explanation.
Hello i am back after a 3-month hiatus and i apologize for taking so long on this chapter and i guess i should give an explanation on why i stopped posting. so to start it off one of the main reasons i've been so busy is because of my daughter (goodness i love her to bits i do shes my beautiful miracle child) ended up getting very sick when i sat down to write chapter 3 and so i had to take care of her and i put this to the side and when she finally recovered i was able to finally find some free time. that was until whatever she had i caught. it sucked. so i recovered. now heres where the stress finally starts to get to me. you see i used to think that i had everything handled sure i was 15 when i gave birth to her (please be careful when you have sex. it can lead to unwanted pregnancies lol) but i always had like hand me downs and my parents would chip in every so often for diapers. thank goodness for breast milk because formula is SUPER expensive these days and then things started going downhill. so in december i lost my job and was without one for maybe 2 months at the most maybe one so the only one who could provide for my daughter (mind you i was 16 at this point) was her father (also his parents. actually mainly his parents) now I'm so blessed me and him are actually on speaking terms (we co-parent and it's very fun) so all goes well i get a new job i start to save for my car and things are going great until i find out i'm pregnant again (now i do want to say around this point i was beginning to suffer from comphet again. comphet is a disease that needs to be DESTROYED) and i wasn't even aware either until i nearly died so yeah had to get an abortion kind of was a bit jarring and then this month i just found out my dads car got taken away and we may be on the verge of losing our house (me and my family) and we are struggling financially, and then i also found out that my daughters father is being pressured to propose to me by someone in his family because you know 'if you have kids she must be your wife' or whatever so now im most likely going to be married to a guy which i don't even have feelings for because i'm a lesbian so yeah that's kinda what happened in the past 3 months. im also trying to figure out what to do with this fic because i need to rewrite it so no i won't delete it i promise but i will be working on this and another fic im really passionate about lol. updates will be slow for both fics i think but best believe i will be back!
anyways i hope this really explains why i left okayyyyyy byeeeeeee