Taking Time to Heal
A FEW DAYS LATER
Swallowing hard, Kara rests her shaky hand on the doorknob. It’s the first time she’s been back at her apartment since Lex tried to kill her. Both Alex and Lena offered to come with her, but Kara knew she needed to do this on her own. She’d promised she’d call if she needed their help. Alex tried to argue but surprisingly listened to Lena when she said Kara could handle it on her own. Now, standing in front of her apartment door, hand shaking on the knob, she wonders if she should have brought at least one of them. She slowly turns the handle and enters the space. Immediately, her eyes catch the burn marks across the living room floor. Shutting the door softly, she carefully makes her way through the apartment. A small gasp escapes her lips when she comes across the destroyed wall between the living room and her bedroom. With the scorch marks searing the wallpaper and the drywall hanging off in pieces, Kara’s bed is perfectly framed between the support beams in the walls. Stepping gingerly through the hole in the wall, Kara wraps her arms around herself as she glances around her bedroom. The bed lies untouched, just littered with shrapnel. Brushing some of it off the bed, Kara sits on the edge, and she recalls the moments before her near-death experience.
Lex towers over her, holding the same device Andrea used several weeks earlier. A jolt of fear courses through Kara’s body, the Kryptonite sapping her energy and powers. She crawls backward, trying to distance herself from the pulsating green crystal. Unfortunately, she hits the wall, her back pressing against the cold surface as Lex steps even closer. She gasps from the sudden intensity, her muscles rapidly feeling weaker, her powers disappearing. “Any last words, Kryptonian?” Lex’s voice echoes through her mind, his words jumbling together. She bites out a few words, trying to stall. For what? A small voice reasons in her head. Who is coming to save you, Kara? With each step, the little voice inside her head flashes through her life’s memories. Growing up with Alex, learning to suppress her powers on the new planet, saving Alex’s life, becoming Supergirl, and loving Lena. Each momentary flash drives a new spike of fear into Kara’s heart. She doesn’t want to die, not yet. She can’t say goodbye to Alex yet. She can’t leave Lena. As her name slips from Kara’s lips, she closes her eyes as the green energy blasts her through the wall.
Kara jolts from her memories, her heart thumping loudly in her ears. A few tears slide down her cheeks as she tries to pull herself together. Suddenly, her phone rings loudly in her pocket, startling her. Wiping her cheeks, she answers without checking the caller ID.
“H-hello?” She clears her throat, trying to stop the flow of tears.
“Kara, darling?” Lena’s soft, sultry voice filters through the phone. A small smile plays on Kara’s lips. Hearing Lena’s voice is exactly what she needs right now. “How is it going? Did you grab what you needed?” Kara bites her lip. She hasn’t even started to collect her clothes or personal items yet.
“N-no, sorry, Lena,” Kara says quietly, her voice catching slightly. She rubs the back of her neck, still shaking from the flashback she had.
“Is everything okay?” Lena asks worriedly. “I knew I should have come with you.” Kara contemplates telling Lena about the flashback. If she mentions it, it’ll just cause unnecessary worry for her.
“I’m fine, Lena. Just got a little distracted, that’s all.” She pauses a moment, chewing the inside of her cheek. “Are you sure it’s okay that I stay with you? Alex and Kelly offered if it’s too much of a hassle…” Kara trails off.
“Yes, it’s more than okay, Kara. I want you there,” Lena expresses. “I need you there, Kara. I can’t imagine spending another night away from you. When I thought I lost you, Kara…”
“I’m sorry,” Kara whispers.
“No, no, please don’t apologize. It’s not your fault, Kara.” There’s a small moment of silence before Lena speaks again, her throat scratchy as if she’s been crying again. Kara’s heart sinks. “Do you want some help with your stuff? I can come,” Lena offers. Kara shakes her head.
“No, I’ll be just a few more minutes.” After Lena hangs up, Kara runs a hand through her hair before rummaging through her dresser and closet. Grabbing most of her clothing and all of her hygiene items, she hesitates by the bedroom door. Kneeling by the bed, she removes a small box from underneath the bedframe and tucks it under her arm. Kara takes another glance around and then exits the bedroom, taking the door this time. Not that it changes much. So much for getting her security deposit back. Her landlord won’t be too happy about having to replace an almost entire wall again.
When she steps out onto the street a few minutes later, a sleek black town car pulls up to her. Kara steps backward, her powers still out of commission before the door swings open to reveal the raven-haired CEO gesturing for her to enter the car.
“Lena?” Kara says confused, her head slightly cocked to one side. “I thought I was meeting you at your penthouse later tonight?” As she slides into the car, Lena takes her things and sets them on the seat across from them.
“Yes, but I couldn’t help but worry after our call. You seemed… distraught,” Lena replies. “I hope this is okay, Kara. I didn’t mean to alarm you…” She casts her eyes down, looking sullen, her fingers anxiously picking at the skin around her nails. Kara reaches over, taking Lena’s hands in hers before speaking.
“It’s okay, Lena. I’m just a little on edge.” Kara runs her thumb across the back of Lena’s smooth hand. “I haven’t been adjusting well to not having my powers back yet.”
“Did something happen up there?” Lena asks delicately. Kara glances out the window, avoiding Lena’s gaze. Tears begin to well up in her eyes as she once again recalls the incident. Lena cups Kara’s cheek with her palm and shifts closer to her. “You don’t have to tell me,” she whispers in Kara’s ear. A few tears escape, and run down Kara’s cheeks as she closes her eyes.
“I had a flashback,” Kara admits. “I-I remembered the final moments before Lex struck me with the Kryptonite…” She exhales shakily, trying to keep her composure. “My life flashed before my eyes and I…I didn’t want to die yet, Lena. I wasn’t ready. I didn’t want to leave Alex. Or you.” Kara opens her eyes, connecting with the emerald green that makes her feel safe. “I didn’t want to leave you, Lena Luthor.” With the hand cupping Kara’s cheek, Lena pulls her face closer, pressing her lips gently against Kara’s. It’s soft and soothing but doesn’t last long. Lena’s driver alerts them that they have arrived at Lena’s penthouse. Making their way to the elevator, Kara snakes her hand in Lena’s, the warmth grounding her.
“Are you hungry, Kara? I can make you something or we could order in?” Lena asks, setting her purse on the counter. Kara shakes her head. Lena’s penthouse hasn’t changed a bit since Kara was last here. She takes a few steps toward the living room, the memories of what they did last time flooding her brain. Heat begins to creep up her neck.
“I’m okay, Lena. I’m not very hungry right now, but if you need to eat, please do.” Lena steps forward, bundling Kara into her arms, hands resting on the small of her back. Her lips graze Kara’s ear with her whispered reply.
“I’m not hungry for food.” Goosebumps dot along Kara’s arms. As Lena starts sucking her earlobe, Kara’s hands grab her waist, steadying herself. Lena’s lips travel to her neck, finding Kara’s pulse point. Heat pooling in her core, Kara lets out a small moan, feet already moving toward Lena’s bedroom. “I’ve missed you, Kara Danvers,” Lena breathes out between kisses.
“I-I’ve missed you too, Lena,” Kara manages to gasp out as Lena’s hands bury themselves into her hair. “Oh Rao, you have no idea what you are doing to me.” Lena lets out a small chuckle, finally removing her lips from Kara’s neck. Instead of answering, she begins unbuttoning her blouse, watching Kara. Biting her lip, Kara’s gaze focuses on Lena’s fingers, the urge to do it herself overwhelming. She reaches up to help, but Lena’s hands stop her before she can even reach the material.
“Sit on the bed, Kara.” She hesitates, wanting nothing more to touch the raven-haired goddess in front of her, half her blouse unbuttoned. “Kara, darling. Sit on the bed,” Lena says again, gently pushing her in the direction. “Good girl,” Lena coos, after Kara sits. Not expecting the praise, Kara blushes deep pink, averting her gaze. Her core clenches, the wetness pooling between her thighs. A soft hand cups her chin, forcing her to look into the emerald-green eyes smouldering with lust and need.
“Lena…” Kara begs softly. With her blouse hanging open to display a white, lacy bra, Lena leans forward and presses her lips against Kara’s. Instantly, Kara opens to her, allowing Lena’s tongue to explore her mouth.
“Tell me what you want, Kara,” Lena whispers against her lips, her hands finding the edges of her shirt. Lena takes off Kara’s shirt revealing the mass bruising that’s left behind from the incident. As Lena’s eyes scan her body, Kara suddenly feels self-conscious, moving to cover herself. “Wait, Kara…” Lena lets out a breath. “You’re so beautiful…” Her fingers trace the edges of the bruises, tenderly caressing Kara’s body. They dance along her ribs to her abdomen up to her breasts to her back. Unclasping her bra, Kara lets it fall away, her nipples erect with pleasure.
“Lena… a-are you sure you want to do this?” Kara asks forlornly. Lena tears her eyes away from Kara’s body, her tongue darting out to wet her lips. Kara wishes they were wrapped around her breasts.
“Yes, Kara,” Lena says breathily. “I-I can’t wait another moment. I need you.” Lena surges forward to remove Kara’s pants and underwear, rendering her completely naked now. A small shiver runs through her, goosebumps appearing down her arms. Lena quickly disrobes everything but her lace underwear. Kara notices that it's soaked. “Lay back,” Lena says throatily. “That’s my good girl.” Instead of straddling Kara, Lena kneels on the floor in front of the bed, her knees cushioned by the stray clothing. Leaning forward, she can smell the arousal emanating from Kara, her lips glistening. Feeling Lena’s breath across her thighs, Kara grips the bed sheets in her hands, the feeling of Lena’s warm breath across her core driving her insane. Lena begins trailing kisses from Kara’s inner thighs to her core, avoiding her clit and dragging her nails across her stomach. A soft moan escapes Kara’s lips.
“Oh Rao, Lena… please,” Kara groans impatiently. A small grin appears on Lena’s lips and without answering, she uses the flat of her tongue to lick up the sweet nectar around Kara’s clit. Bucking her hips up, attempting to gain any amount of friction, Kara gasps and clenches the sheets harder. “Lena…” With a flick of her tongue, Lena steals another taste from Kara’s entrance before slowly sliding a finger inside her. Kara whimpers, the intrusion nowhere near the amount of friction needed for a release. Lena adds another finger, still moving them excruciatingly slow.
“Tell me what you want.” Kara groans, Lena’s voice sending shivers down her spine. It takes her a few moments to reply.
“Lena, please, I want you – I need you to fuck me,” Kara pleads. Lena’s fingers lazily pump into her, hitting the sweet spot that she likes.
“Good girl,” Lena praises. Warmth shoots through Kara’s body, the praise increasing her pleasure, her pussy clenching around Lena’s fingers. Lena adds another finger, the other two already coated with Kara’s sweet juices. Moving closer, she lowers her mouth to Kara’s clit, licking, sucking, and kissing the sensitive bud. Kara moans, squirming and bucking against Lena’s mouth and fingers. Lena places a hand on Kara’s hip in an attempt to steady her rolling hips. “Come for me, Kara…” Lena says panting, her fingers sliding in and out of Kara faster. Kara’s pleasure crests, crashing into her as Lena’s name slips from her lips. With her orgasm subsiding, Lena slowly removes her fingers from Kara and greedily laps at the juices coating her lips and thighs.
“Lena, can you do me a favour?” Kara asks once she’s caught her breath.
“Of course, Kara. Anything.” Lena stands, her fingers trailing up Kara’s thighs.
“The-the box on the counter. Bring it for me, please?” Once Lena comes back with the small box that once sat under Kara’s bed, she opens it to reveal a plethora of toys.
“Kara? What’s in the box?” Lena’s confusion is quickly replaced with excitement as Kara pulls out a dark blue strap-on and harness. Setting the box aside, she slips into the harness, adjusting the strap-on. When she’s done, the blue silicone stands out proudly from Kara’s hips, the harness straps dangling at her sides. “Kara…” Lena lets out a soft moan at the beautiful sight.
“Like what you see, Lena?” Kara asks slyly. Lena bites her lip and nods. “Do you want me to fuck you with this?” A slight blush tinges on her cheeks.
“Yes, Kara…please,” Lena begs. Kara slides off the bed, the silicone dildo fluttering from the movement, before standing in front of Lena.
“Kneel, Lena, baby. Suck my cock.”