
LETTING GO
CHAPTER 10: LETTING GO
And so they were kissing.
Ellie had made the first move but none of them actually cared right now. Wanda was giving as much as she was taking and the fire girl couldn't show how much she appreciated it with words. She was breathless and so was Wanda so it's only after five minutes that they stopped for air.
“Wanda...” Ellie said with pleading eyes, mouth agape and unable to stop herself from looking at Wanda's lips.
She probably should have apologized but she wasn't sorry. She wanted to tell her she really liked her and she couldn't pretend anymore because all she had been craving since they met was her, her lips. The constant flirting was one thing but the intensity of their interactions, that was something else entirely. She wanted to tell her that she understood her and wanted to see what could happen with them. She didn't know how to say it so she just leaned forward once more to kiss Wanda again.
As the kiss deepened again things got intense. Ellie was the one that deepened it this time, she wanted to taste and feel all of Wanda, the wooden smell her perfume was filling the air with, the taste of the sweet tea she had had at the beginning of the night with the boys, her own cranberry lipstick on Wanda's lips, she let it all fill her senses.
Wanda was no better as she lost herself in Ellie's taste, in her pine cone perfume she wouldn't have recognized if she hadn't grown up in Sokovia spending hours in the forests around, but she did, and it felt so good to be reminded of it this way. She could feel Ellie's hand on her cheek going at the back of her neck as she put her own hands on Ellie's hip. She felt Ellie's body go warmer and Ellie's other hand found its way to Wanda's shoulder.
She barely had to put pressure on Wanda's shoulder for her to lay on her back without ever breaking their kiss. Ellie, on top of Wanda, kept kissing Wanda who had lock her own hands in Ellie's hair. Ellie broke the kiss once more to look at Wanda. She saw her bright red eyes, her plump lips and the way she was looking at Ellie's lips and then her breasts. Wanda's cheeks reddened when she realized Ellie had noticed where she was looking which caused Ellie to smirk.
Wanda lifted her upper body to kiss Ellie again who let herself get lost in the kiss before breaking it to kiss Wanda's neck. She placed soft and slow kisses on Wanda's neck until she felt the girl shiver. She looked up to see Wanda closing her eyes under her touch. She went back to kissing the girl's neck until she went directly to the girl's pulse point between her neck and shoulder which made Wanda moan.
After that Ellie couldn't think straight, all she could see was Wanda's skin, all she could smell was her perfume and all she could hear was the girl's moans, still shy for the time being. Keeping her mouth on Wanda's neck, Ellie's hands wandered on Wanda's body starting from her hair to her neck, her arms, her hip, slowing going up her stomach to reach the scarlet witch's breast.
Wanda felt so much and yet she craved for more, more contact, more friction, more everything. She brought her hands down to both of Ellie's hips, then under her shirt. Ellie looked up to look at her at that moment. Wanda searched for permission in Ellie's eyes who only answered with a nod and a smirk which she gave back and Wanda lifted Ellie's shirt and tossed it to the side of the room. She kissed Ellie as hungrily as before. She felt the smooth skin of Ellie's stomach and as her hands wandered she felt the scarred parts of some areas of her stomach, scars left in battle probably, she felt the abs she was sure Ellie had yet kept wondering about, but mostly she felt the heat coming from Ellie's body.
She brought her hands to Ellie's breasts over her bra and felt the girl over her shiver. Their kiss grew even more intense, hungry. Their hands wandered over each other's body resulting in moans from both girls. They explored the other's body with want. Ellie took off Wanda's shirt to dismiss it somewhere at the back of the room. Despite keeping one hand on her lover's breast, Ellie brought the other to Wanda's zipper taking off her jeans as well.
Wanda was now in her dark purple underwear under Ellie's body covered with her red bra and jeans. Ellie leaned forward to catch Wanda's lips and resumed their previous intense kissing. First her lips, her neck, her shoulder until she was kissing Wanda's breast over her bra, one hand on the girl's hipbone and the second on her other breast.
Wanda was feeling so many things at the same time, she felt Ellie's touch everywhere yet it wasn't enough. She craved for more. She thought of everything she was feeling but mostly she was thinking of all the things she wanted to do right now, all the things she wanted to do to the woman in front of her. She felt every vein pulse, every fiber of her body react to Ellie's hands and mouth until her eyes turned bright right again and she felt red energy tickling the end of her fingers. That's when she abruptly stopped and lifted her upper body in order to sit.
Ellie sat next to her.
“What's wrong?” Ellie asked, breath still heavy but concern written all over her face.
“I can't...We need to stop now.” Wanda said. She looked scared, her red eyes all over the place, she breathed hard as to keep her heartbeats slow. Ellie noticed it and there was no way in hell she was letting Wanda close herself off like that.
“I can see there's something going on Red, just talk to me.” She said putting a hand on Wanda's thigh reassuringly.
“I just can't. I'm sorry.” Wanda replied. “You should go.”
“I'm not going anywhere. What just happened?” Ellie asked unsure.
Wanda was feeling Ellie's hand on her naked thigh, the warmth coming out of her skin with the reminder of that same skin on her minutes ago and her own hands on Ellie's body. Her eyes wouldn't go back to green no matter how hard she tried. She breathed hard and closed her eyes to try calming down.
Ellie understood exactly was Wanda was feeling.
“I can't control it right now.” It came out quiet, almost shy, almost ashamed but she would never risk hurting Ellie by losing control of her emotions as she had all those previous times causing people to get hurt, so better come clean.
The room went silent for a few seconds. One of the longest seconds in Wanda's life.
“Then don't.” Ellie said. It was simple, she seemed sure like she never even feared Wanda's lack of control.
Wanda looked at her incredulously but before she could even reply, Ellie added something.
“I'm not scared Wanda. And you shouldn't be either. I've watched you. Believe me I have.” She said laughing a bit which made Wanda smile. “Your power comes from your emotions, if you feel fear, then yes you can hurt someone.” She paused. “But I don't have to be a mind-reader to know it wasn't fear you felt minutes ago. So don't control it. Let it out. And don't be scared because I'm not.” She paused once more, full smirk on. “Plus, it would be worth it.” She said making Wanda laugh.
Wanda let the words sink in. Ellie was right. The only thing stopping her was herself right now and she really wanted this. She had to stop being scared and trust herself, trust her powers not to hurt the one she wanted more than anything.
“You're incredible.” Wanda told Ellie, intense emotions in her eyes. “How are you so good at this?”
“You inspire me.” Ellie said smiling.
Wanda kissed her at that moment. Soft, to make her understand how grateful she was for her right now. Then, more passionate, it was time she showed Ellie what she really felt.
They resumed their previous making out session with purpose this time. Wanda flipped Ellie around so that she was the one laying on top and attacked her lips. Ellie was definitely not expecting that as she felt Wanda's lips, first on hers, then on her neck.
As Wanda was kissing Ellie's neck she brought her hand to the fire girl's hair. Ellie kissed Wanda back as hard as the girl was kissing her until Wanda broke the kiss again to look at Ellie. She looked so beautiful right now with plumped lips, mouth agape, hair disheveled and heavy breaths. Ellie couldn't believe how Wanda was looking at her with what seemed to be want and desire. She kissed Wanda again and let her hands wander over the girl's body. Their kiss grew even more passionate and Ellie put her hands on Wanda's hips pushing downwards craving more friction and Wanda didn't need her mind-reading powers to know what it meant.
Wanda took off Ellie's jeans. They were now both able to feel each other's body but they wanted more. Ellie unclasped Wanda's bra to reveal her breasts. Wanda felt shy for a second until Ellie's eyes turned bright orange, desire obvious in her eyes. She lifted her upper body to kiss Wanda's neck bringing her hands on her breasts.
Wanda's eyes turned again at the touch. Ellie could only focus on Wanda, her naked body and craved for more as she kissed down Wanda's neck to kiss her breast. As her mouth focused on one breast, her hand focused on her other breast making Wanda moan. She put her hands in Ellie's hair gripping a bit in pleasure. She felt Ellie's hand go from her breast to her thigh, close to her core and with the intimacy, she felt her fingers tickling once more, she grew a bit nervous but didn't flee.
Ellie felt Wanda's body growing nervous and noticed Wanda's eyes being shut and small red swirls starting to leave Wanda's fingers.
“Let go.” Ellie told her.
“I don't know how.” She said, breath still heavy from Ellie's ministrations and obviously wanting to. She could feel herself getting wet and desperate for Ellie's touch.
Ellie knew she had to cause Wanda to let go so she flipped her around to be on top again and got rid of Wanda's last piece of clothing as she put her fingers on Wanda's sensitive clit while going back to kiss Wanda's breast again. Of course the Scarlet witch hadn't anticipated Ellie's move as pleasure hit over her almost instantly causing her to arch, eyes glowing and mouth agape as she let a raw moan escape her lips. Ellie's body warmed up causing Wanda's to feel herself get warmer, hotter. It was as if her powers mixing with Ellie's was making her aware of everything she felt in a way she had never experienced.
Her body getting warm, Ellie's wet mouth on her breast as her tongue started to circle Wanda's nipples and Ellie's hand on her clit.
Not only did she want to let go but she had to. As Wanda moaned again in pleasure, a red wave of energy escaped her body. Ellie felt it but it didn't hurt. On the contrary when she felt the wage go through her her own eyes glowed as images filled her mind. Wanda allowed her powers to show Ellie what she wanted, what she craved. Ellie saw and felt what Wanda needed. Images of the two of them naked filled her mind, Ellie pushing her fingers inside Wanda's with her walls clenching. Then she saw what Wanda wanted to do to her and she lost it. Coming back to reality she kissed her lover as hard as she could. She kept kissing Wanda's breast and putting pressure on her clit until the girl became a hot mess and she herself, could take no more of this teasing.
She kissed Wanda's stomach hungrily before kissing her thighs slowly coming up to finally taste her lover's juice. She was amazed by Wanda's taste. She kissed and licked Wanda's clit until Wanda was close, her fingers in Ellie's hair encouraging her movements. Then, Ellie brought her fingers to Wanda's pussy, putting two fingers inside and going inside and out as deep as her tongue was fastly working on her clit until she felt Wanda shiver and saw her body arch. She brought her free hand to Wanda's breasts and added a finger inside of her with more strength and speed until she could hear Wanda scream in pleasure. Red energy filled the room sending most of the furniture flying against the walls but never hurting Ellie who was lost in the taste her lover's cum on her tongue.
Wanda came down from her high a full smile on her lips, eyes shut. After stabilizing her breathing she brought Ellie's face back to her to kiss her fully sharing all she was feeling with her right now and having a taste of her own cum. Ellie was smiling in the kiss, happy that she managed to show Wanda what she felt with something else than words she didn't master but she was desperate for release herself.
Wanda deepened the kiss this time. She knew her powers had shown at some point but all she could see right now was that she hadn't hurt Ellie. She had control of her powers but even if she didn't, they were a part of her and would never do something she didn't want to do if she trusted them. That had been her mistake. She hadn't trust that part of her until today but now she did, now she understood. And so she fully let go. She lifted her hands and felt her full power pulsing in her veins. She attacked Ellie's lips more aggressively, her neck and used her powers to reverse positions. Ellie was obviously surprised by the turn of events but felt aroused by this side of Wanda. Wanda used her powers again to get rid, first of Ellie's bra, then her underwear facing a very naked Ellie with her eyes as bright red as could be. Ellie's eyes reacted immediately and both girls brought their bodies closer to gain more friction.
Wanda couldn't have enough of Ellie's body, she was so beautiful, so hot and she looked desperate for Wanda right now. Wanda kissed Ellie's neck and shoulder bones slowly coming to her now naked breasts using her right hand to go and tease Ellie by slowly masturbating her and used her left hand to put images in Ellie's mind again, images of what she wanted to do to her and how she wanted to do it. She also showed her all of the past memories she had with her, of all the times she craved her lips, all of the teasing and flirting adjusting and changing the scenes to what it would have been if she had done what she wanted.
Ellie couldn't take it anymore, between Wanda's teasing and what was being shown in her head she was so close.
“Wanda, please.” Ellie said pleading.
Wanda stopped teasing. She put two fingers inside Ellie going in and out using her power as a driving force behind her fingers allowing her to go deeper, faster and stronger. Ellie came almost immediately, eyes shutting open coming loudly sending a small wave of heat causing parts of the sheets to catch fire. Wanda stopped it with energy swirls before Ellie could notice it.
When Ellie came down from her orgasm she reached for Wanda's lips who kissed her softly laying next to her.
“So you broke most of the furniture.” Ellie said after a few minutes in a smile looking at Wanda's now green eyes.
“So you burnt the sheets.” Wanda replied.
“I what?” Ellie said incredulously.
Wanda exploded in laughter, Ellie joining her.
They ended up kissing each other softly while talking about everything. After a while, Wanda was holding Ellie in her arms but her eyes looked distant as if her mind was somewhere else.
“Are you okay Red.” Ellie asked getting closer.
“Yeah, sorry I was just thinking.” Wanda replied coming back to reality.
“About what?” Ellie asked worried.
“Us.” Wanda said, then paused. “Do you regret it?” Wanda asked not sure if she actually wanted the answer.
“Of course not!” Ellie said backing off, surprised. “Do you?”. Now it was her turn to be unsure.
“No. I was just thinking...It's been a while since I… you know, with my powers and all I just didn't want to risk it and now that I have I wanna know what this...” She said pointing a finger at Ellie and then at herself to explain the situation. “mean...for us.” She added the last part hesitantly. The last thing she wanted was for the fire girl to take her distance but she had already put herself on the line there, she needed to know where she was going.
Ellie smiled at how soft Wanda was being and she soften too. She put her hand on Wanda's cheek.
“It means something.” Ellie told her.
Wanda didn't question her, she didn't ask for more because she knew what it meant, she knew it meant they were both feeling something they wanted to figure out. Keeping that in mind she smiled at Ellie and kissed her softly. They kept sharing light kisses and touches until they fell asleep in each other's arms.