~Marvel One Shots~

It didn't take long before your brain wandered off to Thor after the Avengers meeting was over.

The God of Thunder should've been there.

He was always the one with the most enthusiasm and motivation in the group, but he never showed up and it concerned you.

Perhaps it was the best decision to pay him a visit....

You had climbed into your car to travel to New Asgard that was located near the sea and it took a while before you arrived there and saw the sign for the place appear in your eye sight. "Where are you hiding, Thor?" You whispered to yourself as you drove through the first part of the small village, parking your car somewhere close to the beginning because it was too crowded to drive through the streets. You automatically locked your car after you got out, even though you knew it wasn't necessary, and you accidentally bumped into Valkyrie.

"I'm so sorry." You immediately apologised.

"Don't make a big deal out of it,  Y/N." She winked. "Thor's up there, but he doesn't like visitors." She pointed at a small house on top of the highest mountain. "Even Korg and Miek aren't allowed in there anymore."

"It's that bad?"

"Yeah." She clearly had a serious look on her face and rolled up a fishing net. "Yeah it actually is so go there at your own risk." She then gave you a warm smile. "You've been warned."

"Thank you." You gave her a nod and walked up the big stone roads until you reached its narrow stairs. You then climbed them slowly and finally arrived at the cottage.

From up close, it wasn't actually that small at all.

Your hand leaned against the door and you hesitated before knocking on the door in your made up way. You always did that so he knew it was you, but that was before he disappeared without saying anything.

"Nooo!" You could hear him whine loudly. "I'm not home!"

"Thor? I'm coming in okay?" You would no matter what go inside to check on him and definitely now since he lost everything and started to isolate himself.

You carefully opened the door, the dust floating around from the force that was behind the push.

It seemed nobody had come to visit in a long time....

"Thor?" You slowly walked around, trying to find the sad god. "I'm inside."

"I told you to go away." He stumbled into the hallway, knocking over expensive Norse vases as he pointed at you with a bottle of beer in his right hand. "I don't want you here, Y/N!"

"Thor, you're drunk." You got up to him, dodging a swing of his arm. "Let me help you-...." You held out your hand.

"I'm not drunk, I'm trying to get drunk." He corrected you, moving your hand away while he glided down the wall so he was sitting on the floor with his back against the torn up walls. "And I don't need your help so please leave."

Behind his cold words was suppressed sadness and grief.

You could hear it.

Could see it as well.

"Thor, what's really going on? Come on, you're safe, just tell me." You slowly squatted next to him and then sat down, holding his hand in a lovely manner.

"I can't keep things for long, I just lose them." A tear escaped the corner of his eye and rolled down his cheek. "First it's family, then friends.... then my ability to even love. Y/N, I'm done with this." He sniffed, drying his tears that kept falling down his cheeks and onto his chubby bare chest. "Look at me, I'm ugly and fat and can't seem to function at all."

You could feel his sadness and your hand went to his chest, the place where his heart would be.

"My love, listen to me." You began, your own voice cracking a bit because of seeing him like this for the first time in your life. He was always the one to let you cry on his shoulder, never the other way around. "You didn't lose everyone you have.... there are still people around that still care for you and who'll gladly help you through all these dark times. Why do you think I'm here? I love you, Thor, with whole my heart and I can't stand seeing you like this. If I knew this.... I would've come way sooner to help." You moved a bit closer to him as you pointed at his chest. "And don't you dare say that you're ugly and fat ever again, you're still as hot and good-looking as ever."

His bloodshot eyes lit up, his back straightened a little and his lips met yours. Your hands went up to his long hair as you straddled his lap, your lips dancing with his as you felt his confidence growing back a little bit.

"Thor, leave the drink." You panted against his lips and gently took over the bottle. "I have something better to cheer you up."

He gave in, nodding, and his hands went to your hips while you put down the bottle.

You then stood up, helping him raise to his feet as well.

"My bedroom is a mess." He honestly blurred out and glared at you awkwardly. "I think the couch is better for us."

"Whatever you desire most." You smiled warmly and sat him down onto his couch once you arrived there with him, your hand brushing against his semi-hard dick while you took a seat next to him. "I'll help you clean everything afterwards, okay?"

"Mhuh." He bit his lip, insecure about whether you still wanted to do this with him, and you kissed him passionately, sucking his bottom lip into your mouth before you slid your tongue in his. You could feel his tongue doing the exact same thing, meeting yours and exploring your mouth softly.

He tasted so good.... except for the big amount of beer tasting saliva you sometimes tasted.

In the meantime your hand gently massaged his deliciously massive familiar dick through his baby blue sweats and you could feel his light groans vibrate in your mouth.

You urged for him, to swallow him whole, to do anything that involved you and that massive cock inside your mouth.

You pulled back, throwing one of his old pillows onto the floor in between his legs and dropping to your knees in the process. You tugged onto his pants to show him what you wanted to do for him and he smiled, helping you to pull down his pants. His hard dick jumped up in front of your face as it was freed and you watched him through your lashes, collecting your spit so you could let your hot saliva drip over the tip. You could hear him taking in deep breaths as your slender thumb ran over his sensitive tip and then your hand trailed down the length of his shaft to stroke your spit into him. "My god likes it?"

"I love it, keep going Y/N."

It motivated you and you lowered your head to kiss the wet tip, popping your full lips around just an inch of him at first to tease him a little and take it easy on him.

"I just love feeling your body enjoying everything I do." You moaned in a seductive way and maintained eye contact with the blue eyed god as you sucked and licked the first two inches of him. "Mmm~."

You honestly had no end goal in sight and you went slow on him, taking your time so he could truly relax and forget all his misery, even if it was only for a brief second.

Your lips pulled back, leaving a trail of light sucks and kisses down his now throbbing shaft and you brought your hands up to his torso to message his tensed up body.

When you had formed enough spit again to actually have him in your mouth fully, you gently flicked your tongue over the head; back and forth and up and down. It gave him a sort of ecstasy he seemed to not have felt in a long time and you creeped your lips up over the head of his cock, taking his perfect curved and shining dick in your mouth fully and you could feel his precum already leaking into your throat as you moved your head downward, immediately taking him deep. "Gods, Y/N!"

You could feel the gorgeous texture of his cock on your tongue and every movement it made as you sucked him real slow and good.

You moved your lips over your teeth and hollowed your cheeks every time you went upwards so it wouldn't be uncomfortable for him and one of your hands left his cute chubby body as you gently massaged his balls.

You kept on bobbing your head at a comfortable and passionate pace for a long time, feeling his messy dick swell even more and hearing him growl your name. "Y/N."

He was close and you knew it.

You slapped his cock against your tongue when you felt it twitch, stroking him in the meantime, and his white creamy cum filled your mouth.

You swallowed every single last drop and licked him clean before you looked up, seeing him smirk widely. "Perhaps you're right, I think I am capable of loving.... loving you, Y/N."

Thor lifted you up and held you close as he kissed you deeply.

"I love you too, Thor." You mumbled in between the kisses. "You'll survive this, everything will be okay, I promise."