Chapter 23
Carlos P.O.V
Did you think that moving your arm would be that hard? I didn't. 11 weeks passed. I'm in rehabilitation for 8 weeks now. Half of the way is done. 8 more weeks to go. Buck is here with me. He's doing pretty well and is able to go in 4 weeks but then he goes to the psychiatric clinic for 12 weeks. So he's back 2 weeks before school starts again. Hopefully. If everything works out I'm home on June 16th. 2 days before my 18th birthday. T.K is visiting me every weekend but I feel like something is bothering him. Maybe because his knee is healing slower than it should? I mean the crutches are not necessary anymore but he still has the brace. I don't know. I'll ask him later. This weekend I'm allowed to go home for two days. I'll stay at T.K's house because my parents are in SanDiego and I still need a lot of help. I'm in a wheelchair because I'm not able to walk yet. I need to get more muscles in my arm before I have enough strength to carry my own weight while learning how to walk again. It's so hard. Buck is already on his feet again and learning how to walk. He's doing great. We always have physiotherapy together. T.K and Buck are clean for 107 days now. I am so proud of them. I see T.K's car pulling into a parking slot. He gets out of his car with Taylor. She's staying here this weekend because I'm gone.
I'm so happy that T.K and I have some time alone finally. I missed this.
T.K: Hey babe *smiles, kneels down in front of him slowly and gives him a long kiss*
Carlos: Hey *smiles* Taylor, wait here, Buck wanted to show you his last achievement from today
Taylor: Uhm okay *laughs softly*
Buck slowly walks a few steps towards her without the crutches. He was so happy about that today.
Taylor: wow *smiles and kisses him* my fighter.
T.K: have a nice Weekend *smiles*
Buck: you too *smiles and grabs his crutches and walks back inside with Taylor*
T.K: okay come on lets drive home *smiles and kisses him again before he picks him up and carries him into the car*
Carlos: thank you *smiles softly*
We drive to his house and he carries me upstairs to his room. We lay down in his bed. He puts his head on my chest and I hide my face in his hair. He smells so good. He always does. I missed this. Just us two.
T.K: you want anything to drink? Or eat?
Carlos: no I'm fine. I have everything I need *smiles*
T.K: yeah *smiles and looks up to him*
Carlos: i love you and I'm so proud of you *smiles*
T.K: thank you *smiles* I love you too
I really am proud of him.
T.K. P.O.V
Gosh I missed this. Cuddling with him. Being alone with him. I can hear his heart beat. I love listening to it. It always calms me down. I slowly put my leg about his left leg, lay my head next to his and wrap my arm around him. He pulls me closer. I'm insecure. I don't want to hurt him. I look into his big brown eyes and smile. I love his eyes. I lean over to him and kiss him. It's a very intense kiss. My hand is laying on his chest and hand is starting it's way down. I slowly go back a little bit...
Carlos: everything okay? *looks at him worried*
T.K: yeah it's just... *sighs*
Carlos: Hey what's wrong babe? I can see that something is bothering you. *puts an arm around him and looks into his eyes* you can tell me everything.
T.K: I'm...I don't want to hurt you.
Carlos: why should you hurt me? I'm fine and you know that I would tell you if you hurt me. Tell me the truth. What's wrong.
T.K: I'm *sighs* I'm a virgin *whispers*
Carlos: okay and what's bad about it? *smiles softly* there's nothing bad about it. You don't have to be embarrassed for that. Hey babe look at me. We don't have to do something you don't want to do. You can talk to me. If you don't want something just tell me. Then we can stop.
T.K: it's just *sighs* i don't want to do something wrong *sighs* I mean...
Carlos: babe hey *takes his face into his hands* you are not doing anything wrong. I'm a guy just like you. There's not much you can do wrong. We don't need to have sex now. We can start as slow as you want. Okay?
T.K: okay *kisses him*
Carlos: we can start slowly *kisses him* you can't do anything wrong. *mumbles while kissing* you will tell me if you want to stop and I'll tell you if you are hurting me. Deal?
T.K: Deal *mumbles and starts to kiss him again*
Carlos P.O.V
So that was bothering him. Gosh he could have talked with me about it. He pulls me closer to him. He slowly takes off my shirt and his as well. His hands go over my upper body. My body feels electrified. My hands slowly go down over his back. His hands start their way down to my pants. He slowly goes between my legs with his hand and touches me there. I can't hide a small moan. I go with my hand between his leg and start to massage him a little bit. He stops kissing and moans loudly. His hand goes into my pants. This feels good. It's getting hot in here. T.Ks Hand goes down to his knee brace, he opens it and takes it off. Now it's easier to take off his pants. Within seconds we are wearing nothing. T.K puts his hand on me and starts to move it. I just lay back and close my eyes. After some time I come. I start to kiss T.Ks neck down to his chest. I continue to kiss down his belly and further. I wait for his reaction but he just lays there, his eyes are closed and he's enjoying it. When he's finished I lay down next to him. We are both out of breath.
T.K: wow *grins and kisses him*
Carlos: Good? *grins*
T.K: yeah *grins*
Carlos: you did a pretty good job too *grins and kisses him* you know what?
T.K: what? *puts an arm around him*
Carlos: I'm hungry *laughs*
T.K: what do you want? Burger? Pizza? Italian? Chinese? Sushi?
Carlos: Burger and Fries. *grins*
T.K: okay I'll order some *smiles and grabs his phone*
Carlos: don't leave me. Stay here
T.K: I will I will *laughs* i just Grabbed my phone. Cheeseburger or Baconburger?
Carlos: bacon *grins*
T.K: *orders the food* it will be here in 30 minutes
Carlos: enough time to stay here and cuddle.
I smile and give T.K a kiss. I put my head on his chest. We lay here until the food arrives. T.K takes on his boxershorts, shirt and knee brace and walks down. He comes back with two plates, our food and coke.
Carlos: yay food *grins*
T.K: wanna watch a Movie? Or a TV show?
Carlos: TvShow sounds better. Lets scroll through Netflix.
T.K: oh Uhm what about „You"
Carlos: i already watched it *laughs* this one sounds good. Queen of the south.
T.K: what is it about?
Carlos: drugs, Mexico.
T.K: okay lets watch it.
We start watching the show. We watch the first half of season one until we fall asleep. T.K is laying behind me and has his arm wrapped around me. I smile in my sleep.