The Quiet Month
Chapter Six: The Quiet Month
Bucky’s Point Of View
Bucky’s Journal: Entry 7
‘So it’s been some time since I’ve written to you guys. So much has happened with me and Steve. I don’t even know where to begin well besides the begining. Lets see…. Steve and I… We’re great. I wound out blurting out my feelings like an idiot but.. It turned out great really. I even asked Steve to marry me, and he said yes!
I know I know it was probably dumb I mean we're in the middle of an apocalypse. Not only that but I only just told the punk I love him and suddenly we're engaged.... But it isn't, not to me at least. I love Steve and if we're gonna' die I want to be his husband... Annnnyway. That was over a month ago.
Since then we've sort of just been relaxing or trying to anyway. Steve... That idiot. Let me just tell you what happened two weeks ago...
So I was going through the stock pile on our floor. I know we have plenty of food and what ever else we need but I wanted to write down everything we have I know it might seem stupid but that's just me. While I was doing that this idiot thought it would be funny to turn our bedroom into a giant fort. He moved all the other mattresses, blankets, and pillows from the other rooms into ours. He said something about wanting to see me laugh and have fun again... Let me just tell you I did much more than laugh with him.'
~Flashback~
Bucky stood in the stockroom a clipboard in hand as he wrote down the number of canned peas they had. Moving onto the next row he was going to continue until he heard something slam down and a loud "Oof!" come from down the hall. Rolling his eyes with a smile on his lips Bucky put his clipboard down to go check on his husband to be. Getting to their bedroom door he turned the handle but found it locked.
"Stevie? You alright in there?" Jiggling the doorknob he tried again as he heard Steve shuffling around. "Steve?" If his voice sounded like he was beginning to panic he wouldn't admit it.
"H-Hold on!" Steve called out quickly. "I'm almost done Buck just give me a minute!"
"Done with what? Steve what're you doing?" Bucky kept jiggling the handle trying to urge Steve to open the door. If he was being honest with himself he was worried. He always was when it came to Steve.
"Jeez Buck hold on!" Another slam, more shuffling, and finally the door unlocked. Pulling it open Steve had a shy smile on his lips, he was wearing on of Bucky's shirts with a pair of boxer briefs. Bucky stood there in shock before grabbed Steve by his waist pulling him so that their chests were flush together.
"My my what do we have here? Is that my shirt?" Steve nodded his, his cheeks quickly becoming red as he reached down to play with the bottom button.
"I-I... I didn't think you'd mind. P-Plus it smelt like you i-it's comfy."
"Oh Stevie of course I don't mind. Now.. What was all that noise? Had me worried." Steve perked up at the question a smirk coming to his lips.
"I thought we could have a bit of fun so... I made a fort!" Pulling the door open wider Steve had a beaming smile on his face as he let Bucky see everything he had done.
Against the walls Steve had stacked all the mattresses from the other rooms so that there was no possible way to see said walls. The couch cushions and pillows were spread all along to bedroom floor so that not an inch of it was showing. Steve had even moved their bed into the middle of the room so it was surrounded by the pillows and cushions. Around the room sheets and blankets were hanging from mattress to mattress as well as around their bed as if it was their own secret hideaway. Several string lights hung around the room and over their bed for a more intimate feel instead of using the brighter light.
Bucky just stood there holding onto Steve's waist as he looked around their room. He was a bit shocked Steve had done all this. Out of everything they've been through and even what was still going on and Steve chose to make a fort? Snickering Bucky leaned over placing a kiss on Steve's cheek.
"It's beautiful Stevie. But I could'a helped you know. But then again I might not have done much with you lookin' so fine. I mean Stevie.. You have no idea how hot you look do you?
~~Sexual Content Warning!~~
Steve's blush only grew deeper as he turned to pull Bucky into their room. "I wanted it to be a surprise. You, and by extension Crook since he's always following you around the house, have been so busy making sure everything is secure and that we're safe. I wanted to give you a place to be able to relax and enjoy yourself."
Leading Bucky to their bed Steve playfully pushed him back onto the mattress. Landing he let out an "Oof" before laughing. Leaning up onto his arm he gave Steve a sultry smile. "Draw me like one of your french girls Stevie." Rolling his eyes Steve slowly climbed up the bed and into Bucky's lap.
Looking up at the soft glow of the string lights he left out a deep sigh. "Buck... I... I wanna try something and, and I know.. I know you aren't exactly small but.. Just.. I want to try this." Slowly, in case Bucky wanted him to stop, Steve slid down getting between Bucky's spread thighs. Reaching up he cautiously begun to under the others belt.
"Steve? W-What are you-?"
"I get it if you don't want me to do this just.. Just say so but.. If you do just, just relax and let me do this. Please." Nervously Steve pulled off Bucky's belt and begun to undo his pant.
"Steve-"
"I-It's not because I feel like you're pressuring me to do this or anything. So don't try saying that. I just want to do this.. Please?"
"Steve! God will you just shut up for a minute?" Reaching up Bucky ran his fingers through Steve's hair. Placing his palm against Steve's cheek he leaned up to gently kiss him. "Yeah I was gonna' ask if you were sure but all you had to do was say yes... You're nervous.." It wasn't a question. He could tell, it was obvious Steve was trembling. Tucking a strand of hair behind his lover's ear Bucky slowly caressed Steve's cheek. "Relax baby. If we're going to do this I want you to be comfortable, don't rush, and don't force yourself to take more than you can handle." Running his thumb over Steve's bottom lip he slowly laid back against his elbows to watch Steve. "We have all the time in the world Stevie, use it." With more confidence Steve unbuttoned Bucky's pants. Feeling daring he leaned down pulling the zipper down with his teeth.
As soon as Bucky lifted his hips to help, Steve yanked off his pants, briefs and all. A gasp leaving his lips before he could stop himself. Sure he had seen Bucky naked plenty of times growing up and in the incident a few days ago. But he had never seen him like this. This was.. Steve knew he was hung from there incident the other day but this was ridiculous. Seeing Bucky half hard he was massive but this.. He was at full mast here and Steve didn't think there was any way his hand would even fit around it let alone his mouth. All he could think of was the time Bucky had shown him one of the Japanese pornos as a joke.
He never really got a chance to admire Bucky's cock before he thought it was big before but up close.. He was not only long but Steve couldn't even fully wrap his hand around it. But he wanted to do this, was determined to do this.
Looking up,his blush quickly spread back to his cheeks as he noticed Bucky staring at him. "C-Could you um.. Would you mind closing your eyes for now? I uh.. I don't.. Please?"
"Of course Stevie. Anything you need just tell me." Closing his eyes Bucky put his arms behind his head. "Take your time baby. There's no rush."
Getting a determined look in his eyes Steve leaned down letting his tongue slowly circle the head. Hearing Bucky’s groan encouraged Steve to continue. Slowly he took the head as well as an inch into his mouth. He would’ve taken more but the girth was to much for him, he was straining his jaw already and he barely even started.
Slowly he pulled back, looking up he noticed Bucky staring. The intensity of his gaze sent shivers down Steve's spine. A deep blush coming to his cheeks Steve tucked more of his hair behind his ear. “I.. S-Sorry you’re just really big.”
“Stevie you don’t have to force yourself. If you can’t do it that’s fine you coul-” Sucking in a deep breath Bucky let out a loud groan resisting the urge to thrust into the wet heat he felt around his cock. Looking down he noticed Steve had almost half his cock down his throat. “Oh fuck Stevie how did you-?!”
Slowly Steve pulled back smirking at the groan that left Bucky’s lips. “I never said I couldn’t do it. Just that you were really big, and god Buck..” Leaning down Steve slowly licked up the length of his lovers cock. “You taste amazing… Plus it helps being able to unlock your jaw. And you know… Being able to control your gag reflex is a bonus.”
Before Bucky could even think of a response Steve had his cock back down his throat. Throwing his head back he let out a deep groan. “F-Fuck Steve! Should’a done this ages ago! G-Gotta’ go to church for this Stevie. G-Gotta’ fuck! Gotta’ ask for forgiveness cause your… Mmm yes use your tongue! Mmm fuck cause your mouth’s a sin! F-Fuck baby you need to slow down. D-Don’t wanna cum to fast.”
Steve didn’t bother listening, he wanted this for far to long. He wanted to taste every inch of Bucky’s skin, taste every drop of cum, every drop of sweat. He waited to long to waste another second. Taking a deep breath through his nose Steve quickly took the rest of Bucky’s cock down his throat. Letting out a deep moan as he pressed his nose against Bucky, his throat tightening as he felt his lover’s cock twitching.
“Oh fuck Stevie!” Reaching down he placed his hand on the back of Steve’s head which caused Steve to groan. “Oh fuck baby you like that?” Looking down to watch Steve, Bucky groaned tightening his grip on Steve’s hair. “Fuck baby are you fingering yourself!?”
Looking up through his lashes Steve slowly pulled off Bucky’s cock hollowing his cheeks as he came up. A thin line of spit connected them as Steve licked over his lips a soft whine escaping them. “Nnn I-I didn’t want to wait. Wanted.. Wanted to be able to nnn to take your cock!"
"Fuck Stevie thats.. Shit babe." Pulling back Bucky suddenly pushed Steve onto his back kneeling between his legs. "Keep those legs nice and wide sugar." Reaching for the lube Steve left on the bed he quickly coated three finger. Taking one of Steve's legs he placed it over his shoulder leaning down to kiss his thigh. "Just relax baby. I'm gonna' be nice and gentle with you.. For now"
Without waiting he pushed one slippery digit inside Steve's hole. Giving Steve a minute to relax Bucky crooked his finger searching for the blond's prostate. "B-Bucky t-there! Yes! S-So much better than w-when I-"
"As much as I love that thought baby you're thinking to much right now."
"Then why dont you make me- Ah ahh yes!" Steve arched from the bed as he felt Bucky thrust two more fingers into his stretched hole. "I-I swear if you don't hurry up I'll nnn! I'll make you get yourself off!"
Slowly Bucky pulled his fingers back grabbing the lube to slick himself up. "Hope you're ready baby because I'm sure as hell not letting you leave this bed." Before Steve could respond Bucky had thrust several inches into him. He felt like he was being split in two, yet he was loving it. The pleasure he felt made his toes curl as he clenched around his lover's cock.
By the time Bucky was halfway in Steve was moaning loud enough that if anyone was outside they definitely would have heard him. Clutching tightly to Bucky his nails leaving red trails down his back, Steve nodded each time he askeddesperate for Bucky not to stop. "P-Please Buck f-feels so good!"
Though Bucky didn't stop he was still concerned. "Fuck Stevie you're so tight, you sure you don't need me to stop?"
"J-Just nnn Bucky never done this b-before. J-Just hurts a bit but fuck Bucky i-it feels so good! Please d-don't stop."
"Fuck Stevie I didn't know you were into that kinda shit. Yeah baby I'm not gonna' stop. Just remember you asked for this." Before Steve could think of a response Bucky gave one last thrust sheathing himself balls deep inside Steve's tight hole.
"Bucky!" Steve screamed, back arching as he came violently, covering his chest in his thick cum. "D-Don't you dare fucking stop! Please!"
Bucky didn't need much encouragement rolling his hips he let out a deep groan feeling Steve's still clenching passage around his cock. "Fuck baby.. Sorry Stevie but I just.. I can't.. I need to fuck you I can't be gentle anymore!" Spreading Steve's legs wider allowed him to get even deeper into Steve's clenching hole. Pulling almost all the way out Bucky suddenly pulled Steve's hips flush against his own burying his cock deeper than before. He didn't even have to try to aim for Steve's prostate because every drag of his cock brushed perfectly against it.
"Bucky... B.. Ucky... M-More." Steve mumbled rolling his hips in time with each thrust."Wa-Wanna'... W-Want you to. To fill me. W-Wanna' feel it."
"Fuck Steve.. Stevie thats.. Nnn fuck. If you don't relax thats gonna happen pretty soon baby."
Steve either didn't care or didn't hear him because he kept going on and on with things he wanted Bucky to do to him. Things Bucky wanted to do, oh he definitely wanted to fuck Steve until he couldn't walk but if he didn't stop soon he wasn't going to last.
"W-Want you to.. To pull my hair. Nnn! I-I want you to. F-Fuck! I want you t-to eat me out Bucky! I wanna feel it e-every time I sit down! Bucky! Bucky!" Steve threw his head back and Bucky immediately latched on his teeth scraping against the pale column of flesh. "Bucky! I-I want.. Fuck I want you to bite me! I want.. Fuck we'll talk about this later!" Steve laughed letting out a deep moan. "I-I'm gonna' B-Buck I'm gonna cum again!"
"Me too Stevie! F-Fuck I'm gonna nnn!" Bucky gently bit down on Steve's neck as he pumped out what felt like a gallon of thick spunk into his lovers tight hole.
"Bucky!" Steve screamed, his nails biting into his lovers back as he came between the two of them slicking their stomachs.
"F-Fuck Stevie I.. Shit I didn't hurt you did I?"
Steve let out a little groan shaking his head. "N-No I.. I feel great like.. Buck seriously that was.. Wow. Just um.. W-Would you mind.. Not pulling out?"
"Mmm I don't mind at all baby. Let me just.." Shuffling around Bucky was careful not to hurt Steve as he laid behind him pulling him against his chest. "You know we're gonna have to have that talk later baby. Wanna hear everything you want me to do to you."
"S-Shut up! We'll... Later ok?" Steve grumbled linking his fingers with Bucky's. "Mmm now's a time for a nap. Clean up after."
"Love you Stevie."
"Love you too jerk."
Warning over ~Flashback Over~
Bucky's Journal Entry 7 continued:
After that it was.. God it was amazing. Steve became insatiable. We wound up doing it around half the house. Lets see... He snuck up on me in the shower, jumped me while I was cooking. Oh god I'll never forget I woke up to him riding me. It was.. Fuck it was amazing. Then there was the other night. We were watching a movie and the next thing I know Steve's under the blanket my cock down his throat. But you definitely wont hear me complaining.
Like I said its been a month so that isn't all we have been doing.. Well pretty much but we have done more.. We had a picnic on the roof the other day it was nice.. Steve made cucumber and cheese sandwiches, and a cake! Oh he knows how much I love his baking.
But not much else has happened its been a pretty quiet month which is good to finally have but.. I think Steve's getting restless. He doesn't like being cooped up in the house all the time. We might be leaving soon, try to find more people and head to Chicago.
But for now things are good. They might not be in the future, they might get worse but only time can tell. But for now we're good.