3.
Not to brag, but I always have been pretty popular among girls thanks to my cheerful personality and flirty talking style. And also my look wasn't that bad for a tomboy. At least I got enough attention in night clubs to be proud about myself. So another girl caught to me attraction power isn't big deal but There was an unusual spark of interest in me when I dress up for my date. Funny, I don't even know her name. But this is a new type I have never experienced before. I never got an interest on boyish girls and it became an unofficial rule in my dating history.
And I love rule breakers.
Issy left in early morning to university but I stayed home completing my assignments whole morning and managed to finish one hour earlier our set time. I dug into my wardrobe finding a good outfit matching to the crystal necklace cursing my overthinking. At last I put on a black techwear pants and a jacket on my brown oversized shirt. It was 3pm when I got on car and it was 10min ride to the café.
I chose a peaceful corner to sit in. it was early and now I have to wait another 15min in this hyped energy. damn what's wrong with you Leen, she's just another normal date. abnormal choice of type of mine and a so damn pretty girl. yes, my mind wasn't helping. I took my phone out to distract myself.
bitch in my apartment : don't forget to use protection > <
me : f off. she didn't even came yet
bitch in my apartment : ha ha. let me guess, you are shivering like a chicken in your damn seat right? damn dude, she better do something for real to get you like this.
me : don't you have work. treat my customers nice.
bitch in my apartment : fuck you, I'm gonna make you pay for this
me : you just love me, I know
bitch in my apartment : love, my ass. ah I gtg. good luck idiot. don't faint infront of her. byee
me : thanks for the advice. bye.
I put my phone down laughing. Its crazy how she see through me always and make me feel ease.
''oh its Leen, hey!'' waitress came to me with a smile.
''hi Mrs. Anderson'' I guested. Andy's café is a place me and Issy always visit and Anderson old couple who owned the place became very friendly to us, with the past 5 years we spend in this city. one time she saved me from some drug dealers and I had a respect to the Anderson family. 'you are always good at catching peoples' heart with your stupid smile and talk' Issy always say whenever Mrs. Anderson give me special treatment.
'' where's Issy? ...oh my! you are waiting for someone? whos this time playboy?'' she giggled making a whole story, even before I open the mouth.
'' This time a little different taste trying out'' I said smiling.
''oh god this girl!'' she laughed looking at her husband in the cashier, gesturing me. Mr. Anderson and I shared a smile.
''the usual?'' she asked still with a laugh.
''yup, ill order for her when she get here''
she moved away smiling.
I checked the time. 3.35pm what will she order?
4.15pm
I stared down at the last sip of my café mocha. And my fingers tapping on the table with a little nervous feeling.
4. 40pm
''seriously, I hate people who are late on dates'' I shrugged leaning more on counter.
Mr. Anderson laughed. '' like we have no witnesses of girls you made wait here''
''she's a hard working girl, Jake tells me how you help him in gym'' Mrs. Anderson saved me.
I smiled. More like getting beat up before I teach any moves.
''oh that idiot get punched pretty well by a girl. shame on me'' Mr. Anderson insulted his son, laughing. poor Jake
5.00pm
She's not coming.
I can't even call her. I don't know anything about her. a name, a number, living place.. wow I'm such an idiot. All the excitement and energy felt like a burning flame on my skin. Was that a prank? dammit. why I got so interested like a fool.
5.20pm
I walked to the door saying goodbye to Andersons. They looked concerned and worried. Of course I must look tired and shit.
I hop on to the driving seat slamming the door.
Rejection is fine with me. So why the heck I feel so disappointed about this. why I was so hyped up for her in the first place.
''Hey you are here!'' Issy peeked from her room when I stepped in, leaving car keys on table.
Her voice dropped. ''what happened?'' Of course it didn't took a second her to realize my down mood.
''she didn't came''
''yo what!''
''whatever, I don't care'' I walked to my room without looking at her. And hide myself in room like a fool, before she say anything.
Again. the heck why I feel so down
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