Would I lie to you?

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Peter had known May and Ben were his Aunt and Uncle. He had grown up believing his parents, Mary and Richard Parker, had died when he was five years old. But, while he was on the field trip to Oscorp, he finds out that Mary and Richard Parker had died two years before he was even born, in 1999.Peter is struggling to believe the facts in front of him, and decides to dig around. He manages to convince Ned to hack into certain government files during a sleepover.Neither of them had expected the SWAT team, lead by (Ned fangirls) Hawkeye and Black Widow, to barge into Ned's House at three twenty in the morning.
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Pepper and Tony had one of the greatest secrets only thirteen people (including themselves) knew about. Pepper's parents, Nick Fury, May and Ben Parker, Maria Hill, Natasha Romanoff, James Rhodes, Mama Rhodes, Clint Barton and Laura Barton are the people on that list. Included in said list are the only people who knew about the existence of certain Peter James Stark, better known as Peter Benjamin Parker.Also, May Parker is Pepper's sister, who had lived and studied in Italy for about ten years. Ben, her husband, agreed to take Peter in when he was three, after and attempted kidnapping event, since he understood that his wife's nephew was in danger.All his life, Peter knew May and Ben weren't his parents.
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Somebody To Love

“Pull every traffic cam in Midtown,” Tony barked. “I don’t care if it’s public access, ATM, satellite, NYPD drone—I want eyes on him.”

Pepper stood behind him at the console, arms folded tightly across her chest, eyes scanning the feed lines without really seeing them. FRIDAY’s voice came calmly through the room.

“Cross-referenced street-level surveillance, license plate footage, and subway entry data within a five-mile radius. No matches for Peter Parker or facial pattern. No unusual travel spikes. No known associates traced.”

Tony narrowed his eyes. “No JARVIS. No phone. No trail.”

Bruce turned from a secondary screen. “Then we’re missing something. Either he found a blind spot in the grid, or—”

“Or he created one,” Tony said.

Pepper blinked. “You think he built this? This cover-up?”

Tony gestured toward the screen. “The camera loops. The wiped trackers. The scrubbed system logs. He either had help or he did it himself.”

Ben looked up. “From where?”

Tony didn’t even hesitate. “His laptop.”

Ned’s breath hitched so quietly he didn’t think anyone would hear.

Tony kept going. “His old one from Midtown was fried. But the new one—the one I gave him for his birthday? It’s got a Stark-OS base layer. Hidden sandbox environment. If he used that to access the Tower grid and masked it—FRIDAY wouldn’t even detect the breach.”

FRIDAY chimed in helpfully. “Confirmed: Peter’s laptop last accessed the Tower network at 2:12 AM from a private guest server. Activity wiped. Logs overwritten.”

Tony let out a slow, low whistle. “He covered his tracks.”

“No,” Ned said too quickly. “He—he wouldn’t—he was too upset. I don’t think he even had the laptop.”

All eyes turned to him.

Ben raised an eyebrow. “You’re sure?”

“I mean... pretty sure,” Ned stammered. “We were both in the medbay that whole time. He was asleep the whole time. Pepper and May would’ve seen it.”

Tony didn’t break eye contact. “Unless he stashed it before anyone came in.”

May stepped in then, quiet but firm. “Even if he did… what matters is why. Why would he go through all of this just to get away from us?”

Pepper looked like she’d been holding her breath for an hour. “Because we hurt him. All of us.”

Tony turned back to the screens. “FRIDAY, I want a full packet on the girl on the pictures on his phone. You have only a hand to go by, but you can do it. Name. Surname. School records. Address. Family status. Anyone she’s connected to.”

Ned’s blood ran cold.

He had about thirty seconds to stop this.

✉️ Text from Ned → MJ
Ned (6:40 AM):

They saw your hand on Peter's phone. They're going to look for you, and your school file and everything else. I can’t stop it. Tell him they’re close.

MJ (6:41 AM):

How close is “close”?

Ned:

Tony Stark is about to go full Ironman, or IronDad, I guess.


FRIDAY’s voice echoed through the room.

“No matches for Peter Parker within camera coverage of the tower or the streets surrounding it. No matches in transit logs. No access cards used. No facial recognition pings. I have nothing on the girl on his pictures yet, either, since we only have a hand to go by”

Pepper was already pale. Now she looked like someone had yanked the breath from her lungs.

“Nothing?” she said, almost a whisper.

“Not even a blur,” Bruce confirmed. “It’s like he never left  or reached her apartment.”

“Which is impossible,” Tony said, pacing. “Because he’s not here.”

FRIDAY’s soft, precise voice continued:

“No activity on Peter’s phone since 11:30 PM. Last access from Tower’s internal network at 3:12 AM—via a private user login. Logs indicate data was manually scrubbed.”

Ben folded his arms across his chest. “Could he have... I don’t know. Gone analog? Put on Rhodey's hoodie and walked out through the loading dock?”

“Possible,” Tony said, though his tone made it clear he didn’t believe it.

Pepper rubbed her temples. “But even then, FRIDAY would’ve picked up thermal, biometric... something.”

Tony’s hands clenched at his sides.

“Unless someone took him,” he said, voice low.

The room froze.

May’s eyes snapped to his. “Don’t.”

“He’s been taken before,” Tony said, sharp now. “You know what happened. And you remember what happened with Skip.”

“We would’ve seen something,” Bruce argued. “An alert. A breach.”

“Not if they knew how to avoid them.” Tony’s voice was trembling under the steel. “Not if they’ve been planning this.”

Ned sat bolt upright.

This wasn’t the narrative. This wasn’t the plan.

“He’s not—” Ned started, then cut himself off, too fast.

Too obvious.

Everyone turned to look at him.

Tony zeroed in. “Ned.”

“I’m sure he’s fine,” Ned said, voice cracking. “He just needed space. That’s all. He didn’t get kidnapped.”

“Then where is he?” Pepper snapped, eyes wide and red. “Why is he gone? Why didn’t he tell us? Why did he wipe the logs and leave his phone and vanish?”

Ned’s throat was dry.

Ben looked over at May. She had gone white.

“If someone took him...” May whispered. “If someone figured out who he really is—who his parents are—”

“Don’t,” Pepper said. “Don’t even say it.”

Bruce’s fingers danced over the keyboard. “I’m running external security logs now. We’ll cross-reference every face that entered or left this building in the last twenty-four hours.”

Tony was already moving.

“FRIDAY. Put an alert on every traffic cam in a fifty-mile radius. Facial recognition priority: Peter Parker. Secondary priority: extraction vehicles, unknown license plates, slow-moving SUVs, anything flagged suspicious.”

“Protocol initialized, sir.”

Ned couldn’t breathe. He had tried. He had tried to buy Peter more time. But now they weren’t just scared. They were about to mobilize a full-scale rescue op. He looked at the phone in his lap.

MJ’s text was still open.

MJ (6:36 AM):
Is it getting bad?

Ned (6:42 AM):
They think he’s been taken. If we don’t tell them soon, they’ll call in SHIELD.

MJ (6:43 AM):
He’s still asleep. I don’t want to wake him.

Ned (6:43 AM):

You have ten minutes. If you don’t tell them, I have to.


Bruce’s fingers tapped a staccato rhythm over the keyboard, feeding more commands into the system. “Still no facial matches. I’ve got three untagged vehicles idling near the side entrance around 3:20 AM, but none of them are a match for Peter.”

“Pull them anyway,” Tony said. “Run plates. FRIDAY, flag them. Alert level: priority red.”

“Understood, sir.”

Pepper had gone quiet now, sitting with her hand on her chest, her breath shallow. Her voice came in a whisper, to no one in particular.

“If someone hurt him again… if someone got to him, and we didn’t notice…”

“Don’t,” May snapped. “Don’t do that. Don’t say it out loud unless you know.”

“But we don’t know anything,” Ben said.

Tony was already pulling open a SHIELD contact window.

Ned stood.

“Wait.”

Everyone turned to him.

He was pale. His hands were shaking.

“Don’t call them,” he said, voice shaking. “Don’t bring SHIELD into this. You don’t have to.”

Tony froze.

“What do you mean?” Pepper asked, narrowing her eyes. “Ned, what do you know?”

Ned swallowed hard. His throat burned. His legs felt unsteady. “I lied,” he said. “I’ve been lying since this morning.”

May’s eyebrows furrowed. “Ned—”

“It wasn’t Peter who wiped the logs,” Ned said, stepping forward. “It was me.” The silence was instant. “I looped the hallway cameras. I deleted his tracker data. I disabled FRIDAY. I made it look like he disappeared.”

Bruce looked like he’d forgotten how to blink. Pepper stood slowly, like she wasn’t sure if she was going to collapse or slap someone.

“You did what?” Tony’s voice was quiet. Cold.

Ned took a breath. “He asked me not to say anything. He needed space. And I—he didn’t know what to do, okay? He didn’t run away. He didn’t get taken. He just… couldn’t breathe in here. After everything.”

Ben stepped forward now, his expression unreadable. “So where is he?”

“I’m not giving an address,” Ned said quickly. “Not unless MJ says it’s okay.”

“MJ?” Tony repeated, voice flat.

Ned nodded. “Michelle Jones. His girlfriend. The only person he could face after everything happened. She’s safe. She’s smart. And she’s been protecting him better than any of you did.”

Pepper sat back down like the words had knocked the wind out of her.

Tony’s eyes narrowed. “And why the hell didn’t you tell us this hours ago?”

“Because he wasn’t ready,” Ned said, voice rising. “Because he didn’t want to be found by the people who made him feel like his whole life was a lie.” No one spoke. “I kept quiet because he asked me to,” Ned said, softer now. “Because he needed time to feel like a person again. Not a weapon. Not a project. Not a Stark.”

Tony flinched.

“He’s safe,” Ned added. “He’s with someone who gets it. Someone who knows how to hold the broken parts without pushing.” He looked up, almost defiant. “And the only reason I’m telling you now is because you were about to make it worse.”


Ned’s words were still hanging in the air, thick as smoke. “He’s with someone who gets it. Someone who knows how to hold the broken parts without pushing.”

The Tower had never felt this silent. Not even during battles. Not even during funerals.

No alarms. No pings. No keystrokes.

Just the sound of Pepper slowly sinking into her chair like the grief had finally found a physical weight. Her hands trembled in her lap. Her nails dug into her palms. Her shoulders shook—barely, like she was fighting every muscle in her body not to cry. But her breath hitched. Once. Then again. And then she broke.

Not loudly. Not violently. Just... utterly. Her hand came up to her mouth as her composure shattered like thin glass. A soft sound slipped out—something between a gasp and a sob. She turned away from the others, like she was ashamed of it, like she couldn’t bear for them to see. “I thought—” she choked out. “I thought I was doing what was best.”

Ben moved like he wanted to reach for her but didn’t know how. Bruce stepped back. Rhodey looked away.

“I told myself it was love,” she whispered. “That letting him call me Aunt Pep instead of Mom was protection. That staying close but not too close was safety. That if he never knew, he’d never be a target.” Her hands clutched the edge of the table. “But I wasn’t protecting him. I was protecting me. Because if I told him the truth and he hated me for it—” She shook her head, breath sharp and short. “I couldn’t bear it.”

May was quiet for a long moment. Her eyes were wet, but she wasn’t crying—not the way Pepper was. She looked tired. Ancient. Then she turned to Ned. And smiled. Soft. Heartbreaking. Grateful.

“Thank you, both you and MJ,” she said, her voice hoarse. “You protected him. You did what the rest of us should’ve done.”

Ned blinked, stunned. “But I— I lied. I kept it from you. I made you all think—”

“You two gave him peace,” May said gently. “Even if only for a little while.” She walked over to him and cupped his shoulder. “Don’t carry the weight of our mistakes. You did what you could with the tools you had. And you didn’t let him disappear alone.”

Ned’s lip trembled, but he nodded.

Then Tony spoke. Quiet. Flat. The kind of voice you use when you're already at the edge. “How do we fix it?” No one answered. He turned his head, eyes bloodshot, jaw tight. “How do we make this right?”

Still silence.

Because there was no fix. No tech solution. No rescue op. No press release or apology or perfect sentence that could unburn the lie. Bruce looked down.Rhodey crossed his arms over his chest, gaze distant. Ben sank into a chair, burying his face in his hands. May pressed her hand over her heart, as if holding something inside it together. Pepper was still crying softly, head turned away, fingers pressed to her lips.

And Ned—Ned was the only one who answered. Not with certainty. Not with hope.

Just honesty.

“You wait,” he said. “You wait until he wants to come back.”

Tony sat down slowly, like his knees had finally given out.

And he nodded.

Once.

Because that’s all they could do.


MJ’s apartment was quiet.

Soft golden light filtered through the windows, catching dust motes in the still air. The room smelled like chamomile tea and the faint cotton-clean scent of Peter’s hoodie—draped now over his sleeping form, curled against her side. He was still breathing evenly. One hand fisted loosely in the hem of her shirt. His curls were pressed against her collarbone, cheek warm from sleep. He looked younger like this.

Softer. Like the boy he’d been before the world cracked open and showed him the truth underneath. Her phone buzzed once—barely more than a whisper on the nightstand. She didn’t reach for it at first. She just stared at Peter. Tucked under her arm like something fragile. Something salvageable. The most stubborn, brilliant, broken thing she had ever loved. The buzz came again. She sighed, gently detangling one arm from around his shoulders. His fingers tightened reflexively on her shirt, and she stilled, heart catching. But after a second, his grip relaxed again. She slid out from beneath him with the care of someone defusing a bomb.Picked up the phone.

Ned (6:51 AM):

They know. I told them. You’ve got time, but not much.

MJ (6:52 AM):

Thanks. We’re okay.

She set the phone down. Exhaled. Then walked to the kitchen. Put on a pot of coffee. She moved quietly, preparing. Not like a girlfriend. Not like a teenager. Like a shield.

She set out a clean shirt for him. Folded the hoodie neatly. Pulled two mugs from the cupboard. And then she walked back. Peter was still asleep. Still curled into the warm dent in the couch. She knelt beside him and ran her fingers through his hair once, slow and careful.

“Hey,” she whispered, voice soft. “Peter?” He didn’t wake. But his nose twitched, brows pulling slightly. She leaned in closer. “They’re coming.”

His breathing hitched just slightly. But he didn’t move. MJ waited a beat, then pressed a kiss to the top of his head.

“Five more minutes,” she murmured. “Just breathe.”


Back at the Tower, the conference room felt more like a waiting room before surgery. No one was talking. Every screen was dark now, the search paused. The confession settled.

They knew where he was. And now they didn’t know what to do with it. Tony stood with both hands flat on the back of a chair, staring down at nothing. Pepper sat a few seats away, legs crossed, eyes focused on the floor. Ben leaned against the wall, arms folded, head bowed. May stood by the door, arms hugging herself like she might come undone if she let go.

No one had spoken in several minutes. Finally, Bruce cleared his throat. “We should talk about what happens next.”

Tony didn’t look up. “We go get him.”

Pepper winced. “And say what, exactly?”

Tony’s jaw tightened. “I don’t know. That we’re sorry? That we screwed up? That we love him?”

May said quietly, “All of which he already knows. And none of which undoes the damage.”

“We can’t just sit here,” Pepper said. “We need to... prepare.

“Prepare?” Ben echoed. “How do you prepare for facing the kid you spent his whole life lying to?”

Tony finally looked up. “Okay. Then who goes in first?”

Silence. “Not me,” Pepper said immediately. “If he sees me, he might shut down again.”

“He will still want to talk to you,” May said gently. “He always did. Even when he was mad.”

“Yeah,” Pepper muttered. “Because I was Aunt Pep. Not Mom.”

Tony scrubbed a hand over his face. “I can’t be the first one either. He hasn’t looked at me since he fainted.”

Bruce offered, hesitantly, “What if we all... stayed outside? Let someone he’s comfortable with go in first?”

“Like MJ,” Pepper said.

Ben nodded. “She can ease him into it.”

“We’re not making her carry this for us,” May snapped with finality. “She’s a kid. She’s just been holding him together while we’ve all been busy falling apart.”

“She deserves a medal,” Tony muttered.

“She deserves privacy,” May shot back.

Bruce interjected gently. “Let’s agree on this: no ambush. No speeches. No crowding him. Just... honesty. And space.”

Tony nodded slowly. “So... what? We go there. Let MJ tell him we’re here. And wait?”

“Yes,” May said. “And we don’t go in unless he says we can.”

Pepper closed her eyes. “That’s going to kill me.”

May looked at her. “Good. That means it matters.”


Peter stirred. Not with a jolt. Not the way nightmares usually woke him. This was softer. Slower. Like the air in the room had changed temperature and his body recognized it before his brain did. There was weight in his chest. A heaviness that hadn’t lifted since yesterday. Maybe longer. But there was also warmth. Something steady and grounding. Fabric. Skin.

He realized—he was on the couch. Still curled into MJ’s side. His legs tucked underneath him, one hand clutching her shirt. She was tracing slow, gentle circles on his back. One of her hands was buried in his curls.

His fingers twitched.

“Hey,” she said quietly, not moving.

He didn’t lift his head yet. “Still breathing,” he mumbled, voice hoarse.

“I noticed.”

There was a pause. A breath.

Then: “They know.”

Peter’s whole body went still. “They’re on their way,” she added, gentle but firm. “Ned told them this morning.”

He didn’t move. “I told him it was okay,” she said. “Because I trust you. And because I trust me. To keep them away until you’re ready.”

Peter closed his eyes again. His voice was so quiet it was almost a breath: “I’m not.”

MJ’s hand stilled in his hair. “I know.”

Another silence. Then he shifted. Moved his head into her lap, face turned into her thigh, like a kid trying to disappear into a bed of blankets.

“Can you... go first?” he asked. “Talk to them?”

She smiled, small and fierce. “I was planning to.” And with that, Peter closed his eyes again.


The knock was soft. Too soft for a group of world-class adults here to check on a child they all claimed to love. MJ rolled her eyes before she even got to the door.

She didn’t open it immediately. Instead, she stood behind it, took a breath, counted to five, and made a decision. Then she opened it—just a little.

Just enough to let the light from the hallway spill across her face and none of it inside. Four adults stood there like soldiers without weapons.

Pepper. Tony. May. Ben.

All of them looked older usually. Smaller.

MJ stepped out, pulled the door closed behind her until it clicked, and crossed her arms.

No smile.

No greeting.

Just: “He’s asleep.”

May stepped forward first, eyes watery. “Is he—”

“No.”

That one word stopped everything.

Tony opened his mouth to speak.

She didn’t let him.

“He’s not ready. And if you push him, he’ll shatter.”

Pepper looked down. “We just—want to see him. To say something.”

“Cool,” MJ said flatly. “You can say it to me first.”

Ben frowned. “We didn’t come here to argue.”

“You came here to do what you always do,” MJ said. “Make yourselves feel better.” Tony flinched. “You want to fix it. Patch the hole. Glue the cracks. Say sorry and expect him to come running. But he’s not some StarkTech prototype you can reprogram. You broke him. You lied to him. And now you’re here asking for access to someone you don’t have a right to anymore.”

Pepper’s eyes welled. “We’re trying.”

“Try quieter.” There was a long pause. And then MJ added, low and ice-cold. “You’ll get one chance. Each of you. If I think for even a second that he’s not safe around you, I will close this door and you will not see him again.”

No one argued. No one could. She held their stares like a blade. Then she stepped back, just a little.

“He’s in there,” she said. “Sleeping. Not because he trusts the world again, but because he trusts me. So you’ll wait. You’ll be soft. And you’ll mean every goddamn word you say.”

She turned, opened the door again—and disappeared inside without looking back.


The door closed with a final, definitive click. The four adults stood frozen, like they’d just been told the building wasn’t safe and they couldn’t go back inside. Because in a way, they had. They had been denied.

Pepper sat first, back against the hallway wall, knees drawn up, eyes blank. Ben followed, slumping into a nearby bench. He rubbed his hands over his face, as if scrubbing off years of silence.

May stood perfectly still, arms crossed tightly, breathing in sharp, quiet pulls. Tony remained standing, fingers flexing and unflexing at his sides. His chest rose and fell like he was gearing up for a fight he wasn’t allowed to throw a punch in. None of them spoke at first. Because what do you say after a fourteen-year-old girl opens the door and tells you—calmly, clearly, without blinking—that she’s the only reason your son is still in one piece?


Peter stirred again.

This time, it wasn’t the shift in air.

It was weight.

Something invisible pressing against the walls of the apartment. Something that told his body they’re here before he even opened his eyes.

He twitched. MJ was already sitting next to him on the edge of the couch, back straight, fingers tangled together in her lap. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to.

Peter opened his eyes slowly, blinking against the golden morning light. “...They’re here,” he said, voice gravel and quiet thunder.

“Yeah,” MJ said softly.

He didn’t sit up right away. He just stared at the ceiling. “Did you talk to them?”

“I did.”

He swallowed. “Are they mad?”

“No.”

He turned his head slowly, looked at her with glassy, unreadable eyes. “Are you?

MJ looked at him for a long moment. Then shook her head. “I’m just tired of being the only one who knew how to hold you without breaking you.”

Peter didn’t respond. He just blinked—and something flickered in his eyes. Gratitude. Shame. Maybe both.

“Do I have to see them?” he asked.

“Not unless you want to,” she said. “They’re sitting in the hallway waiting like kids outside a principal’s office.”

Peter let out a quiet, breathy laugh.

Then: “How bad do I look?”

MJ looked him over. “Like someone who finally got some sleep. And also like you fought a raccoon behind a Waffle House.”

He smirked. Then sobered. “I don’t know what to say.”

“Then don’t say anything,” she said. “Just listen. You don’t owe them anything.”

Peter pushed himself up slowly. The blanket fell from his shoulders. His shirt was wrinkled, eyes still a little red. But he was awake. Present. And he nodded.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll see them. One at a time.”

MJ stood. “That’s your call.”


Outside the apartment, the adults were still sitting in silence. It was May who broke it.

“I should go in first.”

Ben looked up sharply. “Why?”

“Because I’m his mother,” she said, quietly but firmly.

“No,” Pepper said suddenly, her voice low but shaking. “You were his Aunt and guardian. I’m his mother.”

Tony looked at both of them, jaw tightening. “Neither of you should go first.” They stared at him. “I should,” he added. “I’m the one he’s most angry at.”

“No,” May said. “That’s exactly why you shouldn’t.”

Pepper ran a hand through her hair. “If we push, he’ll shut down. MJ made that clear.”

“So what, we flip a coin?” Ben muttered. “Guess who he hates the least?”

“No,” Tony said again. This time his voice was... different. Resolved. “We don’t decide.”

The others looked at him. Tony stood, squared his shoulders, and said, “It’s his choice. We’ve taken too many from him already.”

They all fell silent. And then the door opened again. MJ stepped out.

She didn’t speak at first. Just looked at each of them. “He’s ready.”

No one moved. “One at a time. He gets to choose. You wait for me to call you in. You don’t knock. You don’t hover. You don’t push.”

She paused.Then locked eyes with Pepper. “He asked for you first.”

Pepper’s hand flew to her mouth. Her shoulders shook—just once.

Then she stood. MJ didn’t smile. Didn’t soften.

She just stepped aside, let her in, and shut the door behind them.


Pepper lowered herself to the floor slowly, careful and deliberate. She didn’t want to hover, didn’t want to make herself bigger than the moment. Not again.

Peter was in the far corner of the couch, knees drawn up, sleeves knotted in his fists. His face was unreadable.

But his eyes?

His eyes flicked to hers—and they burned.

Tired. Bitter. Brilliant. Unforgiving.

Pepper felt her throat tighten.

“I don’t know what I thought this would feel like,” she said, voice low. “But I didn’t expect to feel like a stranger.”

Peter snorted.

It wasn’t amused.

It was vicious.

“Then maybe you should’ve tried being a parent instead of a fucking ghost.”

Pepper flinched.

Peter’s hands trembled in his sleeves.

“You were right there,” he said, sharper now. “Every birthday. Every time I scraped my knee. Every time I cried because some kid said I didn’t belong. You were there. And you said nothing.

“I thought I was protecting you—”

“No,” Peter cut her off. “You were protecting yourself. From guilt. From grief. From the chance that I’d hate you.”

“I didn’t want to lose you,” she whispered.

“You never had me!” he exploded, eyes shining. “You watched me build a fantasy around Tony like he was some distant dream, and you stood there—both of you—and let me worship a lie.”

Pepper’s jaw trembled.

Peter’s voice dropped, quiet and ragged.

“I spent my whole childhood trying to earn your attention. I didn’t know why. I thought maybe I just wasn’t enough. That I had to be smarter, or better, or more like you. And all this time, I was yours. And you didn’t even tell me.”

Pepper shook her head. “We were trying to keep you safe—”

“No,” he said again, firmer. “You were trying to keep yourselves comfortable.

Pepper swallowed, eyes wet.

“I was there for everything, Peter. Your first word. Your first step. The first time you said ‘I love you’ and I couldn’t say it back the way I wanted to.”

Peter stared at her.

“I don’t care,” he said, raw and honest. “I don’t care how many plays you went to, or how many nights you cried about it in the shower. You chose not to tell me. You let me grow up believing the world didn’t want me.”

Pepper's tears finally fell.

And still, Peter didn’t soften.

Not yet.

“You had a thousand chances,” he said. “And you never took them. You were afraid I’d hate you.”

Pepper nodded, barely holding herself together.

Peter’s voice cracked—but the anger stayed.

“You should have been more afraid I’d never trust you again.

They sat there.

Breathing.

Bleeding.

Neither one moved.

Then, finally—softer, but no less true—Peter said:

“I don’t know if I can forgive you.”

Pepper nodded again.

“I don’t expect you to.”

Peter looked away.

But his voice was clear.

“Because when I needed you to be my mom, you lied to me and pretended you're just and Aunt.”

Pepper’s hand shook in her lap.  He didn’t look at her. "I would like you to leave now, please."

And that? That was the first crack in the wall.


The silence in the hallway was suffocating. Ben sat with his hands laced together, staring at the floor. May stood near the wall, arms crossed, her whole body tense. Tony remained leaning against the opposite side, unmoving. They didn’t speak.

Because what could they say? Peter had chosen Pepper first.

Not May. Not Ben. Not Tony.

Pepper—who had handed him off. Tony didn’t need anyone to say it out loud. He could feel it in his bones.

You won't even be the second or the third.

Ben cleared his throat. “Doesn’t mean anything,” he said softly. “He just... needed a soft start.”

May’s arms tightened. “No,” she said. “It means everything. It means we weren’t the first people he needed. That’s on us.”

Tony exhaled through his nose. “He’s not ranking us. He can't be.”

May looked over at him, and for once, her voice wasn’t angry. It was... tired. “You’re right. He’s not. But we are.

Tony looked away. Ben finally spoke again. “We wait. We do what MJ said. One by one.” Tony nodded. “And we earn our way back.”


 

The door opened again.

MJ stepped out.

Still calm. Still composed.

But something in her eyes was sharper now.

She glanced at the three of them in the hallway. Ben, May, Tony.

Her eyes settled on Tony first.

Then Ben.

Cold. Measuring.

“You,” she said, pointing at Tony. “Not yet.”

Tony blinked. “Excuse me?”

“Not yet,” MJ repeated, flat. “Not until he’s ready. And right now? He’s not ready for you.

Her eyes slid over Ben, who sat back down, stunned, at the fact that he doesn't even desrve to be acknowledged.

She turned to May last. “He asked for you.”

May’s eyes widened, just a little. She swallowed hard. “He did?”

MJ nodded. “He said… if anyone could explain it to him without trying to control the narrative, it was you.”

She stepped aside, not as a gesture of welcome, but permission.

“And don’t think that because he asked for you that you get to fix this in one go.”

May nodded, her voice thick. “I don’t want to fix it. I just want to show him I still know how to listen.”

MJ didn’t smile.

But she moved.

And let her in.

Then she looked back at right at Tony, one of the two men left behind.

Her eyes were stone. “If you try to follow her, I will break your kneecaps.”

Then she let Pepper out, and the door closed behid her.


May stepped into the apartment quietly. She didn’t smile. Didn’t speak.

Peter sat on the couch, curled in on himself, arms crossed, eyes locked on the floor. He didn’t look up.

She didn’t sit right away. She waited.

When she finally did lower herself to the floor across from him, Peter still didn’t move.

Until—

“You gonna cry?” May blinked. Peter looked up at her. “I mean, that’s how this goes, right?” he said, voice sharp. “You sit. You cry. You say you did your best. You say it was out of love. And I’m supposed to forgive you because you raised me.”

May’s throat worked. “Peter, I—”

“I believed you,” he cut in, voice cracking. “I believed everything. That my parents died in a plane crash. That I was just some poor kid you took in because I was Ben's nephew, even though you didn't want children and because you both were good people. And you were. But you were also a liar.”

May blinked. “We thought—”

“I don’t care what you thought,” Peter snapped. “I care that you knew. You knew. And you let me walk around carrying that grief, feeling like a guest in your life. You let me think I was this... orphan, this lucky little outsider who got to be part of your perfect family.”

His voice trembled—not with sadness.

With fury.

“I called you Mom.”

May’s lips parted.

Peter’s eyes were shining now, but there were no tears falling. Just pressure.

“I meant it. Every time. And you let me. Until you and Pepper both told me to call you Aunts. Makes a whole lot of sense now, doesn't it.”

“I loved you,” May whispered.

“I never doubted that,” he said. “But love without truth isn’t love. It’s control.”

May sat in that. Took it like a punch. “I fought for you,” she tried. “You don’t know how hard it was—keeping it from you. I thought I was doing the right thing. I didn’t want you to get caught in their world.”

Peter laughed once—hollow. “You didn’t want me to know I already was.”

May flinched. Peter stood.

“I needed one person to choose me over their fear. And it should’ve been you. But it wasn't.”

Her eyes welled up. But he didn’t soften. “Don’t cry like I was stolen from you. You’re the one who kept me in the dark.”

May wiped at her eyes, but the tears didn’t stop.

Peter looked down at her.

“I don’t forgive you.”

Her breath caught, but she nodded.

“I larb you,” she said anyway.

Peter nodded, just once. Then stepped away. “Now go.”

May stood. And for the first time in years, she walked away from Peter—not as his pseudo mother.
Just someone who loved him. And lied anyway.


When the door opened again, Ben was already halfway to standing. May stepped out, tears streaming down her face and shook her head once, before she turned to Tony. “He asked for you.”

Pepper looked up sharply. Her eyes flicked to Tony, searching his face for some kind of reaction.

Ben sat back down slowly, something unreadable passing over his face.

And Tony? He didn’t speak. He just stood. Quietly. No sarcastic remark. No defense. No hesitation. And then, just before he reached the door, MJ stepped outside between him and it. She didn’t say anything.

Just stared up at him. His eyes met hers—full of guilt and a million unspoken apologies. She studied him like a puzzle she didn’t trust.

Then finally, MJ stepped aside. Just enough. “Break him again,” she said. “And I’ll destroy you.”

Tony nodded once. Like he’d already accepted it. Then he walked inside.


The door clicked again minutes later. Tony entered like a man already halfway through his punishment. Peter didn’t look up.

He didn’t need to. “I came to say—”

“Don’t.”

Tony froze mid-step.

Peter stood by the window, arms crossed, back straight. “You think because you’re sorry, it fixes something?” Peter asked, voice low and sharp. “You think because you’re Tony Stark, and you show up and say a few broken lines, that I’m just going to fold?”

“I didn’t expect forgiveness—”

“Then why are you here?”

Tony’s mouth opened. Closed.

Peter turned slowly to face him. “I worshipped you. You were everything I wanted to be. And the whole time, you were standing there lying to my face.”

“I thought it was—”

“Stop,” Peter snapped. “Stop telling me it was to protect me. If any of you say that one more time, I swear to God, I will throw something.”

Tony was silent.

“I don’t care how scared you were,” Peter continued. “I was scared, too. Scared that I was too much. Too different. Too weird. And all the while, I was yours. And you let me feel like I wasn’t enough.

Tony stepped forward once.

Peter raised a hand. “Don’t.”

Tony froze again.

“You let me be invisible in my own life,” Peter said. “And now you want to show up, all red-eyed and shaken, and be what? My dad?”

Tony’s breath hitched.

“You don’t get that title,” Peter said. “You didn’t earn it. You ran from it.”

Tony’s voice cracked. “Then what do you want me to do?”

Peter walked past him, slow and cold.

“I want you to leave me alone until I'm ready. I want you to get out.

Tony didn’t move.

“Leave,” Peter growled.

Still, Tony hesitated.

Peter’s voice dropped.

Don’t make me say it again.

Tony turned. Quiet. Shaking. He left.

Peter waited until the door clicked shut. Then he sat back down. And for the first time since the truth came out— He was finally alone. And he liked it that way.


The door clicked shut with a soft finality. Peter didn’t move. His chest was still tight. His fists still balled in his lap. His face hot with the kind of shame that doesn’t come from being wrong—just from finally saying everything you’d been swallowing for years. He stared at the floor. And for a long moment, the silence felt like victory.

But then—

The guilt came.

Quiet. Uninvited. It slithered in through the cracks he’d tried to seal.

He clenched his jaw. No. No—he had every right. They lied. They deserved it.

But still. Still. He could see Pepper’s face in his mind. The way she didn’t fight back. The way she took it like she knew she deserved every word.
He saw Tony’s eyes—wet, full of all the things he never said out loud. Peter dragged both hands over his face.

“God,” he muttered. Was he too harsh?

Was that the moment he became just like them? No. No, that wasn’t fair. They lied. For years. They buried the truth and let him live on top of it like it was bedrock.

But. But they loved him. And that was what made it hurt the most. He stood. Restless. Pacing the small room.

“I had to say it,” he muttered to himself. “They needed to hear it. They don’t get to walk in and be forgiven. Not like that.”

His heart thudded. “But maybe... maybe I don’t have to burn it all down.” He stopped near the window, hand braced on the glass, forehead pressed against the cool pane. And suddenly, it came to him.

Ben.

The only one left.

The one who raised him without ever asking for the title.

And Peter understood something.

He didn’t have rage left for Ben.

Not because Ben was innocent.
But because he knew that Ben fought—and lost.

And Peter heard him.

Not just last night. But in flashes. In broken pieces of old memories.

Faint voices in the hallway.
Kitchen whispers after bedtime.
The way Ben’s voice had always carried just a little tension when Peter asked about his parents.

He’d known. And he’d tried. Peter swallowed hard.

“I know what I’m gonna say,” he whispered.

He will give him the truth. And the space to begin again.


The knock was soft. Ben stood on the other side of the door like a man walking into a courtroom—not to defend himself, but to face whatever Peter was ready to hand him.

When MJ stepped out to let him in, she didn’t say anything.

She just looked at him. Measured. Guarded.

Then she stepped aside. Ben entered quietly.

Peter was already on the couch. Sitting upright this time. Not defensive. Not closed off.

Just waiting. Ben didn’t speak.

Peter nodded to the chair across from him. Ben sat.

The silence between them wasn’t hostile. It wasn’t even heavy. It was thick with history.

Peter took a breath. And started. “I remember now.”

Ben blinked. “What?”

Peter looked up.

“Not just last night. Not just the last few days. I mean... I remember. Things you said. Things you didn’t say.”

Ben stilled.

Peter leaned back. His voice was quieter now. Thoughtful. Honest.

“You always gave me just enough room to start asking questions. But not so much that you pushed me there.” Ben said nothing.

“I used to think you were just... careful. Now I know you were torn.” A flicker of pain crossed Ben’s face.

Peter nodded. “I remember coming home from school once. I was eleven. I heard you and May talking in the kitchen. You were saying, ‘He’s gonna figure it out sooner or later. Don’t we want to be the ones to tell him?’

Ben’s eyes went glassy.

“And another time—when I was thirteen and asked about my parents—you didn’t say no. You didn’t change the subject. You just muttered that ‘Some truths take time.’

Ben swallowed.

Peter’s voice trembled. “I thought that meant I wasn’t ready to know. Now I know it meant you weren’t allowed.”

Ben finally spoke. “I wanted to tell you. God, Peter—I wanted to so badly. But every time I brought it up, I was outvoted. Outreasoned. Tony would panic. May would cry. Pepper would go silent. And I just… I didn’t want to add to the fracture.”

Peter’s voice cracked. “But you did fight.”

Ben nodded. “Every time.”

They sat in silence again.

Then Peter whispered: “You never asked me to call you Dad.”

Ben shook his head. “It wouldn’t have been right. Your Dad was alive and he was there”

“But he wasn't. Not really. You were.”

Ben looked up sharply.

Peter’s eyes shone—not with tears, but with the force of what he was finally able to say.

“You were my dad in every way that mattered. You gave up your time, your life, your comfort, just to make sure I had something steady to stand on. And you never asked for anything back.”

Ben’s throat tightened.

“You didn’t hide behind money. Or excuses. Or fear. You didn’t treat me like a project or a liability or a memory that needed managing. You just... loved me.

Ben lowered his gaze.

“I failed you too.”

Peter shook his head. “You didn’t.”

Ben blinked.

“I was mad,” Peter admitted. “I am mad. At all of you. But not you. Not the same way. Because even in the lie, you were still real. You showed up. And when I look back now... I see the guilt. I see the tension. But I also see you trying. Over and over.”

Ben covered his mouth with one hand.

Peter leaned forward slightly.

“I forgive you.”

Ben froze.

“I don’t know how to forgive the others yet,” Peter added. “But you... you deserve it.”

Ben’s shoulders shook once.

Peter’s voice broke. “You earned it.”

Ben looked up, tears in his eyes.

Peter stood. Crossed the space.

And wrapped his arms around the only man who never asked to be his father—but was one anyway.

Ben hugged him back so tightly it felt like he was afraid Peter would vanish if he let go. Peter didn’t let go either. Not for a long time. They pulled apart slowly. Peter was the first to step back. His eyes were still glassy, but clear. His voice still rough. Still full of breath and fire. But softer now. “Thank you,” he said.

Ben nodded, barely holding himself together. “You don’t have to thank me.”

“I do,” Peter replied. “Because you never needed the title.”

Ben opened his mouth, but Peter cut him off gently. “You never made me call you anything. Never asked for more than what I could give.” Peter’s throat bobbed. “But you were always it.”

Ben blinked. “What do you mean?”

Peter stared at him for a moment. And then—calmly, cleanly, with nothing performative or forced... “Thank you, Dad.”

The word landed like a thunderclap between them. Ben’s face shattered. His hands trembled as he stared at the boy he raised—the boy who had just handed him the one word he never thought he’d hear.

“I—” Ben started, then stopped.

His voice cracked, rough and small. “I don’t… I don’t know if I’m allowed to feel that.”

Peter furrowed his brow. “Why not?”

Ben rubbed a hand down his face, voice shaking. “Because May… Tony… Pepper. They’re your parents. One way or another. I was just—”

Peter stepped forward again.

“No,” he said firmly. “They’re part of my story. But you’re part of me.

Ben’s eyes filled again.

“You can feel it,” Peter added. “You don’t have to apologize for loving me.”

Ben gave a choked, broken laugh. “I never stopped. Not for a second.”

Peter smiled.

“Then call it what it is.”

Ben didn’t answer. But he reached forward and pulled Peter in again—arms shaking, voice buried in his shoulder.

And Peter let him. He let his dad hold him.

Because no one had earned it more.


The hallway outside MJ’s apartment had long since stopped feeling like a place.
Now it felt like purgatory.

The air was thick with unspoken things. Regret. Guilt. Loss. Not the kind you scream about. The kind that crawls under your skin and stays there. MJ sat against the wall, legs bent, arms loosely resting around her knees.
Her expression was unreadable. Still. But her stillness wasn’t peace—it was tension held with the precision of someone trained to not flinch. She had barely moved since Peter closed the door behind Tony.

Tony, who now stood on the far end of the hall, back to the wall, arms crossed. His fingers tapped absently on his bicep, like he was counting seconds he had no right to claim. He hadn’t spoken since Peter kicked him out.

Pepper was perched on a low bench, ankles crossed, elbows on her thighs, face buried in her hands. Her breath was quiet, but uneven. She hadn’t cried out loud. But her shoulders gave her away.

May stood against the opposite wall, her fingers twisting around one another—over and over and over. She hadn’t looked anyone in the eye since she came out.

All of them had been turned away.

All of them had walked through that door hoping, even if they wouldn’t admit it, that Peter would give them a sliver of understanding and forgiveness. And all of them had been told no.

Not gently.

Not cruelly.

Just… in the way they deserved.

Tony’s eyes drifted toward the door again for the sixth time in as many minutes. Still closed. Still silent.

The worst part was the silence. Because it didn’t sound like pain anymore. It sounded like Peter had finally found something inside himself that didn’t include them.

And that was almost worse than the yelling. Almost. No one asked what could be going on in there. No one dared.

They already knew. Ben. The only one Peter hadn’t shut down. The only one whose name hadn’t been met with “not yet” or “not you.”

He’d gone in fifteen minutes ago. And he was still in there. Still welcome.

May swallowed. Her eyes were red, but she blinked fast, like crying would make it worse. Like it would confirm what they were all thinking:

He chose Ben over them.

 

And then—

The lock clicked. The door opened. And Ben stepped out. No fanfare. No dramatic reappearance. Just a man moving like he had been gutted and remade in the span of one conversation. His face was damp. His shoulders stiff. His eyes— His eyes were clear. Everyone looked up. And for a moment, no one said anything. Because they didn’t have to. Ben didn’t meet their gazes. Not out of shame. Out of respect for what he’d been given—and they hadn’t. He walked forward slowly, carefully, like the hallway itself might judge him for still being there. Tony opened his mouth—maybe to ask. Maybe to say something, anything.

Ben shook his head. Not sharply. Not with malice. “Don’t.”

MJ stood up silently, her eyes locked on Ben. They stared at each other for a beat. She nodded. He nodded back. And then he walked past them. Without an explanation. Without looking back. Just the weight of silence in his wake—and the door that still didn’t open again.


Peter sat on the couch, arms wrapped around his knees, back pressed into the corner like he needed something solid behind him. Ben was gone. The room was still warm from his presence. Still vibrating from the moment Peter had spoken the word “Dad.” And now…Now it was just Peter.

Alone.

And not in the way he wanted.

He stared at the floor. At the thread in the rug he’d been fidgeting with for the last ten minutes. He tugged it. Let it go. Tugged it again. His hands were still shaking. Not from rage this time. But from everything that followed it. The silence. The ache. The breath. He’d spoken his truth. Said everything he needed to say. He didn’t regret it. Not a word. But now?

Now it was sitting inside him like a question with no ending. What now?

He couldn’t stay here. Not forever. He didn’t want to. He needed to go home.

To Ben. To the man who had never once asked to be his father—but had shown up like one every single day.

But… May was there.

Peter’s breath caught in his chest.

May—who kissed his forehead every morning.
May—who made the best pancakes and danced in the kitchen and called him her baby.
May—who looked him in the eye and lied to him every time she said, “You know you can ask me anything.”

And she had loved him. God, she had. He never doubted that. But she had also chosen silence.

That’s the part that wouldn’t let him breathe.

He wanted to go home. But he didn’t know if he could. Not yet.

Peter dropped his head onto his knees and whispered into the hollow between his arms. “I don’t want to hate her.”

He didn’t. He didn’t want to carry that weight forever. He didn’t want to live in bitterness and walls. He didn’t want to shut himself off just to feel safe. He wanted to start over.

But on his terms. No lies. No masks. No pretending.

He sat up. Breathed deep. Then stood.

Walked to the door. His hand hovered over the handle for a second too long. And then, he opened it. The hallway was still full of them.

MJ—right there by the door.

May, arms folded, still not breathing right.
Tony, pale and still.
Pepper, back straight, eyes red.

They all looked up when they heard the sound.

But no one moved.

Peter didn’t make a speech. Didn’t soften his posture. He just, took MJ's hand, and walked in with her, while leaving the door open, as he threw back a “Come in.”

They didn’t speak. Didn’t rush.

One by one, they stood and followed him back into the room.

Back into the wreckage. Back into the beginning.


The door clicked shut behind them.

MJ dropped into her spot on the floor next to the couch without a word, back straight, eyes forward.

Tony hovered near the far wall, arms crossed like armor, eyes flicking between Peter and the floor.

Pepper sat on the edge of the armchair, her spine rigid, hands wrung together in her lap.

May lowered herself into a seat across from him, but her eyes didn’t meet his. She looked down, like she already knew what she was going to hear—and couldn’t bear to watch it land.

They all waited. Like a jury. Like the guilty. Like people hoping Peter would let them feel like family again.

Peter didn’t let them off the hook. He didn’t start with softness. Didn’t give them the comfort of a sigh or a preamble.

He looked at each of them. One by one. And then, calmly, like a man walking into his own wreckage with a lit match, he said:

“You all lied to me.” No one breathed. “Each of you,” Peter continued. “In your own way. At your own pace. For your own reasons. And maybe those reasons made sense to you. But to me?” He shook his head. “They made me feel like I didn’t belong anywhere.”

He looked at May first. “I asked you once if I looked like my mom. You said, ‘I don’t really remember her.’

May’s face crumpled.

“You looked me in the eyes and I thought you forgot what Richard's wife looked like because you rarely saw her. Bu you actually lied and told me you’d forgotten your own sister. Just so I wouldn’t ask any more questions.”

He turned to Pepper. “You handed me toys and books and scholarships. You taught me to speak to people and dress like I mattered. And every time I asked where I came from, you’d smile and say, ‘You're exactly where you’re supposed to be.’

Pepper blinked fast. But the tears didn’t fall yet.

Peter’s eyes moved to Tony. “And you,” he said. “You let me live in your shadow like it was a privilege.”

Tony didn’t blink.

“You let me break myself trying to become something worthy of your attention. And the whole time, you knew.”

“I thought I was protecting—”

“Don’t,” Peter snapped. “Don’t say it. I’ve heard that excuse from all of you. It’s not protection if the person you’re protecting is the one left drowning in your silence.”

Tony’s jaw tightened.

Peter stared him down.

“You let me look at you like a god,” he said. “And you stood there and watched me worship a stranger.”

“You still looked up to Ben,” Tony muttered suddenly. “And he lied too.”

Silence.

Pepper’s eyes widened.
May inhaled sharply.

Even MJ looked at Tony like he’d just thrown a punch in a hospital.

Peter turned his head slowly. “What did you just say?”

Tony shifted. “I’m just saying—he kept the secret too. He could’ve told you. But he didn’t.”

Peter stood.

Everyone froze.

“I know what you’re trying to do,” Peter said. “You think if you spread the guilt around, it’ll hurt less.”

“That’s not what I—”

“Yeah, it is,” Peter bit. “You couldn’t stand the fact that Ben walked out of that room with forgiveness. So now you’re trying to remind me he lied too. Hoping I’ll drag him down with you.” Tony’s mouth opened. “Don’t even try to deny it.” Peter’s voice dropped. Low. Cold. “Ben lied, yeah. He kept the secret. But I remember things now. Things none of you know I heard. Whispers. Fights in the kitchen. Late-night conversations behind doors you didn’t know I was standing behind.”

Tony looked away.

Peter stepped forward. “Ben fought for me. Not once. Not when it was convenient. Every damn year. Every time one of you said ‘not yet,’ he was the one saying, ‘it should’ve been yesterday.’” He looked between all of them. “So yeah. He kept the lie. But he never stopped trying to tell the truth. And you?” His eyes landed hard on Tony. “You just got better at making it sound like love.”

Tony swallowed.

Peter’s fists unclenched. His voice shook—this time with pain. “He didn’t need to be called my dad to be one. But he earned the title.”

Tony didn’t respond. Couldn’t.

Peter sat back down. And for a long moment, no one dared speak.

Then, Peter looked at all of them again. Exhausted. Angry. Wounded.

“I can’t go back to what we were. But I’m willing to start from zero. If you are.” A pause. “I’m not giving you forgiveness.” Another pause. “But I’m giving you time.”

And somehow, that felt like more than any of them deserved.

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