Natasha's pov
Me and my assistant Tony went together to Afghanistan because Obadiah, my father's friend, insisted that he has to go with me to try the new missile, we tried it,, and it worked .
We were on our way back until something we didn't expect happened. There are some terrorists attacked us.
Now I'm standing in front of the dead soldiers with blood everywhere, they are collecting the dead soldiers bodies and they can't find my assistant's dead body, all they found is his phone, the last numbers he called was Obadiah and someone named Peter with a photo of a kid, he called that number when me and him and rhodey were on the plane. We decided that we have to return the dead soldiers' bodies to their families to bury them, then rhodey and some soldiers will return to look for Tony and return him back, alive or not.
When we were on the plane, my private plane, the tv was showing the news of what happened in Afghan, dad called me and told me that he will meet me at the airport and of course he and mom where panicking and scared.
Rhodey, on the other side of the table, was receiving calls from his dead friends families to ask them what happened. And it always ends with a crying mother for her son, or a fainted wife for her husband, or a sad father and brother who tries to not have a mental break down.
Rhodey's phone rang, and there was a photo of a woman. The ID says her name is ' may ' , he hesitated to answer the phone . It look like this call is a different one. There is a tear shid from his eye .
"Hey , I can answer this phone if you want" "n- no , no,it's okay I will answer it"
He took the phone and answers it .
"H..hey may "
"Oh my god rhodey thanks God you are okay , what happened , where is Tony, Peter is so worried about him "
I could hear the woman 'may ' says to rhodey. That's the first time I knew that Tony have a family, a wife ? He isn't married. He never told me that he has a girlfriend?
"Uhh , why don't you guys meet us at the airport and I will Explain to you everything " Rhodey said with a hoarse voice
"Rhodey, where is tony ?"
"H- he is missing, we can't find him, we don't even know if he is alive or not " the tears were falling from his eyes like a waterfall , I could hear that may also was crying .
"W- what should I say to Ben and Peter"
"Tell them the truth , t- they gonna know anyway , I have to go now , bye"
he said and closed the line.i took his hand in mine to comfort him.
"Who is she ?"
" She is tony's sister in law , Tony's brother's wife , Ben, we will meet her in the airport and you will meet her "
Time skip
we arrived before the other army's plane, when we got out of the plane , there was too many people , even my parents and Yelena was there, there was a two women , the older one is the mother of the other woman, they ran to rhodey to hug him .
I went to my parents and yelena to hugged them .
"Oh my god,honey , thanks God you are okay"my mom said hugging me tighter.
"I'm fine mom "
then I remembered the faces of the dead soldiers who tried to keeps me safe and
Tony
He is maybe died now because of me , trying to keeps me safe, I could feel the hot tears running down my cheeks
"The next time I will send more soldiers with you, or you know what, I'm not sending you anywhere" dad said
" NO"
i don't want to be the reason of more dead people and watch their families crying and have a hard time while I'm watching, all of this is because of me, if they let me fight with them , they all won't be dead... after all im well trained with those things in shield , dad is an old shield agent and he is a friend of Howard stark and Peggy Carter.
"What do you mean by no ?!"
"I... " Thankfully, rhodey came for the rescue, thanks rhodye I owe you one
"H- hey Mr and Mrs romanov "
"Hey James , how are you doing? "
"I am fine thank you, nat do you want to meet may ?"
I nodded and walked with him to where may is supposed to be , there was the same woman, may , with a man in his last thirties I assume it's Ben , next to him , was a little boy holding his hands and looked scared, I think he is their son , Peter , I heard may talking about him .
Rhodey whispered to me " hey , can you please drag the little boy away after you meet may and Ben ? " I nodded.
"Uncle rhodey "the little boy ran to rhodey and rhodey picked him up, "where is daddy ? " Wait what, daddy?Wait, what the- , wait...,does he mean...Tony?
Tony have all his time with me that's not possible, he can't have a son?! How!
"May, Ben, Peter this is Natasha romanov, nat this is may , Ben, Peter "I shake may and Ben's hands and ruffled the little kids hair "it's nice to meet you "
"It's nice to meet you too ms Romanoff "
"Nat , why don't you go with peter and have a time with him, he is a big fan" Peter looked at me with wide eyes.
When the others walked away to talk I kneeled to his high. I gave him my hand to shake it
"Hey Peter it's nice to meet you "
He took my hand "h- hi I- it's nice to meet you miss romanov , daddy told me a lot about you " he said a bit shy looking around him, "b- but where is daddy ?"
"W- who is your dad and where is your mom"
"My daddy is working with you his name is dad, I- I don't have a mommy"
my eyes winded with surprise and shock , T...Tony is a father,after all this time I have been working with him, he was a father of this little boy , he was spending all his time with me, was he even spending time with his son.
Because of me he will never see his son again . The kid, Peter , said that he doesn't has any mother , what happened to her , where is she? .
"Your father is in a mission , i'm sorry about your mom I didn't mean to talk about her, I didn't even know that your father was married or have a son" the guilt and shame was all over me.
What was Tony doing with his son when I was calling him and 2am drunk and asking him to come and get me, what he was doing when I was always making him always to be with me and don't even give him vacations , I'm even sure he had more time with me than Peter. If I just knew.
Now maybe he will never see him again, his mother died now his father is too.
"No it's okay, daddy was always there for me , I didn't need her much even when... I wanted to know who is she, I never met her actually "
I nodded then I have this great idea that maybe will makes me feels less guilty.
"So , Pete, are you genius like your father?"
"Yeah daddy told me that I'm so smart and when I grow up maybe I will be smarter than him, I know that I can't be smarter, maybe I will be equal to him , he even has a little lab in our home, me and him work in there, I made my first circuit board when I was 4! Just like him! "
"That's awesome ,So what about you come often to my house so we can have time in my lab and make awesome inventions, of course if your aunt and uncle accepted " his eyes lit up with happiness.
"Really , thank you so much miss romanov"
"You can call me nat "
"T- thank you miss ro Nat, well, sometimes daddy call you Tasha, can I call you Tasha? "
I laughed at him "ok little one, let's go and ask your aunt If you can come Ann's stay with me"
We walked to may, Ben and rhodey who had tears in their eyes .
"Aunt may, aunt may , c- can I go with miss romanov later to her house so we can go to her lab and do awesome things! Inventions! "
Peter said as he waved his hand in the air,rhodey looked at me with a small smile and wispered 'thank you'
"Don't worry Peter I will find your father and will do all I could"
"W- wait isn't he in a mission " his expression changed from happy and cheerful to shock and wide eyes with a pale face.
Rhodey looked at me with confusion then understood that I didn't want to tell Peter the truth .
"Shit " he wispered
"U- uncle rhodey, w- where is daddy ?"
"I- I promise you that I will find him"
The tears ran down the poor boy's eyes
"H- he promised that he will return , h- he promised , h- he lied to me " he ran to a car crying , all of this because of me , If I said no to Obie maybe Peter won't be that sad because of me.
All the people around us looked at me , all of these people are here to take a brother, father, or son's dead body . They all look at me with disgust in their face.
"Okay c'mon we have to go now."
My dad puts his hands on my shoulder and dragged me to the car after excusing the Parkers.
When we got in the car , the guilt washed all over me, this all because of my pathetic, selfish moves.
"Honey, you know it's not because of you right?"
Mum said softly, she put her hand on my shoulder on the other side of mum, dad was making some call, while yelena was thinking of something.
"Hey, will you really take your assistant's son to your lab, are you sure that he won't destroy anything ?"
Yelena asked confused. So that's was what she thinking about, really Yelena
"Yeah that's the least I can do, his father is somewhere out there, I don't even know if he's dead or alive, and this is because of me "
Mom looked down with sad expressions
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No one's POV
One week later Natasha called rhodey to ask him about the parkers and asked him if she can have Peter with her. Of course the parkers accepted and she took their number so she can call them whenever she is free to have Peter's company.
She didn't expect that Peter will be that smart, he is so clever and cute...just like his father.
There is so strong relationship between them now like a mother and a son plus that's Peter never has a mother. Now nat barely had one night stands in her home , she doesn't drink like before, and have more time with Peter. Maybe Peter was missing his dad so much and talk about his time with his dad in the lab but she's sure that Tony will return, she can't be the reason this small child be orphan from both parents.
The things stayed like that for the whole three months, until...
Natasha woke up on her phone ringing, who the hell is calling me at 3am. Thought Natasha.
When she took her phone from the night stand, she found it was rhodey , it's looks there is something new happened in Afghanistan, of course he won't call me at 3am for nothing or to just check on her
Natasha's POV
"Hello? "
" Natasha , you won't believe this, we found him , we found tony in the middle of the desert! "
I could feel a hot tears in my eyes, I couldn't believe myself, he's alive, he's alive, Peter will get his dad's back, I will get him back, Tony,
my Tony
"B- but how did he survive ?"
"I don't know, he doesn't want to talk to anyone , he doesn't look so good , can you please tell the parkers" he sounded sad but so happy and excited at the same time, at least we found him.
"Okay , send him my greetings " I closed the line and fastly start dealing the parkers.
"Hey , miss romanov is everything okay ?" Came the sleepy voice of may parker.
"May, they found him!, they found Tony and he is alive !"
"Oh my god, OH MY- " I could hear her waking Ben up" Ben, BEN, honey wake up , th- they found him, Tony, they found Tony Ben they found Tony!"
"oh my god may , r-Really Peter , PETER " I smiled at them, maybe I couldn't see their face , but I knew very well that there was happy tears in their eyes.
"Yes Uncle Ben what happened ?" Came the sleepy tired voice of Peter Parker.
"Your dad is going to return Peter , your daddy is alive, HE IS ALIVE AND COMING BACK "
"REALLY , OHMYGODDADDYISALIVE"
"c...come here and say thanks to miss romanov honey "
"THANK YOU MISS ROMANOV THANK YOU VERY MUCH AUNT TASHA!!"
I smiled at the happy little boy, and what made me smile even more, him calling me aunt Tasha, gosh, Tony use to call me Tasha, now his son is calling me aunt Tasha...which remind me, I have to ask him why he didn't tell me about Peter.
" No Pete you have to thank your uncle rhodey not me "
"OKAY THANK YOU AUNTIE NAT THANKS SO MUCH, I- I HAVE TO GO NOW, BYE!" he said and closed the line.
Is the relationship between me and the kid became that good , well that's a good sign that me and Peter's relationship is good , he is a genius kid and so cute , he is the perfect son that anyone will ever dream about , Tony is really lucky for that.
𝕋𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕡
I met the parkers at the airport waiting for Tony to come with rhodey from Afghanistan .
" Hey Pete, are you excited?" I asked Peter and he ran to me to hug me.
"Yeah auntie nat , I want to tell daddy everything happened and to tell him what we did in the lab! " he said , Ben and may came from behind him and greeted me .
"Hey miss romanov , thank you for coming and finding Tony " said Ben while he and may shoke my hand.
"No Mr. Parker , I was the reason that happened , if he didn't come he wouldn't be kidnapped or lost "
I said with guilt, before he could answer, my dad came from behind him, he came here to know what happened and to asks Tony about everything that happened , even when I told him that Tony may not talk , he insisted...and also he came to check on him...I suppose.
" Hi, I think you are tony's brother and Tony's step sister right, it's nice to meet you iam Alexi romanov " dad said shaking their hands.
"It's pleasure to meet you, I'm Ben Parker " dad smiled at him then he looked at Peter , of course dad came to visit me with mom and Yelena the last three months , he met Peter and they are like friends now.
"Hey kid how are you doing at school?"
"I'm fine Mr romanov , the school is good"
After ten minutes there is a large army plane landed
( I don't really remember what it was called so... Duh ) of course this is it .
TONY'S POV
I walked down the plane , I could see a small body running to my direction.
It's Peter.
My son Peter , the one that I didn't see for three months , the one if he wasn't existed , I wouldn't want to get out of the cave...next to Natasha, and without him I would lose hope .
"DADDY " he ran to me with tears running down his eyes, I kneeled to his high to hug him , when he came to my emprace I could hear his sobs.
"I missed you so much daddy" I got up and started walking to where the beautiful red head and my brother and his wife was, Natasha's father is here too, of course he is here to ask me what happened, put I don't think he will get exept one answer.
Hi , I don't think everyone will know what is the one answer , that's for now later I will post the second chapter.
Edit: so, I read this ^^ while rewriting/ editing the story and... I don't even know wtf I was talking about
-the quackson kid