8 weeks of bottled up feelings
Little over a year ago, Nat was laying on the couch watching the tv patiently, a re-run of friends was on and she watched it with careless happiness. In a way, the group reminded her of the avengers, being sort of a found family of weirdos. But she could care less about what was on tv, she was more excited for Peggy to get home from her mission.
She missed Peggy’s embrace, her kisses, her hugs, her cooking. Nat couldn’t wait just to breath the same air as her. Her heart beginning to race when she heard a car pull into the drive way, turn off, and then its door opening and closing. It was Peggy car, she could recognize it from anywhere, a nice cherry colored charger that nat had insisted should get painted black. Peggy however said cherry was “more her vibe” and Nat couldn’t help but nod in agreement.
She sat up at attention, almost like a solider, her knee bouncing as she waited patiently for Peggy to open the door and walk in. Nat tried to tell herself that she didn’t miss Peggy that much, that she could wait for Peggy to come inside on her own terms, but it was hard to not just bolt out the door and jump into Peggy’s arms. The door knob turned with a click, Peggy sighed and stepped over the threshold.
She had assumed Natasha was at work, pausing in the hall and listening to the tv. ‘Nat loves that god forsaken show-‘ she thought to herself before arms looped around her waist, a head finding its way to the crook of her neck. “You think you can just come home and not say hi Immediately, Carter.” Which made Peggy smile turning around and kissing Nat’s forehead. “Wouldn’t dream of it, darling.” Placing another kiss to Nat’s cheek after saying the nickname.
Natasha hooked her arms over Peggy’s shoulders combing through her thick brunette hair, it was so soft and smelled like coconuts or some other florally and tropical scent. Peggy smiled down at her, allowing own her hands to rest on Nat’s hips and pull her a bit closer “I missed you so much, you have no idea how infuriating fury can be when he doesn’t have Coulson to boss him around, not to mention Steve and Tony were complete dicks the whole time-“.
Nat stole a kiss, the mention of Steve always making her want to drown nat with affection, “shut up and kiss me, Captain.”. Peggy flushed at the nickname, her face burning up more as she felt the hand in her hair tighten and a soft noise escaped her mouth. She was so close to Natasha, and she felt like she was in space because of it. Natasha pulled a little harder in response, Peggy’s grip tightening on her waist while she gave Nat a harsh and out of breath kiss. It caught both of them off guard but nat hiked a leg up, putting it around Peggy’s waist,peggy immediately dropping a hand down to hold Nat’s thigh.
In a matter of a few seconds the two found themselves up against the hallway wall, nat up against it with her hands in Peggy’s hair, Peggy with her forehead rested against Nat’s own. The two smiling like teenagers who just kissed for the first time. Peggy found herself struggling to gather the words she wanted to use, the words that correctly described how she felt, “Nat. If you don’t want to do this it’s completely ok, but I was just wonderi-I-I-“ being stopped mid sentence by Natasha unbuttoning her pants and already attempting to slide them down her hips.
Peggy tried to not stair, to be as respectful as possible because above all she was just a good hearted British captain, right? Well the other half of her was a turned on bisexual and she could really care less about what’s considered proper. She scooped of Natasha after the pants were discarded and carried her off to their bed.
Peggy didn’t put much thought into what she was doing, it just was sort of auto pilot. But now it was all starting to catch up to her and she awkwardly sat on the bed holding Natasha. Nat glanced down at her saying “hey Peggy, what’s wrong?” Cupping her face and tilting up Peggy’s head, kisisng her cheek. Peggy sighed before saying nervously “I haven’t ever.. done this with a woman before Nat- and I don’t want to disappoint you..”
Nat sighed kissing her normally again, smiling, “I’ll take the lead then ok? Leave it up to me to do things, you just enjoy yourself.” And shoved Peggy back on the bed with no objections. Peggy found herself laying back in the pillows, they were oddly comfortable and familiar to her as she tried to relax herself and convince herself she didn’t need to prove anything to nat. “You ok with doing what I talked about, captain?” Natasha asked with a small smile glancing between Peggy and her pants, and Peggy paused for a minute “uhm.. oh! What did you call it.. eating out?”.
Natasha bursted into a fit of laughter shoving her face in Peggy’s stomach for a good minute all while Peggy looked bewildered. Nat lifted her head to glance at Peggy and nodded “mhm, your remember what it is?” “I think so” “are you ok with me doing it to you?”. Peggy thought back for a moment before saying “wouldn’t hurt to try I suppose? Would it?” Accompanied with a wink and pushing some of Nat’s hair back behind her ear.
Nat smiled up at her giving her a kiss and saying “how about some basic rules? We can stop at any time no matter what, no questions asked. If you can’t say stop for some reason give me two taps on the shoulder. Sound good?” Peggy nodded in agreement as Natasha added “I love you.” Giving her one last kiss before sliding back down Peggy’s body. Peggy’s breathing started to become more erratic as nat removed more layers of her clothing until she was breathing through stuttered breaths and nat was asking if she could start.
Peggy gave her a yes relaxing back as best as she could before nat started her work. Although you could argue it wasn’t as important as what she did at shield, it felt fucking amazing to Peggy. Nat’s breath was oddly cool and her tounge was smooth, velvet is the only feeling she could compare it to. Peggy threw her head back and allowed herself to let out a whine, finally decompressing and just taking in the feeling of nat.
She lifted her hips up towards Natasha, who stifled a laugh, and shoved her face further into Peggy. Swirling her tongue around in all the right places, Peggy noted that amongst the list of Natasha’s skills ‘eating me out’ was right next to ‘martial arts’ and ‘best shield agent Peggy has ever dated’. Nat lifted her head a little bit to glance at Peggy aswell as lick the cum off of her lips. She was met with the sight of Peggy with her eyes closed shut and grasping at the sheets.
Nat went back to work trying to go even deeper, receiving whines and grabs at her hair from Peggy. The once fierce captain Carter was a blubbering mess and it was all because of her, Natasha Romanov. Natasha learned quickly that Peggy was easily over sensitive, or rather so she shoved her whole tongue (well as much as she could) into Peggy and was met with a gasping moan that lasted a good minute or so.
Natasha pulled away from her licking up anything that spilled on the blankets and using a untouched blanket to cover Peggy’s lower half, seeing that Peggy was already half lidded and sleepy looking. “Baby?” “Mh?” “Do you want me to get you some water?” Their was a small silence “no.. mh fine don’t worry”. Natasha curling up next to her and began to kiss her shoulder in a circular motion “you did so good peggy you know that? You were so good for me.”. Figuring that she could probably use some positive reinforcement.
“Mh… love you” “I love you too Peggy.”
When Natasha awoke in the morning she was alone in bed, a spell of worry falling over her ‘shit was I dreaming again?’. That’s when she noticed Peggy standing in the doorway in a t shirt and jeans, a warm smile on her face, “morning darling how’d you sleep in?” “After letting out 8 weeks of bottled up feelings and ideas? Amazingly”