Chapter 1
My eyes snap open.
I look around to see everything more clear. I focus on the specks of dust in the air and I look to the vase and see a droplet of water roll down the side. I look to the poster to see the rough edges of the paper that I would have never seen with my human eyes. I look down at myself and lift my hand to see that I was more healthy. I wasn't skinny or pale anymore. I continue to look around and stop when I see Steve standing in the doorway.
Steve smiles and walks towards me. I stand up and walk towards him. We stop and he lightly brings his hand up and touches my cheek. I place my hand onto his chest. Steve smiles and strokes my cheek. "So beautiful. We're the same temperature now." He says softly. I shiver as he continue to brush his fingers down my neck. I turn to see the mirror and I look at myself. My eyes were bright red instead of its usual blue-grey colour.
I smile when I see Steve standing behind me looking at me in perfect awe. I turn and pull him into a hug. I hear him gasp and I smile again. Steve places his hands onto my hips. "Hey, Bucky, you're a lot stronger than I am at the moment. It's your turn not to break me." He says and smiles when I pull away. My emotions were strong and I was a little overwhelmed with these new smells and hearing. "I love you." I say to him. He smiles again and pulls me closer. "I love you." He says and pulls me into a kiss.
Just then a moment hit my head. I pull away. "Katrina." I whisper. He smiles. "She's incredible." Steve says. I have to see her. "Where is she? I have to see her." I say pulling away but he holds me close, causing me to look at him in confusion. "Wait. You need to get your thirst under control." He says. Just then a hungry need comes over me and I gasp and cling onto him. "Yeah, you need to feed." He says.
I follow him outside and he smiles. "Ready to learn how to speed run?" Steve asks me. "How?" I ask eager to learn. "Just run, don't think about it." Steve says then runs off. "Uh." I sigh and run off. I laugh as I catch up to Steve. As I run I start to focus on things that I would have never noticed if I see as a human. I see a spider with a water droplet on top of it's head, making it look like a spider wearing a hat. I look forward again to see Steve jumping over the waterfall. I jump after him and I laugh as Steve cheers.
He stops and grabs my hips as I stop in front of him smiling. "Close your eyes." Steve says and I close them. He turns my body. "What do you hear?" He asks. I listen as I hear the hoot of a owl, a squirrel playing with a nut. I furrow my eyebrows and listen close as I hear the squeaks of a deer. My eyes snap open and I run to the rock and crouch as I see the deer in front of me down below. Steve follows.
I get ready to jump when the breeze came and I smell something that smells like heaven. I hear the human climbing and I smell his blood. I growl and Steve looked worried. He must have noticed what I was smelling because his eyes widen in shock. "Bucky don't!" He yells, just as I ran off.
I stop and see the male. I growl again and run and climb the rock wall as if it was nothing. It didn't even make me tired. I force myself to stop. This is wrong. This is all wrong, I am not a monster. I will not feed on a human. "Bucky, stop! I'm sorry, I didn't know that humans will go up so far on the trail." Steve says. I shake my head. "I have to get outta here." I say rougly. "Okay, I can help." He says. I shake my head and jump off the ledge.
Steve looks down and smiles as the Omega jumps. "Or not." He says to himself.
I couch as I chace after that deer. I was about to jump once again when I noticed that a mountain lion was about to ge my deer. That slimy little bastard. How dare he try to steal my deer? The lion jumped and I tackle the mountain lion down. I bit into his neck drinking the blood and god did it taste good.
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After I finished eating and cleaned up, Steve lead me towards the room where Katrina is. I am so excited to see my daughter and hold her for the first time. I wonder if she had my hair or Steve's smile. My charm or Steve's kindness.
We laugh as he spins me. "Well, I'm amazed,. You ran away from human blood mid-hunt. Even mature vampires have problems with that." Steve says while chuckling. I smile and see Brock coming out of the house and walking towards us. Brock is still here? "You're still here." I say surprised and he gives me a stupid grin. "So are you. I didn't expect you to seem to." Brock says.
I smile at that. "Except for the creepy eyes." He says making me laugh. Steve grabs my hand. Brock takes a step forward. "I would keep my distance for now." I joke making him laugh and put his hands up in surrender. "It's safer for the baby to see how you do me first." He says. I furrow my eyebrows. "Since when do you care about Katrina?" I ask.
I see Brock look at Steve, only to see my husband shake his head. What was going on? Brock then looks at me. "Alright, take a whiff." Brock says. I take a step closer and took one. Jesus, I could tell what they mean by Brock smelling like a dog. He kind of does stink. "Well, I can tell what everyone was talking about. Brock, you really do stink." I say causing him to smile and laugh.
"You guys really do look great together." Brock says and I smile looking at Steve. "Want to come meet our daughter? " Steve asks. Excitement runs through me. "Yes but a certain someone wouldn't let me meet her earlier. Come on, we haven't gotten all day." I say and Steve laughs. I look forward to see that Brock had already went into the house.
Steve opens the door for me and I take a deep breath and walk inside. When we walked inside the living room, I see that the whole family was there. "Welcome to the family." Sarah says making me smile. "Thank you." I replied. Natasha comes up to me. "You look amazing Bucky." She says and we both hug. "Someone's been waiting for you." Joseph says and I look to see that Jane had her back to me. "Jane." Steve says. Jane turns and my eyes landed on Katrina.
I smile and nearly burst into tears. She was so, so beautiful. She looks at me and holds out her tiny arms towards me, as if she knew that I was her mother. I take her from Jane and I smile. Katrina places her hand onto my cheek and I look into her eyes. A image fills my mind to see myself after I gave birth to her. I look up to Steve. "What was that?" I ask and look back down at her.
He smiles. "She showed you the first memory she has of you." Steve says. I smile and a tear falls down my cheek. "She as a gift." I whisper. Steve stands behind me and smiles. "Yes she does." Steve says and places a hand onto my shoulder. Just then I noticed something. She doesn't look like a newborn. She actually looks a couple months old. How is that possible? I thought I was only out for two days. Were they lying to me? I look at Joseph confused. "You said I was out for two days?" I ask. "Her growth rate is unprecedented." Joseph says. I look down and place a gentle kiss onto her forehead and she coos.
"Alright, that's enough experimenting for one day." Brock says and reaches for my daughter. I step back and look at him. What the fuck is Brock's problem? She is my daughter, not his, mine. "Brock, Bucky is doing great." Steve says. I angle my body so Brock could not see Katrina and Steve wraps an arm around my body. I could see that the rest of the family was staring at Brock as if he is crazy. "Yeah, let's not push it though." Brock says. I snap my eyes towards me and he freezes. "What's your problem?" I ask. "Oh, do tell him Brock." Jane says.
"Oh this is going to be good." Thor says smirking. "Hold on a second." Steve says and takes Katrina away from me. I continue to look at Brock, who looks nervous. "Bucky, look, it's a wolf thing." He starts. "What's a wolf thing?" I ask. He did something to her? What the fuck did he do? "Umm... you know we have no control over it. We can't choose who it happens with." He says. I thought back to the conversations we had when I was still human, but one thing stood out.
Brock imprinted on my daughter......
Oh hell no.
Brock is going to die.
Brock at this point looked scared. "Take Katrina out of the room." I demand and Jane does that. "Oh no." Brock says scared for his life. And he should be. I feel Steve touch my shoulder. "Don't touch me Steve. I don't want to hurt you." I growl and Brock pales. I was fucking furious! I only held my daughter one time, one fucking time and he thinks he can claim her as his. Oh hell to the no!
I grabbed the back of his neck and started to pull him out of the house. "Ow!" Brock says and I threw him and he lands harshly against the tree and onto the ground. He is in trouble. "You imprinted on my daughter!?" I yell absolutely furious. I was so angry that I could kill Brock right now. Which sounds so good at the moment. "It wasn't my choice!" Brock says trying to calm me down. "She's a baby!" I scream. "It's not like that! You think Steve would let me live if it was like that?" Brock asks. "I'm still debating it." Steve says.
"I've held her once! One time, Brock! And you already think you have some moronic wolfy claim on her? She's mine!" I yelled. Brock comes towards me. "It's not like that! Calm down!" He says. Did he just? "Don't you tell me to fucking calm down!" I yelled and pushed him, which caused him to fly through the air and land onto the ground. Pepper and T'challa arrive in their stupid wolf forms. Pepper goes to take a step towards me. "It's fine Pepper. Let him." Brock says. "You stay away from her." I demand.
"You know I can't do that." Brock says. This time I punch him in the face and he falls to the ground. "Stop her son." Sarah says. "He said it's fine. Isn't he amazing?" He asks awed. Brock coughs. "Do you remember how much you wanted to be around me three days ago? That's gone now right? " He asks. "Long gone." I snarl at him. "That's because it was her. It was Kat who wanted me to be there." Brock says. "Kat? You nicknamed my daughter after a animal!" I take a step towards him ad he looked like he fucked up. He did. He really, really fucked up this time.
T'challa goes to stop me and I glare at him. He freezes and whimpers. I turn my glare onto Brock. I can't do anything anymore. He imprinted on her when I was out. I couldn't stop him and all of a sudden pain fills me. I look down. I already failed at being a mother. I shake my head and walked inside. I sit down and Jane noticed that I looked upset. She hands me Katrina and leaves the room, knowing that I wanted to be alone with my baby girl. I sniffle and wipe at the tears that begin to fall.
She giggles and places her hands onto my hands and grabs my thumbs, causing me to smile. "O baby girl, what am I going to do?" I whisper and kisses the top of her head.
What the fuck am I going to do?