Feelings
Steve was angry. No. Angry wasn't the right word. He didn't even know what he is. What was Tony thinking. Does he really thought someone believe this crap?
Everything was over before he could get to a right solution how to deal with Stark. This wasn't about him and he just didn't get it. Yes, that's why he was telling the people this story. Maybe it was because of the Account and he though the people would be on his side.
Steve was sitting on his sit and didn't move for some minuets, till a young women sit down next to him. He didn't even know that Sam wasn't there any more.
“Hello, Captain Roger”, said the women. He looked over to her an saw that she wasn't looking at him. She was looking at Tony who stood in front of the church and was praying or something.
“What do you want”, he ask her in a very not friendly ton. He just wants to be alone for a moment before he was facing Tony and ask him if he is out of his mind.
“I just thought that you maybe wants to talk who don't know you. I know that this is a hart day for you and a just didn't want you to be alone.”
“Really. Because I don't think that you know what I'm feeling and I really don't want to talk with some stranger about it!”
“Okay”, she said, “ my name is Darcy and Peggy Carter was my Grandmother. Any more questions?”
Steve was looking at her blanked. Why would she say this like it would he so normal. Like nothing.
“I'm sorry, but I really don't think that I wanna talk with the granddaughter of the woman that I love and that just died.”
“Wow. Are you serious right now?”
“Yes. I would like to sit here and think about everything that would has happen if I wouldn't went down. About the perfect life we would have had. And it is better to this without you. Someone who remind me about everything that went wrong!”
“Okay. I just thought I could help. But before I walk away and we maybe never see again”, she took a deep breath to continuum, “ my grandmother was very happy. She was married with the man she loved for decades and had a child she loved more than anything. And I really thing you should stop being so selfish. If you believe it or not, the world doesn't end with you. The people lived a life. And I think you need to start your own.”
Steve didn't know what to think. She was right. Of course she was. But for her it was easy. For him it was the end of his own. If he start a new live everything that happen before was gone and he didn't want this. He would love to just go back.
“I have something for you. Grandmother wrote this letter for you on one of her good days. I don't know what is in it, but I think it maybe helps you.” Darcy handle the letter over to Steve and walk away. He didn't know what to do. Read it or maybe just ignore it. He just didn't know. This maybe change everything. His live. And he didn't know if he was ready for this.