Take a breathe pt 2
* you wake up the next morning in tremendous pain. Blood still trickling out a few of your cuts. You pull the covers back and try to reach your phone. You barely have the energy to reach for your phone, so you go back to sleep. After a few hours of sleep, Tom knocked on the door. He sees that your asleep and goes to wake you up.
Tom: " hey y/n wake up, we have to leave in just under an hour and then when we arrive you can sleep in your trailer."
Y/n: " ok lemme just get changed."
Tom: " I have some of my clothes for you, I may be the shortest but my clothes might be to big, sorry."
Y/n: " its fine, thank you so much Tom. Do the boys know I'm here?"
Tom: “ yeah but they don’t know about your dad. Anyway go get showered you look like shit.”
* you smile and walk to the bathroom. You look at your self in the mirror and start to cry. There was dried up blood all over your face and bandages soaked through with blood. You take a shower and get changed then you go to the bathroom and take a wet towel to your face. Washing off all the blood and putting new plasters on. You sit on the bed and wipe all your tears away. You pull the hood up, put sunglasses on and a cap on. The thought of facing the boys in your state made you want to throw up. As you walk downstairs you here the boys having a conversation about their plans for the weekend.*
Harry: “ hey y/n, damn Sam got you real good”
Y/n: “ oh damn I didn’t realise. Tom are we going.”
Tom: “ yep let me just go grab my keys and we can go.”
* you stand and wait. You pull out your phone and read your messages. You see a message from Chris and open it it’s says:
Tom told me about the fight at school hope you’re feeling well Sys at filming.
You respond with :
Thanks Sys
* Just as you send the message Tom comes through and open the door for you. You get in the car and put your headphones on for the car ride. You guys are filming a section of the film in London then flying back to LA. Most of the cast are staying In their trailers but you and Tom went to your homes.*
Y/n: “ I think I’ll just stay in my trailer now. Thanks for everything it means a lot.”
Tom: “ you’re more than welcome to continue to stay with us.”
Y/n: “ it’s fine I just want some alone time.”
* yous complete the drive in another hour and yous arrive.*
Tom: “ check in for Tom and y/n.”
* when you get the all clear he drops you of at your trailer. You get out and thank him again. As you you walk into the trailer you feel a sharp pain in your head.*
Y/n: “ ah fuck.”
* you continue to walk into the trailer. You take a pain killer and lay down on the bed. You couldn’t sleep because of the pain so you get up watch tv. After scrolling through Netflix you decide to watch the office. You hope to fall asleep during the film. After the first episode ended there was a knock in the door, you pause the episode and go to check who it is. It turns out it’s Evans. You pretend like your not in.*
Evans: “ y/n are you in there. Hello.”
Y/n: “ fuck fuck fuck.”
Evans: “ I can hear you. Just let me in.”
* you unlock the door and he walks in. He looks at your face and he Lifts his hand up to one of the cuts and you flinch hard.*
Evans: “ what was that about.”
Y/n: “ nothing it’s nothing.”
* a tear falls down your face remembering what your dad did to you.*
Evans: “ you can talk to me you know that. Something is telling me over half of this isn’t the school fight.”
Y/n: “ will you fuck off! Nothing means nothing!”
Evans: “ you really don’t seem ok but if you want I can leave.”
Y/n: “ I just can’t fucking do this right now. I just wanna disappear.”
Evans: “ wanna talk?”
Y/n: “ my dad fucking abuses me almost everyday and I can’t sleep or eat, because I’m so scared to spend time inside that house, I haven’t slept to great, even last night at Toms I kept seeing my dad pounding his fist in my face every time I closed my eyes. Is that what you want to fucking hear? No one ever fucking understands, everyone's family here are so nice. Then there’s my alcoholic dad and mum, fuck knows where she is.”
Evans: “ I’m so sorry. I didn’t know any of this was happening. We all knew he was an alcoholic but we didn’t know it was this bad.”
* he stood up and pulled you into a hug. You push him if you because you were never really one for hugs.*
Evans: “ sorry I forgot you don’t like hugs.”
Y/n: “ it’s fine. What’s the time?”
Evans: “ it’s twenty past 2. Have you eaten today?”
Y/n: “ no just not got the appetite.”
Evans: “ when was the last time you ate?”
Y/n: “ I don’t know.”
Evans: “ I’m gonna bring you some lunch because I’m finished filming for today. We can watch tf or something while we eat.”
* he leaves for the on site cafe. You sit down on the sofa and turn the tv back on. Half an hour later Chris comes in.*
Evans: “ I got you plain pasta seeing as your food palette consists of all beige foods.”
Y/n: I’m British what do you expect. Plus it’s easy to cook. I’m so tired.”
Evans: “ finish the food then you can sleep.”
Y/n: “ok but I won’t be able to sleep.”
Evans: “just eat y/l/n, we will figure that out later.”