It was painful. Falling inlove with you friend? Best friend even. You met her when you were 5 curious why she doesnt want to play with the other. Deciding to stick with her because you think its sad that she doesnt have any friends.
After that faithful meeting you always keep appearing near the estate. Always calling for her. Always inviting her to play with you, do something productive.
This habit of yours continues for years, years and years. To the point you question your sexuality. Do you like her? Do you like your own friend? Isnt that wrong? Well for others it is but you didnt care not really. Its probably a small crush it wont go big.
Guess what. It did. You felt the pang of pain in your heart when you saw her with a blonde red dude who isnt even from Inazuma. She looks happy with him and the way she looks at blondie is making you wish that you were him. And yet you always look at her with pure adoration heck Yoimiya might be annoyed with all your ramblings about her.
But you cant youre a woman and so is she, if you confess she wouldnt even like you back. Its stupid to think of that she only sees you as a friend, a sister, she would never think of you in a romantic way never.
And today you will confess, it may not end well but you will try. You might regret it either you confess or not. Running around ritou you try to find a certain Kamisato. Catching the familiar sight of her light blue hair, you smiled at the sight.
Dashing towards her, she seems to lighten up when she sees you. You smiled back and telling her that you want to say something important.
"I have something to tell you too!! Lets go somewhere quiet"
She whispered, following her your heart beats faster. You dont want to assume things but you are definitly assuming right now. When you arrive somewhere far from the crowds of Ritou you look at her, she seems so gidy.
"So... What do you want to tell me?"
"Me and Thoma are getting married!! And I want you to be my maid of honor"
What? Married? With Thoma? Since when did they became together? Is that the reason why she is always smilling with him? A lot of questions in your mind. Oh how you wish to bring back time, its hurting you, you didnt notice the tears in your eyes not until Ayaka told you about it.
"O-Oh I-Im just so happy for the both of you!! Oh my gosh you are growing up!!"
You faked weep as you hug her, tightly not wanting to let go you dont want to let go. Wipping you tears, you told her you will be in their wedding but not as a maid of honor. Explaining your excuse she smiled sadly and nodded.
"I see but make sure you will be there okay?"
"Ofcourse, Im always with you remember?"
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"So.. Ayaka and Thoma are getting married?"
"Yeah....."
"And you dont want to be the maid of honor..."
"I rather die Yoimiya"
"Thats bullshit"
"Please, let me I just cant"
Sobbing I let out a heavy sigh while leaning in Yoimiya's shoulder. I felt her rub my shoulders, she was there first before I met Ayaka. She is my first friend and Im thankful that she is here. I feel sorry sometimes, she always got to see me broken.
"I understand n/n but I dont think you should do that" "Do what?" "The whole.not.going.to.be.the.maid.of.honor thing she is your friend, I know that its hurting you bu-" "I cant bear to see her getting married with someone else" I sob again and again and again. The pain is too much, I cant see her with someone else "Someone who isnt me.... but as a friend I will try"
:10 months later:
Months pass, you are starting to heal slowly, thanks to your friend. Who was always there when you needed her. Yoimiya. She was there in your healing times, you were glad that she was there.
:5 months later:
"YOIMIYA!! Wanna watch the fireworks together?" "SURE!! Actually I have a fireworks for you so see ya later!!" She said as she dash somewhere, leaving her do her own job because I have to do mine. You see its been a year and I already move on, actually I already did long time ago.
Yoimiya is a very optimistic person, if you hear the word optimistic you will think of Yoimiya first or thats only me. She knows how to make me smile or laugh. She knows my favorite/comfort food. She knows how to keep the conversation going and thats what I like about her. And now Im going to confess.
I fell for my bestfriend again. Will it be worth it? Yes, she is worth every risk and I will take it. Tonight I will tell her how I feel and I will accept if she rejected me.
Walking throught the paths of the city, I look everywhere to see the busy streets during this year's festival. During my walk I saw the familiar blue haired woman. Should I greet her? Nah I need to go back home for the paper flowers I made for Yoimiya. Priorities people priorities.
Ignoring the woman, I took a turn to my home. Opening the door I was greeted by another blue haired person this time its a man.
"MR. KAMISATO!! What are you doing here?"
"Y/n, call me Ayato. My sister told me you are very expert at gifts so can you help me?"
"For who?"
"My significant other"
"Oh alright"
I agreed to the man but how the fuck did he get in? Oh well its Ayato he has his own weird ways. Hours has past and Ayato left my home not before giving me a bag of more as a thanks 'Damn rich ass man but I didnt know he has a significant other'
Going back inside I quickly change my clothes into something nice, I need to look good if Im going to confess. I wore (your clothes of choice cause Im bad at describing clothes), grabbing the hand made paper flowers I left my house to our meet up place.
"Y/n" flinching hard I look at my side and saw the blue haired woman "Ayaka what are you doing here?" "How are you?" "Oh Im fine how about you and Thoma?" "We are fine actually we invite you to spend the festival with us" "Sorry I have somewhere to go" I said as I smile at her, the woman just nodded and left looking gloomy and stuff.
'Sorry Ayaka I have priorities to go to'
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Running up the small hill or whatever this place called I saw the familiar blonde sitting there while looking at the sky. Sitting besides her, I greeted her while giving the flowers "Wow, they look good!! Thank you n/n" "Ofcourse beautiful flowers for a beautiful person!! Even tho they arent real atleast they will last long" I said while smilling at her, seeing her slightly red face my smile widen 'She looks cute when she blush'
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'Gosh why does she have to be so flirty!? Everytime she does that Im falling for her more!!' Yoimiya sighed and looked at her friend "Fireworks will go any second now" and with that the fireworks go off. The pop in the sky causing the surroundings to light up slightly. Red. Blue. Green. Almost every color is up in the sky showing every now and then.
You took a deep breath and stand up suddenly, giving out a hand towards your friend to help her stand up. Grabbing both of her hands, you hold them close "Yoimiya, its been a year since I cried to you about her, you were there when I was in pain, you were there when I needed someone. You were there when I need you" you said as you look at here eyes "I just wanted to say I love you"
Yoimiya's eyes went wide when you said those 3 words "I love you so so much, you were the light of my life as cheesy that sounds I am crazy for you, you were in my mind 24/7 and its eating me if I dont tell my feelings for you. I love everything about you I-" "I LOVE YOU TOO!!" the blonde haired girl shouted and attack you with a hug.
You were stunned, she likes you back, she LOVES YOU BACK. Words cant explain your happiness, hugging her back you let out a shaky sigh as you tighten your hug. Breaking from the hug you hold her face "Can I kiss you?" she enthusiastically nodded, with that you kiss her gently as a (f/c) shaped like a heart fireworks go off. Yoimiya is more than happy that you were the first one to confess.
After a year, you fell inlove, you were heart broken, you healed, you moved on, you fell inlove again but this time they liked you back. You finally have your own happy ending.
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