Spanking - Nathan Bateman
Experiment #86
Kinktober prompt - Day 4 - Spanking
Nathan Bateman x Reader (asexual!reader)
You’ve always been a little bit of an oddball, doing things your own way and not really caring what others thought about it. Perhaps that’s why you get on so well with Nathan. He might seem like a dick sometimes but you find his honesty and attitude of not-giving-a-single-fuck so refreshing after the so many polite, shallow and way too nice conversations you’ve had recently, you can’t help but be intrigued by him. Even if he barged into your office uninvited and not taking no for an answer when you already informed him of your answer in your email.
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Ok, so he can be a real asshole, but he doesn’t do it just for the sake of it, well most of the time he doesn’t do it just for the sake of it. The thing is, you don’t care. You can be just as much of a mean jerk as him and when he is not hitting a particularly sensitive topic, you even find that side of him fun too.
And you find out later on in your relationship that if he does walk into a sensitive topic with less than zero care for his words, all you need to do is to tell him to back off and he immediately does. He never apologises for any of it, not in words at least. What he does is more important anyway, you know he struggles with expressing his feelings, especially if he’s done something wrong. He accepted you as you are and you did the same, so you never argue over petty little things like apologies.
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You just clicked from the beginning when he asked for your help, as your company specialised in developing teaching methods for online lessons based on the individual differences in learning and he needed someone who studied the way of thinking with developing minds this thoroughly, and you refused to sign the NDA and demanded he made your system ‘Nathan-proof’ in exchange because of something he said that made you realise that he accessed your phone when you didn’t answer him as he expected.
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When you started to work together and get to know each other he slowly realised that you have spent most of your life with your studies and building your carrier. You are younger than him, you were lucky to become successful at a young age, just like him. The difference is, that he also had a life experience before he had enough of humanity as a whole and moved as far away from people as possible.
He sees the walls you have built around yourself and he methodically breaks them down one by one, often pushing you out of your safe zone but not your comfort zone. He is challenging you to live a little and that also makes him want to live and not just exist.
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He finds himself catching feelings for you very quickly and because he is Nathan, he makes you into a project. The problem is, you confuse him. He understands you more than anyone but you still surprise him again and again. You two are very similar in some aspects but couldn’t be more different in other ways. He calls you a living contradiction and that is most likely the best, and if anyone asks you the only, label that fits you.
So he approaches every step carefully, making a list of ‘experiments’ to be done and drawing conclusions from your reactions. You are comfortable with him, so he decides to move the scenery to his place where he can dedicate more time for his new favourite project.
After a lot of arguments, unreasonable requests and ‘then, fuck you’-s, you give in and say you’ll move in for a month to work more efficiently on that particular stage of the development. Nathan has a timeframe now and he doesn’t waste a single second. By the time the month is over he makes you forget you ever wanted to leave.
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You are together for a while when something fundamentally changes your relationship. You find the list. You are not mad and you do not tell him for a few months. It is actually flattering in a little wierd, Nathan-way. He has an extremely analytical mind, he sees everything in flows of data, he cannot help it but to stick to his ways to deal with something.
This is why he feels at home with programming, which he tried to teach you but you quickly gave up on it. It was at the end of your first week at his secluded home. He argued that coding is just an other language and languages come easy to you so this shouldn’t be so difficult. He was mostly just frustrated that his plan with you was not progressing as he thought it would and he is running out of time.
Then, you explained to him if you are quick to understand languages that is because they are both order and chaos, your mind doesn’t work like his, you need the chaos, you see it through and you find the order within. Code languages are algorithms, based on linear mathematics, there is only order. He realised then that he approached you the wrong way, he saw you as his equal therefore he came to the wrong conclusions because he made assumptions on the similarities in your personality.
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He started asking you more personal questions, as casually and as slyly as he could, without stepping over the line. His approach changed and he quickly got positive results. But being intimate with you was a tricky thing.
His conclusions:
- You found him objectively
handsomebeautiful? - Yes. - Did you like him as a person? - Definite yes.
- Did you feel any attraction towards him? - Not really.
- Were you interested in a sexual relationship? - Not really.
- Were you interested in a romantic relationship? - No.
- Would you be willing to try for him? - Maybe…
As it turns out you are interested in the idea of having sex but not in the actual act. Although your hormones made you crave it lately more than ever but you just couldn’t imagine actually going through with it.
So Nathan started in little and getting to build up to kisses and more.
You like it. Not in a ‘normal’ way, but in your own way. His touch makes you feel. You are pretty much detached from your body most of the time. He noticed that you tend to wander in your thoughts and asked how it feels like for you as he understood having a non-stop busy mind but you have proved to be a surprise on more than one occasion so he is interested of your perspective, which you gave him:
“It’s like I live in my mind, everything else is two steps in front of me. It feels like I have to step into my body to be here and have to make an other step to get to an outer me that’s interacting with people and the world. Keeping my focus is exhausting so I usually just let my mind wonder.”
He listens to you with all his focus and he understands, he truly does. He raises his hand to your cheek and brushes your hair back a little. You nuzzle into his hand and say something that’s the closest thing to an I love you that you have said so far.
“When you touch me, I’m here. All of me is here for you. You make me feel things I never thought I would be capable of feeling and I’m grateful for your stubborn, unwavering determination of not giving up on me.”
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He keeps updating the list, even after you found it. One day you see a new point with just a line of a letter and a lot of dots like he was hesitating to write it down. You think you know what it is.
He’s been fixated on your ass for a few days now. Always pulling you into a hug by grabbing your bottom or hugging you from behind and making you roll it into him by guiding your hips. Sometimes he outright slaps it.
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You decide it’s time for A talk and you take the notebook and go the kitchen where he is making dinner. He’s listening to some of your songs and dancing a little. You admire him for a minute from the other side of the kitchen, with a soft smile on your face.
“Hey, what you’re up to?” - he asks, seeing your expression that turned into a little mischievous smirk.
“I want to know if experiment number 86 is spanking or anal? Because if it is the later then don’t even bother writing it down. That’s a hard no for me”
He is frozen for a long minute, dinner forgotten, then turns to you but for the first time since you met him, he cannot find his words.
“I…”
“You… What?” - you ask him after an other minute of silent starring.
“I can explain…” - he starts, but you interrupt.
“Explain what? The list? The experiments? Or that you turned me into a project?” - you ask the dreaded questions but there is no anger in your voice, nor do you seem coldly fuming. It’s almost like you are amused…
“So which one did you have in mind?” - you ask, getting closer to him and sliding you hand down from his neck all the way to his hips.
“I already crossed out #44. I knew you are not comfortable with the idea of anal sex.”
“Hmm”
“Can I…?” - he asks, searching your face.
“I don’t think this will be my thing either, but it doesn’t sound that terrible so I can give it a try.”
He holds your chin firmly while he is pressing a rough kiss on your lips and pulls you closer with his other hand on your ass. He quickly stops and turns you around so you are leaning onto the counter, while he is pressing you down with a hand on your upper back he takes hold of your hips and rolls his into yours in lazy circles. Since you are only wearing one of his long shirts and your panties, he has easy access to you.
“You’ve been a bad girl, reading my personal notes.” - he lands a big hit on your ass after he leaned back a little to get rid of your underwear. - “I think you deserve a punishment.”
“You left it open on your desk. How is that my fault?”
“I was going to go easy on you with 5 more hits, but for that comeback, I’ll make it at least 10.” and Nathan hits you again, on the other cheek. He goes back to grinding his erection into you in an angle where he can still deliver blows to your now red and aching ass.
He makes you count the blows and adds two more quick little hits with his other hand to your pussy each time you are too slow with the counting. You feel raw and uncomfortable so you beg him with a trembling voice to stop hitting and just start fucking you already.
He knows you, know you can handle a little pain and he trusts you to tell him to stop if it’s too much. Just like you trust him to stop if you need him to.
So when he frees his hard length and pushes the head into you, but stops as you take a sharp breath and asks if you are ok, you know you are safe with him. It’s always a lot for the first time, he is big and stretches you to your limit. You say you are ok and Nathan pushes in until he is balls deep within you and pressing against your abused, sensitive ass, making you whimper again.
“Ah, fuck, that’s my good girl. Always so fucking good for me. Still so tight… so sensitive… so responsive.”
The pain and the quick, hard trusts he delivers makes you go kind go numb from the waist down but he know you and makes you cum anyway until you are so tight around him that he can barely move. He makes a strangled noise and you feel something hot fill your insides until being so full starts to hurts too.
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When you turn around Nathan is looking at you like he is waiting for something from you.
“What?”
“I can ask now… I want your feedback. Did you like it at least a little or should I cross it off of the list?”
You laugh a little. So typically Nathan to unashamedly get to the point. You turn a little and pull him down to you by his beard to kiss him.
“I am not really into it, I’m sorry. I don’t think I want to do it again, but if you do…”
“Don’t worry about me.”
“But..”
“I can think of plenty other things to try and I don’t have to be sneaky about it anymore. So don’t worry about this.”
“Ok, sooo… what’s experiment #87″?