5
The next morning Buck sat with Steve, drinking his coffee over a game of chess. He hasn’t seen Jade in a couple of days. He was starting to worry. Maybe she was avoiding him. He moved one chess piece at a time, then he heard her bare feet on the tile. She was the only one who hated to sleep in socks. Looking up from his game there she was. Her long hair down her back and knotted. One of her thousands of hoodies falling below her bum. He knew she was wearing shorts but that didn’t stop Steve from blushing. He chuckled as his best friend.
“Stop staring Stevie,”
“You’re one to talk, you could practically devour her.”
Oh he has. Buck fought back the grin, thinking about her laid out for him. He moved another chess piece. Steve continued to peek at Jade’s nicely shaped legs and delicate like skin. He loved Jade everyone did, but know doubt she was becoming a beautiful lady.
“Now who’s trying to devour who?” Buck teased.
Steve huffed as Jade walked over to their table. Steve fought down his blush and cleared his throat. “Hey Bucky Boo, I need a solid.”
“Need me to reach the poptarts?” He gave her that shit eating grin.
“...no. I can get it if I want to.” She moved from one foot to another, looking anywhere but at Buck.
“Really? Hmm, go get one then.” Jade gave him the look. Buck kept his head down focusing on his chess game. Steve chuckled at the two of them, sipping his coffee. With a loud groan she walked over to the counter. Thor stashed the poptarts up high. Not to keep them from people, but so he could reach them comfortably. That’s just how tall he was. But she was short. “Normally” short. Jade glanced back at Buck, he was watching her highly amused. The three of them were the only ones in the kitchen. Vision already washed dishes and everyone started their day. Without second thought she jumped on the counter, her knees on the cold marble, as she stretched into the cabinet. Buck laughed behind her as Steve shook his head.
“So childish you two. Buck go help her.”
Her hoodie hiked up to her waist, to his surprise she wasn’t wearing shorts. A dark green pair of panties hugged her thin waist. Buck jumped to his best friend and covered his eyes. His flesh hand around his face and his metal arm around his shoulder.
“No no no Stevie, you are to old for a heart attack, I’ll tell you later.” Buck’s eyes never left her frame, cause good God she had a nice ass. He took his lip between his teeth. Jade jumped off the counter and pulled her hoodie down, a poptart already in her mouth.
“I asked you to help me.” She shrugged, raising her hoodie again and flashing her ass to him. “Come watch movies with me today.” She gave him a wink as his jaw dropped. That just really happened. That 22 year old just flashed a 101 year old man who was covering his best friends eyes. What the hell is going on? He must be dreaming. With his mouth wide open he watched her leave the room.
“Can you let me go now?” Steve mumbled into his friends chest.
Buck let go of his best friend, fixing his blonde hair. “Yeah man, I didn’t think you wanted to see her legs. It was very scandalous.”
Steve rolled his eyes. “I’m not a kid anymore Buck.”
“Right.” Steve hit his chest as Buck laughed.
After lunch Buck made his way to her room. They watched movies in her room cause she stole one of the best TV’s in the entire building. On top of that it was so much more peaceful. They didn’t have to deal with people coming in or out. Or people that wanted to watch. Especially people like Sam who eat loudly, last time Jade threw the remote at him. He had a black eye for a week.
Buck knocked on her door, preparing himself for the sight he was about to see. He wasn’t sure what got into her today, but he had a feeling she had more tricks for him. She gets like this sometimes. One day she wants to hug him and flirt, then the next day she’s done. He knows he should worry. He knows this usually happens after something bad. But he wanted to enjoy this.
Jade opened the door and immediately dragged him to the couch. She was still in her hoodie, but she had a pair of thigh high socks on her soft legs. Bucks eyes traveled up and down her form as she set up the TV. Soon enough the screen lit up with color. “I know you don’t usually like modern movies, but I think you’ll like this one. It’s called Bird Box. It has my favorite actress and your favorite actor.”
“Glenn?”
Jade giggled, “And Lana Banana.”
“Lana Banana. I can’t believe you two kids are still on the second season. I finished it within a week.”
“Sh sh, us kids watch it carefully. We are being prepared for the eighth season.”
“Oh yeah good luck.”
Buck tried really hard to pay attention to the movie, he really did. But all these thoughts popped up in his head. Did she like it? Why did she run away? Did he hurt her? Jade used to flash him a couple years ago, she loved watching him blush and cover her up. That was nothing knew. He was thankful for it to because he loved the sight of her. Buck began to bounce his leg. His thoughts racing and his nerves building till finally, “Can we talk about it?”
Jade stopped and looked over at him. “About what?”
“About what we did...I just..I just don’t know how you feel. We..we don’t have to. If you want to go back to friends we can..I just..” A hot blush formed on his cheeks as he looked away from her. “I wanna know how I did..” He cringed as the words left his mouth.
She placed her hand on his, “Honestly Buck that was the best thing in all my life. Being trapped in this compound, I lost all hope on finding someone. Someone for sex and even a relationship. My self esteem is painfully low. No one wants to sleep with a woman who refuses to take her shirt off. But even then you made me feel...normal. After I didn’t have that feeling of loneliness I didn’t have the urge to do drugs. I felt amazing. But when I woke up, I panicked. I didn’t mean to run away. I just got scared...I really don’t want to fuck this up Buck. I don’t want to lose you.”
Buck held her small hand and gently pulled her close. She laid her head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around her, “Look darlin, let’s work on you. You’ve been fighting your battles all by yourself for way to long. Let me help you. Let me show you how beautiful you really are. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. But please, use me in every way that will help you.”
Jade took in his words, his heartbeat calming her down. “So you’re saying let’s...like friends with benefits..to help the both of us? I see what you’re saying and I appreciate everything you’re doing for me but Buck...I just don’t know.”
“I don’t want to push you into anything. But if holding you at night, fucking away your feelings, or even making a meal for you helps you. Please let me darlin. This entire team feels like it’s going to lose you. If I can do something, or if one of us can do something, let us.”
The room was quiet for a long time.
Jade looked up into his eyes, she ran her fingers through his dark hair. “I want to do this. I want you to help me. I want to be the person I used to be. But before we do, we need to get real with each other. I don’t want either of us to commit and we both find out we are strangers.”
Buck sat up, pulling her into his lap. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he placed his hands on her thighs. “Ask me anything. I will be completely honest.”
“What happened between you and Natasha? What did you do to each other?”
“Natalia and I met when I was still the Winter Soldier. I trained her to be the way she is. Back then she became infatuated with me and we started a relationship. Of course I didn’t feel anything, I just loved the sex. But being the monster I was..I got very violent. Natalia loved it. She begged me to do things to her, she craved the bruises I left her. Looking back, the things I did was barbaric. I hate what I did to her, I don’t even know how I got off to it.” Buck paused to think. His blue eyes filled with sadness. “When I came to the compound, our relationship continued. At first it was amazing. Just to have a woman's touch was a blessing. But as time went on I realized she didn’t care for me..she loved the soldier. I was furious and betrayed, so I told her it was over. I couldn’t do this. It took a long time but finally Natalia and I have a stable relationship. Sometimes we even talk about the past. She isn’t hurt by it and I’m not either. We never told the team in fear they would send me away.”
Jade furrowed her eyebrows, her hands tangled in his hair. “I could tell you were holding yourself back. I don’t want you to do that anymore. I want to see you for you. You’re not the soldier anymore, you’re James. And God damn James knows what he’s doing.”
“Can you handle that?” Buck grinned at her.
“You can’t hurt me, no one can.”
Buck gave her a gentle kiss, picking her up as he did so. Her arms tightened around his neck, her small self already grinding into his abdomen. He chuckled as he carried. His large hands moved from the back of her thighs to her nicely shaped ass. Laying her down on the bed, he kissed down her neck. He forgot how soft she was, how small. Without thinking he ran his hands up to her hoodie, pulling it up as he went. Jade whimpered in displeasure, but Buck couldn’t help himself. She was so fuckin soft, she smelled so good. He latched onto her neck, her sharp nails dug into his shirt. A small moan leaving her lips. His flesh hand rested on her rib cage, just below the swell of her breast. His metal hand moved down to the waistband of her panties.
“Now your little game this mornin was cruel. Showing yourself off like that. Infront of fuckin Steve. I bet you got all hot and wet from that, hm? I bet you ran back in her and fucked yourself raw didn’t you?” Jade bucked into his hand, her thoughts clouded with lust, her body heating up. “Tell me my dirty girl, have you fucked metal before?” Buck pulled away from her neck, looking up at her flushed face. She bit her lip and shook her head. “Then today is your lucky day doll.” Buck moved her panties to the side, rubbing her slick hot opening. He couldn’t feel how wet she was, but he could hear it. It took him a long time to trust his metal arm. But after trial and error he finally felt confident with it.
Jade gasped at the coldness, his metal arm was freezing. She pressed herself into him, looking up into his lustful eyes as he pushed in a metal digit. Her eyes rolled back and her mouth fell open. She spread her legs wider as he started to move. The sound of her soaking core filled the room. The TV mumbling in the background. She couldn’t believe it felt this good. Buck watched her as he easily fucked her with his fingers. He started to push his fingers in deeper, adding another finger to stretch her out. He picked up his pace, “That’s it baby girl. You like what I do to you?” Jade bit her lip as he pounded into her, moments later she latched around him only to have him pull away. His cold metal digits left her with a deep need in her abdomen.
Her confused eyes locked with his dark ones as she whined. Buck pulled his hands away from her and crawled off the bed. Loving the sight in front of him. Her pale skin was flushed red, her legs spread showing her dripping needy core, and her eyes telling him to fuck her already. She leaned herself back into the bed, her legs still spread open. “James.” She called to him. “Please, please. I want to..” Buck hummed as he pulled his shirt off. “You want to what darlin?” Jade looked over at him, squirming in discomfort. “I want to cum James.” He pulled off the rest of his clothes, his naked glory for the world to see. “Really? Doesn’t sound like it.” Buck stood in front of the bed, watching her pout at him. “James please. Please fuck me. Please let me cum on your cock. I need it.” She ran her hands down her thighs, spreading her lips for him to see. Buck growled at the sight. “Yeah you need it alright darlin.” He crawled on the bed between her legs, his cock now painfully hard. He rubbed the hot tip against her folds, bending down to kiss her nose as he pushed it in. She was so wet. So fuckin wet. It was as if she was tighter than last time. This time Buck didn’t wait. He started out a hard pace, snapping his hips into hers, over and over again. Jade dug her nails into his, arching her back and taking all of him. Buck picked up her left leg putting it on top of his shoulder. His thrust got harder, she began to see stars. He watched as his cock pushed in and out of her. A sight he was obsessed with. “That’s it sweet girl. You take me so good.” He dug his metal hand into the flesh of her thigh. His flesh hand pulling up her hoodie to watch her breast bounce. That was the best thing he had ever done. He never realized what mind blowing tits she had. Just the right size for him, he let her leg drop so he could attack her chest. Taking her soft nipples into his mouth. She wrapped her legs around his waist, digging her heels into his back. Her hands tangled into his hair. “Oh God James. Don’t stop please don’t stop.” A couple of brutal thrust later she came on his thick cock, her cream covering his length, he felt his eyes roll back. Buck let go over her nipple to leave a hickey on her breast. Emptying himself inside her as he did. Jade caught her breath beneath him, her hands letting go of his hair. He kissed the dark hickey on her chest. Sweat covered them both, sweat and cum to be exact. He pulled his now soft cock out of, watching her creamy mess below him. Jade had her eyes closed, high from sex.
“This was an amazing idea.”
Buck chuckled looking down at her upper half. He didn’t understand why she hated it. She has the most beautiful breast he has ever seen. Then he saw it. A large scar ran under her right breast. A horrible spot for a scar. That was nothing but bone. The scar was deep and raised, a light pinkish color to it. Jade caught him staring and couldn’t help but sigh.
“Come on handsome. I need a shower, I’m covered in cum and sweat. And I don’t know which is mine.”
Buck followed her to the shower, watching her panty clad ass as she walked. A sense of possessiveness overcoming him. As the bathroom filled with steam he looked at her belongings. Tony gave her every little thing she wanted. He would give her his credit card and let her go as crazy as her little heart desired. She had high end skin scare, some of the most expensive makeup he has ever seen. She had the brightest diamonds. He remembers the first party he saw her at. Jade wore the most daring white dress, a slit running up her pale legs, her hair curled into a tight bun. At only 19 she was the most stunning woman he had ever seen. She held herself with so much confidence. Something she only showed to the public.
Jade pulled off her hoodie standing before Buck completely naked. She held up her dark green panties, the silk fabric practically ripped in half. He gave her a shit eating grin, “I’ll buy you a some more.” His dark eyes swallowed her up. Jade had a small pair of breast. She was just a little over a C-Cup, according to Victoria Secret, she hated her chest. Not only because of her scar but because she always looked flat. But thank the Lord because she had an ass, it was one of the only things she felt confident in. As well as her nicely shaped legs. People always gave her compliments on her legs.
Jade combed through her long dark hair, pushing it over to the side. Giving Buck a sad look, she turned her back to him. Buck felt his heart ache, her back was filled with various scars, the lower you go the worse it is. “They are such a bitch to hide sometimes. The first time I showed Pete he cried on me. Bruce is trying to find something for me. Something to make them go away. But I don’t really care. I am not ashamed of my past, I just need to get over it already.” James walked up to her, his large hands gently touching a deep scar on her lower back. He pressed a kiss to her shoulder. His arms wrapping around her waist. “Tell me all the things you hate about your body.” Her hand held his as she closed her eyes.
“My chest is small but my thighs are big. It seems like it doesn’t matter what I do, my thighs don’t get smaller. I’ve tried every workout, I’ve tried every diet. I don’t feel bad about my stomach..I just feel….un-proportional. Like my body doesn’t work out. On top of that I’m covered in scars. The worst one being below my chest. The rest of them I can’t see, so I ignore them.” Jade grabbed Buck’s hand and pulled him into the shower, the hot water leaving a sting down his back. She put her arms on his chest, her fingers lightly tracing his own scar. “Loki had a thing with knives. Extremely sharp knives. I don’t know if his goal was to break me or what. But it seems about everyday he cut me. I would wake up and he would already have one to my back. The deeper they are the more angry he was. One time he told me to stay in this room. By this time the Avengers were already in the building. Natasha managed to get me out of the room only to have Loki push me back in. He was so mad. So he cut me where it hurts the worst. Right on your rib cage. I don’t wish that pain for anyone. But ten minutes later Tony Stark was carrying me into the Quinjet.”
Jade pressed kisses to his chest. Buck sat in silence, thinking about what hell she really went through. He pressed a kiss to her nose.
“I’ll always be here to protect you. I’ll never let anyone hurt you not ever again.”
“Well if you want to take care of me, you can start by cleaning up your damn mess.” Jade gave him a large grin.
“You say that like you don’t enjoy my mess.” Buck pressed her into the cold shower wall, picking her up with ease. “My dirty girl.” Her hands ran through his wet hair, kissing his soft mouth.
“I’ll take care of you sweet girl.”