
Chapter 59
Buck P.O.V.
It hurts...it hurts so much not to be able to watch my son grow up...all my kids...I miss them...sure they visit me but it's not the same.
The last few months were tough. I got into a few fights...some stupid guys thought it's funny to make fun of me.
I freaked out and my consequence were trapped in a cell without daylight for two days.
This happened more than one time.
You know the people are right. Jail changes people.
Officer: *opens the small window* hands
Buck: why? Do I have visitors?
Officer: no
Buck: then why do I have to get out?
Officer: we need your cell
Buck: so what?
Officer: just go ahead *smiles* no need to worry
Buck: Uhm okay. *confused*
Officer: take off that overall
Buck: sure but why?
Officer: do you ever stop asking questions *laughs*
Buck: officer Smith you know that I'm always curious *laughs*
Officer: yes. Now take it off and put this on
Buck: a jeans? A sweater? My clothes *smiles* why are you giving me my clothes
Eddie: *comes inside* because you're coming home with me *grins*
Buck: Eddie. *smiles* wait I'm going home?
Eddie: you think I would be here if you don't?
Buck: yeah maybe to visit me *laughs*
Eddie: sure but I thought this is a way better surprise *smiles* now come on get dressed. It's getting late and I think it's nice to surprise your family.
Buck: sure *smiles* But why can I go home? Still have 5 months left
Officer: we need your cell like I told you *smiles* so people who don't have much time left or aren't necessary to stay are allowed to go. So here you are *smiles* I'll call your probation helper. He'll talk to you tomorrow. Don't forgot you don't have a driver license.
Buck: sure. How could I forget *sighs*
Officer: just enjoy your freedom. Sure you have to do social work hours but I'm pretty sure it's better than being stuck in jail *grins*
Buck: definetly
I change into my clothes and take my stuff. Like my phone, my wallet, my watch. I walk out with Eddie and take a deep breath in front of the jail.
Buck: freedom. That's how it smells like *smiles*
Eddie: feels good right *grins and hugs him tight*
Buck: gosh this feels so good *holds him tight*
Eddie: come on let's drive home. Then you tell me some things. Even in jail you look good. *grins*
Buck: hard work every day *laughs* I used the time for training and yeah.
Eddie: *gets into the car* where is that scar from?
Buck: Uhm *laughs* maybe I got into a fight. Maybe more than just one but, they caused it. I'm just glad to be out of it. Tell me. How are you?
Eddie: I'm good I guess. My knee is better, I didn't get hurt in Afghanistan and I'm here for a few weeks hopefully. I have a lot of time to spend with you and your kids.
Buck: I can't wait to see them. Really I can't describe how much I missed them. It's *sighs*
Eddie: I could imagine how much you miss them
Buck: sure I saw the twins sometimes but it's not the same...they weren't there for long and the last time I saw Kyle was on a picture...I never met him in real...I'm scared that...that...I can't even describe it
Eddie: only 15min left then we are at home *smiles* you have a guest bed for me? Otherwise I go to my parents
Buck: sure I guess we have enough space.
I look outside of the window. Can't believe this really happened. I'm finally free. I missed this so much.
Eddie parks in front of the house. We go inside and I first hide behind a wall. Eddie talks to T.K and Carlos. Maybe Taylor is already asleep. I don't know. Probably the kids are.
Buck: *walks out of his hiding place* well I hope that you still know me *smiles*
T.K: Buck *smiles and hugs him*
Carlos: you're here oh my gosh *hugs him afterwards* is this real? Come in you two.
I go inside and look around. A lot changed. Wow it's, Uhm.
Buck: wasn't there a wall?
Eddie: yeah I remember it as well
Carlos: Uhm yeah we put It down months ago. It was a lot easier to help Taylor with the kids and we had more space
T.K: it's easier and we had more light and yeah. So Taylor would be able to help us with our kid if we need help
Eddie/Buck: your kid?
Eddie: congrats!!
Buck: yeah. I'm happy for you two.
Taylor: *slowly comes inside the living room* Buck?...
Buck: babe *runs towards her and kisses her*
Taylor: *starts crying during the kiss* oh my gosh
Buck: I'm finally here *smiles and leans his forehead against hers*
Taylor: how? *sobs* I mean...
Buck: they needed my cell *laughs softly*
Tyler: *rubs his eyes and comes into the living room* mommy I had a nightmare... *looks up* daddy?
Buck: hey my big boy *kneels down*
Tyler: daddy daddy daddy *hugs him tight* I missed you
Buck: I missed you too big boy *kisses his head and a tear rolls over his cheek* gosh you are tall. My big boy
T.K: *hears Kyle crying* I'll go get him.
Buck: come on I'll bring you to bed and read you a story. Does this sounds good?
Tyler: yes *grabs his hand and walks to his room*
I read a story to him until he's asleep. When I come back I see Taylor walking around with Kyle.
Taylor: i know it's late but, I want you to meet Kyle *smiles*
T.K: we should leave *whispers to Eddie and Carlos*
Carlos: come on I'll show you the guest room. *leaves with them*
Buck: *slowly takes him* wow he's so big already
Kyle: *looks at Buck*
Taylor: honey this is your dad Buck *kisses his head*
Kyle: daddy?
Taylor: yes he's your dad
Buck: Hey my cute boy. Finally I can hold you in my arms. Hey *walks around until he's asleep*
I go to our bedroom and change. Then I lie down next to Taylor. It feels so good. A comfy bed, the person I love next to me. Now I only need to get my job back and then everything is great again.
Taylor: i love you *yawns and cuddles up next to him*
Buck: love you too *kisses her*
I watch her falling asleep. After some time I finally fall asleep as well