh a little. I feel the warm wind fly by me and I smile. This was actually really fucking fun. "Bucky stop." Says a voice and I somehow see Steve. I look behind me as I zoom off by him and I look forward again. "Please." He says again and I felt overwhelmed. I could feel my hands shaking and hear Brock. "Press onto the brakes." He calls and I press onto it. I must have went to fast because next thing I know I fly over the handles and roll onto the ground. My head hits a rock pretty damn hard but I was laughing. I was laughing hysterically and smiling. Brock runs to my side.
"Bucky are you alright?" He asks. I smile. "That was fun. Lets do it again."I say while I was still giggling and he frowns. He touches my head. "Bucky you are bleeding." He says. I touch my head but only giggle more. He stands up and yanks his shirt off and I immediately blush. Shit he as muscles. He smirks and presses the shirt against the cut on my head. "How was that fun?" He asks concern. "Because I never felt so alive." I whisper and he touches my cheek. "I think maybe we shouldn't do that again." He says. I pouted but agreed.
I will just find another way to see Steve.
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Brock had been ignoring my calls and texts ever since. Right now I was calling him feeling worried and dread fills my whole body. I bite my bottom lip. Voicemail. "Brock hey, it is me Bucky just please call me back." I end it and try to ignore the stab of pain. If Brock doesn't want to be my friend anymore..... I wouldn't know what to do. I felt overwhelmed and the only thing that takes it off my chest if I send a failed email through to Natasha. I nod and walk to my laptop and pull it up.
Dear Natasha,
Brock is ignoring me. He promised me he would never leave me but he is. It feels like ever since Steve left my whole world keeps on falling apart. All my friends don't want to be my friend, yesterday during school I was bullied for the first time in so, so long. I feel like if this keeps on going on I won't survive. I wish this would send through because I have so many questions. I need answers.
Why did Steve play me? Why did he play with my heart only to crush it? Why didn't you just kill me so I won't go spreading your secret? Everyone keeps on saying that this is not my fault and that it is Steve's for breaking my heart in the most worse way. I don't know what to think anymore. There are more attacks, my father says that it is a animal attack but I don't know.
Just then I was hit with a idea.
There is only one place where I might see Steve. I just want to see him one last time and this will be the last email I will ever send you. You might be thinking good riddance but I think I will never pass this pain if I keep on sending you emails.
Goodbye Natasha.
Bucky Barnes
And with that I send it then turn my lap top completely off and I move. I pack my bag but first I wanted to see the meadow. Then I will check on Brock, see what his problem is. I rush down the stairs and before I could open the door George stands in front of me. "Where are you going this time?" George asks and I look around. "I want to see how Brock is doing." I mumble but he still heard me clear as day. "Today I got a call from the school saying that you are getting bullied again, is this true?" He asks. I look down and stay silent and he sighs.
"Damn it come here." George says and pulls me into a hug. I sniffle and nuzzle into him. "Please take it easy. I kmow you feel at rock bottom but when you are at the bottom the only way you can go is up." George says and my tears came. I held me as I start to sob and he picks me up and sits down onto the couch. We cuddled like we did when I was very young.
My tears died down after about an hour and I could only whimper. I hate feeling weak and I really, REALLY hate crying in front of people. He held me softly like he was my guardian angel and he was the only Alpha I truly trust. He held me and for the first time in a long time I felt safe and warm.
It was the next day when I decided to check on the meadow. I really only wanted to see my first love one more time and then I will try to move on. I was in the woods walking and when I hit the clearing where the meadow is I gasp. Where the grass was once green was now brown and dead. All of the flowers were gone and I slowly walk into the meadow. It kind of signals where there was once love was now dead. I wiped at a tear and I heard a voice. "Bucky Barnes." I turn and I take a step back. "Jack." I snarled and he held his hands up in surrender.
"Easy. I just wanted to check on the Rogers but there house is totally empty. So my main question is why did they leave you behind?" He asks. I didn't answer. "Lie." I hear Steve's voice and I close my eyes. "Because they have something to do. They are coming back in a few days." I lied smoothly. After so many people asked if I was okay I have masked the amazing ability to shut out my emotions from my face and eyes and lie so smoothly that it sounds like the truth.
Jack eyes me then smiles. "See, but they made a grave mistake of leaving you behind. It is the perfect opportunity to get rid of you. Sharon is looking for revenge and the best way is to kill Steve Rogers mate. Like you and the Rogers killed hers. I held my breath and I shiver as the red alarms blared in my mind to get out of here. To run once again. "But now Sharon might be mad at me but I will do you a favour and kill you now. I will make it quick because she won't." Jack says and starts to walk towards me.
Just like that I start to scramble backwards and trip and fell onto the ground. I was about to scream when I heard growling? Our heads turns where a huge black wolf comes out with it's teeth was bared. I gasp and Jack snarls. He turns and runs and the wolf takes off after him. More wolves comes out and starts to run after him. I stand up and a orange brownish wolf stops in front of me and looks at me. Those eyes are familiar. But before I could say anything it runs off. I turn and run home. I have to tell my father this news right away.
I arrived home and open the door. "Dad I know who are killing those people." I say and enter the kitchen to see Erik there. I nod at him and George turns towards me. "They are wolves. I mean like huge wolves. " I say and George looked shocked. "Bucky were you in the woods again?" He asks. "Yeah." I say feeling nervous. "Thank you for the lead but please for god sake stay out of the woods alright?" He asks and I nod. He stands up and hugs me.
Vampires, now wovles. What is going on here? I intend to find out. But I did find one thing out.
Sharon is after me and when she finds me, I am going to get killed.