Chapter 18
"If you want me to stop or even if you just need a second to breathe, tell me," Bucky pleaded as Steve dragged him over to the bed.
Hands shaking with excitement, Steve tore off his own shirt and jeans to lay himself down on the center of the bed in only his boxers.
Right now, he needed to take the initiative and show Bucky that he was so much more than okay with this.
"I heard you the first three times, Buck." He sighed, stretching his body out on the sheets and letting out a pleased hum when Bucky blushed. "I want this. I want you."
In mere seconds, Bucky was stripped down to his boxers and pressing wet kisses to Steve's ribs.
"You," he growled between kisses, "Will be the death of me, Steve Rogers."
Steve tipped his head back, fingers digging into Bucky's muscled shoulders as he sucked on the now exposed length of Steve's pale throat.
Heat flooded his entire body and when Bucky leaned up to kiss him squarely on the mouth, Steve simply melted.
Thank the gods Bucky was an adamant kisser and a great one at that because now that Steve's gotten a taste of him- he's addicted.
He kissed Steve like he wanted to devour him, running his metal hand down Steve's chest to pinch lightly at one of the blonde's pink nipples. The cold metal sent jolts of pleasure to Steve's clothed cock and he let out a pitiful whine.
"Someone's sensitive," he teased as Steve writhed under his touch, slapping a hand weakly at Bucky's chest. "Just teasing, doll. It's cute."
"I- ah!" He cried out, hands flying to Bucky's long hair as he latched his mouth onto Steve's chest. "I'm gonna be sensitive, Buck- no one's touched me like this before."
Lust blown pupils stared up at him, giving his nipple one last, long suck before pulling away to kiss a line across his collarbone.
Bucky leaned back, "Have you ever touched yourself?" He ghosted a finger down Steve's chest, across the numbers tattooed on his skin, slipping under his boxers to tug at the waistband.
"W-well, yeah," he stuttered out, arching his back with a low groan as Bucky traced the outline of his cock through the thin fabric. "Want me to show you?"
Teeth scraped against his hip bone, sending toe curling shivers through Steve.
"Maybe next time," Bucky whispered, breath hot against Steve's stomach. "Right now I want to take you apart."
Nodding enthusiastically, Steve helped Bucky tear off his boxers. He was embarrassingly hard already, had been for awhile now and the teasing little kitten licks Bucky was giving him was not helping.
He wasn't going to tell him to stop, of course- that'd be insane.
"That's nice," Steve moaned, trying to keep his hips from thrusting into Bucky's face. "Really, REALLY nice-"
Bucky shot him a heated, promising look before slowly sucking the tip of Steve's cock into his mouth. A string of stretched moans and tiny gasps filled the room as Bucky swallowed around him, going down further.
His mouth was warm and wet and whatever Bucky was doing with his tongue was setting Steve's blood on fire. Steve tried to control himself but his body had a mind of its own and his hips shot forward, making Bucky gag and choke.
Steve pulled his hips away in shock, "Buck! I'm so sorry-"
"Don't worry about it," he said with a grin, spit slick lips red and already mouthing at Steve's cock again. "You can be rough, babydoll. I really don't mind."
Groaning, Steve covered his face. He hadn't been expecting Bucky to become some kind of sex god or anything but he'd expected it to be all steamy and filthy.
The way Bucky kissed was pretty filthy in the best way but Steve was glad that Bucky was still the same, teasing jerk even now. It helped calm his nerves.
He buried his hands in Bucky's hair and pulled at it a bit, "Like this?" Steve asked and grinned when Bucky let out a deep groan. "Answer me, Buck. Do you like this?"
Bucky's head fell back as Steve gave his hair a particularly hard tug, his lips parted with a sigh.
"Yes, Stevie. I love it," he breathed out shakily. "Love when you take charge."
And that's certainly something Steve could get behind. Still grinning, Steve pulled Bucky's hair and lead his mouth back down onto his cock.
Transfixed, Steve watched as Bucky took him down to the base, nose brushing his skin. His head slammed back into the pillows when Bucky started to hum around his cock, hollowing his cheeks and driving Steve inFUCKINGsane.
"Yes, Buck," he gasped, twisting his fingers in Bucky's hair. "So good, I need- I need to-"
Suddenly, the warm, wet suction of Bucky's mouth was gone and he could only whine- trying to grip his shoulders and draw him closer.
"Bucky," he squirmed, pulling the man down for another searing kiss.
Bucky cradled his face gently, like Steve was something incredibly precious, "If you want to end the night with a blowjob, I'm all in but I thought you might want to do a bit more."
"I want to do it all," Steve said in a small voice, face now a constant blush.
Bucky nodded, ducking down to steal another quick kiss and then rolling over to retrieve the lube and condoms from the nightstand.
"We're not telling Tony that we used these, okay?" He asked, rubbing soothing circles against Steve's stomach as the alien laughed. "He'll never shut up about it."
He wasn't sure if he was supposed to laugh while he was naked like this but it felt right, giggling with Bucky.
He felt safe.
"C'mere," Steve playfully ordered, pulling Bucky in to kiss his nose. "If I have to make a rule, it's to not talk about Tony Stark while I'm naked. I'd like to keep my boner, if you don't mind."
Bucky rolled his eyes, chuckling, "I don't think that'll be too hard of a rule to follow. Now, do you want me to bottom or..?"
Forget trying to keep his dick interested now, the idea of this strong, handsome man willing to bottom for him was enough to make him come.
"Buckkkkk," he covered his face and jolted when Bucky's hands slipped under Steve to grab his ass. Steve peeked out from between his fingers shyly, "I want to try bottoming first, if that's okay…"
"Anything for you, babydoll," he chirped back, flipping Steve onto his stomach quickly. Something clicked open and he heard a weird wet noise.
Steve looked over his shoulder to see Bucky pouring lube over his flesh hand, "Impatient?"
Bucky smirked at him, "Only for you." He said simply, biting down into the meat of Steve's ass.
It hurt a little but Steve only got harder which he didn't even think was possible at this point but he did, moaning into the sheets quietly.
"It'll feel cold at first and uncomfortable," Bucky warned, circling a lubed finger around the tight muscle between Steve's cheeks. "But I promise, it gets so much better."
"If you don't fuck me in the next ten minutes, I might just die of arousal right here on this bed," Steve threatened but any bite the words could've had died the second Bucky slowly started to press a finger into him.
And it was cold but not really uncomfortable just… different. He's never had anything inside of him before and the burn of being stretched out was bearable enough.
Bucky was thorough, making sure he was fine with one finger before adding two.
Only when Bucky had finally started to pump three fingers in and out of Steve with ease, did he try to crook his fingers to hit Steve's prostate- sending him jolting forward with a cry.
"What was that?!" He exclaimed in breathless wonder, whipping his head around to look at Bucky.
But Bucky wasn't looking at him, instead he pulled his slick fingers out of Steve to roll a condom onto himself. Curious, Steve chanced a look down at Bucky's cock and he was 96 percent sure that it wasn't going to fit.
It just didn't seem possible, Bucky wasn't too much longer than Steve was but he was wide, deliciously thick and he suddenly understood why Bucky took so long to stretch him out.
"See something you like?" He asked, arching a brow and pressing kisses down Steve's curved spine when the blonde nodded violently.
Bucky just didn't know the effect he had on Steve, "Alright, Stevie. If you want me to stop, tell me."
Cool metal wrapped around his bony hip, holding him still as Bucky began to press into Steve.
Now it hurt, just the slightest bit of pain as Bucky filled him inch by inch- stretching him at a glacial pace. Steve breathed shallowly, focusing on how HOT and BIG Bucky felt instead of the burning ache.
"You're so tight," Bucky hissed after he was fully inside of Steve. "And doing so well, babydoll. Are you okay?"
Steve nodded, mouth gaping with heavy breaths as he grinded back against Bucky, feeling his cock go even deeper.
"Oh," he gasped as Bucky groaned.
"Steve-"
His hand shot out to grab Bucky's metal wrist, "Move. Please, please move-"
Slowly, Bucky pulled almost all the way out before lazily thrusting back in. Feeling Bucky move inside of him was amazing, it made his heart beat faster and his toes curl into the sheets.
"Bucky," he gritted out to keep from letting out another moan. "Bucky-"
His thrusts started to speed up and Steve could feel his hole clench tightly around Bucky's large cock on every thrust. Steve's mind broke down into chants of more and harder and please, spilling out of his mouth desperately as Bucky slammed into Steve in earnest.
Shuddering, Steve let out a trembling moan as Bucky's hand closed around his throbbing erection, pumping excruciatingly slow while he was being pounded into from behind.
"Ngh…! Yes, Buck-" He cried, arms giving out as Bucky thrusted hard against his prostate- white spots filling his vision. "Oh… r-right there! Fuck!"
Bucky kissed Steve's shoulders as he stroked his cock at that same, teasing pace- nuzzling into his back sweetly.
But Steve was fairly damn sure his boyfriend was pure evil, whispering praises that didn't meet Steve's ears as skin slapped loudly against skin.
And he could hear Bucky moving in and out of him, the wet squelch of lube just barely audible over Steve's moans and mindless babble.
"You're absolutely perfect," Bucky ground out from above him, circling his hips before losing himself too. He thrust into Steve so much faster, spurred on by Steve's cries for more.
Each thrust would rock Steve's entire body and the near constant pressure against Steve's prostate was heaven- he wasn't even sure what kind of noises he was making but he sounded wrecked.
"C-close, so close," he gasped, clawing at the sheets as Bucky's hand sped up to match his strong thrusts. "Yes, Buck! Oh!"
He tensed up, back arching and a shattering scream ripping out of his throat as he came- Bucky stroking him through it as he also stilled, orgasming with a growl that almost had Steve hard again.
Steve was left panting against the sheets, cringing as Bucky pulled out because that felt weird.
"Roll over," Bucky whispered, delicately kissing his temple as he helped him onto his back. He tiredly pulled a pack of wet wipes out of the nightstand and cleaned the come off of Steve and his hand.
Steve held out his arms and flexed his fingers, silently asking Bucky to hold him and without question- he did.
Bucky laid down beside him, slipping them both under the comforter with a content sigh, "Are you-"
"Don't ask me if I'm okay," he begged tiredly, curling up on Bucky's chest. "I'm fine. I'm wonderful- I'm actually sorry because we'll have to do that again and again and-"
He laughed, pushing Steve's hair out of his sweaty face, "I think I can spare the time."
Eyes heavy, Steve glanced up at him, "Was it okay for you? I mean, I've never…"
"Steve, it was much more than okay," Bucky whispered against his hair, leaning down to give him a gentle forehead kiss. "But I'm tired and I think we should sleep."
Yawning, Steve nodded and threw his hand over Bucky's chest, eyes slipping shut.
"Jarvis, delete any video feeds Tony has here and disable the cameras, please," Steve asked as Bucky pulled him close.
"You don't think-"
"Done, sir," Jarvis announced into the room. "Is there anything else I can assist you with?"
Steve hummed thoughtfully, "No, I think that will be all. Thank you, Jarvis."
They cuddled closely, cooling skin pressed against each other and it felt so natural to lay beside Bucky like this. Slowly, Steve moved his hand from Bucky's chest down to his stomach and tried to go lower but Bucky stopped him.
"Sleep, Rogers," he grumbled, lifting Steve's hand up to kiss his palm. He would've argued but he truly didn't have the energy.
Steve stretched up to kiss Bucky's jaw, "Good night, Buck."
"Night, Stevie," he murmured back quietly, resting his head on Steve's kindly. "And thank you for giving me a chance even when I didn't deserve it, thank you."
"I love you," he whispered against Bucky's chest. "You never have to thank me for that."