Endgame
Maya opens the door glancing at her wife with a big smile on her face, she pushes the door open and scoops Carina up into her arms, lifting her bridal style. Carina lets out a surprised laugh, wrapping her arms around Maya's neck as they both start giggling. “wow” she mouths as Maya twirls her around in the air, feeling the warmth of her wife's body against her own. Maya's hand placement was secure and confident, with one hand under Carina's thighs and the other around her waist. She held Carina up with ease, showing off her strength.
Maya carries her through the front door and into the living room, setting her gently back on her feet grinning at her like an idiot in love. "Welcome home, my love," she says, leaning in to kiss Carina, both of them grinning so much they could barely kiss.
Cradling Maya’s face in her hands, she captures her bottom lip between her own and hums softly.
Carina guides Maya into their room by the hand. They undress each other slowly. Taking small breaks through some layers to kiss a new naked spot in reach until the backs of Maya’s legs hit the bed and she falls down onto it.
They were both naked when Carina presses her body against Maya’s, and the reaction was instant as they both feel their skins against each other's. Maya effortlessly flips them over and Carina gasps as her back hits the mattress.
Maya leans down and kisses Carina deeply on the lips, soaking up the feeling of her wife’s body under her.
Maya’s hands are restless. She can’t stop touching Carina’s body: her shoulders, her face, her breasts, her stomach, her hips. She revels in how real Carina is, how solid and warm. She needed every reassurance that Carina was here, real, and in their bed. She presses her palms to every plane, curve, gripping, mapping, and cherishing.
Maya straddles her and slowly kisses her neck, then the hollow of her throat, and then the sensitive areas right above her breasts.
Carina moans softly. “Cazzo,” she sighs then sucks her breath in sharply as Maya grazes her nipples with her teeth
“Fuck,” Maya says softly, gazing at her. “You’re absolutely beautiful.”
A lump lodges in Carina’s throat and she could only stare up at Maya, lost in her gaze. Maya runs her thumb over one of Carina’s nipples while she gently sucks the other. Carina buries her fingers in Maya’s hair and holds her head against her chest.
Maya kisses down Carina’s abs and then begins a slow descent down her muscular thighs.
Wrapping her hands around Carina’s hips, Maya ducks her head down, kissing a long path up the inside of her wife’s thigh, then down the other, finally coming to rest between her legs. She begins slowly with long, deliberate licks, closing her eyes as she listens to Carina’s soft moans fill the room.
Maya lets her tongue dip into Carina’s entrance as Carina’s hips buck up into her mouth. Not wanting it to end too soon, she withdraws her tongue and goes back to slow, broad strokes of her tongue over Carina’s clit—just a little too slow, a little too soft for Carina to come.
Carina tries to keep her eyes open to watch how careful and gentle Maya was being with her. She whimpers as Maya picks up the speed, one hand coming to cup her breast.
Maya sucks her clit into her mouth and flicks the tip of her tongue over it, the direct stimulation causing Carina to squirm in the best of ways. She was dripping down Maya’s face, her juices coating her chin and cheeks as Maya continues to suck and lick.
“Fuck, Maya, I’m gonna come,” she whines, kneading her breasts as her hips rock the slightest bit over Maya’s face as her thighs wrap around Maya’s head.
Maya picks up her pace, moaning into Carina as she feels the other woman’s fingers grab her head until she finally comes with a loud gasp and a sigh, collapsing into the mattress with a dopey smile on her face.
Maya softly laps up any of the remaining arousal, then kisses Carina’s thighs, then back up them, nipping slightly at her abs and up her neck, then finally finding Carina’s lips. She lets her tongue dip into Carina’s mouth, feeling her arch into her at the taste of herself on her tongue.
Maya presses the length of her body against Carina and kisses her slowly and languidly, they fit so well together and tasting herself on Maya’s lips makes her throb between her legs again. Carina runs her hands down Maya’s bare back to her ass and pulls her against her. She groans softly. “Fuck. I need the strap tonight "
Maya smirks as she lifts herself off Carina and gets off the bed. Carina whines, missing the weight of her wife’s body immediately, but she rolls onto her side and watches as Maya opens the drawer of the bedside table. She pulls out their favorite toy and harness, positions the toy, and slowly pushes it through the opening in the harness's front pouch. Once it was in place, she steps into the harness and pulls it up until the dildo was fuck. Right, where it needed to be.
Maya scrambles back onto the bed and knees between her wife’s legs. “Do you need lube?” she purrs.
Carina grabs one of Maya’s hands and slides their joint hands down her body, Maya moans as her hand finds wet heat coating her palm.
“Just fuck me bambina” Carina groans hips lifting up to grind against her wife’s hand.
Maya removes her hand, coated in her wife’s arousal, and lightly strokes the cock, palming the shaft, up and back in a slow, smooth motion. Maya moves a little closer and Carina bit her lip as the tip of the dildo teases her folds.
Carina relaxes onto her back but she could still see her wife, and Maya holds the shaft in one hand as she gently nudged Carina’s entrance then slides the head in, and Carina moans at how good it felt.
“Okay?” Maya questions chewing on her bottom lip, Carina’s heart swells with how Maya always checks in but right now she really just wanted Maya to fill her, and fuck her till she forgot her own name.
“Dio, ti prego, scopami” Carina whines, hooking her legs around Maya’s waist.
Maya slowly pushes all the way in and Carina groans “Fuck,” she whispers. Maya gives her a second to adjust before starting to slowly thrust into her.
“Harder,” Carina moans. “Oh dio, Maya. So good, so full.”
Maya snaps her hips forward, watching the silicone disappear over and over into her wife. Bending down, she bites Carina’s shoulder blade and one hand cupping a breast that was bouncing with her thrusts. Carina grabs at Maya’s neck pulling her down for a filthy kiss.
“Fuck- Maya harder…!” she begs into her neck.
Maya makes a sound that almost sounds like a growl and repositions herself, her hands on either side of Carina’s head so she could thrust more effectively. Carina’s eyes roll into the back of her head as the cock is buried deep in her pussy so that Maya’s pelvis actually meets hers.
“Fuck, Carina…!” Maya moans, feeling her own orgasm build along with each thrust
“oh, my Maya, don’t stop! Fuck I- I’m- oh fuck, Maya, please I-”
Maya groans into Carina’s neck and forces her hips to roll harder and every time she pushes the dildo inside of her wife, she feels the base of the strap grinding against her clit and pushing her closer to her orgasm.
“Maya” Carina cries out, desperation evident in her voice.
Maya continues thrusting, she slips one hand down and finds Carina’s clit and gently rubs her hips jerking erratically as the dildo pushes into Carina. Her lips wrap around Carina’s earlobe and she bites down gently. Then, she whispers “Come for me, my love.”
Carina’s orgasm hits her like a freight train, she cries out her body tensing up and she mindlessly sinks her teeth into Maya's shoulder. Carina pants desperately as she rides out her aftershocks.
“Baciami,” she says softly, Maya leans down and kisses her wife, and quickly the kiss deepens, becoming more passionate with each passing second. Carina whines as the cock slips out of her as Maya repositions herself.
Suddenly, Carina flips them over, so Maya was lying beneath her. Maya gasps, surprised by Carina's sudden move. But she doesn't protest, Carina leans down, her lips brushing against Maya's ear. "I want to ride you” she whispers.
Maya lets out a shuddering breath, she nods her head eagerly. “Yeah yes please”
Carina lifts her hips and reaches between them to steady the toy and lines the tip and sinks down slowly, biting her lip at the stretch. “You’re so beautiful, Carina,” Maya mumbles against Carina’s chest as she leans in and pulls a nipple into her mouth. Carina rocks down, slow and firm, enjoying the angle and how it hits just right.
Maya's stares at wife, her hips jerk up as she watches Carina cup and squeeze her own breasts Maya shudders and groans as her own hips jerk upwards. Carina moans her approval and pushes herself down harder, faster, and together they find a rhythm.
Carina feels her arms burn, she's shaking and she collapses forward into Maya's chest. Maya holds her, pulls her tight, and continues thrusting. Maya is painfully wet and the base of the strap is providing just enough friction for her to come but she's intent on making her wife orgasm again.
Carina begins picking up the pace, lifting her hips and letting them fall back down, pushing the toy even deeper inside of her, she leans forward and sucks on Maya's pulse point.
Maya groans and without a warning, her hands come up to clasp Carina’s ass, keeping her close while she flips their positions. Carina ends up on her back, fingers digging into Maya’s shoulders as Maya slams the full length of the strap-on deep inside of her.
"Oh oh... fuck, I'm so close" Carina whimpers. Maya moans as her hips move quicker and quicker.
“Me.. too fuck,” Maya whispers into Carina and her wife pushes back to give Maya more. More friction and more touch and more of her. “Oh, god--I'm coming, too.” she groans.
Carina comes with a loud cry and a gush of arousal that soaks the harness and Maya’s thighs, her whole body shakes and she feels Maya’s muscles tense above her. Then, with a whimper, Maya’s whole body goes rigid, her hips rocking slowly helping them both come down from their orgasms until she collapses against her wife with a long content sigh.
Maya lays on top of Carina, enjoying the warmth of her wife's body beneath her. Carina's arms were wrapped around Maya's back, gently stroking her hair and tracing small circles on her skin.
Maya closes her eyes and lets out a content sigh, enjoying the feeling of being held and loved by Carina. She snuggles closer to Carina's chest, feeling her heartbeat steadily against her own.
Carina continues to stroke Maya's hair and back, her touch soothing and calming. Maya feels herself start to relax, feeling safe and loved in her wife's embrace.
But after a few minutes, Maya shifts, and Carina whimpers when the toy moves. "I'm sorry," Maya mumbles before she carefully pulls out, causing her wife to whimper again. Undoing the harness, Maya tosses the strap-on onto the floor, cleaning could wait till tomorrow. She walks into the bathroom, finds a washcloth, and wets it with warm water. She brings it out to Carina who was still lying on her back.
Carina spreads her legs apart and Maya gently drags the cloth over her sensitive center, cleaning up the mess she made. Carina whimpers from the sensitivity and Maya murmurs a quick apology.
“You okay?” Maya asks as she throws the washcloth onto the floor.
“Mhmm si” Carina hums a content smile on her face. “C’mere… want snuggles” grabby hands reaching out eagerly towards Maya, her fingers curling in a beckoning gesture.
Maya chuckles and crawls in beside her wife, who immediately wraps her arms around her and pulls her close. Maya drapes the sheets over them, creating a warm cozy bubble of their own.
Carina hums contentedly as she holds Maya close, her fingers tracing patterns along Maya's bareback. Maya closes her eyes, letting out a soft sigh as she melts into her wife's embrace, feeling a sense of safety and security in her arms.
For all your beautiful traits and the way you do it with ease
For all my flaws, paranoia, and insecurities
I've made mistakes and made some choices, that's hard to deny
Maya feels a rush of emotion well up inside of her. It starts as a soft whimper but soon turns into a full-blown cry as tears streamed down her face.
Carina's expression turns from one of contentment to concern as she asks, "What's wrong, bambina? Why are you crying?"
“I- just today was a lot” Maya mumbles rolling onto her back and staring at the ceiling.
Her mind felt like a jumbled mess between her decision of not standing for captain, and the drama in the firehouse as Andy, Theo, and Sullivan fight for the place of captain. Carina saying she was coming back home for good, she was elated and couldn’t be happier but she felt like she had to tell Carina why she didn’t want to be captain, yet.
Carina rolls onto her elbow, she sees Maya lost in thought and immediately reaches out to her, rubbing soothing circles on her arm.
“Maya, if my coming back home is too much, I can stay at the hotel for a little while longer,” she says, swallowing a lump that’s forming in her throat.
Maya springs off the bed “What no Carina that’s not it my love, I’m really glad you’re home but I just need to talk to you about something” she says hurriedly pulling on some clothes.
Carina watches Maya with concern as she quickly pulls on some clothes. She can see the tears still streaming down Maya's face, and she wants to help but doesn't know how. She's afraid that Maya might be falling back into her old habits.
“Is this about you turning down the chance of being captain?” Carina asks hesitantly, pulling the sheets over her naked body. Was Maya upset that she had turned down the chance of being captain? Her brows furrow in worry as she watches Maya pace back and forth in front of her.
"Maya, please talk to me. Are you upset that you had to choose between me and the captain position?" Carina asks tentatively.
Maya stops pacing and looks at Carina with surprise. "No, Carina. Of course not, that’s just it. Everyone at the station thinks I turned down being captain and chose you, but that’s just not it.”
Carina stares at Maya in confusion.
“Don’t get me wrong I want to be captain someday but me not stepping forward is not me choosing the love of my life over my career. Yes, a part of it has to do with you but I’m putting myself first and I’m working on myself and healing.” Maya says continuing to pace.
“You should have seen the chaos around Andy, Theo, and Sullivan and I don’t want to put myself in the center of chaos and drama again when I’m slowly finding my calm. It's just not the right time for me, Carina. I need to focus on myself and my own well-being for a change, my priority now is on me, you and us” Maya says looking Carina in the eye.
Carina felt a lump form in her throat as she realizes what Maya was saying. For so long, Maya had put her job before everything else, including herself and their relationship. But now, it seemed like Maya was finally putting herself first, and Carina couldn't help but feel emotional at the realization. She hadn’t realized how much she needed to hear those words come out of her wife’s mouth.
"Maya," Carina says, her voice shaking slightly. "I'm proud of you. I'm so proud of you for putting yourself first and taking care of yourself."
Maya smiles at her, her eyes softening as she wipes away tears. "It's not an easy decision, but I think it's the right one for me right now," she says climbing back into bed.
I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me
And I can't let you go, your handprints on my soul
Carina reaches out and takes Maya's hand, squeezing it gently “vieni qui baciami” she whispers.
Maya closes the distance between them, kissing her slowly. Maya's heart immediately aches as she feels Carina's tears on her cheek. She pulls back slightly and looks into her wife's eyes “baby what’s wrong” she asks gently.
Carina sniffles and wipes at her eyes “nothing I’m just happy and overwhelmed, you’re working on yourself and I’m so happy bambina”
Maya's expression softens and she strokes Carina's hair soothingly, “I’m sorry I ever made you feel like you weren’t my priority and I’m sorry that I hurt you so much,” she says pulling her wife closer and kisses the top of her head.
Carina sniffles again, wrapping her arms around her tightly. Maya holds her close and she shifts them both down so they can cuddle more comfortably. Carina nuzzles her face into the crook of Maya’s neck.
As the tears start to subside, Carina pulls back slightly and looks up at Maya, her eyes red and puffy. Maya wipes away the tears from her cheeks with gentle fingers and gives her a small smile. “Did I tell you about getting stuck on a spinning scrubber at the car wash today?” she asks, trying to lighten the mood.
“Che cosa?” Carina mumbles looking at Maya with wide eyes, Maya chuckles and starts telling her about the call.
“Bambina, you need to be more careful” Carina huffs as Maya finishes her story.
“I know, but wasn’t it funny” she asks, pouting slightly.
“Si si” Carina mumbles rolling her eyes affectionately cuddling into her wife.
As they cuddle, Maya allows herself to bask in the warmth and safety of their embrace. She can feel Carina's heartbeat against her chest, steady and reassuring. She feels a wave of emotion wash over her, and she squeezes Carina a little tighter. In this moment, with Carina in her arms, she realizes that nothing is more important than the love and connection they share.
I wanna be your end game
I wanna be your first string
I wanna be your A-Team