schizophrenia

Bucky wakes up feeling that the pain is going to eat his head, he put his hand on the other end of the bed to check on his little Sam as he does every day but he didn't find him.

Bucky removed the cover and straightened up looking for his little boy , He found him standing in the bathroom, putting some make-up on his eyes, apparently trying to hide something.

Bucky knows why Sam puts on make-up, it looks like he's turned into a Winter Soldier yesterday, but he doesn't know why his head hurts.

Bucky approached Sam, who was frightened when he grabbed Bucky in the face saying "what happened yesterday" Bucky noticed the fear on Sam's face so Bucky walked away from him

Sam sighed in relief when he learned that Bucky didn't turn into a Winter Soldier again like yesterday, he smiled, "Good morning first my love."

Bucky smiled broken, knowing that Sam would try to change the subject so that Bucky wouldn't feel like a monster. Like every time he realizes he's turned into a winter soldier

“Good morning baby, I asked you what happened yesterday,” said Bucky, Sam continued what he was doing as he said, “I don’t change the subject, Bucky. Nothing big happened yesterday. You just turned into a winter soldier for a minute and then fell asleep.

"Did I hit you in the eye?" Bucky said, Sam put everything in its place and approached Bucky and said, "It's okay baby, she's not strong, now let me get dressed and have breakfast so I won't be late for work.

Sam was going to their bedroom until Bucky pulled him into a kiss that lasted for a few seconds before Bucky separated her saying, "I'm sorry Baby, I know I'm nothing but a monster."

Sam hit Bucky on the forehead, "Say that you're my love, not Bucky's monster. Everyone goes through a lot of bad things, and you're not alone."

Bucky groans in pain from Sam's hit, his head hurts so much. Sam gasped, "Did I hurt you, I'm sorry I didn't mean"

“No, no, my head hurts since I woke up. I don’t know why.” Sam thought for a moment, then said, “I guess because you were hitting yourself in the wall yesterday, it’s okay. You’ll find the medicine in the first drawer. Take it and you’ll be fine.” He kissed him on the cheek and walked away.

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Sam prepares breakfast and thinks about Bucky's condition. He's sad as he is, but he doesn't know what to do or how to get Bucky to get past this stage.

Sam put breakfast on the table, waiting for Bucky. After a few minutes, Bucky came out of the room, smiled at Sam and sat down at the table.

“Feeling better,” Sam said as he put some food for Bucky, “Yeah, better.” Bucky said

" So , What are you going to do today bucky? "

"I'll just go to the doctor."

"It's great, what do you say we have lunch outside?"

"No," said Bucky quickly, "I can't, you can buy lunch and eat it here better."

Sam smiled sadly because he knows why Bucky quickly refused, he's afraid to turn into the Winter Soldier outside so he goes to the doctor hardly"

"Okay, I have to go now take care of yourself my love" Sam put on his jacket and kissed Bucky and went.

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Bucky finished his breakfast and washed the dishes, he went to get ready to go to the doctor

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Sam arrived at the company he works for, entered and greeted his colleagues and sat at his desk

" Oooooooo " The voice came from behind him, which made him panic. He heard the sound of laughter And know who these laughs belong to .

"Torres told you I don't like it."

"Assuming to what you live in, Sam, I think you should be used to it " Torres said

Sam knew what he meant, so he decided to ignore Torres.

"Hello, I'm talking to you"

"I'm not free for your moves or your annoying words, Torres."

"Okay, well, I'm sorry. How are you today? Did something happen yesterday?"

Torres is Sam's best friend, despite the age difference between them, and although they have not known each other for a long time, but they found the chemistry between them very good, so they became close to each other and became knew of almost everything about eachother.

"Just a hit in the eye, nothing more."

“I thought, are you going to continue this relationship until he kills you right?”

"Bucky won't kill me even if he turns into a million characters I don't think he'll try to kill me"

"You idiot, if he's like that, why hit you then?"

" Hit, not kill, Bucky isn't a killer "

" Same thing my mom said before her husband killed her"

"Don't look like your mother, Torres, I'm not her and Bucky isn't your stepfather, your stepfather was a criminal and Bucky isn't."

"There is no difference between them"

"Can you shut the fuck up"

"Sam, I'm not bothering you, I'm just afraid you Your husband is not safe, and I am not ready to hear about your death "

"Why doesn't he go to the insane hospital, for example?" Torres continued

"Bucky's not crazy, he's not a criminal, he's not a murderer, and now he's changing the topic or get away from my face, Torres."

"By the way, you look great today, I wonder how you'll get prettier every day with all this beating haha"

Sam was going to respond but Torres beat him and ran to get coffee.