Chapter 18
Loki was waiting for me in our area with food and drinks and smiles gently at me. I sit down across from him and take a long gulp from my glass, immensely frustrated. "My dear Captain, please eat." I poke at the food with my fork, not that hungry now, and he eats, watching me as I drink more than I eat. "Captain," He says in a warning growl and I look up to look at him. "Eat, please. Or I will have to feed you."
"I'm not feeling hungry anymore... Sorry, Loki... My stomach is... It's turning and in knots... I think I'm just gonna have it put in something and take it back to my Quarters or something..." I rub my forehead slightly and he slides over to me, gently pulling me into his side.
"It is alright, my dear Captain. That was a stressful situation and it is only natural that you do not feel hungry right now. I will get something for it to be put in then we may leave. Yes?" I nod and he pinches my side lightly.
"Yeah... That sounds good..." He smiles and goes to get me something to put the food in, going through a door on the side of the room. I stand and leave quickly, getting on my ship.
"Captain," Nebula greets and I nod slightly to her before going to my Quarters.
"I'm not to be bothered."
"Aye, Captain." I shut the door and lock it so that only Nebula could get in, sitting in my preferred chair before I break down.
I get a transmission from Loki and ignore it, kind of curling into a ball in my seat. Someone starts pounding on the door and I jump slightly, going over to see who it is.
"Captain, please let me in," Loki says and I vaguely notice Nebula watching from beside him. "Nebula, please. Let me in."
"Captain said she wasn't to be bothered... Even if it is by her crush..."
"Nebula. I need to make sure she is alright. Open the door," He growls and I gulp a bit, pressing a button to respond.
"I've got it, Nebula. Thanks for trying. Keep any of the Captains, kids, and the remaining Guardians out." She bows her head slightly and walks off. I open the door and let Loki in before I shut the door again. "What do you want, Loki?" I ask and turn to look at him.
He pins me against the door and I hiss, ribs still sore from Atar's beating. "I believe that there is a rule about running and hiding from me. Is there not?"
"There is..."
"Then why did you break the rules, Captain?" I wasn't looking at him and open my mouth for a moment before closing it, curling into myself.
"I... I'm sorry... I'm not good with emotions... When things get too much, as they did now, I break down... And... It's safer to do it in private... Away from everyone..."
"Myself included?" He tilts my head up and I still don't look at him.
"Yeah... I'm sorry, Loki..." He squeezes my chin lightly and I look at him, seeing that he looked sad and disappointed.
"You do not need to do that, my dear Captain... It saddens me that you believe you need to hide it from me... And it disappoints me slightly that you would break your rules so soon..." I curl into myself and can feel tears pricking the back of my eyes.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to disappoint you... Or make you sad," I whisper and he pulls me into his arms, holding me.
"It is alright, my dear Captain. We will deal with this shortly. Come along with me, yes?" He gently leads me to the couch and sits, pulling me to sit next to him before he holds me close to his side. "Please talk to me."
"My brother's a fucking dumbass... I tell him to do one thing and he can't... Then I've got to go save his sorry ass and cut our date short... And Atar would've killed him... He was going to... He was gonna fire the blaster when I got Indri to drop... And I almost lost someone else in my family because he was stupid..." I had started crying again and he holds me while I cry. "I've already lost so many... I don't want to lose anyone else when it can be avoided by them using their heads... I can't even show that I care about them as much as I do or people will use that against me..."
"I know, my dear Captain. I have you so feel free to cry." I curl into him and he gently shifts me so I'm sitting in his lap, gently guiding my face to his neck. "I have you, my treasure." I let out a watery chuckle at that and can tell he's smiling.
"Do you feel better?" He asks once I had stopped crying and I wipe at my face with a rag he hands me.
"Yeah..."
"Good. Because we still have something to deal with, yes?"
"Yeah... We do..." He looks at me as he thinks and I rub my eyes slightly.
"We shall deal with it with a spanking. Or, as Bucky so delicately put it, an ass tanning."
"Oh... OK..." I stand and start to go over to my desk. He stops me and pulls me over his lap, making me shriek softly. He chuckles and reaches underneath my hips to undo my pants, pulling them and my underwear down.
"I prefer to feel a naughty bottom warm underneath my hand. Unless an implement is required for what the owner of said naughty bottom did." I blush at that and he gently rubs his hand over my ass. "I will be starting now and I do not recommend putting your hand back to stop it."
"OK..." His hand leaves my ass and I hold onto the couch cushion as his palm cracks down on my ass. "Fuck!" He continues and I hiss softly because a fire was building steadily underneath his hand, which he doesn't seem to care about since he makes sure to feed it enough kindle to keep it lit.
He suddenly stops and rubs my ass, humming softly. "Ah, yes. This is a very nice look for you, my treasure. I may have to ensure that you are red here often. It should keep you in line, hopefully. Yes?"
I had gone limp over his lap and was sniffling occasionally with some tears, but feeling so much lighter and like I was floating. "Yeah," I murmur and he alternates between rubbing my ass and smacking it.
"I do so love the feel of your warm ass, Captain," He purrs and arranges me into his lap so I was straddling him, clothes at my ankles. He kneads my ass and I groan softly because it was sore but it felt good too. "Mmm. I can feel the heat radiating off even when my hands are not touching you. May I kiss you?"
"Yeah..." He gently kisses my lips and I kiss back before he trails his lips along my jaw, moving down toward my neck to nip there. "Oh!" I gasp and tilt my head to the side, making him chuckle.
"I can give you new forms of pleasure, my treasure. Would you like to experience them now or wait for some other time?"
"Now. Please... You got me started and... And one of the rules is that only you can please me..." He hums and stands with me in his arms, moving to hold me bridal style.
"Then allow us to go to your bunk." He carries me upstairs and deposits me on my bunk, taking my boots off followed quickly by the clothes around my ankles. I shed my duster and tank top while he takes off my socks too and I pull my bra off of my shoulders. He looks me over and licks his lips. "You look delectable, my dear Captain." I blush slightly and he strips quickly.
"So do you," I smirk slightly and he pounces on me, kissing my collarbone. "Oh, that feels nice..." He continues to kiss me and moves to my chest, taking a nipple into his mouth. "Ah, fuck!" He takes the other nipple into his mouth before trailing his lips down my body and his fingers lightly dance over my inner thighs.
"So responsive and vocal. It is a good thing that the Captain's Quarters are soundproofed, yes?" His fingers trail closer to my mound as he was talking and I moan softly.
"Yeah... It is re- Oh fuck! Yes!" He slipped his middle finger inside of me and rubs my clit with his thumb, lips placing kisses on my thighs and waist with a smirk. "Ah, please!" He slips another finger inside and pumps them in and out, spreading them too while he sucks my clit between his lips. "Ohhh! Yes! More, please!"
"So greedy," He teases with a light nip to my clit and I gasp while he slips a third finger in, pumping them in and out quickly. "So good for me, my dear Captain. So good. Are you close? Ask nicely."
"Please! Please! Need it!"
"Need what?"
"Need to cum! Please!"
"Then cum, my treasure." I clench around his fingers and cum as soon as he says to, moaning. "Good girl." He continues to pump his fingers in and out of me to help me through it and I moan louder. "There we are, my treasure." I pant softly and he smiles, removing his fingers to like a stripe against me.
"Ah!" I gasp sharply and he chuckles softly, holding his fingers to my lips.
"You taste as delectable as you look, Captain. Taste and clean my fingers." I blush darkly but carefully take his fingers into my mouth and moan softly at the taste. "I am going to enter you now. You may nod." I nod my understanding and he slowly slides into me, moaning softly. "Mmm... It feels glorious inside of you, my dear Captain. Do you have a preferred speed?" I shake my head and he slips his fingers out of my mouth, pressing them against my bottom lip slightly. "Verbal answer."
"No. Any speed is fine. But, I want to stay like this... Face to face... Is that OK?"
"Of course." He smiles and leans down to kiss me. "I would not be able to kiss you as easily if we were not like this, now would I?" I smile and kiss him back as he starts to slowly thrust his hips. "Is this OK?"
"Yeah... But, you do know... I've had bigger guys than you, right?" He narrows his eyes and slams into me, making my body move slightly. "Ah! FUCK!" He pulls out until only his head is in me and slams back in repeatedly, setting a punishing pace for my remark. "Fuck! Yes! Please, Daddy," I moan, not realizing what I said, and he groans softly, picking up the pace.
"Do you enjoy that, baby?"
"Yes! Please!"
"Please what?" He slams into me again and if it weren't for his tight hold on my hips, my implant would've been busted against the wall already.
"More! Please, Daddy! Give me more!" He goes at an animalistic pace and I arch my back.
"Like that?"
"Yes, yes, yes! Fuck! Gonna cum!"
"Not yet, sweetheart."
"Please!"
"No." He goes harder and faster and I start to reach down to rub my clit. He grabs my hands and pins them above my head, hitting that sweet spot inside of me.
I start to beg and he continues to wreck me with the animalistic, punishing pace. He holds my wrists in one hand and rubs my clit in time with his thrusts. "Cum, baby."
"Daddy," I scream as I cum and clench around him. His thrusts get erratic and he leans over me to bite my shoulder as he spills inside of me. I moan and shake slightly while he holds himself above me.
"Good girl... Such a good girl for Daddy," He murmurs in my ear and I hum softly, feeling like I'm floating. He gently pulls out and goes to get something to clean us up. I relax on the bed and hum softly, having to leave the floating space quickly just in case. I carefully move into a reclined position so I'm sitting up a bit and Loki comes out of my bathroom with a damp rag. "Hello, good girl." He smiles and I smile back a bit while he sits. He gently cleans between my legs and I groan softly, feeling so sensitive. "Sensitive?"
"Yeah. That was great, though... Gonna have to do it more often..." He chuckles and tosses the rag down the chute to be cleaned. "Could you toss my leathers down too?"
"Of course, my dear Captain." He does that and folds his on the desk near the porthole before climbing into bed with me, pulling the blankets over us.
"Is both of us being naked a good idea right now? We might want another round."
"I can always remind you of the ass tanning you just received if you feel one round was not enough."
"Can't get it back up?" I smirk and he flips on top of me, just resting himself against me. I gasp softly and he smirks.
"You see, my dear Captain... You are much too sensitive for another round. So... We will not be wanting another round. And if you try to seduce me into one, you will not be cumming until the next time we go another round. Before we do, while still dressed. Then the person who does the laundry will be rather curious as to who has made you cum in your underwear. Are we clear?"
"Yes."
"Yes, what?" I look at him in confusion and he smirks. "You had no qualms about calling me it earlier."
"Yes, Daddy," I whisper and he kisses me gently.
"Good girl." He lays back down and I cuddle up to him, resting my head on his chest while he holds me close. "Good night, my treasure."
"Good night, Loki." I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep while he follows.
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I wake to someone pounding on the door to my Quarters and slide out of bed, pulling on clothes Loki laid out for me before my boots. The pounding continues and I look to see Loki also awake. "Go into the closet. Put your clothes on and be quiet." He nods and does as I tell him while I go downstairs, seeing it's 0630. Huh, looks like I slept in. Oops. I open the door and see most of my misfit family there, only the adults minus Nebula, as I notice we're still on Contraxia. "Hey, guys. What's up?"
"Gonna let us in?" I let them in and they all come in, sitting down in numerous places when I motion for them to do so.
"Any of you got any food?"
"No. Looks like you got some right there, though," Bucky says as he waves his metal hand toward the bar where my leftovers from last night are and I grab them to eat, also getting some water to take a drink.
"You have someone upstairs," Mainframe says and I nod a bit. "Who is it?"
"Loki. We had our whiskey talk and he passed out on the couch. Must be taking a leak or something," I lie smoothly as I shrug and Loki comes downstairs.
"Captains."
"Loki," Aleta smirks slightly at me and I eat my food. "We found out why you attacked Bucky. You were jealous?"
"No. He has had it coming," He smirks at Bucky and he starts to stand but Steve pulls him back down.
"No fighting in my Quarters. It takes a lot of work to keep them remotely clean."
"You could clean them instead of having a nightly whiskey talk with a crewmember," Martinex says simply and I look at him then around my Quarters slightly. "What are you doing?"
"Looking for where I asked for your opinion, Sparkles," I smirk and he flips me off, which I reciprocate easily. "Besides, if I'm talking to someone I can't drink as quickly as I usually will, which would result in me drinking at least a bottle by myself then waking up with a hangover."
"Modern problems require modern solutions," Peter mutters and I scoff.
"Basically, yeah."
"And you can't do that with someone else because," Steve prompts and I glance at Loki who was leaning against the wall behind them and smirking.
"Shall we tell them, Captain?"
"Tell us what?" Tony asks as he looks between us and I take a sip of the water, thinking.
"See, I don't know for sure about these idiots," I motion to the Avengers and they look offended. "But these idiots, are not good with... Anything verbal. Ever. Took two of them someone else's wedding to get together and an entire crew to intervene for another two."
"Actions speak louder than words, then?" I catch his drift and he smiles.
"Yeah, you could say that. Not yet, though. It's fun to watch Gramps seethe because he isn't in on something. It's glorious."
"An' wha' would gitcha inta shit with me, Girl."
"Yeah, but it was always worth it. It was fun to torment you after than annual cycle out of the hangar. You could've taken anything else, but you chose that. I'm still pissed about it."
"Wha' coulda been taken, Kid? Ya ain't 'ad nuthin' ta take!"
"That is a lie!"
"What did you have that could've been taken at that time?" Mainframe asks and I think slightly, pulling my Walk Man off of my waist.
"This. The music in it. The headphones. My entire bag from Terra. My blaster boots. My blaster. My piloting privileges. I had more than that, I just can't think of them." Yondu rolls his eyes and I lean against the bar slightly, ass still slightly sore. In a good way. I go back to eating my food and watch Yondu slightly to see his different ranges of anger.
"My treasure," Loki calls and everyone looks at him, myself included.
"Yeah?" Everyone looks at me now and Loki was smirking, which makes it dawn on me. "Oh, you sly bastard." He smirks and everyone looks between us while I take a sip of water.
"Tha's yer man now?" Yondu bellows and I nod.
"Yup."
"Tha' fas'?" Kraglin asks and I roll my eyes.
"It's been a few lunar cycles, but sure. That fast."
"Why her?" Drax asks Loki and he glares at him. "What? It is just a question." I go over and grab Drax, simply throwing him out before I shut the door. I go back over to my food and take another bite, looking at the others.
"Out of myself and my Brother, why my Brother?"
"Remember that poem I recited when Steve was drunk and ranting about me and Jay being villains?"
"Yes."
"That's why. And because he's better than you are."
"But I am stronger."
"Yeah, OK. Sure. Look, I chose Loki because he's a good guy. That's all I've got to say and if you keep prying or trying to explain why you're better, you'll get the same treatment Drax just did. Clear?"
"Yes, Captain."
"Good. Why did you guys come here in the first place?"
"We saw that Loki came in here but didn't come out so we contacted them," Natasha explains and I look at her, not sure if I should be pissed or what.
"OK..."
"So, since he calls you 'treasure', what do you call him?" Tony asks and I look at him.
"Loki," We both say and I finish my food.
"No, you've got to call him something else. Sir?" Michelle tries and I look at her like she's crazy. "Everyone does it."
"Naw. Betcha anythin' one 'a us can git it," Yondu smirks and I roll my eyes with a scoff.
"Sure. And each time you get it wrong, a hundred units go on the table for the person who gets it right. If no one can, it goes to me for an emergency fund."
"Deal."