He wanted to start over again (1)
Loki felt that he was at a crossroads of choice.
The choice that won't be given again.
And a ridiculous time travel.
Wearing a helmet and a white suit, the so-called "Avengers" stood on the device in circle around. Everyone seems to be nervous but holding out hope.
Time heist? You all are doing something absurd.
Midgardians had hectic days like people hanging the edge of the cliff while Loki pouring out words that no one heard about how dangerous and reckless it was around them. An unrealistic plan became detailed, and some operations were created. It seemed to proceed quite smooth, but who knows? The number of people who went on the travel and those who returned might be different. Or someone who left and who returned may not be the same person.
Time travel, it has so many variables. That means there are many risky factors. However, Loki, who was nagging with no listeners, at last also poured his heart out when the start of the travel rang.
I want to go back, too.
I hope you to save me.
I hope you to put only one more thing, my life, on the weight of the creatures you're going to save.
After wandering in the void for five years, Loki wanted to quit everything. No, putting a little greed, he wanted to survive. He wanted to start over. But, Is there a fool Earthman to save the villain who had invaded the Earth? Loki gave up.
Since one day Thor was reluctant to hear his younger brother's name, Loki have not been topic even in empty words. It is natural for a villain suddenly dead in past to be buried in memory. So when the Avengers return and succeed to save the half of the universe, no one remember such villain and take care of his revive.
Somewhere in Loki's mind was twisted.
If so, should I just stare at the half of the universe come to life? Should I just suffer from this awful loneliness while everyone excluding me is smiling in blessings and happiness?
The Thor’s slur occasionally calling his brother's name, will also disappear. He will put his unfortunately dead younger brother away behind his mind, being busy feeling a miraculous joy. That's how Loki is forgotten, being isolated in the world. With his eyes open vividly, dries to death slowly.
I don't want to.
Loki drew a gloomy future, and then chose like being pushed some wave.
There is no suit, no helmet. Even no given weird red liquid called Pym particles. All he has is only a piece of soul, so no one knows where he'll go. His existence might be torn traceless in the vortex of time. Maybe he'll be bounced into the wrong future. Even if he's extremely lucky so succeed in going back to the past, he might be still ghost cannot doing anything and just watching.
Even if so.
Even if so, Loki desire to throw himself.
He want to bet his soul on a slim possibility.
Like the last choice he made alive. Like the reckless act attacking Thanos for Thor.
Loki stood on the time travel device following Thor, who had become bigger than before. While Avengers sharing a nervous but hopeful look each other, Loki shared a hug with his brother that was obvious to pass through.
It was the last hug with his Thor.