
On relationships, old and new
- Anon
yaaaaaaaaas
But I mean, hasnât it always been just the two of them? In some future where little Thor has grown up and Loki has healed a little bit, or in the bad old times when they were at each otherâs throats. In all the different iterations, thatâs the thing that remains the same. They define each other and theyâll never be really complete alone.
And that sort of leads to the next thing. Because theyâre them, and yeah, Loki taking care of this new, better kid!Thor is going to be healing for both of them, but then what happens when little Thor grows up? Thereâs the weight of so much history there, not entirely in a bad way, but itâs a pull back toward being brothers and equals, rather than child and caregiver. They both want that relationship back. They both crave it. And theyâd both be afraid, also, of losing what theyâve gained. Or of losing both things, that theyâd give up this newfound peace and harmony for something that they canât ever really get back again, something thatâs just gone. There would be fears on both sidesâ-fears of no longer being needed, fears of no longer being enough, fears of things changing. There would be those uncomfortable little secrets from each other. For Loki, his memories of parts of their old relationship that definitely werenât healthy and he doesnât want new Thor to experience but he still, kinda, misses sometimes. For Thor, hiding his insecurities about this huge new unknown because he knows Loki loves him so he shouldnât be so worried but still, he is.
So whatever happens, thereâs always going to be more, because theyâre always going to be defined by their relationship.
- Anon
I mean that practically goes without saying though, doesnât it? I always assume that even when their relationship does not in actuality go in that direction, there are always Feelings, and a teenage Thor would be no exception. Eagerly waiting to be big enough to start and/or get back to boning his brother who is also kinda his parent now in addition to being his former enemy? Yeah he totally would. That is exactly the kind of mess our Thor is.Â
- Anon
Well, at least with any MCU-AU version of Loki, Lokiâs eyes might narrow at the suggestion that Thor might think of him as Mommy, specifically.Â
But, that said, teenage Thor being his sweet, irresistible, show-off self and trying to impress Loki and get him to give Thor what he wants? Yeah, Loki is distressingly weak to that. Thor would probably start wearing no shirt around the house because âitâs so hot in here, Iâm not a frost giant like you, I overheat easily!â and Loki would see through it immediately and would be sorely tempted to tell him off for being a brat and so ridiculously obvious at that.
But on the other hand, those little displays make quite clear that Thor is no longer a child, and he is just as gorgeous as Loki remembers, and Loki wonders a bit what would happen if he put on his stern face and told Thor his behavior was going to earn him a spankingâŠÂ