Nobody -ironwidow
((A/N,this story will be Romanoff industries!, in case that you don't understand, this is like a role reversal between tony and Natasha and pepper, where Tony is Natasha's assistant and Natasha and her family own the Romanoff industries. but tony quit working with Natasha because fury made him to work as an agent of shield))
Natasha sat in front of the big windows, with sad eyes staring at the beautiful lights of New York, she's all alone now, no one is here for her, no one is here to stay with her or talk to her, her parents and her sister Yelena, they're in Russia, running the company in there, they don't visit as much as before because a lot of things is happening.
She sighed and wished if she just stayed there and didn't leave, if she didn't ask her father to be the one to stay here in America to run the company with his friend Howard stark, then, she remembered someone, who because of him, she just decided that it's not really that bad to live alone in America and to run the company, without her parents being always next to her and not always visiting her, someone who showed her life is beautiful, showed her that she's loved and deserve love, and showed her that she finally
Found the love of her life,
But, he left her
He left her alone like everyone else did. She knew that he was right. she knew that she's really a horrible person and she is the worst boss ever, and she doesn't deserve someone who's awesome and great like him.
While all her thoughts were running through her mind, she looked at her guitar, the looked back up at the beautiful lights of New York. Now it's raining, and her tears are falling.
My God, I'm so lonely
So I open the window
To hear sounds of people
To hear sounds of people
She was too late, she wasn't perfect enough, she was scared even when she's so confident and never was scared to tell anyone anything, how is it possible to be so hard to say 3 simple words to someone she knew for 10 years.
Venus, planet of love
Was destroyed by global warming
Did its people want too much, too?
Did its people want too much?
Maybe, that was a good thing that she didn't tell him, because then, she won't destroy his life and get him into her superhero shit, and then, all people will want to get into his life, because 'who's that so lucky guy who's dating Natasha Romanoff'
She really hated those time when he told her that she need someone to be there for her, someone to hug her when she needs and someone to sleep next to her, to calm her down when she has nightmares, this asshole didn't realize that she didn't want his pity or him to give her advices, she wanted him, she NEEDED him.
And I don't want your pity
I just want somebody near me
Guess I'm a coward
I just want to feel alright
She's now just sitting her all alone, with no one to wipe her tears and tell her everything will be ok, someone to wrap a blanket around her and give her a cup of hot chocolate, and to hold her close
And I know no one will save me
I just need someone to kiss
Give me one good honest kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody
She was just sitting in her big new tower, singing and playing her guitar. Everyone thinks that she's rich, so she's so happy and has the best life. but the truth is, she's so empty from the inside, and she's so lonely and sad. she has no one, and no one wants her.
I've been big and small
And big and small
And big and small again
And still nobody wants me
Still nobody wants me
She just kept singing and singing, the hot tears pouring down her eyes. She just feels so tired and exhausted, she can't do this anymore. she's useless, she can't do anything. She can't help anyone. She's pretty sure that, she was just a mistake and wasn't supposed to be here.
And I know no one will save me
I'm just asking for a kiss
Give me one good movie kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Tony's POV
Today, will be a different day, a really different and a hard day, I knew it will come if not soon then later, since that I'm working with shield, because Fury told me that he wants me to work for then as an agent and a scientist, he just told me that I have to quit from Romanoff industries,
to leave Natasha,
damn, I was about to confess to her my feelings, but then appeared the ugly pirate's face in my phone, because he was calling me.
I had to leave Natasha back then alone on the roof, for the second time. The first one was after I returned from Afghanistan, and now this.
Her father knew, he was there, him, Howard stark and Nick, they told her that she had to work for shield, and her father was the one to tell her, and god knows what he told her about me or the reason 'i quit'.
Fury asked me to do a very important mission, and it needs to be done as soon and fast as possible, because this is a life or death mission, and we need her, we need her help, we need black widow, we need Natasha.
my Natasha
I walked into the tower with flowers. The receptionist gave me those weird looks.
"Excuse me, who are you?" I showed her my old ID and gave her a big grin when she looked at it and then at me.
"Wait, I remember you, aren't you ms Romanoff's old assistant-"
"Yes yes, that's me, can I go and meet her now please"
"Sorry Mr Parker but you can't, ms Romanoff doesn't want anyone to go up to her floor" I sighed, "yes yes I know, she's busy with something, but I'm here to surprise her ok, I will take her on a date, please let me go, don't destroy all the hard work I did!"
I lied, the woman looked at me for a few seconds, and then at me, then she sighed.
"I don't know if I should trust you Mr Parker, you just quit for some reason, only ms Romanoff knew and she didn't come to the company for a long time after, I don't know if I should trust yo-"
"Look, please, I have no time ok, why don't you call her father, he probably know"
She sighed and rolled her eyes, and tried to call Alexis Romanoff, the co-founder of Romanoff Industries, and the great Natasha Romanoff's father.
A few minutes later, she closed the line with him and looked at me from up to down like, this is really uncomfortable.
"He said that you can go to her and to be quick we have no time, and that they will send you a... Quinjet?, Why would you need a quinjet to take her on a date?"
"None of your business" I said as I ran to the elevator, and clicked the button, to take me to the top floor, where Natasha should probably be.
One minute later, the elevator gates opened and I walked out of the elevator, to see the darkness. There's no lights but through the big wall windows and... the beautiful voice singing...
Natasha.
She was sitting there, singing and playing the guitar. I mean, wow, her voice is so beautiful. I missed her so much.
I walked slowly and sat down on the couch, waiting for her to finish her singing, so I told Jarvis to record her singing, I'm sure that we will need this for memories, I mean, I don't want to be a creep, I know that there's a possibility that I will find a knife in my throat because, you're just sitting there singing and having your own time alone to sense someone in there with you, even when I know that she will not just do so and throw the knife at me without knowing my identity and what I want from her.
A few minutes later, she finally finished singing. I think that's my time.
"Agent Romanoff, you miss me?"
No one's POV
"Agent Romanoff, you miss me?"
Natahsa's eyes winded as she heard a very familiar voice behind her. The voice of someone she wanted to meet a very long time ago, a very soft and beautiful voice, she was used to hearing everyday.
She looked behind her to find tony sitting on the coach wearing a...shield uniform?, She looked at him with red puffy eyes and looked away, not believing what she saw, as much as she wanted, to run to him and hug him, to cry on his chest, and to hear him telling her calming words. but she doesn't want him to see her weak, not anymore.
"W- what do you want, and what are you doing in here" Natasha said in a hoarse voice. Tony sighed and got up from the coach, taking 3 steps toward her.
"I came her to apologize, I got you flowers"
Tony said, and Natahsa looked at him with angry eyes.
"You really think that I will believe your shit anymore Parker, if I was you, I would never came to here again after just resigning and tell my father to tell you because I'm a coward and scared to tell you"
Tony looked at her with confusion, "wait what, no wait no, Natasha, you didn't even hear my side of the story-"
Natasha got up and put her guitar aside and looked at him, trying her best not to cry again.
"and I don't want to hear your side of story tony, because I know that it's Fury, he offered you a better job at shield so you just left me and worked with him, and because you were scared, and an asshole, you told my dad to tell me, that- that you had to quit because of some personal reasons! "
Tony felt the tears form in his eyes. Tears were already running down her cheeks. He took a step forward and tried to explain to her.
"N- no Nat, th- that's not what happened, I swear, that's not what happened"
He kept walking towards her until he's now standing right in front of her, only a few inches between them.
"I didn't want to leave you Natahsa, I swear I didn't, F- Fury told me that he needs me in shield, to work for him, I didn't want to, I swear I didn't, I just wanted to stay with you and- and to confess to you Natasha, to tell you how I feel toward you"
Tony said as he wiped her tears. Natasha just stood there and looked at him with wide eyes, can't believe what's happening, how could he just do that, she is so angry at him right now and she wants to punch him in the face then to kiss him.
"Fury made me leave you, but now, I'm here Natasha, to fix everything, to be there for you, to tell you that- that I love you"
Natasha's eyes winded. D-did he just say that... that he love me
Before Tony could say anything else, he found Natasha's soft lips on his lips and her hands on his cheeks.
He just stood there in shock for a few seconds, but he kissed her back and put his hands on her hips. He also decided that he would try his best to make this moment beautiful and never forgotten.
They finally teared apart to take their breath and looked at each others eyes.
"Did this just happen" tony said, not believing himself, and looking at her with soft eyes.
"Yeah" Natasha said as she smiled at him and cupped his cheeks, then they kissed again, having the moment, after a lot of kissing, they finally stopped.
"So, may I ask you, why you're really here, because I'm sure if you came her to confess to me, you wouldn't come while wearing the shield uniform"
Tony's eyes winded, "oh shit, I totally forgot!, We have to go, your father said that he will send us a quinjet, we have to go!"
"No no you wait, what do you mean by that, and where are we going?"
After tony explained to her the whole thing, about how Loki came and took the tesseract, and that Clint and other agents are with him, she groaned and ran to get her suit.
"Are you ready to go?" Tony said as Natahsa ran back with a bag, probably full with her weapons and her black widow suit.
"Yeah, let's go." Natasha said as she ran outside, waiting for the quinjet Alexis said he would send them.
"You know, your voice is really so beautiful, and I- I love the song by the way" Natasha blushed and looked at him. "Thank you," she said as she kissed his cheek and his face was as red as a tomato and she laughed.
After that, Natasha knew, that she was not alone anymore. she got Tony back, the guy she loved for too long, and he finally confessed to her, and now, they're on their way to saving the world together, to make their legacy, and she will not be alone again, he promised.
She will never be alone again, never.
((A/N, the song is called nobody by mitski, in case you're curious to know :). don't forget to tell me your thoughts about this chapter, and if you have any idea for the next chapter, thanks for reading!))