Chapter 6
Sigyn was not unconscious entirely so she won't let anyone touch her. She knew cleaning wounds will remove her body paint. Loki was in her room when they brought her there. Loki was just in black silky robe.
She looked at him watching her back with something unexplainable in his eyes. She touched her jaw and enchanted a simple spell she learnt from a witch to heal small injuries. Slowly because of asgardian blood and that spell her jaw started taking shape. She sat on the stairs near bed.
Loki got off the bed, confused that how his sexiness didn't seduced Sigyn even a little bit. He walked and sat beside her. He saw her staring into nothingness like reminding something from past. Loki remembered about his sins she described him earlier and he thought he was foolish to forget everything, that she hate him.
"Stop staring at me" she fumbled because of broken jaw.
Then Loki realised he was staring her from so long, he averted his gaze to the floor. "I... I hated you because my mother loved you, Sigyn but trust me I never did anything to your family"
"Well, not directly..." She glanced him and laid on the floor down the stairs near bed.
"You could sleep on bed" Loki said.
She didn't bother to reply and sleep overtook her soon. The more she will rest the more injuries will heal. It was night and an artificial satellite was glowing on sakaarian sky like a moon. Loki switched off the light, sat on the floor near the foot of bed and leaned against it.
On leg propped up and hand resting on it holding wine and that night he remembered all his sins. He stabbed Thor many times, killed midgardians, helped joutuns invade asgard, killed his biological father, lied to his family again and again, tried to take throne by any means necessary, tried to kill his entire race, he broke many hearts because his own heart desired something much more than physical love.
Tears slipped his eyes, he didn't wipe it 'no one's watching' he ensured himself and gulped wine. He feared that Thanos will find him again. He thought about a year he spent getting tortured by that other. He started weeping with fear and wanted someone to just hold him and say that no one could touch him again. He listened Sigyn's even breaths while sleeping. His mind roamed again into past finding in the depth of his memory that what did he ever did to her family.
FLASHBACK
Loki was sent to know that where terrorists were hidden in Sigyn's village. Without much effort Loki went there and found whole village silent. He didn't tried to check further. He told Allfather "Terrorists are hidden in the entire village or entire kamira tribe is consist of criminals"
Every person of the tribe was executed. Sigyn's parents were able to save her by hiding her into a cave but each and every kamiran was dead.
Sigyn woke up screaming after having a nightmare of the execution and her parents yelling in pain. Loki was sleeping on the same place where he was sitting. He woke up listen Sigyn crying and shook her. "Everything is fine. Everything is fine. Just a nightmare, right?"
He saw Sigyn calming down.
"There you go... it will pass, it was just a nightmare"
Sigyn looked at him and pushed him away. "How will it pass? It is right in front of me"
Loki finally asked her "what have I ever done to you? I insulted you, I am sorry for that. You were imprisoned because of me... that's just for a week, I am sorry for that too. But..."
"I am kamiran... do you remember something now?"
Loki narrowed his eyes "so you abducted me just because your people were..."
She cut him off. "Executed by Allfather"
"They were criminals"
"All of them?"
"Well, yes"
Her eyes stared him with full hatred. "Any proof?"
"I called the villagers they didn't came out. What am I suppose to think? Only criminals hide"
"How do we know if those crooks were calling us or a prince was calling us at night? What if it was a trap set by criminals?
"How do I know you were afraid of me?"
She pushed him back forcefully again. "You do crimes and never take blames on your head. Twenty seven innocent people died because of your foolishness and thirteen girls raped and murdered brutally by those terrorists. All because you and your family never bother to help us. It's better they were executed than to live in that hell but my life never become that easy. I lived alone, I have lost everyone and I will die alone"
Loki was silent, he felt her pain and was upset experiencing this similarity between their feelings. He also felt lonely. He also feared to die alone. He want just someone to be there when he will die.
Bright light of day fell on their dull faces. She went to bathroom but he kept thinking about his deeds.
It was hours after she came out and for the whole day Loki kept thinking how safe he felt near her and how disgusting she felt near him. He wanted to make it right to her... but how?
Loki opened his mouth with click of tongue to grab her attention. "Aaa... where are you taking me, by the way?"
She was looking outside the window. "I have to go to Xandar"
"Means we are going from here at least. Everyone look at me like a piece of meat here"
Sigyn looked at him. A part of her wanted to leave him right there in the middle of street to see people ruining him. She smirked because she was taking him to place where people will treat him better, much more better.... evil grin.