after returning to his own universe , he had already found himself on his way to gwen , gwen stacy's grave. it was a habit at this point, whatever to happen to him must be said to her , as she was his everything . from little parts of his day to major aspects in his life, she was the first ,and only to know. but this time it wasnt peter who was gonna go , it was Spiderman . he was too eager and desperate to take his suit of , or think for the sake of his actions . he had hope , lots of it , he was gonna see his gwen again , see her smile again. with this multiverse knowledge , he was gonna give it his all , for his all.
rain wasnt the only thing making a scene , as peter himself couldn't stop his tears . they were tears of hopefulness, self resentment , excitement and pure devastation. hope, he felt cause of his idea of working with the multi verse . self resentment , cause standing in front of her grave ; knowing he is the reason both have to be here and not elsewhere, only bought him pain. excited , to tell her about what had happened . how this was what he always wanted aside from her , having brothers ; saving the world once again . learning from his mistake of depending on his webs and not leaping beforehand , knowing he saved someone else from suffering his pain , but to remember his own , devastation.
being lucky this time , it was only him and her . no one or thing to be seen anywhere . no lights, but the one he had placed there for her. no sound ,but the rains commotion and his incontrollable sobbing of despair . telling her everything , every detail , crying his heart out to her, not even stopping once cause hes grown used to no respond . now that he had spent more time by her grave then by her . as the sun came out and his tears dried out, he had promised with his whole life , to see her one day . to dedicate everything to work his idea of another universe.
days , weeks and even months passed , peter has tried everything he could. But with limited knowledge about such advanced topic , he wasn’t going anywhere with this idea. As it was happiness in the moment and nothing more , having seen the multiverse ruined peter completely ; just when he was in acceptance to his lovers death, he was given false hope . he’s lost everything in hopes of getting back his everything . peter got thrown a hundred steps back into accepting Gwen’s death ,and know hes nothing more than a homeless man who gets kicked out the cemetery with every given chance.
Just when things got better ,No way home destroyed both peters with what's given . and it was about time lover boy joined his girl .