the door opened and i shot up. he stumbled in, nose bloody, grunting and groaning.
“Matt!” i said, running over to him.
i hugged him gently, wrapping my arms around his neck so i wouldn’t squeeze any potential sore or broken bones. he stiffened, and then wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me close.
“you were out so late, i- i got worried,” i stuttered, embarrassed.
“shh it’s okay,” matt murmured, stroking my hair.
“are you injured? besides the nose bleed, i mean.” i asked.
matt shook his head, and pulled off his top. i winced when i saw his torso. the armor did a good job protecting him, but he was still bruised pretty badly. he had two scars running underneath his collar, old ones from a fight long before we met. i ran my finger along one of them, and he exhaled roughly.
“sit down, and let me clean you up.” i said, walking to get the medical kit.
i came back into the living room where he lay sprawled on the couch, bloody and bruised and perfect. my fallen angel.
as i started dabbing at the blood, he grimaced.
“addy, we need to talk about your safety,” he said.
“it’s not an issue because i never go out into the field with you,” i said absentmindedly, concentrating on the bloody scrapes.
“no but addy, i can’t keep doing this to you. worrying you, keeping you up so late, having you clean me up. you don’t deserve this.” he said.
i put down the towel and placed my hands on top of his.
“matthew, i would worry about you even if you were just a really good lawyer. i worry about everyone. and i don’t care about what i deserve, what i want is you.” i say firmly.
matt grunts and shakes his head.
“addy, i think they’re close to figuring out who i am. i cant put you at risk.” he says, pulling his hands out of mine.
“what are you saying, matt?” i ask.
he gets up and turns to face the window.
“i think we need some distance. for your safety.” he says quietly.
i stand up and walk over to him.
“are you breaking up with me? matthew murdock, you remember damn well the promise you made me when we got together. you said you wouldn’t push me away, and you’d never break up with me if you still loved me. do you, do you not love me?” i ask, my voice cracking.
“no, baby of course i still love you-“ he says, but i cut him off.
“DO NOT CALL ME BABY. you don’t get to call me baby, not if you’re breaking my heart like this. i refuse to be another love that didn’t work out because of semantics. you don’t get to do this.” i say.
“goddammit Addy do you think this is fun for me! do you know what it does to me, to know that the one person i love unequivocally can’t be around me for her own safety? it destroys me, Addy it fucking destroys me,” he says.
“then don’t do it!” i scream.
“don’t fucking abandon me when you don’t even know for sure if i’m in danger! god, matt do you see what YOU’RE doing to me! im a godforsaken mess, an idiotic fool, because you showed me a love that i will NEVER have with anyone else. you’re my homeland i fucking love you,” i sniffle as tears flow down my face.
matt walks over to me, cupping my face in his hands.
“please don’t leave,” i whisper.
he brushes the tears off my face and tucks a stray hair behind my ear. when he brings his lips to mine, i reciprocate. he deepens the kiss, pulling my body closer to his. one of his hands is on the small of my back, the other hand rests on my waist. i wrap my arms around his neck, and bite down on his bottom lip. he groans and i swear his eyes darken a few shades. he pushes me against the brick wall, his lips sucking hard on my neck. i moan and he grabs my ass, kneading it. he grabs at my shirt and pulls it off, leaving me just in my underwear. his teeth scrape my collarbone, and i throw my head back against the wall. his big, calloused hands scoop me up, and i wrap my legs around his waist. he walks us to his bedroom, still desperately kissing like our lives depend on it. he sets me down on the bed and pulls off my shirt before crawling on top of me. he starts kissing down my body, one hand propping him up while the other grips my waist so hard, i can feel the bruise form. he starts sucking my breast, his tongue swirling around my nipple.
“fuuuck.” i groan, and when he bites down, i whimper.
he continues kissing down my body, snagging my underwear in his teeth. he pulls it down and throws it to the ground. then he starts kissing up my thighs, sucking and licking the soft skin. i squirm against him as his stubble chafes me. when he gets to his desired destination, he licks a stripe up my slit. i groan and reach down to grab his hair, pulling on it. his tongue enters me, and i buck my hips when he starts swirling patterns on my clit. he grabs my hips, holding me in place as he shakes his head, eating me out furiously. my thighs tighten around him, and i feel my orgasm building. his grip is tight, and when i look down, i see he’s grinding into the bed as he eats me out.
“fuck, matt im gonna, im gonna,” i stutter.
“come for me baby,” he murmurs, and i do, hard, grinding into his face, feeling his stubble burn my thighs.
he fucks me through my orgasm, and by the time he’s done, my legs feel like jello. he pulls himself up and kisses me roughly, and i taste myself on his lips. i start fiddling with his pants, and then he’s completely naked. he grab my thighs, roughly pulling them up so they wrap around his waist. when he pushes into me, i gasp at the stretching feeling. he sets a rough, animalistic pace, pounding into me at an inhuman pace. my nails scrape down his back, and he growls, biting down on my shoulder.
“say you’ll stay,” i whimper and he grunts.
“say you’re mine,” he responds as he gives a a particularly deep thrust, hitting my sweet spot.
i cling to him, crying out.
“i’m yours,” i breathe out, and then i feel myself let go, coming hard.
he keeps going, slinging my legs over his shoulders so he can go deeper, and he delivers one final deep thrust and lets go as well.
he rests his forehead against mine, before rolling us over so i’m lying on top of him. he gathers me up, his hands smoothing over my shaking thighs. my whole body is shaking at this point, and he holds me to his chest.
“i’ll stay,” he says.