Chapter 9
Steve’s POV
She’s laying next to me in my arms and we made love last night to the point my legs shook.
We both weren’t drunk.
This is the first time we made love to one another and I felt my heart beating faster because I finally have her. She didn’t feel repulsed with what I shared about my past. She embraced me.
I’m worried that she’ll still leave me once she knows everything about me.
Y/N groans “Too early, Steve! Why are you awake?”
I looked at that time, it was 7 am. That’s considered late for me because I would have run outside by now. I’ve texted Bucky not to go for training today. I’m sleeping in with my girl.
Bucky texted me back with a middle finger and ‘About time!’
Y/N kisses my chest and then she straddled me to ask “Tell me who took your virginity.”
That made me freeze. I moved her off me as I walked towards the shower.
Y/N can see the question disturbed me because I’m not ready to tell her.
She looked concerned when she says “Steve, I’m sorry!” she thinks she went over the line and shouldn’t have asked.
I turned around and I see the most beautiful woman I have dreamt of for many years to have. She looked sad and guilty. I moved towards her and tell her “There’s a lot of things about me that I can’t tell you but I will. I’m scared you try to leave me as soon as you hear them.”
Y/N shook her head “Nothing you do would make me leave.” she was already touching me and pulling me in for a kiss. How is she not tired and sore?
My tummy growled in protest and we both laughed.
Y/N says “Let’s go shower. My legs are sticky.”
I slapped her ass as we get into the shower together. I fingered her as I cleaned her but she begs “Too sore… please stop.”
I did stop and she trusts me. She kissed me and she can tell how hard I am. She used her hands and pushed me against the cold walls, making me lean back.
She was going to bend down but I know what Darren Cross did to her. I don’t want her to think I expect that of her ever. The wounds are still fresh in our minds.
I shook my head “Just your hands will do. I want you to heal.”
Her hands were on me and she was squeezing me “I can’t believe I fit you last night.”
I smiled “Not many women can do that.”
Her hand smacks my chest and it stings “Don’t ever talk about another woman. I’ll cut your balls off.”
I loved this about her. She’s fierce and yet kind. She’s not afraid of me. Now that she knows my heart is hers. I can see her boldness.
We were kissing and I was touching her breasts as she gave me the best hand job in the shower. All these years, I only imagine her when I’m showering.
I came hard against her tummy. She spread my juice around her tummy while the shower rinses it off but it looked hot.
Y/N says “That’s a lot of cum, Rogers. I’m pretty sure you shot it up to my stomach last night. Leaving no one behind.”
I couldn’t help myself but I spun her facing the wall as I bent down to bite her ass cheek. I helped rinse her everywhere and I smacked her ass cheek every chance I get.
She moaned against my touch and she loved it.
I loved the fact she allowed me to bite her and mark her as mine.
We got out of the shower and Y/N was blow-drying her hair. It felt like a natural thing to do in the shower just watching her apply body lotion and everything.
I didn’t even know it was in my bathroom. She smacked me with body lotion on my chest and said “hmm… looks like a lot of cumming lotion on you.”
She’s got such a dirty mouth. I’m tempted to fill her mouth up.
She licked her lips and walked away like she didn’t just give me another hard-on.
As soon as she was done, she walked through our suite to her room to pick up another dress.
While I looked down at my hard dick “Hairy nipples…stop getting hard. Let her rest. Hairy nipples!”
I felt my head drop because it was going to be hard for me to pretend that she doesn’t affect me.
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Y/N’s POV
I felt nervous and had lots of butterflies in my tummy as I walked away. I’m normally not like this but he brings it out of me.
We had a lot of sex last night and I couldn’t believe how many orgasms he had me on… 4…5?
I usually cum like twice max and then I’m done for weeks.
He had me cumming 5 times. Every single time.
I lay on my bed and I was trying to think while looking up to the ceiling.
I never told anyone about Darren Cross. Even Kathy, my nanny didn’t know but she knew that man was no good. She tried to stop him from coming to my room but my father would call her away to do something.
Painful memories and I realized that deep down, I knew my father knew what was happening to me but he allowed it.
Simply, because I’m unworthy and I’m a whore like my mother even though I was a virgin for Howard.
~ Recalling the memory of Howard talking to John Garrett during poker with my father - 2 years after our wedding day
John said something offensive “I’ve heard someone had a taste of your baby girl, Alex. Way before marriage. A rumor.”
John Garrett knew that Darren Cross touched me inappropriately.
Howard defended me “Regardless, her virgin blood was on my dick. She could have fooled around with others but now she’s mine and only mine.”
My father smiles “Glad she’s not a whore like her mother. You might want to keep an eye on her. Who knows who else she’ll fuck? Gardener or your sons?”
My father is Alexander Pierce and he’s vicious. Even when I’m married to Howard and sitting next to my husband because they wanted their women to act as chess pieces. John Garrett looked at me like he wanted something but he can’t have it.
It made me uncomfortable but Howard had his arm around me “Sweetie, go talk to the other wives and grab something to eat.” he turned to Steve and Natasha who nodded.
I walked away from that table as my father says “Howard, you’re being too soft on her. That girl is like her mother.”
I overheard Howard says “She’s beautiful like Isabel. A woman I couldn’t have and many have thirsted after her. You were a lucky man, Alex. Thanks for approving our marriage because Y/N is just perfect.”
I was listening and eavesdropping but I knew my heart was moved by Howard by then.
John says “I heard she got a cop killed. You didn’t even change her last name that’s why they arrested her.”
Howard smirks “The cop was a predator. My wife was doing some justice for the women. The man deserved to die for threatening my wife, he was going to fuck her with his baton. News traveled fast. Have you guys heard about it? Alex, your girl is tough and I love it.”
John questions “I heard she even dances at your strip club.”
Alexander slams the table in a disapproving manner.
Howard shrugs “She’s learning to dance for me. It’s exercise and the club is private. No one is allowed to watch her dance but me.”
John laughs “A kink, I see. Does she like BDSM too? Do you take her to Rosie’s lounge?”
Howard glared at John “She’s not like that. Stop talking about my wife and focus on yours. Oh right… you killed her when she tried to leave you.”
That made John quiet and that’s when everyone knew Howard has shit on everyone on the table. No one shall mention my name at the poker table again. My father didn’t like the fact I am no longer a topic because Howard would shut it down.
I smirked as I walked away. Howard may not have loved me but he protected me.
~ end of Memory
I’m just now wondering if I’m in love with men who simply protect me because I was vulnerable at a younger age.
Was this how love forms?
Steve said he’ll be loyal to me and I do believe him. He’s a man of his words.
I got up and started to get dressed. I was hungry now. I headed to the kitchen when I see Steve is in his boxers and an apron trying to make bacon.
He poured orange juice for both of us and said “Drink it, so you have energy while I make us food.”
He moved around the kitchen like he knows how to dance so I asked “How did you learn to cook?”
Steve smiles “My brother and I learned over the years early on how to survive.”
I asked, “What’s his name?”
Steve says “He goes by Peter now.”
He’s being mysterious and I asked “What are you hiding Steve?”
Steve sighs “He’s a federal agent so I can’t speak more of him. He’s our inside man.”
That’s a big secret. He trusts me. Howard would have never told me.
I drank my cup and I ask “You trust me?”
Steve nods “I will need to trust my wife.”
My jaw was on the ground.
Steve smiles “You agreed to be all mine yesterday. Has that changed?”
It was really hard to recover from what he just said but I nodded. Maybe we are rushing too fast into this.
Steve says “I’ve been in love with you for 7 years. I don’t want to pressure you so we’ll take a step at a time.” he was removing the excessive oil on his pan like a pro with a paper towel and dumps it in the garbage bin so it doesn’t go in the drain.
He tells me “I don’t cook often and I don’t know where the oil jar is.”
I rolled my eyes and says “I guess we will have to learn everything in your suite if you’re going to be cooking for me.”
Steve smiles as he breaks the eggs like it’s supernatural for him. This domesticated version of him is hot.
He tells me “You look like you want to devour me for breakfast.”
I couldn’t help myself “Oh, there’s more than just devouring Mr. Rogers.”
He reminds me “You’re still sore.”
I smirked “We just need more lube.”
His eyes were dark and he bit his lower lip to conceal his true feelings.
I encourage him “Say it. I want you to tell me every dirty thought, you have of me.” where is this boldness coming from?
He was happy when he heard my words and he tells me “I want to fuck you so hard that you can’t walk out of this suite. My cum will slide down your thighs as you walk but I also want to make love to you on the private jet we are taking today. Perhaps the limo rides too, while Bucky and Sam can sit on the side watching me claim you.”
Oh my god, I almost fell back onto the floor. The man has ways with words.
The toaster popped up the slices of bread and we both were looking at each other in silence.
I grinned “Let’s eat fast because I want it all.”
Steve shook his head “What have you done to Y/N? You’re a minx, not the preppy girl I met years ago.”
I rolled my eyes “? You’re too late in the game. Should have taken my hand and run.”
He looked at me with hard eyes and guilt “I wished I did.”
I shook my head “My father would have killed you. It would have been Romeo and Juliet if you did come back for me.
Steve smirks “Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight. For I never saw true beauty till this night.” A quote from Romeo.
This man reads.
I asked, “Do you read?”
There was something heavy on his chest and he tells me “I was in jail and reading became past time.” he was finishing cooking and placing the plates on the dining table. I moved the juices over and waited for him.
Steve looked at me as he sat down hoping that I wouldn’t run or something as he says “You asked about my virginity. It wasn’t with him. I was 15.”
If I did the math right, he was in jail from 12 until 17. A year later he met me. Why would they keep him in there for so long? But then he said 15.
I looked up with eye-wides. No…
Steve continues as he eats “A nurse came to give me books because they have limited choices. I read everything and tried to learn everything. I took courses because I worried about my brother.” He didn’t mention his mother. He must hate her. I would.
Steve places food into my mouth as he spoke. He wants me to eat so I start eating.
He whispers “I’m going to need you after this, so eat up.” after eating in peace for a bit then he continues “One day, she grabbed me while doing a routine check-up. I brushed her away but she wouldn’t stop until she fucked me on the chair taking what she wanted. If I wanted the books, I had to trade my body in return.”
My tears came and I looked at him wanting him to stop talking but I couldn't. This is his story.
He kept eating and said, “Having this…” as he grabs his boxers “is like a curse. She brought someone on the next visit. I spent two years in that jail because she refused to let me go.”
I was angry and I stood up “Please tell me, she’s dead.”
Steve shook his head “She’s alive with a family in France. She moved as soon as she heard my name in New York.”
Steve pulls me down and says “Eat. I’m going to need you to fuck me so I can stop thinking of her. I can feel her, smell and everything she touched…”
I understood so I scooped up my food and I ate as fast as I could.
Steve looked at me and he did the same.
Perhaps this isn’t the healthiest way to do things but I want him to know he can have me. I’ll have his back.
We were eating fast and as soon as I was done, I waited for him to finish his juice.
We both were kissing. He gently placed me on the sofa as he lifts my dress finding out that I have no underwear.
I whispered “Lube… I don’t think I can handle you this morning without it.”
He removed the apron and boxers quickly. He was so hard for me.
Steve held me to his bed as he places me down gently. He grabs for the lube and he was stroking himself with it.
I lay back as he gets himself ready “Come here, Steve, I want you to kiss me.”
He was moving between my legs and then I asked “Have you kissed anyone before me?”
His answer threw me off “No” and that’s when he thrust inside of me causing me to cry out. He saved his first kiss for me. I took it from him when I threw myself at him.
He was saving himself for me.
The build-up was too much as I arched my back to cum all over his dick within minutes.
Steve kept going until we both reached the edge of ecstasy.
He groans “You’re mine.”
I moaned “Yours!”
I came twice before he empty himself inside of me again.
Steve kisses me and says “I love you, Y/N!”
I patted his arm and says “I like you.” as we both grin at each other like big idiots.
He’s happy that I’m here with him. We were packing because Steve needs to leave for Paris.
There’s a big meeting and my father will be there.
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Steve’s POV
She didn’t judge me for being weak. She was happy that I even know a quote from Romeo and Juliet. She’s perfect in every sense.
As soon as we got inside the limo, Y/N smirks as I don’t make a move on her because Sam, Natasha, and Bucky were in the limo. They can sense something has changed between me and Y/N.
Y/N was a minx “I thought you said you’ll make a move in front of them.” and winks at me.
I covered my face as I start to blush. I shook my head knowing that she wanted to see me squirm.
Sam’s jaw dropped to the floor. Natasha laughs “$50 guys!”
Bucky pulls out his $50 bill from his wallet and hands it over to Natasha before telling me “I knew Steve can’t keep to himself under a month but Natasha bet under three weeks!”
Sam sighs “I bet under 1 week!”
Bucky had too much faith.
Y/N laughs and then she winks at Natasha “Splitting that babe?”
Natasha says “We are shopping in Paris!”
For the first time, I felt happy looking over at Y/N whose smiling at me. She makes me feel good about myself and she kisses my lips like she can’t get enough.
I whispered in her ear “You’re going to get it on the plane.”
She whispers back “So will you.”
I wouldn’t want it any other way. I held her hand.