“i wanna be your favourite boy” ironwidow
((I just heard that song and I just thought 'IRONWIDOW' but I didn't know exactly how to write it, but I'm sorry if it's not as good as it's supposed to be/ if that's not what the song meant to be like
My friends! Let's pretend that dear Tony Stark is the one to sing this song! So no one please comment about the date difference or anything else
!!! There will be Panic attack and mental breakdown
None of the pics is mine!
Tony has feelings towards Natasha for a very long time. since he first met her, he felt so attached to her, he felt like that she's the one, but it seems like she doesn't share the same feelings like him.
He literally tried his best to show her, to treat her better than anyone else, to try his best to make her dinner even when he knows that he will end up burning the kitchen. He tried to change from himself to better, for her.
Then comes a man who was in the ice and just kiss her like that, to throw all the hard work Tony did and just to... Tony couldn't believe his eyes, he really wished if this all was just a dream...a nightmare, and what he saw not to be true.
He was in the mall to buy some suits, hoodies and other things, he was going up the Electric ladder and he was just looking at the people and how happy they're, while he was just thinking, correction, he was overthinking as always.
While he was looking at the people, his eyes caught something he never wanted to see, especially not when he's maybe in a good mood for the first time in a while, he was going up the electric ladder, on the other side, Natahsa and Rogers were going down the electric ladder and they were...K- kissing
Natasha broke the 'kiss' with Steve when she sensed that the hydra agent left and not looking at them anymore, she looked away to check if there's anyone else, then her eye fell on someone looking at them with a very wide and... Teary eyes... Oh sh*t, it's Tony, Natasha looked at Tony with wide eyes as she went down while riding the electric ladder, both of them didn't take their eyes off each others.
Tony already arrived the top and he just stood there still looking at them, people just kept pushing through Tony to pass (because apparently, the mall is so busy today and it's not a good idea for you to stand in the middle of the way when there's a lot of people want to pass)
When Natasha arrived down there, she just looked at Tony for a few seconds, Steve looked at her with confusion then they just left and left the broken hearted Tony standing there, on the verge of crying.
So, that's what it's like to pass through a heart break, damm, it's really so hard to manage, especially when you're about to cry in a crowded place and about to have a panic attack and a mental breakdown
Thought Tony. He took his bags and walked as fast as his legs managed to to outside the mall, he walked to his car and got inside then start breathing heavily.
"Sir, you want me to tell Mr Rhodes or Dr. Banner that you're suffering a panic attack and a mental breakdown?"
"N-no! No Jarvis, don't tell anyone anything, just don't please, c-can you take control and drive me to the tower, please"
I mean, of course it would be so hard for you to watch your crush kissing your... What, the guy your father wasted his life searching for? The man who you hate for being an old annoying guy who survived from the world war 2 and always want to stop you from doing what you want? Or for him being SO PERFECT and AWESOME and no one can EVER HATE HIM, oh gosh he's SO PERFECT THAT HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS AND TAKE ANYTHING HE WANTS.
Tony cried and sobbed on his way to the tower, Jarvis tried his best to try and calm him down and to drive fast so that maybe Bruce is there and can help him.
Bruce saw the red puffy eyes Tony Stark walking to his room trying to ignore his questions.
"Tones, man are you ok? What happened?"
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It's been a month since Tony saw Natasha kissing Steve, through this month, Tony tried his best to not talk to Natahsa or Steve, the whole team was so confused, even Natasha herself.
She tried to talk to him about what he saw but he just told her that Pepper needs him in the office and he has to go...and Pepper was actually standing right behind them.
Of course, Tony, as any family person who has a good voice, is singing and he has a lot of fans and albums, even when he doesn't like it much the idea of him singing in front of a...what, 500 thousand? One million? He doesn't even know! All he knows is that there's a lot of people are here to hear him sing some song.
Today, Tony is gonna sing his newest song called 'best friend' and there's a lot of people in here can't wait to hear him sing it, of course the avengers cane to hear their friend sing.
Clint brought his camera in case any embarrassing funny thing happened, while all the other got was only food, they were in the first line and thankfully, somehow, no one noticed the appearance of the avengers.
Tony stood in the middle of the Stage looking at the people, then his eyes fell on his friends who were cheering for him and raising their thumbs at him and he smiled at them softly, then he took the Microphone to start singing.
“I should've stayed at home
'Cause right now I see all these people that love me
But I still feel alone
Can't help but check my phone
I could've made you mine
But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you
And you weren't made for me
Though it seemed so easy”
The people shouted and clapped when Tony started, they all sang with him because the lyrics was playing on a very big screen
Natasha felt her hurt bounding, she didn't know if that was because her crush is singing right now in front of her and he's looking at her, or because of the lyrics and the realisation start hit her so hard.
“And that's because I wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
I can't wait to be your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry”
'no wait, wait... It all was right, Bruce was right, he said that Tony shared the feelings with me but... Wait, no way' thought Natasha as the thoughts were running through her mind, then she remembered that one time when Tony saw her and Steve kissing, which wasn't really a kiss, because one:
They're on a mission and they needed to hide from the hydra agent and he will get embarrassed and won't look at 2 people kissing, and two:
Because she really doesn't feel anything but friendship toward Steve, because she already likes Tony, and everyone know that but him, when she returned from the mission, she told Bruce everything, and he told her about how told looked so heartbroken and sad when he returned.
“But won't you wait?
You know it's too late
I'm on my own shit now
Let me tell you how it feels to be fucking great
I feel great
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
You need to be yourself
Love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool
That makes your heart melt
Who knows what you truly felt?
You're still my favorite girl
You better trust me when I tell you
There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world
In this damn world”
Tony sang as he looked at Natahsa who looked at him with wide eyes, don't ask how he know from where he's standing, he meant by him saying "love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool" himself and Rogers, it really took him awhile to make this song and choose the lyrics, because he made this especially for her.
“You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
I said that
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
Best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend”
“I say that I'm happy
I say that I'm happy
But no, no, no, no
No, no, no”
Tony doesn't remember when was the last time he was happy, well, happy for a whole day actually, because the last time he was happy, he got heartbroken.
“Oh, I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
And I can't wait to be your number, your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry”
“I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one
I might just be the one”
As Tony finished the song and throw the microphone away as he waved his arms in the air, everyone in there literally went crazy, they were cheering, screaming, clapping, some were crying.
The avengers decided to go to the back of the stage to meet Tony in there and congrats him for the great song.
Clint and Bruce run to hug Tony, Thor followed and crashed the 3 of them in a big hug and they all laughed.
"Th- Thor, you ever heard of something called oxygen?"
"Yes friend Anthony, of course I heard of it! Why you asking?"
"Because- because I do really need it right now"
Thor let go of them 3 of them and they gasped for air, they talked about the whole event and how it was really awesome, they also asked him about the reason he sang this song and he just told them that it's just a normal song with normal lyrics, of course they didn't believe him but they just ignored it.
They decided to go and buy ice cream, as they all ran to the ice cream big shop, Tony and Natasha chuckled at them as they walked slowly, they already told the others what flavor to get them, there was a park near by, so they walked there and sat on the swings, to their luck, there was no one in there.
"Tony, can we please talk about what happened from a month?" Asked Natasha, Tony looked away from her and sighed.
"Nat, you know that there's nothing we need to talk about, you like Steve, and we support you with whatever you choose and-"
"See, that's what I meant Tony, that's not what happened in there, you don't understand, you misunderst- "
"No Natasha, I don't think so, ok! You and Steve kissed in there and I just watched both of you, how is this even a misunderstanding"
Tony spatted as he stopped moving his swing and looked at her.
"T- Tony, me and Steve were on a mission, ok, there was a hydra guy in there and he was looking for us, and as you know that when 2 people are kissing, it's not really nice to look at them... Well, but not with you I guess"
Tony's eyes winded as he looked at her, maybe this is his only chance, maybe now he can date Natasha and they can be happy together finally.
"Also Tony, I understood what you meant by the song and-"
Before Tony could even continue, he kissed her, he couldn't believe himself he finally did it, he's kissing her, and she's not angry at him or pointing her knife at his throat, no, she is cupping his cheeks and smiling in the kiss, few seconds later, they broke the kiss to take their breath and they looked at each others and smile
"Tasha, I know this may be early to say but I love you" Tony said as he smiled at her softly, she curled his hair and rested her forehead on his.
"And I love you too" she said and kissed him again, Tony and Natasha were so happy, they finally did it, after they kissed 2 more times, they confessed to the other and then they decided to walk to the tower since the others forgot about them, so before they take the long walk to the tower, they got themselves ice cream and snacks and talked about everything on their way back to the tower.
Clint's POV
We walked back to the park where Tony and Natasha were supposed to be, but I saw something I didn't expect to see, I stopped the others and we hide behind the tree, TONY AND NATASHA WERE KISSING.
"Is that Tony and Natasha?" Bruce asked as he fixed his glasses and looked at them, Thor was about to say something but I stopped him because I know that he will shout words we don't understand and will destroy the moment.
I took my camera and took a photo of them kissing while on the swing, then they left and we followed them and I kept talking a photo of them for memories.
me and the others talked about what their kids will be called, and what we will wear for their wedding, I mean, I know this is too early but c'mon, it took them a while to do this!
I decided to send them the photos I took of them, and closed my phone so they won't be able to track me and kill me and the others or see their angry messages and damm, who knew that I'm really a good photographer.
Hey guyysss, sorry I didn't check if there's any mistakes in the chapter, thanks for reading I hope you liked the chapter! If you have any new one shots idea, just tell moi. <3