New Moon

Dreams.

Dreams are mysterious. They can be happy, sad, romantic, cheesy. But they can be nightmares as well scary and dark the same thing. I am here to tell you the story of this part of my life. Where my once happiness was ripped away from me and I was left heart broken. 

Where people made me promises and breaks them. Where I learn new secrets that turns my life upside down. This is a story about me, James Buchanan Barnes, nicknamed Bucky Barnes now has nightmares each night. This is my story and learn from my mistakes. Learn this life lesson. It all started on the day of my fucking birthday……….

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There was a knock on the door hat jolts me awake from this dream of me running through a crowd that was wearing red. I did not know who I was running from or to who but somehow ends up in a big meadow that Steve had shown me. 

Then to see my older self and still with Steve made my stomach churn. Why the hell will Steve won’t turn me. I love him and he loves me, so what is stopping him? Anyway back to the person who knocked on my door. “Come in.” The door opens to show my dad. He smiles and holds a wrapped gift.  “Happy birthday Bucky.” He says. 

“I thought we agreed on no presents.” He chuckles and looks at the gifts in his hand. “Well the one that is not wrapped is from me.” He says and hands the camera over. I smile softly and look up at Georg. “Thanks dad, it’s actually pretty cool.” I say and George smiles. “However this is from your mother. I know you don’t like surprises so it’s a photo album.” He says. 

I open it and sure enough it was a photo album. It was simple, I actually like it. “Your mother called me and demanded that I get the camera for it to work.” He mumbles which causes me to laugh softly.  “Now even though it is your birthday, you still have to go to school.” George says which causes to groan but climbed out of bed. “Okay I will be in the kitchen.” He says and leaves me so I can dress in private.  A Alpha respecting a Omega thing. 

I dress quickly and play with my hair.  I make sure to grab my new camera and pack it in the bag. With that done I grabbed my school bag and walked downstairs. 

“I’m off to school!” I call out. “Be Careful! “ He yells back and I grin as I close the door. I hope into my orange truck. Yes I still have it but honestly I love it to death and drive off. I hope I don’t get too many happy birthday’s but I most likely get lots of them today. I pull in and turn the car off. 

I hope out and grin when I see Darcy, Tony, Bruce and Wanda standing around and talking. “BUCKY! “ Tony yells out and I smile as they all laugh and smile. “Happy birthday.” Darcy says and I roll my eyes. “You got a camera for your birthday, that is so cool!” Bruce says. I chuckle nervously. It has been awhile since I last talked to them and I kind of feel guilty about it. “What about a group picture?” Tony asks. I immediately nod and hold the camera up while they smile and goof around. I snap the photo and smile at the picture. “It’s looks awesome guys.” I say and show them.

Of course they loved it and approve it. Just then Bruce frowns and mutters angrily. “Here comes Steve.” He mutters and I look over and smile as I see Steve walking towards me. “I will be back.” I say and started walking towards him to meet him half way. “Hey beautiful, happy birthday.” He says and I groan. “Please don’t remind me.” I mutter and he laughs. 

He wraps his arms around me and I grin. “Someone is here to see you.” Steve says and I look at him confused until he steps to the side and I see him. “Brock.” I say happily and we both hug each other. Brock chuckles and squeezes me tight.  “Happy birthday Bucky.” He says and I grin. “What are you doing here? Your not skipping school are you?” I ask and he laughs. “Relax, I had to come to wish my best friend a happy birthday and I have a spare so no I am not skipping school jeez.” He says making both of us giggle. 

The school bell rings. “Come on Buck, we need to head to class.” Steve says. “See you later Brock.” I say. “Wait. So I was walking around when I saw this. I know you said no presents but when I saw this I immediately thought of you.” Brock says and hands a small dream catcher to me. It was leather with a wolf bead in the middle. I smile and hug him again. “Thank you.” I whisper then started to head to Steve.

Steve wraps an arm around me and I notice both of them glaring at each other. “Jeez I wouldn’t have hugged him if I knew you were going to get jealous.” I tease him. “Hey, I have been around longer.” Steve says. “Maybe a year.” I snorted and he raises an eyebrow then whispers into my ear. “Baby, I am one hundred and nine years old.” He says.

I couldn’t resist. I just had to tease him. “Wow maybe I shouldn’t be dating such a old man.” And he tosses his head back and laughs. “You just couldn’t resist could you?” Steve asks. “Maybe I should be creeper out that I am dating a old man.” He gives me a look. “You should be creeped out That you are dating a vampire.” He says quietly and we enter the school. He stops me and we kissed. 

I rolled my eyes and see Natasha. “Bucky! Happy-“ 

“Shhh he. “ I say quickly but she hugs me and whispers into my ear. “Birthday.” I sigh and see the present in her hand. “I thought I said no presents.” I mumble. “You said at, I didn’t and anyway I saw you open it and love it.” She says. “You had a vision of my birthday.” I say my tone flat. “Yes for the party.” She says. “Party, I guess I can-“

“Great! See you at seven!” She says quickly and walks towards Clint. “That’s not fair Clint. That stone cold look.” I whined and Clint cracks a smile. “Sorry Bucky. Happy birth- you know what never mind. “ He says when I give him a glare. They walk off and Steve kisses the top of my head. “How come I couldn’t give you a present?” He asks. “Because you are the only one who actually listened to me.” I say. 

He chuckles and we walked into the English classroom. It turns out the class had to watch Romeo and Juliet and both Steve and I were at the back whispering to each other. “So is there a main reason why you won’t turn Me? “ I whisper. “That day when Alexander was after you I was so scared. If you died I was going to make the Volturi pissed off.” I look over at him. “Who is the Volturi?” I ask very quietly. “A group of vampire lords that make sure that we stay a secret. They kill vampires that show who we are.” Steve answers. 

Just then the lights turn on and the movie was paused. Mr. Bentley was not happy and he was glaring at us. “Steve, are you willing to share with the class about what you two are talking about?” He asks quite harshly. Steve clears his throat. “Certainly not. But I do apologize for being a distraction. Perhaps you should rewind to act five, scene one, line twenty-eight, eighty-nine ‘If you had the strength of twenty men it would dispatch you straight.’” Steve finishes and I stare at him. Both Steve and Mr. Bentley stare at each other and Mr. Bentley must feel intimidated because he breaks eye contact. “Eyes on the screen people.” He says and turns the lights off and plays the movie.

Soon enough school is over and when I got home I opened the present that Natasha has given me and sure enough I did like it. I threw the pants and the white button down on. I rolled the sleeves up to my elbows and leave the top two buttons undone and heard the honk of a car. I grin,  perfect Steve is here. 

I walk down the stairs. “Heading out?” George asks. “Yes and before you ask the question, I have the pepper spray.” I say which cause him to laugh. “That’s my son.” He says proudly and I finishes tying my shoes and grabbed a jacket and walk out and towards Steve. “You look beautiful.” He whispers and I blush has he opens the passenger car door for me. “Thank you.” I whisper and got in. He grins and speeds over to the other side and drives off.

When we got there Steve stops me. “Remember when you were asking about he Volturi?” He asks. I nod. “Well, here is the picture.” He says and I look at it closely. I wrinkle my nose when I saw the man in the middle. He was red and had a head shaped as a skull. “That is Red Skull , he as the power to see the truth by touching your hand.” Steve says. “Is that Joseph, your father?” I ask. Steve nods. “He used to work for them but he quickly got out of there because he couldn’t handle it anymore.” He says softly. 

We spend a few more minutes in silence staring at the painted picture. “Well let’s go before Natasha sends a search party for us.” Steve says and grabs my hand. We walk down the stairs and I see the whole Roger family standing and smiling. “Hello Bucky.” Sarah says and we both hug. “Time for presents.” Natasha says. She takes a picture of us. “Sorry I found this in your bag.” She says. “It’s okay.” I say and she smiles. 

 She hands me one and I grab the box and shake it to hear nothing. “I already installed it into your truck. A better sound system.” Thor says. “Hey don’t hate the truck.” I defend making everyone chuckle and giggle. 

“My turn.” Jane says and I grab it and struggle with the wrapping paper. I hiss and shake my hand and look at my finger when I felt a little bit of pain. “Paper cut.” I murmur making some of the men chuckle and a drop of my blood fall onto the carpet.

I see Clint eyes get full of blood lust and Steve was all of a sudden in front of me and pushes me back. I fly back and land onto a table with vases. Lately I have been cut by class like, what the hell?  I see Steve push Clint back and Clint lands onto the piano. 

“Shhh Clint, it’s okay. It is just a little …… blood.” She whispers the last word and they all turn back and look at the.  My left arm was covered in blood and red alarms blared inside my head. Joseph walks towards me and I scramble back. He holds his hands up and I stop. He helps me up. “Steve go check on Clint.” Joseph demands.  Steve hesitates worried but me. “Now.” He says roughly. Steve nods and walks off. 

Joseph helps me into his lab and starts to pick the glass out. “How do you do that? Not drink people’s blood?” I ask. “With lots of practice. I always wanted to help people, it brings me happiness.” He says. He finishes picking the glass out of my wounds and starts to bandage them. “Have you ever thought of just picking the easy way?” Joseph shakes his head. “No. Souls are not to be damned.” He says. I look at him confused. “Damned, you mean like sent to hell?” I ask. He nods. “So that’s it, that us why he won’t change me?” And he nods. 

“Is Steve your actual son? He just looks so much like you and Sarah.” I ask curiously. “Yes. After Steve was born, Sarah and I could not have anymore children so we decided to adopt more.” He answers. I nod. “Hey if you have any questions you can come to me.” He assures and I smile. “Thank you.” I say when he steps back. “Of course.  Steve will drive you home.” Joseph says and I nod. Steve takes my hand.

Now we are sitting in my truck and he stops and parks in front of my house. “Steve I now know why you won’t change me. Joseph told me and I am sorry.” I whisper. Steve opens the truck and helps me out. “It’s okay.” He says. I take a step towards me but he only steps back. “I is still my birthday. I only ask one thing.” I say and he looks into my eyes. “Kiss me.” I whisper. He slowly brings his hand to cup my cheek and he kisses me so gentle like as if I was made of class. 

I press closer and he wraps his arms around me and bring me close to his body and he pulls away and rests his forehead onto mine. “I love you.” He whispers. “I love you too.” I whisper back and he kisses me quickly then pulls away and starts to walk home.