
Chapter 30
T.K. P.O.V
When we get up it's already 2pm. We eat something while talking. My phone is laying on the table. My dad is calling. I decline the call.
Carlos: oh our test results are here.
Buck: really? *grabs his phone*
Eddie: and? How did it went?
Buck: i got an C. That's okay *laughs* better than I expected and better than last year
Carlos: i got an A
Buck: of course you got an A *laughs* I mean you had an A last year as well
Eddie: what about you T.K?
T.K: an E... *sighs* i thought I did a better job...I'll drive home now. We see each other tomorrow *gives Carlos a small kiss*
I get upstairs, grab my stuff and go to my car. I drive around before I drive home. My dad is waiting for me.
Owen: where were you?
T.K: none of your Business
Owen: it is my Business. You're still living under my roof
T.K: i was at Bucks Place. Eddie is back from Afghanistan since Friday so we spent an evening together. Problem with that?
Owen: you could have told me. Or answer my calls and texts. I was worried
T.K: you weren't worried *laughs annoyed* I mean you would have known where I was if you were at my game. Like you promised to me.
Owen: i needed to work!
T.K: sure. Work. Like always
Owen: how was your test on Friday
T.K: don't have the results yet
Owen: T.K don't lie to me
T.K: i failed okay! So what?
Owen: T.K this is important. You can't fail this year. If you do you can't finish school. I thought you studied for this test
T.K: i did dad! I studied so much!
Owen: maybe you need to stop with basketball and concentrate on your school stuff
T.K: are you kidding me?? No I won't stop with basketball.
Owen: T.K school is more important than some sport
T.K: are you kidding me?! I love plying basketball and I thought you are on my side. I thought you were happy for me
Owen: i was but school is more important.
T.K: that's not fair!! *shouts*
Owen: stop shouting at me!
T.K: no i won't!! *angry*
Owen: T.K! Are you taking drugs again? Why are you so aggressive??
T.K: because you go on my nerves!! You promised me something and again work was more important and no I did not take anything again. You were happy if I did am I right? So you have another reason to be mad at me. Why can't you just let me live my life. Thanks!
I run upstairs. Grab some stuff and go outside to my car.
Owen: T.K come back! I'm serious! If you go now you're grounded until you graduate!
T.K: bye dad * gets into the car and drives away*
I drive to the beach and sit down in the sand. It's our favorite spot. Carlos and mine. I sigh and stare at the waves.
Carlos P.O.V
I don't know why he was gone so quickly. Should I be worried? I don't know. I look into bucks and Eddies confused faces.
Buck: what was that?
Eddie: I have no idea. I thought his grades were getting better
Carlos: yes that's why I'm confused why he failed this test. We studied so much for it. I think he was sad because his dad didn't show up to his game yesterday. It was so important for him
Buck: why didn't he show up.
Eddie: maybe he was working.
Chimney: *comes into the kitchen* hey boys *smiles* slept well?
Eddie: yeah thanks *smiles* I saw that Maddie is pregnant. Congrats you two
Chimney: thank you *smiles*
Eddie: how far along is she?
Chimney: 22 weeks now *smiles*
Carlos: i thought 21. guess I was wrong *laughs*
Chimney: yeah from today it is the 22th week
Buck: how was work?
Chimney: good. We had the captain from the other shift because Bobby was having a day off
Eddie: so you had captain strand. Did he the shift because he wanted to or because he had to?
Chimney: he did it because he wanted to work a double shift. Why?
Carlos: wow that's really not fair. T.K told him how important This game was for him
Chimney: which game?
Buck: T.K had his first basketball game yesterday after his accident. It was important for him that his dad is there but he wasn't there
Chimney: maybe he should talk to him about how he feels
Eddie: he did.
Carlos: but I don't think That they will speak calmly today. I think I should go and look after him.
Eddie: text me if you find him.
Carlos: sure. Bye guys. Bye chimney
Chimney: bye
I go to my car and drive to T.Ks home. His dad opens the door.
Owen: T.Ks not here if you came to see him.
Carlos: oh okay. You know where he is?
Owen: no but if you find him tell him that this will have consequences.
Carlos: Uhm okay. I'll go now.
Owen: bye Carlos *closes the door*
Carlos: well this was weird. So where could he be?
I try to call him a few times but his phone is turned off. I start to drive around.
T.K. P.O.V
I sit in the sand and stare at the joint in my hand. Almost 10months I'm clean. I put the joint down and grab a normal cigarette out of my backpack. I grab the lighter and start to smoke it. Sometimes I smoke a normal cigarette when I feel like smoking. Sure it's not the same but it's better than a joint. I grab another one. After I finish the second one I still don't feel better. I take the joint again. I stare at it. Should I do it? I don't know. I stare at the waves. I grab another cigarette and smoke it. Then I grab the joint and the lighter.
Carlos: what are you doing here? *looks at him*
T.K: *tries to hide the joint* nothing
Carlos: i know what you're hiding.
T.K: please don't be mad *quietly* I didn't smoke it. I promise
Carlos: give it to me. *sits down next to him*
T.K: *hands him the joint* are you mad?
Carlos: Look at me. In the eyes
T.K: *looks into his eyes* I promise I didn't smoke it.
Carlos: i believe you. Your eyes look normal *turns off the joint* you wanted to smoke it am I right?
T.K: i was thinking about it yeah *sighs*
Carlos: why?
T.K: because *sighs* because I mess up everything. My life is just shit right now
Carlos: no it's not. You came so far. Don't destroy it.
T.K: i felt like doing it a Long time now. Every time when I wanted to do it I smoked a normal cigarette to calm down. Normally it works but today...I smoked three and still feel like shit
Carlos: babe *sighs and hugs him tight*
I hide my face in his shirt and tears roll over my face.
T.K: i don't want to fail school...but my dad said I need to stop playing basketball because I failed this stupid test *sobs*
Carlos: you can do it. I'll help you. I promise.
T.K: thanks but you have a lot to do as well. *sighs*
Carlos: we can do this *kisses him*
T.K: thank you *sobs* for everything
Carlos: no Problem. I love you
T.K: love you too.
Carlos: come on we should go home
T.K: no please let us stay here for some more time
He nods and we stay here until early evening. Then I go home. Scared about what's going to happen...