Chapter 11
"I spent the night with Carla" as soon as you heard those words you felt nauseous. This can't be true right? He won't do that. Not your sweet baby lo. You cross your arms and look at him, he looks guilty of something. He was wearing a black t shirt with a black jacket, looked exactly how he looked when he came to see you the second time at the store. You would tie him up and ruin him if it wasn't for the uncomfortable conversation you both were about to have.
"Do you want to think about what you just said and word your sentence more carefully?" You ask him not wanting to believe the implications his words made.
He looks at you curiously and then realises what he said
"Oh no no, not like that, I didn't sleep with her as much as she wanted to" he mumbles. Boy is he making this worse or what. Why would he even go to her when he knows what she wants, that too at night, and then not tell you about it for weeks. "Continue lo you have my curiosity peaked" you say to him and he looks down. He can already tell you're going to be so disappointed in him.
"Are you finally back to your senses loki?"
"Oh trust me I truly am" he smiles and she pulls him inside her house. The touch infuriates him, he feels disgusted by it. "What brings you here sweetie?" She asks loki, her voice dripping with fakeness "why don't you sit down on that couch over there angel" he takes two steps towards her and she bites her lips. "Whatever you say sweetie" she sits down on of the couch and he sits right in front of her on the other one, she watches him unbutton his sleeves and then his shirt buttons one by one "oh lo what are you doing honey, can't say I'm not aroused by it, always liked your tight little body" he gives out a breathy laugh as he takes his shirt off and waves his finger, she sees a wave of green shimmer around herself and she feels tied? He tied her up with invisible binds , there was nothing there but she still couldn't move her arms or legs, that sends her confidence a little into overdrive. He walks up to her and bends down on his knees to her level "first of all, I never want to hear that petname from your filthy mouth do you understand? It's reserved for my princess, my princess y/n, future princess of asgard, to be loving wife to the god of mischief Loki odinson, would be sister in law to the mighty thor, honored daughter in law to allmother frigga and allfather Odin, destined mother to lokisons and lokidottirs, you paid her a little visit today didn't you?"
Now she's scared and now she's starting to freak out a little, she never thought he would ever harm her, but the fire in his eyes right now made her scared of him. But she was jealous too, jealous of you, she could have been at your place if she wasn't such a fool, could have lived the life of royalty. "Loki what are you doing you ...you won't get away with this" he stutters and it's so satisfying to him.
"Oh I won't Carla? Are you sure of that? But I thought I was the big bad powerful sorcerer you cried wolf about, who could do anything, who ruined your life, what's stopping me from doing it again? Afterall I'm the monster right?" He morphs into his frost giant form as he finishes, her eyes widening at the sight, she has never seen him like that from so up close. "Tell me dear carla what's stopping me from snapping your neck in half and affixing it back again, then doing it over n over again until you're begging to hear the sweet silence of death ?" He sits down on the couch again and she is legit freaking out now, she's hyperventilating and she has started to cry already. "Loki I'm sorry I'm sorry please let me go, I would never bother you again I swear, I'll do whatever you want" she pleads and he smiles. This is so satisfying, she shouldn't have messed with you, shouldn't have made you doubt your worth.
"I'm not here because you bothered me Carla, I took your abuse and harrasment and never said anything, but you really thought I would let you get away with what you did today? Get away with how much you hurt my princess again?" His eyes softens as he mentions you, he wouldn't let anyone make you feel the way she did today. "Oh for god sake she's not even beautiful what do you see in her" she spat angrily and she screams as she feels the binds tightening around her "stop stop pleaseee"
"If I was you I would pick my next words very attentively" loki loses the tightening grip his magic had on her binds and she relaxes "Scream all you want nobody can hear you, perks of being a deity, I can do whatever I want" he laughs and she can't believe this , this can't be the gullible sweet loki she had wrapped around her fingers, this can't be the loki who allowed her to throw him around as she pleased. "You know she allows me to touch her, kiss her, give and receive pleasures from her when I'm like this, when I am how I was supposed to be, how I was born to be, she is so eager to take me inside her, that pretty little thing and I'm working up her warm tight cunt to take my monstrous cock " he conjured a dagger made from ice and aimed it right at the vase kept next to her couch and it made a shattering noise. She flinched and yelped as he did. Was he trying to make her jealous? No. Was he trying to show off that he was accepted and loved just the way he was? Yes. "Never liked that hideous thing for some reason"
"Why are you telling me all this, why are you doing this lokkii, help please somebody help" she screams again and loki made a tch sound as he chuckles "why? Just a bit of fun really" He gives her a wide grinny smile and then he goes blank again, eyes raging mad and scowl visible on his features "Also you asked me what I see in her? Oh I'll tell you, She's a remarkably kind human, the best of the best, she treats me like a living being, she adores me when I look like this, you want to know why? Because this is who I am and there are frost giants like me who deserves acceptance, who deserves to be treated with respect instead of being treated like a monster, she made me see all that, she made me realise the internalized bigotry I had inside me for my own kind, and that makes her special and that makes her something you could never be,she's beguiling and I was enchanted from the very first day I saw her when she made that gift basket for me" he smiles at the memory of that day "infact I should thank you for showing me your true colours and cheating on me that day hmm" he enunciate each and every word and she's too close to either fainting or passing out but he is not done with her yet. She's the reason he's so happy today, if she didn't cheat on him and would have just went to Thor's party with him, he would still be hers today. In all his glory.
"Okay I get it loki you're obsessed with her, let meee goo or else"
"Else what? What will you do?" He walks up to her angrily and put his fingers on her temple and she starts screeching "make it stop make it stop please" she screams and he stops
"You know what that was? Ofcourse you do, it was your own memory right? A very bad one hmm?" he taunts her and circles around the couch "you know why I showed you that?" She sobs and nods in no "so you can be grateful for that, show gratitude that this used to be your worst memory, because next time when you feel scared, or when you wake up from a nightmare, I'm going to be the reason, I'm going to be your worst memory Carla, I can drive you insane with the flick of my fingers, could drive to the brink of madness and you wouldn't even know what hits you" he moves ahead in front of her and loses her binds, there were marks around her wrists "I'll show them this, I'll show them the marks, you won't get away with this" she screams and he laughs "what marks?" He smirks and she looks at her wrist there was nothing "you can't even prove that I was ever here in the first place,Carla. Nobody saw me coming here, not even your security camera" he winks.
She's shaking and flinching at his every move and he should have felt bad about what he did but he don't , not at all. He changes into his aesir form and put on his shirt very slowly just to mess with her further. She would never get to have him like that again "you can pretend to be good all you want loki, but this is your reality, you liked doing this, you're a monster" she cackles
"Well I'm not denying that am I? I can do so much more Carla but then there won't be any difference between you and me" he smiles. "Oh Let's see how long your happiness lasts for loki , she'll die someday, a natural death, old age?, A disease? An accident? She'll die and you'll be all alone again like you deserve to be" she laughs like a witch and she's not wrong, he shouldn't let her get to him, she's trying to rile him up and he needs to go before he does something he would regret. "See you in court, monster" he spat angrily and leaves her apartment. But what she said did bother him for the next two weeks until he finally exploded and told you last night why he was being so aloof. He can't allow you to just die or get old without him. He won't.
When loki finished telling you about everything he said and did that night with Carla, you were shocked, that's not your lo and he could have hurt the case or he could have done something he would have regretted all his life, he was enraged because of you, because she hurt you. He took all of her abuse and didn't say a word all those months but he couldn't let anyone harm you like that. He's going to protect you from every bad thing.
"I'm sorry princess" he mumbles softly and you walk up to him "I know baby, I'm not judging you lo, I know why you did what you did but that's not you baby, you don't enjoy hurting people and i know you didn't enjoy doing what you did" oh but he did, the satisfaction he felt when he saw her shaking and flinching was exhilarating.
"I don't enjoy hurting innocent people princess, but I'm not going to lie and tell you that I didn't enjoy making her suffer through that" his voice dark and twisty as he says that , maybe that's why they called him the dark prince. "Lo? Baby" you try to cup his cheeks but he grabs your hands and pulls you closer to him untill you're smushed into his chest, you look up at him, damn him and his tallness. "I enjoyed every second of it, when I looked into your memory and saw how badly she hurt you I wanted to destroy her whole existence from this realm but I stopped myself for you. Because I know you won't appreciate me losing myself like this" he speaks as he looks directly in your eyes. This is absolutely not the time to get turned on but you can't help it. "I would die for you without a thought but you should know that I would also never hesitate to kill for you either" okay fuck it , you stand up on your tip toes to kiss him passionately, the kiss quickly becomes heated as he picks you up and walks towards the bed, he puts you down on the bed along with himself and you feel him going down towards your neck "this turns you on princess? The thought of me willing to commit enormities for you makes you gush? You never fail to surprise me, you dirty little princess"
He mumbles and you moan as you feel him bucking his hips into yours. It does turn you on, ofcourse you would never want him in any kind of trouble again but his possessiveness for you appeals to the twisted dark side of your mind. You're his and he's so territorial about you, you belong to him and he belongs to you. How can you not be turned on by that. "Mmm something tells me you love that about me" you smirk and push your hips forward against his bulge, he's so hard and you're soaking wet. "Oh I love every little thing about you, ahh how do you want me right now princess? Want to be my puppy? Or want me to go down on my knees and be your pet? Or you want to be my filthy whore,what do you need princess" he whispers in your ear, his voice have a sense of urgency, he wants to drag this out but also wants to be in you as soon as possible "show me your dark side my prince, I need to see" you mumble and his eyes darkens with lust for you.
"So you're choosing to be my whore y/n, I guess you don't like being my sweet princess anymore hmm" he whispers and takes out his cock, he rips the shorts you're wearing and your panties follow, you're just in your tank top that perfectly showcases your erect nipples and the sight of you barely clothed makes him insane "please lo please I need you, love being yours in every fucking way" you beg and he lines up his cock towards your entrance not even bothering to undress himself or you any further "you know when I thought about telling you about that night I didn't think it would go like this, but should have known what a slut my princess can be sometimes, mine though all mine, you're my whore aren't you?" He whispers softly and glides his cock deep inside your dripping cunt in one go. You moan loudly at the feeling of fullness, his size stretches you out so perfectly, as if you were made just for him. Just for this.
"Oh god lo yess yess , yess I am your whore daddy, take everything you want from me please" you mumble as you sob with the pleasure you feel in the moment, his thrusts quick and paced. He slows down his movements when he realises you're close, he needs you to hold on , he needs you to come undone with him, fall apart with him. "Now princess, cum now my sweet princess please" he whines and you let go , your body shivering as you feel his coldness inside you, making you numb in all the good ways. When he pulls out he lies next to you and you feel his right hand intertwining with yours "I love you so much princess" he looks at you with his big doe eyes, that's your lo right there, he might frolick somewhere once in a while but that's who he is deep down, a soft sweet baby.
"I love you sweet baby, you feel okay?" You ask him as you turn your head to peck on his cheeks "I'm perfect princess, so blessed, so grateful for you, never let me go princess please, never ever" he mumbles and you get on top of him to cuddle him. He needs you "I would never dare to do that baby, but you need to stop hiding things from me especially when it's about her, it doesn't do any good to both of us, so next time be a good little prince and just tell me okay? You know I'll never judge you or make you feel awful" Your fingers caress his scalp as you speak to him "okay princess I'm sorry still" he mumbles and you hold him tightly as you drown him with affections. He cleans both of you up soon after and there's one question that's bothering you.
"Lo what happened to her after that? Did you check up on her? I mean I don't care, just curious" you ask him, he's in the kitchen making tea as you sat on the countertop "I didn't but I'm sure she can take little bit of what she can give in plenty" he says and you nod. Maybe he could have taken you to see that, you can understand how that could be so satisfying. He walks up to you and wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer, you clutch him between your legs and put your neck between his neck "smell so good lo, someday I'll eat you whole" you giggle and he smiles. You spent the rest of the day being as close as you can with him, you have two weeks of peace until the case hits the trial, then he took you shopping even though you insisted you didn't need anything, he just needed to pamper you. You saw how girls looked at him and asked him for pictures and other things which he politely declined, but he was being supported and that was good to see. You didn't want to get jealous but you were, you'll always be jealous.
Then he took you to the tower because thor needed to talk on some urgent asgardian matter with loki.
When you reached the living room you both were greeted by thor who had a huge smile on his face. "You're not going to believe who decided to pay us a visit loki, you're going to be delighted" he says cheerfully and then a very beautiful woman sits up from the couch and approaches us. Loki's eyes gets filled with adoration and he tears up instantly as he sees her.
"Mother you're here" he exclaims as he walks up to her and she smiles.
"Heard you thinking of me Loki, how can I not be here when my son needs me the most" she smiles and he hugs her tightly and her eyes fell upon you and She gives you a kind smile.
Oh lord.