Chapter 3
Steve and I landed and we were in a car as I looked around in awe. We were in Rio and it was fucking AMAZING. I smile as I see dancers dancing on the streets. Musicians playing there instruments and everyone was laughing and smiling. Steve must have notice that I was wondering about if we were staying because he leaned forward towards the driver. "Please pull over." Steve says. The driver does and Steve pays him to stay and he gets out.
I was kind of confused and followed after him. Steve takes my hand and together we walked along the streets. I smile and laugh as people were acting like fools. A girl was rushing amd we lifted our joined hands so she could get through. Everyone was kissing and Steve stops me and pulls me closer to him. I leaned up and captured Steve's lips with mine and I let my arms dangle around Steve's neck. He smiles in the kiss and places his hands on my hips.
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Steve puts the rest of our bags in the speedboat. "So, we're not stayin in Rio?" I ask. "Nope just passing through." Steve says and smirks when I whine in frustration. "Are we close?" I ask pouting. He chuckles and kisses me making me smile. I hop in and he drives off. Soon enough a island appears in the distance. "That's Isle Esme. It was a gift from Joseph." He says. When we get close enough I saw the beach house and by god it was beautiful.
We docked and I was walking to the door? Well the glass wall when I suddenly was lifted off my feet. I gasp and hold on. Steve smirks at me and quickly kisses me, just a soft brush on the lips and I giggle. "Is his totally necessary?" I ask. Steve smiles. "I am nothing if not tradtional." He says and once we enter the house he puts me back onto my two feet and I looked around. The house was truly gorgeous and unique. Steve wraps his arms around my waist. "Want to go on a swim?" He asks.
I smile. It does sound nice. "Yeah, I just need a few minutes." I say quietly. "Don't take too
long, Mr. Rogers." He says and quickly kisses me once more and walks off towards the water. I knew what this meant and I had to admit that I was extremely NERVOUS about tonight. I knew tonight I was going to lose my virginity.
I run my hands through my har. "Okay." I say to myself and went into the bathroom. First off I brush my teeth. Then I washed my hands and played around with my hair. I take off my rings and stare in the mirror. I knew I was stalling. I sigh and looked in the mirror. "Don't give me that look." I mutter to myself and stripped my clothes off. I turn the water on in the tub and I quickly shave my legs.
What? I am nervous. Don't give me that look people.
I wrap the towel around my waist and open the suitcaase. Natasha refused to let me pack and she packed for me and honestly I was a little scared on what I am going to find. "Natasha." I gasp and pull my knees to my chest. I take deep breaths. "Don't be a coward." I say to myself and get up. I walk out and I try to ignore the trembling and I see Steve already in the water. I drop my towel and wrap my arms around myself and walk into the water. I grimace at the coldness and walks up next to Steve. Steve looks over at me and I stare ahead.
When Steve pulled me closer I close my eyes lightly. "Shhhh relax." Steve whispers and I instantly relax against him. I looked up at him and kissed me. "I promised we'd try. If this doesn't work...." He trails off. "I trust you." I whisper and he smiles at me. "You are so beautiful." He says and I blush and he kisses me. He lifts me up and I gasp and shudder as a feeling came over me.
I don't remember how we got there but next thing I know was that I was dumped onto the bed making me giggle. Steve was slow but I close my eyes feeling Steve's hands run along my skin and I moan. "I got you." Steve whispers and slicks his fingers up with lube. I gasp when I felt Steve's finger slide into me. This feeling was just so new that it was hard for my body to relax but I forced myself to. "Steve." I whimper out when he adds a second finger stretching me and his fingers brush against a sweet spot and I jerked and let out a high pitch cry.
He pulls his fingers out causing me to whine until I felt a thick hot pressure pushing inside me causing me to gasp and slam my head back into the pillows. Steve breathes in with his nose and pulls me close. Once he was fully inside he stops while I panted adjusting to this new feeling. I felt high off this plessure, feeling like I was flying in the clouds. Felt like I took a drug and was left soaring high in the air like a eagle.
But then he pulls out and pushes back in and I gasp and clung onto him. I moan as my over heated body starts to burn and delicious fire licked up my spine filling my body with nothing but pleasure. I moan once again and put one of my legs around his waist. Steve whimpers and I didn't know if he was in pain or going through the same thing I am right now. I knew he was holding back a lot of strength at the moment. He starts to thrust faster causing me to whine and make noises in the back of my throat.
He puts his hands onto the head board and it cracks causing the frame to crack. He stops and breathes roughly. "It's okay." I whisper and he takes my hand and holds it out on the bed so my arm was stretched out and our fingers intertwine together. He nods and leans down to kiss me and starts to thrust slowly once more. I squeeze my eyes together and I moan into the kiss. "Oh god Buck." Steve whimpers out. "If you have to stop you can. I understand." I say and all of a sudden that one thrust was hard and fast and I cry out in pleasure and gasp. Steve smirks knowing my reaction. "Trust me baby. I'm not stopping." He says and starts to kiss my collarbone as his hands starts to wander over my sweaty skin.
His grip tightens and I arch into his touch my back lifting off the bed. His arms wrap around my chest and he lifts me up and I was now practically sitting in his lap and his cock was so deep inside me that I let out a whine and shudder as I look at my lover, my husband, my soulmate.
"I love you." He whispers and I smile at him. "I love you too ahh fuck." I say in a high pitch voice when he starts thrusting once more. I let my head fall back and let out a loud moan as he starts to move a bit faster but I could still feel the tension in his body. I kiss his neck and bite his earlobe. "Relax. You are not going to hurt me." I whisper and I felt his muscles starting to relax but not fully. Well, it's a start. I kiss along his jawline and pulled him into a heated passionate kiss. He sucks into my skin along my throat and at the pulse.
I close my eyes and pant as he gently nips there and I felt his fangs drag along but not sink into my skin. I know he wants me to experience this moment as a human but I hate that I am putting him through this. His fingers dig into my shoulders and there was a little bit of pain but it felt so fucking good. "Steve." I whimper and he holds me possibly tighter. "Buck you feel so good. You taste amazing." He whispers and my skin flushed. I feel this deep hot feeling in the pit of my stomach and the pleasure spikes and I gasp.
"I'm close." I whisper and he nods. He lays me down back onto the bed and grips my hips and thrusts slowly making it drag out but I hated the teasing. He leans down and kisses along my chest and takes one of my nipples into his mouth. I gasp loudly and let a loud moan fill the room. "Oh god." I gasp and loud noise in the back of my throat fill the room. He sucks and then does the same withvthe other one. Once he finishes he kisses up my chest and sucks onto my collarbone. Tears fall and I moan again.
But then I felt a thick pressure pass my rim and I jerk. I gasp loudly and Steve kisses up to my ear. "Come for me." He softly orders and I wail as a blinding pleasure rolls onto my body in waves. My vision goes nearly white and then I felt Steve's knot lock inside me and I scream as the pleasure becomes so fucking intense. It was pressing hard against my prostate and sends such a strong feeling in me that I clung onto Steve above me. I put my face into the crook of Steve's neck and I hear and feel Steve groan as he comes inside me. I felt the hot semen fill my body and I shudder as he grips onto me tightly.
We both collapse from exhaustion and he stays pressed close together as we pressed our naked bodies together so there was nothing in between us and we meld together into one. Steve kisses my temple and my hair was plastered onto my forehead and we put our sticky foreheads together so we could breath each other in. I love Steve so fucking much that I would be nothing if anything happens to him. I feel so happy and I smile at the Alpha above me and he smiles back and captures my lips into a soft happy kiss.
I felt tired but I knew Steve wasn't. Vampires don't sleep but sadly I was still human and my body was singing but still begging for me to sleep. "Sleep baby, you need it." Steve says as he lays us onto our sides and our legs tangle together. I don't know how long the knot will stay locked but I closed my tired eyes and put my head into his chest and doze off into a deep slumber.
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I felt something soft and light land onto my cheek and it tickled. I brush it off and I opened my eyes as to see feathers? I sit up to find myself clean and I see pillows ripped and the room was trashed. Did that really happen? I remember the head board.... huh? I stretch and I smile as my body sings in pleasure and I felt so nice. Well no longer a virgin so that was off the bucket list. I ggigle and walked into the bathroom. I grab the robe and wrap myself in it and I smile happily. Man I just feel so happy and pleased. I felt free and mty body was so relaxed.
Steve comes in when I smile and he looked sad. His expression made me confused. Why is he not happy like I am? "How badly are you hurt?" He asks. "What?" I ask one hundred percent confused. He lifted up my sleeve to show finger shaped bruises. I start to turn but he stops me. "No Bucky, look." He says and pulls the robe off my shoulder to revel more bruises. But they do not hurt so why is he making a big deal out of this? "Bucky, I can't tell you how much I am sorry." He says and walks off.
I turn and follow him. "I'm not. Really I'm fine." I say desperately. "Don't say you are fine." Steve says and sits down on the bed. "No you do not. Don't ruin this." I say standing in front of him. He looked up at me with sad eyes and that look just got me more angry and upset. "I've already ruined it." He says. I clench my hands and I take a deep breath. "Can't you see how happy I am? Or was five seconds ago. Now I'm kinda pissed off actually. " I say and I was on the verge of tears. "You should be angry with me." He says and I make a sound of fustration. "I mean, we knew this was going to be tricky right? Last night was amazing, well at least it was for me." I mumble and wipe a tear away before he notices.
"That's what you are worried about? That I didn't enjoy it?" He asks laughing slightly and a pain spiked in my heart. "I know it's not the same for you, but for me, I can't imagine if it gets any better than that." I say with my voice cracking and I look away. So much for a happy morning. "Hey." He says softly and grabs my hips so gently that I nearly burst into tears right then and there. He pulls me closer and I still continue to look away from him. "Buck, look at me." He says and I do. "Last night was the best night of my existence. " He says. "You just know what to say." I say sniffling and he brings me into a kiss that was very gentle. I did not like that. Now he was treating me like glass.
When he pulls away I asked the question that was burning in the back of my mind. "You're not going to touch me again are you?" I ask. He touches my cheek. "You know that is not what I meant." I say sarcastically. "Let me make you breakfast." He says. I sigh and nod and just let him walk out of the bedroom. The tears fell and I sit on the bed. I guess I just have to make him want me. Hopefully it will work.
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Days have past and I was trying with everything I got but he kept ignoring me. I walk along the beach by myself and sniffle. I had to admit that it hurts. Not my body but my heart. To know that he won't truly touch me kills me on the inside. We did nearly everyhing. We swam and played chess. He always fucking wins but whatever.
But I finally cracked when I woke up to such a good deam that my tears that I held back finally fell. I tried to stay quiet for Steve's sake. He wouldn't understand. I felt the bed move and Steve touches my shoulder. "Bucky? Did you have a nightmare?" Steve asks. I sniffle. Damn it, he heard me. "No." I whisper and I turn to look at him in the eyes. "It was a really good dream." I say. He wipes a few tears away. He looked so concern for me and I close my eyes. "Then why are you crying?" He asks. "Because I wanted it to be real." I whisper and turn to look at the wall. Steve pulls me closer and kisses me and I whimper. New tears fell. "Bucky, you know I can't." He says. I close eyes and pull away from him. I sit on the edge of the bed.
Every time I wiped tears away, new ones replace them. I sniffle. "Buck." He says gently and touches my shoulder. "Don't." I say. He sighs and kisses my shoulder. "I'm sorry." Steve says. I put my head into my hands. "Please." I whimper rather pathetically. Steve pulls me towards him and he kisses me. "Okay." He says. I give him a look. Is he lying or telling the truth? Steve smiles and kisses me again and lifts my shirt up. I straddle his hips and lean down to give a hard passionate kiss. "Thank you." I whimper out and he responses by kissing back and holding me close.
Back in Forks Brock was sitting with Embry and T'challa. The other boys were playing soccer and Brock was just so god damn pissed. "Maybe they say he was in a car crash. Or tripped and fell off a cliff. At least I get one thing out of it." Brock says imaging killing Steve. Sam catches the ball. "No, you won't. The Rogers are not a danger to the town or the tribe." Sam says sternly. "Steve is going to either kill him or change him and the treaty says-"
"I say, Brock, I say." Sam says. Brock growls. "Why do you care so much? It's not like you imprinted on him." Pepper says. "Stay out of it." Brock growls. "If you wanted things your way then you should become Alpha." Embry says. "I thpught it was a good idea at the time." Brock mumbles. "Look, Bucky is in love with Steve, you can't change that, not unless you go kill Steve." Pepper says. "Then Bucky would hate you forever." T'challa says quietly. "Exactly." Pepper says. Brock huffs.
They have a point.