Chapter 38
T.K P.O.V
I wake up in Bucks apartment. Oh my gosh I fell asleep. I look at my phone. It's almost 3am. I sigh. I hear someone in the kitchen. I slowly get up and get something to drink.
T.K: Hey *smiles softly*
Taylor: Hey *yawns*
T.K: everything okay?
Taylor: yeah everything's fine *smiles* the wound is closes again so yeah it's fine again
T.K: I'm glad to hear. Sorry I fell asleep. Hopefully the babies weren't crying when you came
Taylor: no *smiles* they were asleep. Thanks for cleaning up a little bit and yeah taking care
T.K: always Taylor *smiles* always. Just call or text. You need help now?
Taylor: would be great. Then Buck could get some sleep.
T.K: sure *smiles*
I follow her to the bedroom. Buck is walking up and down with the two babies.
T.K: come on let me help *smiles*
Taylor: i have the Milk.
Buck: *hands her Claire after she sat down* I need a new shirt
T.K: come on I take Tyler so you can change or sleep
He looks exhausted. In the early morning we get ready for school. We take my car and drive to school. I see the principal standing in front of my locker.
T.K: Uhm excuse me? Is there a problem
Principal: there you are Mr.Strand. Yes there is. Someone told us you are selling drugs
T.K: what? *laughs* good joke. Who told you that?
Principal: that's not the point right now. We found these in your locker
T.K: what?? How? I didn't take drugs for more than a year now. I didn't sell them. It's not my fault
Principal: then why are these in your locker
T.K: maybe someone put them there! It wasn't my fault! I swear
Principal: we are sorry but this will take consequences. You are suspended. I don't know how long and what consequences it will take. Until I have a decision you go home.
T.K: what! That's not fair!! You can't do this! It's my last year!
Principal: Mr.Strand I have to inform your father. I don't know if you can graduate. I mean your grades aren't the best and now this. Wait a minute. What did you mean with for over an year sober? Did you take drugs in school? *angry*
T.K: I...I...this doesn't matter now.
Principal: it does! You still take drugs in school?
T.K: no *sighs* gosh yeah I took drugs in school last year but does this matter now?
Principal: yeah it does. We will send someone over to your house for a drug test. Take your stuff and leave.
T.K: but
Principal: the conversation is over Mr.Strand
Buck: Mr.Franklin please it wasn't his fault
Principal: Mr.Buckley don't you have class now? *angry*
Buck: yeah sorry *sighs* text me if you need something
T.K: hm *sighs and grabs his stuff*
I can't believe it...I can't believe it...who did that?? I get a call from my dad when I'm in the car
Owen: firehouse now! We need to talk!
T.K: dad can we please talk at home
Owen: no! Come here now!
T.K: fine *sighs and hangs up*
Great now I get this talk in front of everyone...I park in front of the firehouse and go inside.
T.K: Mateo you know where my dad is?
Mateo: upstairs in his office. Careful He's in a bad mood
T.K: yeah I know *sighs* thanks Mateo
Mateo: I guess good luck
T.K: yeah *sighs and goes upstairs*
Owen: come in *angry*
T.K: *closes the door* so here I am
Owen: i just have wanna know a few things. Are you crazy?! *angry* why?! You are ruining your whole future with this shit!! Why are you so stupid and take that stuff?
T.K: you don't have to shout at me!
Owen: hell yeah I have to!! You could get kicked out of school!! Since when are you taking it? Did you take it in school?
T.K: hell yeah I did.!!! But this was last year!!! Last year dad!!! I'm sober for over a year now!
Owen: why didn't you tell me?! Gosh T.K
T.K: because you never Listen! You just work. Work work work work work. Nothing else!! It feels like I doesn't exist! Oh sry I only exist when you want to shout at me! I'm done!! I'm done with all this shit!! Everybody just yelling at me for things I haven't done
Owen: you did take them!
T.K: but not now!!!
Owen: T.K Watch your Voice!
T.K: why should I?! You're yelling at me as well!! So what now? Am I grounded again? Fine! You want my phone? *laughs*
Owen: yes.
T.K: here you have it! *throws it against the wall* take it. Have fun with it
Owen: TYLER KENNEDY STRAND
T.K: *looks outside* oh now it's my full name, great everybody is watching at us. Why are you walls out of glass? You want them to watch you? *laughs* I'm moving out. Really dad. I'm better without you. Without everyone. I'm done!! *runs out* fuck you dad
Owen: TYLER KENNEDY *goes out of his office*
Judd: he's gone *looks at him* you okay?
Owen: no I'm not *sighs and hears the bell* lets go
I hide behind a wall so no one sees me. My dad and his squad leave. I'm done with everyone. No one believes me. Before I crashed my phone I saw a message from Carlos. He really thinks that I'm taking drugs again. He's so pissed at me...can't believe he's not believing me...I see the ambulance downstairs. It's open.
So everyone thinks I take drugs? So then I take them.
I go down quietly and see the opiates and grab the bottle and leave the firehouse. I go home, lock the door and sit down. I eat and drink a little bit of dads tequila. Fuck you all.
I search for the injection. I fill it with the drugs and puts it into my arm. After a few minutes I feel way better. I'm floating. I really missed this feeling oh my gosh. It's so good. I turn up the music and go through the house. I take a shower and after a few hours I start to feel normal again. I take a second shot and then it's better. I destroy a few things because I'm so angry. My whole room is pure chaos now. I give me a third shot so the bottle is empty. Now I want to go down. I'm getting hungry again. I hold the Wall. Oh my gosh I'm...
I think...
I close my eyes and it's over...