Chapter 3
The following morning every muscle in your body ached as you could feel the hardened planes of their bodies pressed up against you. Bucky’s arms wrapped around you pulling your face into his chest, tucked tightly under his chin. Steve had one arm tucked under his head and the other wrapped around your waist pulling the full meat of your ass into his ever growing member. You try to wiggle to get up only causing Steve to grind further into you pushing your hips into Bucky stirring him from his slumber. You can feel the two of them possessively tighten their grip causing you to let out a small moan. Bucky shifts pressing himself against the lower half of you but before you could make any sound you feel his arm move from your back to your mouth.
B: Couldn’t get enough of us last night doll?
Y/N: I think my legs are jello
His hands gently slide down to your hips slowly slipping his middle finger along your moistened slit. Your breathing deepens and you start to start to wiggle pushing firmly into Steve’s growing member. As Bucky continued toying with your clit and kissing you deeply Steve begins gently massaging your breast and nipping at your collar bone.
B: Over, that ass is mine
Y/N: Anything for you daddy
Switching positions he gingerly kisses your shoulder as he lines himself up with your still tender rear. You wince away a little as he inches his way further inside.
B: Ssshhh Just relax doll, we’ll be gentle with you
You feel the cool slick moisture ease the tension as he thrusts the rest of the way into you. Trying to keep quiet you bite onto Steve’s neck while lifting your leg over Steve’s hip to make it easier to Bucky to bury himself deep within you. Bucky starts to draw back as Steve plunges deep within your now dripping folds. The two of them set almost a pain staking pace. Listening to them as their climax drew closer only tightened heated pool of excitement in your abdomen. Without missing a single stroke, Bucky pulls you onto your knees pulling your hips into him harder. The more your climax builds the louder you got. Bucky pulls you upright wrapping one hand around your throat and the other across your chest, meanwhile Steve was rubbing circles on your clit pounding into you. You can’t hold back anymore. You feel Bucky fill you with his sticky hot seed and you follow shortly after almost simultaneously with Steve. Every muscle in your body was indeed jello. As unsteady as your legs were you gently make an attempt to climb over Bucky to the side of the bed, your legs shaking with every pain staking move. You hear Bucky chuckle as he grips your thighs to give you extra support.
B: You ok there doll?
Y/N: No, I’m pretty sure I’m never gonna walk right again
You can hear Steve snicker as he finishes buttoning his pants and pulls on his shirt.
S: … I’m, sorry? …
Y/N: Oh no your not
The two of them are looking you over with shit eating grins.
S: Well, I’ve got to get my day started…
B: Alright, we’ll meet you down there in a bit
You stagger on unsteady legs to fill the tub with steaming water and Epson salt Wanda had given you the other day before they tested your strength.
Y/N: Well I’m not sure this is why she gave me this but I’m glad she did.
B: What’s that now?
You see Bucky leaning in the door way with that cocky smirk on his face. As you empty the bag of floral smelling salts you tenderly sit on the edge of the tub filling with warm water.
Y/N: Epson salts. For my legs of jello and my broken bum.
You can hear him chuckle as he walks over to gently stroke your hair and kiss your forehead.
B: Ok my love. I’m gonna grab some food after I clean up a little.
Y/N: Ok babe. I’m gonna soak for a bit. I’ll be down after I can walk again.
You gingerly lower yourself in the steaming water. Bucky smiling shakes his head walking to put clothes on. After an hour or so you pull yourself out of the tub. Deciding on a pair of loose booty shorts and a halter top before heading down for lunch.
N: Well, I was thinking they broke you last night. Want some food?
You sit down at the bar, bright red as Natasha passes you some pasta dish.
Y/N: So where is everyone?
N: Steve went on a run, Bucky said he was gonna go for a walk, Banner is in the lab, Tony is in the garage and Pepper is well I’m not sure where. Wanda and I were gonna get coffee wanna join us?
Y/N: Sure let me just grab shoes
The three of you head to the café each getting ice coffee and your banana bread muffin. You were absolutely famished. Deciding to pry more into the Natasha and Banner senerio you start trying to get her to talk.
Y/N: So, you asked about my night….
N: Which you didn’t answer….
She says giving a playful grin
Y/N: How did your evening go?
N: Well it wasn’t eventful as yours but it was nice, now your turn
W: Did I miss something? What happened while I was away?
Quick to jump out of the hot seat and move the spotlight to someone else you quickly remembered another interaction.
Y/N: Banner and Natasha have a thing.
W: Well it’s about time
N: Tell us how your evening went? She took both our soldier boys out dancing and we heard quite the commotion when they came home.
You can feel the blush spread across your face. The question running threw your mind must have been written on your forehead as Natasha’s smirk grows.
N: I think Loki must have either been thoroughly entertained or completely jealous
W: Is that why he seemed…energized this morning?
You couldn’t help but to think to yourself why would he care what she did? He didn’t even know her. Hell he had only seen her a handful of times. You must have had a confused look on your face as Wanda broke your concentration.
W: Hello? Earth to Y/N? What did I miss?
Y/N: Um… well, Bucky and I went dancing and Steve came too and then… we took Steve home… with us…. to share… me.
Wanda had a look of excitement and shock on her face. To be honest, Steve seemed so, naïve, so innocent. The events of last night however proved he was anything but.
W: Well I guess they really do share everything then.
Trying not to choke on the last bit of your iced coffee, you giggle a little as you swallow hard.
Y/N: It’s not like that. We were just having a little fun, besides if I’m gonna have fun, I might as well have some one with experience right?
Natasha and Wanda both shrugged in agreement. The three of you finish and head back to the compound. As ususal Tony was having another of his parties. The three of you quietly slip upstairs to change before joining them. Once you arrive Natasha goes to make the three of you drinks when your approached from behind.
L: And here I was expecting you to be to worn out to join us
Y/N: Oh my god.
L: Only if you kneel
Just as Loki’s smug smile grows you feel a very sturdy hand wrap around your waist turning to see Bucky beside you.
B: Hey babe, have fun with the girls?
Even though he was trying to hide it, you could tell he was annoyed at Loki for talking to you about the previous evenings activities.
Y/N: Um, yeah just coffee and girl talk. I think I’m gonna skip drinking tonight though. Me and Wanda are going to go back to training tomorrow
B: That’s good, just take it slow
He pulls you close to him as you swallow your drink. Strawberry was usually your favorite but tonight it just seemed to hit different.
Y/N: Can I just get a milkshake instead, my stomach is just acting weird
N: Yeah. No problem You and Bucky make your way to the couch to sit next to Wanda leaving Loki to himself
B: He needs to back off
You can’t help but smile just a little at his jealousy. Taking his hand in yours to give it a light kiss you try to reassure him.
Y/N: I’m all yours babe, don’t worry.
B: Not the point
Wanda trying to break the tension, gently makes you look her in the eye as Natasha sets your drink down.
W: There’s something different about you.
Y/N: Um, I’m not drinking tonight?
W: No, something else. I’m not sure yet but I’m gonna figure it out
The evening comes to a close early for one of Tony’s parties but you were fine with that. Between drinking last night and the after party you were pretty tired. You slip into some shorts and one of Bucky’s shirts laying on his chest, it didn’t take long to get to sleep. Flashes of light jump across your vision, and what looks like a middle aged man in a white coat. Sweat pouring out of you in a dimly lit room. He motions to his side as if to mean “again” when you feel a sharp pain throughout your whole body. You wake up drenched in sweat as Bucky catches your fist. Unnerved by how vivid your dream, or nightmare as it were, was; it takes you a moment to realize where you were. Bucky pulls your arm to his side and holds you tightly to him with one arm while stroking your hair with his free hand. After you calm down some he kisses the top of your head still holding you tightly.
B: Wanna talk about it?
You proceed to tell him everything including how real it felt as he sits there stroking your hair. You try to get back to sleep but the rest of the night you were restless. You drag yourself downstairs the next morning to make some strong coffee before you and Wanda started the day. She gives you a concerned look as she enters the room.
W: You look terrible, are you sure you want to start back so soon?
Y/N: I’ve got to try to keep my mind busy, it was just a really bad dream. I’m sure it’s nothing
W: I hope your right. Natasha is out on a mission and wont be back for a week
Y/N: Well it’s just us then.
She must have been taking it easy on you cause all morning was filled with a quick run, and yoga mixed with meditation. You even had time to do some of your old sets from your dancing days before lunch. Bucky was waiting as you stepped out of the shower.
B: Steve and I have been put on a mission, it shouldn’t take more then a week, are you going to be ok?
Y/N: I should be. Wanda has me on a 3-4 day training regiment and Banner said he wanted to monitor my sleeping for subconscious Issues.
B: I love you. We’ll be back as soon as we can
He kisses you deeply as if to promise to hurry back into your arms. The next several days were quiet. Meditation with Wanda every other day, the rest of the time the girls tried to keep you busy. The nightmares kept getting stronger, more real. What’s more you were starting to hear muffled sounds to go with it. Banner had set up a sleep study but the only thing he could see was that the dream part of your brain was highly active. A part of the memories lit up the scans as well but you and Banner both concluded that dreams had to come from somewhere right. The day before Bucky and Steve were supposed to be back Loki finally made an appearance just before dinner. Natasha had made up some delicious and juicy smelling pork steaks with potato bites and cheesy broccoli. Not missing an opportunity to poke fun at him you quickly swallow your bite of food.
Y/N: It’s nice of you to grace us with your presence.
L: I try
As he turns to look at you his smug grin falls replaced instead with a slightly confused look. Walking slowly behind you he sits in the empty chair beside you as Natasha passes him a plate.
L: Something is different here.
W: I said the same thing about a week ago.
Y/N: I mean, I guess I’ve been feeling a little under the weather, but it’s probably nothing right?
W: Maybe, just try to get some sleep. The boys will be home tomorrow.
Y/N: Yeah that’s true I think after this I’m going to turn in for the night.
N: Ok, try to feel better
You spent the whole night tossing and turning with those images and the sound of german assholes. Just before sunrise you wake up covered in sweat. You jump out of bed as you feel your stomach turning in knots. A lump grows in your throat just as you make it to the bathroom in time to vomit up your whole stomach it felt like. As you finish brushing your teeth and washing your face you hear a knock at the door.
L: I hope I’m not intruding, but I came to see if you were alright.
Y/N: Yeah, It’s gotta be from these nightmares cause I feel fine now
L: Should I tell Wanda to cancel your training then?
Y/N: No need. I’m gonna grab some breakfast and then I’ll be ready.
L: I’ll let them know then
With the weather getting colder you opted for some black sweat pants and one of your graphic tees. Wanda was plating up some bacon and eggs when you came down.
W: Are you ok Loki said he heard you getting sick.
Y/N: I’m sure it’s nothing besides I feel fine now. Just bad dreams. I suppose
W: If your sure, oh Loki had said something about testing your aim and reflexes, so after our routine he’s gonna take over ok?
You nod as you finish the last bit of bacon and get ready to start your day. As you and Wanda finish you couldn’t help but to notice she seemed to be watching you extra closely.
W: Well, you seem ok. Loki said to meet him in the garden when we’re done
Y/N: I wonder what he has planed
W: I’m not telling
She lets out a small giggle as you head to the garden. When you there you see a set of daggers, and a blindfold. Loki enters the garden shortly after you as you look at him questioning.
L: Your going to try to hit various targets I’ve set up, totally blind.
Loki gingerly ties the blindfold over your eyes before he tells you to listen and hit the targets. Partly on impulse you throw the first knife at the sound you hear.
L: Way off. Try to focus not only on the sound but the movement as well
The next two throws weren’t any better. You were beginning to get frustrated and it was showing on your face. Before you could throw the next blade you felt Loki step close behind you placing his hands on your shoulders pulling them down to your sides.
L: Don’t throw on the first sound, anticipate where it’s going.
Feeling him take a step back you take a deep breath. One hop. Then another. With quick motion you throw the knife. Direct hit.
L: Nicely done. I think they are back so we can pick this up another time
Y/N: I’m just happy I finally got one
You can’t hide your excitement as you begin racing up to the showers. You scrub every inch with your strawberry and cream body wash before washing and conditioning your hair and getting out. When you got to the dinning room where most of everyone was there was a mounding pile of mini sub sandwiches for lunch. After grabbing a couple and sitting down, Steve walks in sitting next to you.
S: Hey Nat tells me you were sick this morning, you ok?
Y/N: Yeah, just a weird stomach ache I feel fine now. I think it’s from the nightmares. Where’s Bucky?
S: Oh he went to shower off the mission before he saw you in my Room.
Y/N: Ok, cool I just got out
As you finish your lunch you feel a pair of hands on your shoulders extending their fingers to point your face up to meet Bucky’s lips.
B: You smell delicious.
N: Well settle for a sandwich until we’re sure she’s ok. She got sick this morning.
Y/N: I swear I feel fine now it’s probably from the nightmares
W: Why don’t we try to get you something to help you sleep and go from there
Y/N: I can work with that, sleep is always . . .
Before you could finish, Bucky picks you up bridal style
B: I’m sorry but I’ve missed you and you look like you need some R&R
Y/N: I’ll see you guys in a little bit
You can’t help but to start giggling as he walks briskly up to the room. He gently places you on the bed and turns to shut the door. A mix of nerves and excitement covers his face as he sits beside you.
B: What if it’s not?
Y/N: What if it’s not what?
You look at him completely puzzled. He licks his lips as his smile grew.
B: What if it’s not . . .
Pausing for a moment adjusting to put his head in your lap and looking at you with the most adorable eyes.
B: from the nightmares?
You stare at him for a moment confused. If not from the nightmares what was it from? What could he be thinking?
Y/N: Um . . . stomach bug?
You lay back on the bed stretching out as he rolls on his stomach walking his fingers up your thigh to your hip using his other hand to lift your shirt just above your navel, kissing your belly lightly.
Y/N: . . . Wait, you don’t think . . .
B: I mean it’s possible . . .
Laying next to you he takes your face in his hands he can see tears of fear in your eyes.
Y/N: It’s too soon, I have no idea how to raise a baby what about…
Stopping you mid sentence to pull you into him, his lips crashing into yours.
B: Hey, it’s gonna be ok, we’re not even sure what it is. I’m right here through whatever
Calming down as he wraps you in a tight hug, you gently nod into his shoulder. The two of you stay locked together for a while before he offers to go to the store. You opted to stay here while he went. About five minutes after he had left Wanda came in to check on you.
W: Hey how are you doing?
Y/N: Um . . . I’m not sure. Bucky isn’t sure it’s from the nightmares.
She looked a little confused at first but then a bright smile of shock and excitement took over.