
I won't let anyone but you kill me. Deal?
Moaning, I gradually wake up, vaguely aware that there was an annoying beeping noise coming from my left side which must have been the thing that had woken me up in the first place. With my eyes still close, I roll over in the bed, away from the wonderful warmth on my right hand side and shriek when I fall of the bed with a thud.
“Shit” I mutter as I roll onto my back, my arm tugging at the sheets that had fallen off the bed with me, covering myself with them.
“Doll? What are you doing?” Bucky’s voice is raspy and confused, and when I force my eyes open I see his face peering over the edge of the bed, an adorable confused smile on his face.
“I don’t know Buck, I kinda just fell off” I sigh, rolling my eyes as he laughs. Groaning, I close my eyes again, and when I hear rustling on the bed, I don’t pay attention to it, but I hum when a familiar weight settles on top of my thighs.
“Hi Bucky” I murmur, and I hear his beautiful chuckle reverberate through his thighs and into mine.
“How you feeling, kitten?” I open my eyes and I reach up and wrap my arms around his neck, prompting him to come closer, and he obliges, resting his arms on either side of my face.
“I am SO tired” I groan, and he snickers, running his fingers through my hair.
“Last time I checked you were sleeping so peacefully, what woke you up?”
“Some stupid beeping noise” I mutter as I gesture above me, and I whine as he pulls away from me, looking at the wall where he fiddled with a few buttons.
“Kitten, the beeping you heard, it was a message, telling us both that we have a mission tonight. I guess they knew us well enough that we would be together” He smiles down at me, and my mouth falls open.
“I have a mission?”
“Yep. But it says it an easy one, and everyone will be there” Bucky reassures me, pulling me up so we are face to face. “I’ll be there. I’ll keep you safe”
I nod, and I lean forward and press my lips to his, my arms hooking around his neck.
“Mm sweetheart, we’ll never get there if you keep doing that” Bucky murmurs into my mouth, his hands roaming down my ribs and sliding under the edge of my tank top that I had worn to bed. I moan, and he gently lays me down again, and I can feel his erection press against me through his boxer briefs.
“God, I need you Bucky, want to show everyone that I’m yours” I whisper into his ear, and he growls, nipping my neck.
Another beeping noise goes up above my head, and his head flicks up, his eyes reading the screen in the wall behind me, and he smiles down at me.
“We have a 20 minute warning, till we have to go to a debriefing meeting about the mission” I nod at his words as I run my fingers through his long hair, tugging gently which makes him moan deep in his throat.
“I want you Bucky, fucking need you” I whimper, and he grinds down on top of me, his length now grinding against my core through my thin cotton panties.
“You want me to take you hard, baby doll?” He pants into my ear, and I whine, my hips bucking up against him.
“Hard, please Sergeant, fucking take me. Make everyone know I’m yours” I beg, my back arching up into him.
“You are mine Y/N. No one will ever take you from me” Bucky growls, ripping away the cotton panties and entering me in one thrust, making me cry out with pleasure.
“I’m yours”
. …………………..
Eighteen minutes later we enter the meeting room, our hands twined together. My face was flushed slightly and when I sat down I shifted, trying to keep myself from whining in pleasure. Because in the 15 minutes that we were together in my room, he had taken me rough, and I loved it. He had made me come at least three times, and he had came in me twice. And as a result of that, sitting down was a mix of pleasure and pain. He had also sucked large hickies on my neck and under my jaw, high enough that it wasn’t easy to cover, and I could clearly see Tony studying my neck.
Bucky noticed me shifting in my chair and smirked, his flesh hand coming up to cup the nape of my neck, squeezing gently. I lean back into his hand, and I catch Tony’s eye, who smirks.
“I should get your room soundproofed” He chuckles as I blush, my eyes flicking to Bucky who is smiling broadly, which makes me smile as well.
“Hey Y/N, what happened to your neck?” Tony said loudly, obviously trying to get me to blush even more, but I refuse to be embarrassed.
“Don’t ask me, ask Bucky. It was Bucky’s mouth that did it” I smirk when I hear Bucky cough, his cheeks flushing as he squeezes the nape of my neck. And when I hear Tony choke, I laugh.
“Sorry Dad” I snicker, and Tony instantly forgets his embarrassment and smiles at me, his eyes lit up.
“Alright guys, listen up!” Steve’s voice draws all of our attention to him. He’s standing in front of the room in his Captain America outfit, his shield on the table in front of him.
“We have a mission, a relatively easy one compared to others we’ve had. And Fury has decided that he wanted us to bring Y/N along, to see how’ll she’ll do” Steve looks at me with a gentle smile, and I smile back. Then I look around and I see that Tony has a small scowl on his face.
“Tony, what’s up?” I ask Tony, my eyebrows drawn together in confusion. He doesn’t answer, and I suddenly understand what he’s upset about.
“Tony, it’s meant to be an easy mission, just like Steve said. What could go wrong?”
………………………..
About five hours later, I’m bouncing up and down on my toes in the kitchen, staring down at the kitchen table as I examine the daggers that Tony had given me, as well as a pistol that was mandatory for everyone to carry with them. In my back pocket was a burn phone, and I had already memorised Bucky’s burn phone number, as well as Tony’s.
“Are you okay Doll?” I look up at the sound of Bucky’s concerned voice, and I take in the sight of Bucky leaning against the doorframe, dressed in his black Winter Soldier uniform, his dark hair framing his face.
“Tony gave me a gun” I say in a neutral voice, staring down at the gun, watching how the light shines of the polished metal. I don’t notice that Bucky draws closer to me till he is standing on the other side of the kitchen table, and he reaches over and grabs my hands in his, his thumbs rubbing soothing circles onto the backs of my hands.
“You don’t have to use the gun, Y/N. It’s only there as a backup” Bucky reassures me, and I nod, giving him a small smile.
“Yeah I know. It’s still weird to carry one around though” I sigh, and Bucky walks around the table, drawing me into his embrace, and I nuzzle his neck, breathing in his scent.
“Do you want me to help you gear up?” Bucky asks gently and I nod. Smiling gently, he pulls back and holds me at arms-length. Then he reaches over and grabs the knives, gently sliding them into their sheaths, one on the outside of each of my thighs, and another one in a sheath on the small of my back, his fingers skimming over my body.
He then grabs the pistol, and after giving me a reassuring kiss on the lips, he places it in the pistol holster on my hip. His hand comes up and cups my cheek, locking gazes with me.
“Y/N, it will be alright. I will be with you the whole way, and if I can’t be there, Tony or Steve will be with you. I promise” Bucky traces my lips with his fingers, looking into my eyes, searching for fear, or sadness, or reluctance, but all he could see determination, and adoration and love.
“I love you Bucky” I say earnestly, wrapping my arms around him in a hug which he reciprocates.
“I love you too Y/N. Now come on, everyone else is waiting”
………………………
I looked over at Y/N, watching how she fiddled with the edge of her black, flame-proof shirt, how her black flame-proof leggings clung to her legs, and how her left leg jumped up and down in agitation, her combat books clicking against the plane floor. I smiled to myself as her nose scrunched in concentration as she summoned a ball of fire in her palm, and then tendrils of ice appeared in the centre of the fireball, the fire just swirling around the ice.
Desperately trying to hide my smile, I move my foot slightly and nudge hers, making her eyes flick up to mine and causing her free hand to clamp down over the ball of fire and ice, making it disappear.
“How difficult is it to do that?”
She smiles to herself, pulling away her hands to reveal a beautiful flower in her palm, the petals are blue as an ocean. She shows it to me, and I stroke a petal, revelling in the gold veins of light that follows the heat of my finger.
“It’s not so hard anymore. Sometimes I have a bit of trouble using multiple powers at once, but I’m working on it. But – “ She trails off, quickly taking out a notebook from a hidden pocket and presses the flower flat between two pages, then she slips it closed and back into her pocket. As she closes it, I see flashes of pictures of us, but she doesn’t mention it, so I don’t either.
Coughing, Y/N grabs my attention, and as I watch, she raises her hand and levitates a waterbottle from between a sleeping Sam’s legs, with it only slipping a few times before she drops it in a sleeping Tony’s lap. He jerks up in surprise, looking around but Y/N quickly turns around and presses her lips to mine, effectively making Tony’s eyes quickly skim over us, not suspecting Y/N or me.
I pull back from her with a grin on my face, matching her smile.
“I manipulated the air around the bottle. So I practically have telekinesis” She whispers dramatically, and I chuckle, pulling her into my lap which makes her squeak and her arms instinctively wrap around my neck.
“You are amazing Y/N” I tell her, wrapping my arms around her waist, and she grins.
“So are you” she leans her forehead against mine, and we both close our eyes, relishing in each other’s company.
Sighing, I pull back from her, and fake pout at her.
“We’re landing” I sigh, and a minute later, the plane shakes as it lands. Everyone quickly gets up, and Y/N and I do the same.
“Just stick behind me, ok kitten?”
She nods, and we walk out with the others, into a parking lot where a distant warehouse looms, it’s windows dark. I stand still, just behind Steve, searching the area for any sign of danger, for anyone who might hurt my Doll.
“Okay guys, it’s a quick in and out, search for any helpful information and take out any HYDRA soldiers that may be around. And remember, keep an eye out for everyone” Steve turns around and tells the group, his eyes lingering on Y/N from over my shoulder.
“Now, Y/N, this is just an observation mission for you. I want you to stay back from the fighting. Promise?” Steve asks, and I feel Y/N’s hand slip into mine.
“I promise, Steve”
Steve nods, gesturing for everyone to follow him as he walked towards the warehouse.
“Tony, Vision, take the sky, keep an eye out from above” Steve’s voice comes from the earpiece in my ear that had been standard issue for every mission. I could still sense Y/N’s presence by my side, but I kept my head rotating back and forth, searching for any danger. And danger did appear. And funnily enough, it was Y/N that saved me and the rest of the avengers from danger.
“Shit” she had muttered as she ran in front of me and everyone else and summoned a thick wall of water that caught five grenades that had been shot by a grenade launder, or five to be exact. Grunting, she scrunches the water into a sphere with the grenades inside, and kept it as a sphere as they exploded.
“Damn” She pants, turning back to me with a smile as she bounded up and down on her toes, her body obviously running on adrenaline. “God damn!”
I grin back at her then Steve yells out, and everyone starts to run forward, using their various weapon and powers to take out a wave of HYDRA soldiers swarms out of the building.
“Be careful Y/N!” I yell to her as I run forward, grabbing her hand and pulling her with me.
“Bucky, you need to be careful too, they are going to want you back” Y/N yells back, her lips set in a scowl.
“But they will not take you from me. Never”
I pull her into a chaste kiss before I let go of her hand, and we both start to fight for our lives, and our teammates.
For the next couple of minutes, it’s a blur of blocking attacks from the HYDRA soldiers and then their deaths by my hand. It was a flurry of jumping and dodging, punching and kicking, grabbing guns and snapping necks. Occasionally I would catch a glimpse of Y/N, and what I saw made pride blossom through my chest.
She was using her powers, almost on automatic, summoning fireballs at one time, throwing icicles another time, and even creating a man sized tornado and let it rip through a squadron of HYDRA soldiers.
As I fought my own batch of soldiers, I couldn’t help but think of how amazing Y/N was, how powerful she was with her powers, and how she chose me, out of all people. She could have chosen anyone to be with, to give her love, but she chose me, a broken super soldier.
“BUCKY!”
I was shaken out of my daze when Y/N shouted out my name in panic and I saw a HYDRA soldier aim a gun at me, and to my surprise, someone shoots him from over my shoulder, a red hole appearing between his surprised eyes.
I whip my head around and lock eyes with Y/N, her pistol held out in front of her and aimed at the soldier that she had just shot. Her eyes were cold and determined, and only when I ran towards her did her eyes show emotion. Grabbing her around the waist, I pull her down behind a large chunk of wall and crouch next to her, cupping her face with my hands.
“Thank you Doll. Are you okay?”
She nods, smiling weakly at me.
“I’m not going to let some stupid soldier kill you. If you die, I will bring you back and kill you myself, do you understand?” She says angrily, gripping my shoulder.
“I promise not to let anyone but you kill me. Deal?” I chuckle, and she nods, a smile on her face.
“Deal. I love you Bucky. Don’t forget that”
“I won’t” I promise. And with one last kiss, we jump up and join the fight again. After a few minutes I get drawn away from the group, fighting at least five soldiers at one time. When I take them all out, I look around, and freeze when I see a figure standing in the doorway of the nearby warehouse, and I recognise his face.
“Steve, one of the scientists that trained me, he’s here” I stutter, my metal hand clenching subconsciously, and I stare at the scientist’s face, which is twisted into a sneer. I look around and find Steve in the crowd of soldiers, and I see that Y/N was sticking close to him.
“Bucky, it’s alright. Go get him, we’ll be alright” Steve soothes as he whacks a soldier in the face with his shield. Perplexed, I look back and forth between the scientist and the Y/N, finally focusing on Y/N as she sets a soldier on fire.
“Bucky, I’ll be alright. Go get that son of a bitch!” Y/N yells through the earpiece, her eyes locking with mine.
That’s what helps me decide, her determined look. So, with a nod, I set off in a sprint, heading towards the door that the scientist disappeared into.
I run through the door and sprint down multiple corridors as I chase the scientist, and I eventually end up in a small room with computer screens set up on the wall, and the scientist is just standing in the middle of the room, a sick smile on his face.
“Ah, Winter Soldier! So nice of you to join me” The man exclaims, and he clicks his fingers and the door snaps shut, and I can hear locks inside it, effectively locking me in with the scientist.
“I know you, but I don’t remember your name” I snarl, and the man has a fake look of shock on his face.
“You don’t remember my name? I thought you would have remembered me, considering that I was the one that attached your arm, and trained you to use it”
“Your name, god damn it!” I yell, and the man smiles.
“Alexander Pierce”
I cry out as images flashed through my mind, images of Pierce smiling as he attached my metal arm to my shoulder, soldering the skin and metal together and attaching to severed nerves in my arm to the metal insides. I stumble slightly, and I shake my head, glaring up at Pierce’s smiling face.
I growl and I start to walk towards him but the computer screens catch my eye, or more what was playing on it. It was footage of the Avengers, of me, or so I thought. As I watched, I realised that half the screens were live, and I realised that it wasn’t me that was being focused on, it was Y/N.
“What is this! What do you want with her?” I yell at Pierce, taking another step forward to him, but he doesn’t flinch, he just gestures to the screens.
“Keep watching. Something good is about to happen”
I look at him suspiciously, but he shrugs, and gestures to the screen. Frowning, I look towards the screen, and my eyebrows pull together in confusion as I watch.
I could see that the subject of the live footage was Y/N, and you were using your powers as an extension of your body, sending out balls of flame from her palms and sending shockwaves by stomping her foot. Stepping closer, I realize that none of the Avengers were near her, they had been drawn away from her, and she was fighting at least 10 soldiers by herself.
“God damnit Steve, where are you?” I whisper to myself. “Come on sweetheart, get back to Steve, Tony, anyone”
Horrified, I watch the live video as four HYDRA agents crowd Y/N, kicking and hitting her, hitting her with the butt of their guns and one of them had a knife, constantly slicing and stabbing at her. I can’t help but groan at the sight, falling to my knees as I keep watching the screen. And then someone came up behind the weak Y/N and thrust a hypodermic needle into her neck, which makes her fall unconscious immediately.
“NO!” I scream out, jumping to my feet and striding towards Pierce, my eyes ablaze, my hand raised as I go to strike, only for my hand to slam into an invisible wall with Pierce behind it.
“What the fuck” I whisper, using my hand to feel the barrier, and I suddenly realise that it’s a thick plastic barrier that extends from wall to wall, ceiling to floor. That’s why Pierce wasn’t afraid of me, because we were in two entirely different rooms.
“LET ME OUT” I roar, slamming my metal hand into the see-through wall, over and over again as Pierce laughs.
“I’m sorry James, I had to give my men enough time to kidnap your sweet, sweet Y/N” Pierce taunts, chuckling as I spun around, running to the door and slamming my fist into it, and when that didn’t work, I attempted to kick it down, and I felt a surge of victory when I put a dent in the door, but that’s all that happens.
I let out an inarticulate yell as I whirled around, catching a glimpse of HYDRA agents carrying Y/N’s limp body out of frame.
“I will kill you, you bastard!” I scream at Pierce, slamming my metal fist into the plastic, repeatedly, until a crack starts to appear. I target this spot, grinning manically as the crack spread, and Pierce finally started to look worried as he spoke into a walkie talkie and backed out of the room. I continued, and I let out a scream of triumph as the wall shattered, shards of plastic falling to ground around me.
Without a thought I sprint out of the room, blindly running through hallways till I burst out into the sunlight. I stagger slightly, but then my eyes focus on the group of Avengers standing in the middle of the parking lot, waiting for me.
I storm towards them, heading straight to Steve, who looks up, his eyes tinged with sadness.
“Buck” He starts but I hold up my hand angrily, silencing him.
“I don’t care why you weren’t with her. I don’t care why none of you were with her!” I look around madly at the group, everyone avoiding my angry gaze.
“All I want to know is how we are going to get her back”
“I – I don’t know” Steve stutters, his eyes falling to the ground. “I’m sorry Buck, we have no way to track her or the bastards that took her”
“Well, Cap, Frosty, I can track her” Tony interrupts, stepping forward towards Steve and me. I raise my eyebrows at him, and he smiles sheepishly.
“The daggers I gave her, they both have trackers in it. I couldn’t help it, she’s my daughter now” Tony admitted, and I felt my heart lifting with every word.
“Well get going Stark! We’ve got my Doll to track”