Chapter 1
Two years. That’s how long it’s been since Steve, sam, Natasha and Bucky fled to wakanda and steve and tony ended their friendship. You knew when they started arguing about the sokovian accords that it wasn’t going to end well so refused to get involved. That’s why you asked to be transferred to New Zealand before either one of them could ask you to be on their side. Of course everyone was disappointed you were leaving the team but they respected your decision and put their differences aside so they could throw you a going away party.
You were having a great time in New Zealand but you also missed the people you considered family. That’s why when t’challa visited the New Zealand base and asked if you wanted to go with him to wakanda you jumped at the chance. “Are you ok ms. Y/l/n” t’challa asked while you felt like you died and went to heaven when t’challa was showing you around their high-tech labs.
“Yes I’m ok. I’m trying so hard not to geek out because of all of your high-tech equipment” you had the urge to touch every piece of equipment but didn’t because it wasn’t your stuff. “Do you know where my-”
“Y/n?” Steve looked surprised but rushed over to you “oh my gosh I’ve missed you so much” he hugged you and kissed your hair.
Just then Bucky walked into the room with Natasha and froze when he saw you. “Who’s she?” he asked Natasha as he saw you and Steve talking. He thought you were gorgeous and he felt a peg of jealousy as he saw Steve place his hand on your arm.
“That’s y/n. She was one of the original members of the team before she left because she didn’t want to get involved in the drama steve and tony started. Come I’ll introduce you to her.” Natasha walked over to you with Bucky following close by “y/n”.
“TASHA ! ! ! !” you screamed and ran towards her. “Oh who’s the good-looking guy behind you?” you looked over Natasha’s shoulder and spotted Bucky.
Bucky held back a smile and held out his hand “James Barnes but you can call me bucky”
“Oh my gosh you’re thee Bucky Barnes! The Bucky Barnes steve wouldn’t shut up about ever since I met him !” you ignored his hand and went straight for a hug. Bucky stood still for several seconds before he returned the hug “walk with me Barnes, I want you to tell me EVERYTHING you remember about your childhood with Steve.” everyone in the room was surprised when you took Bucky’s hand and walked out of the room.
Weeks went by and in that time you formed a close friendship with Bucky. To everyone’s surprise Bucky opened up to you easily and you started to considered him a close friend. What you didn’t know was that Bucky had fallen in love with you but refused to say anything because he thought you and Steve were an item. He would watch with envy when Steve would wrap his arm around you or placed a kiss on your cheek.
Bucky thought he was good at hiding is emotions but Natasha noticed and when she couldn’t stand it any long she decided to call him out on it when they were alone “I can’t take it anymore! ! ! You need to ask y/n out on a date.”
Bucky glared at Natasha “I’m not the type of guy that would steal my best friends gal” Bucky responded.
“Wait you think y/n and Steve are dating? Oh buck they’re not dating. I mean sure they fucked now and then but y/n told me they weren’t together.” Natasha remembered she interrogated you when she caught you sneaking out of Steve’s room while she was leaving Bruce’s room. You spent half an hour explaining that you and Steve have been fuck buddies ever since you helped him adjust to the modern world.
Bucky’s heart broke slightly because although you and Steve weren’t boyfriend and girlfriend Steve did have a sexual relationship with you “What if steve has feelings for her? I really don’t want to steal his gal.”
“They have been hooking up for years so if Steve had feelings for her he would have made her his girlfriend a long time ago. If you really like her I suggest you tell her.” Natasha patted Bucky’s shoulder before she got up and went to the kitchen to get an apple. A mischievous grin appeared on Natasha’s face when entered the kitchen and spotted you washing a bowl “Bucky has a crush on you. If you have a thing for him I suggest you make a move because that boy is too scared to make the first move.”
Looking over at Natasha you gave her a weird look before you replied “Didn’t you tell me a while ago that you and Bucky a thing back in the day? Why would you encourage me to date your ex?”
“Yeah Bucky and I had a very passionate romance but there are zero feelings between us now. We both moved on and if I’m being honest if I got the chance to pick anyone for him to date I’d pick you because I know you wouldn’t break his heart.” Natasha took a bite of her apple before she left you alone.
After spending a few hours thinking about your feelings you realized that you did have feelings for Bucky. You were on your way to Bucky’s room to ask him if he wanted to going on a dinner date with you when you bumped into Steve “sorry” you apologized and you were going to go around him but Steve stopped you.
“Oh y/n I was just looking for you! Do you think we can go to my room for a bit?” Steve asked.
“Uh sure” you agreed and followed him into his room. The minute you stepped into Steve’s room Steve pressed you up against his wall and pressed his lips against yours “what are you doing?” You asked.
“I want to resume our friends with benefits agreement” Steve murmured against your lips and pulled down your pants. You wanted to stop him, you really did but as soon as you felt Steve’s hand cupping your pussy you knew you were doomed. Without a second thought you kissed him back and stumbled over to his bed. You forgot how much you loved having sex with Steve until he was inside and spent the entire night pleasuring both of you.
Once morning came a wave of guilt hit you because you had intended on asking Bucky out on a date but ended up having sex with his best friend. You were about to slip out of Steve’s grip but just as you were about to get up Steve pulled you back down and held you against his chest “You have no idea how much I needed last night. I went two years whole years without sex.”
“YOU WENT TWO YEARS WITHOUT SEX! ! ! Dude Natasha has been here for a year, why didn’t you hook up with her? You could also have contacted Sharon?” You asked and caused Steve to look at you funny.
Steve rolled you over so you were facing each other and started placed a kiss my your mouth “first of all Natasha is like my sister so hooking up with her would be disgusting. As for Sharon, why would I call her?”
“Don’t play dumb Rogers ! Sam told me about yours and Sharon’s kiss the minute it happened. If I’m being honest I totally saw that coming, you two were such sticklers for following the rules” you teased him “why didn’t you keep in contact with her? I’m sure t’challa would of more than happy to fly her over here so you could get out of your sex rut.”
Steve grew serious at your comments “That kiss didn’t mean anything to me. If I’m being honest I have no idea why I kissed her in the first place. You were the one that was on my mind the during the entire accords drama. I was constantly wondering if you were ok and if tony got to you.” Steve noticed you were biting your lip and realized you weren’t expecting that response from him. “What? You weren’t expecting that response?”
“Honestly no. I thought we were just fuck buddies” you answered truthfully and sat up “I’m going to ask you a very serious question and you have to answer honestly. Do you have romantic feelings for me?”
“When we started this whole friends with benefits thing no I didn’t but being away from you for so long I kept remembering all the fun times we shared together. I craved being around you, not only in a sexual way but I also want to take you out on dates and eventually move in with you. So to answer your question yes I do have feelings for you.” You shut your eyes at Steve’s answer because you were now in a tough situation. Knowing both Steve and Bucky had feelings you didn’t know who to choose. Yes you thought Steve was amazing and sweet and you could picture yourself with him but after having the talk with Natasha you started going over your feelings for Bucky and realized you could picture yourself with him too. Not liking your silence Steve stroke you jaw and asked “do you have feelings for me?”
Taking a deep breath you looking into his eyes and responded . . .