Chapter 5
You were playing hide and seek with the other kids of the center, it was your turn to hide so you found a perfect place, the mess hall had the smallest little closet space under the sink. Nobody was there at the time so you hid yourself in there, hoping nobody will be able to catch you. You heard the sounds of people talking so you got scared for a moment but it wasn’t any of those kids, you recognised those voices. It was Loki and Sister Natasha, you had kept the door a little open so you could peek out.
You were just nine at the time, just a child, but even back then you hated it when Loki- your Lolo, gave attention to any other girl, you didn’t know why you despised it so greatly, and sister Natasha was pretty, so pretty, she was a perfect woman, she was same age as Loki and you knew she liked him. How dare she ? When she knew you had a crush on him.
“You’re so stressed aren’t you?” She whispered and he chuckled in response, you could see them really well but they couldn’t see you, she had a dress shirt on and he had a tshirt on with a matching set of pants, he wasn’t the muscular guy like Brother Thor but he wasn’t lanky either, he had the prettiest face and a mop of curls that kept falling onto his face.
“Let me take it away.. Lolo”
“Fuck Nat don’t call me that” He glared at her as he picked her up and placed her on the table, you didn’t really understand what they were doing but you knew he liked her too because he kissed her, just how daddy used to kiss mommy before when he liked her.
“Why not Lolo?"
"Because it’s fucking weird, you know it’s y/n’s name for me” Natasha giggled as he said that, she unbuttoned her dress slowly, her bra clad figure came into your view, you looked under your shirt, feeling as disappointed as possible for not having anything in there like she did. Maybe that’s why Lolo liked her
“She’s soooo weird, she likes you” she whispered in his ear and it pissed him off.
“She’s just a child, don’t talk about her like that, what’s wrong with you?"
He asked her genuinely but she didn’t respond for a while, she unzipped his pants instead and then you saw her moaning and convulsing, you didn’t understand what they were doing but it did hurt you to watch him so close to her.
"Oh come on Loki, you know she wants to be your little girlfriend, she only talks about you, I have never seen a little girl be so obsessed with an older man but I get her, i am obsessed too” he continued to glare at her, he wanted to say a lot but he was too lost in the feelings she was giving him. She cupped his cheeks to kiss him again, then she looked right at you as she spoke
“Besides you know master Odin’s ultimate plan for her right? She’s the key to the eternity"
You woke up suddenly, your breathing was heavier and your body felt lighter. It felt like a nightmare, the last part when she looked at you had never happened in reality, they didn’t know that you were there. It must be the incident last night that had made you think about it again. You groaned as you thought about him fucking Wanda yesterday, you remembered getting shit faced drunk but you didn’t remember much after that. You looked around, you were in his room, you had a nightgown on that you didn’t remember putting on, he must have done it. You just hoped you haven’t created much of a scene.
Your head felt as if it was pounding so you got off the bed and stepped out of his room, he was in the kitchen and as you came into the view he looked at you intently, you looked at his bruised and scratched chest, he seemed as if he had been beaten up but you knew where he got that all these bruises from.
"You enjoyed your birthday huh” you mumbled as you stepped inside the kitchen and he let out a small defeated sigh. What was he thinking you would do? Apologize? Cuddle him? Cling to him after the night you two had and the present you gave him? He knew it won’t be hard for him to slip into the soft nurturing nature if you’d demand that from him but he also knew you, he knew how easily he’d lose your interest once he had given you every part of himself, you would be bored and you’d find someone who’d treat you awfully, who would make you chase for his affection like he was doing now.
“I definitely enjoyed it darling, that Wanda chick? Such a wild cat in bed” you rolled your eyes as you grabbed a bottle of water, you could sense the mocking tone really well.
“What happened here? The dent?” You asked him but he didn’t respond so you decided to irk him further.
“Do you ever miss Sister Natasha?” you could tell the wind was knocked out of his chest at the mention of her name.
“Why would I miss her?” You smiled.
“I don’t know..buttttt if I have to guess it could maybe because you enjoyed fucking her?"
His jaw clenched as you said that so he walked towards you and gripped your hair in his fist, you couldn’t help but moan at the reaction, he was so sexy like this, there were times where you did or said something just to annoy him so he’d be in a closer proximity to you, you didn’t really care what he did after that, he could do anything he wanted and you’d allow him.
"Don’t talk about shit you don’t understand, you hear me?” You chuckled as he said that
“But I do, you fucked her, am I wrong? Knowing that she was master’s whore you fucked her” his eyes teared up, you just didn’t know if he was angry or upset. You were taking things too far, maybe because of him fucking Wanda again and you having to hear that had triggered this reaction but you just wanted to piss him off at the moment.
“Do not address that wretched scamp in that manner, you’re the dumbest girl I have ever known in my life sweetheart” he let go of your hair and you smiled.
“Oh btw yes I did fuck her behind your loving master’s back and I do miss her because atleast she knew what she was doing unlike you, you’re just a child who’s damaged from so deep within that she can’t even differentiate what’s right and what’s wrong now” it was your turn to flinch and grimace at his words, he knew you hated it when he was so mean like this “Feed yourself I’m out of here” he went to his room and then he stormed out of the apartment after a few minutes, that’s when you allowed yourself to cry.
You dished it out but you couldn’t take it in return.
He didn’t come back all day, you called him too but he didn’t pick up. He texted instead to ask if you were safe so you responded with a simple yes. You didn’t want him to worry too much.
You slept early that night because you had to be at the shoot the next morning, you couldn’t afford a puffy face and swollen eyes on your first day.
On the way to the set he wasn’t saying anything, you looked him up and down, he looked handsome like always, a dark gray tee paired with a leather jacket and black jeans, you squeezed his shoulder with your fingers then they inched up and caressed his neck, he didn’t deny your touch but he was still not paying you any attention, as you two reached the location you took your seat belt off and climbed on his lap, he glared at you as you sat on top of him .
“Are you still mad daddy?"
"Don’t call me that"
"So the answer is yes hmm?” You kissed his cheek softly and he wrapped his hand around your throat like a necklace, the action turned you on immediately, he just knew what to do to make you run after him like a puppy.
“You’re not at all apologetic about your behaviour..are you?” His voice was rough, he enunciated every word clearly as if you were too dumb to understand him otherwise.
“I am daddy I promise” you mumbled softly but his grip tightened around your throat.
“You know what he did to you right? To your mother? Me? Us? Do you remember that or not?"
"I do..I’ll never forget ” he raised his thumb upwards to rub your lips and it made you moan.
“And you take that rascal’s name just to hurt me? Just to make me upset?"
"I just wanted to piss you off daddy, I didn’t mean to hurt you” he snickered as you said that, his chest heaved up and down due to frustration that he was feeling at the moment,
“If you dare use his name again to spite me then I swear on my mother’s grave that I will fucking obliviate you darling you hear me?"
How fucked up you had to be to feel turned on by such a threat? Because you were unbelievably aroused, it wasn’t just what he said but how he said it, the anger in his eyes, that sharp jaw clenching and his teeth gritting together gave you several mental images to think of at night. Maybe it also excited you because you knew he’d never hurt you like that no matter what happens. He wasn’t Odin. He could never be.
"I do daddy..I’m so sorry please forgive me” your arms wrapped around his neck and you put your head between the crook of his neck, breathing in his scent to calm yourself, the light kisses on his skin also managed to bring his bubbling anger down.
“Get off my lap darling” he said to you so you groaned before you went back to your seat, your eyes fell upon the scar on his wrist and the initials he had gotten tattooed on it, you had the same initials so you couldn’t help but wonder if it was your name but why would he get your initials tattooed?
You had asked him about the tattoo but he always deflected, mocked or was just plain mean about it.
You were about to get out of the car but he grabbed your hand,
“Do well today, don’t be nervous” you nodded as he said that.
As you reached the set, you were taken away to get your hair and make up done. Loki was your agent but he wasn’t just your agent, he also made sure you stayed out of trouble so he accompanied you everywhere. Literally everywhere. You weren’t allowed to go anywhere without him.
“That’s your boyfriend, the guy you came with?” You looked at your hair stylist from the mirror as she questioned you. You wanted to roll your eyes so badly because you knew why she was interested in the status of your relationship suddenly.
“Nope. He’s my agent, my assistant, my boss, my roomie and he takes care of me” you nodded at the end of your sentence and she seemed confused.
“Take care in what sense?” She asked you so you smiled at her
“In every way"
You felt nervous, extremely nervous before your first shot, you have been on camera before but not like this, thankfully it was just a side character so the focus really wasn’t on you, your first scene was with Peter and he kept fucking it up.
He took a few minutes of break every few minutes and that only annoyed you but you also felt bad for him, nepotism can’t make you act unfortunately. You looked at Loki, he was busy having a rousing discussion with the horny hair stylist. Your eyes met with him so he walked towards you,
"You’re doing good, stay focused” he kissed the top of your head then he kissed your forehead, you looked at the hair stylist you didn’t bother knowing the name of and she looked away, people always judged your relationship with him. As they should.
“Like you’re focused? What’s her name?” You asked him and he smiled.
“Don’t worry I’m not going to fuck her, wouldn’t want scorned negative energy on the set, you have to work here” you crossed your arms as he said that, the character you were playing was of a college girl in the 80s, the whole getup made you look adorable but he wasn’t going to tell you that.
“Mhhhmm"
As Parker returned you both started the scene again,
"Okay press her against the locker and kiss her, look disinterested as if she doesn’t mean anything to you” you both heard director’s instruction and it made you smile
“Act disinterested Parker, I know it’s going to be difficult when you’re so attracted towards me” you whispered in his ear and he chuckled in response.
“I’ll try my best,” he winked at you.
Loki kept his eyes on you two, the way he grabbed you and kissed you made him fume, the way you responded to his kiss made him even angrier. He knew it was just acting but he didn’t trust you to not get carried away.
After hours of shooting, you finally got done for the day, as you came out of the dressing room you bumped into Peter, he grabbed your arms and pressed you against the wall. He had you trapped between him and the wall, you smirked as you looked at him, he wasn’t tall like Loki so you didn’t have to look up at him
“Thanks babe for making it easier today” he mumbled softly so you smiled.
“That’s how you thank a girl?” He smiled as you flirted with him, you really hoped Loki was watching, you really wanted him to watch.
“How else do you want me to thank you?” He asked you so you chuckled in response, you pressed a kiss on the cheek then you pushed him away from you.
“Figure it out handsome” you winked at him and you could feel his eyes on you as you walked away.
“Done for the day? Should we go or you want to be his slut for the night?” Loki asked you as you walked towards him so you chuckled again.
“He’s cute isn’t he? I’ll let him chase me, I’m not a whore like you” You sauntered away from him making him roll his eyes. He had to put a stop to this, he can’t deal with this, he can’t lose you to someone else. He took you out for dinner and then home, you quickly went to your room so you could shower, your body felt tired, your legs ached as you spent most of the time on your feet today. After showering you changed into a sexy night dress. When you came out, you found Loki in the living room, arms all out on the head of the couch, his head resting on them, he just had sweatpants on, perfect sight. You sat down on his lap so he put his head up to look at you
“What do you want?” He asked you sternly, you placed your hands on his shoulders and massaged it slowly.
“My legs are aching daddy” you whispered softly before you placed a kiss on the side of his neck.
“Lie down” he whispered in your ear so you got off his lap and laid down on the couch, he turned his body towards you and grabbed your thighs to pull you closer towards him, your dressed pulled up because of his action revealing the black panty you had underneath but none of you cared, it’s not as if he hasn’t seen it before.
He placed your legs on his shoulders before he started to message them slowly, from your ankle to your shin and calves then he moved up to your thighs. You couldn’t stop yourself from moaning as his fingers inched closer to your heat once in a while but he never touched you there.
“Feels good?” He asked as he turned his head to place a soft innocuous kiss on your shin.
“Mmmmmhmm so good daddy” he grabbed your hands to lift you up again so you were back into the sitting position.
“Hands up princess” he commanded so you raised your arms and he took the dress off your body, then he asked you to lie on your front as if the sight of your bare bosom didn’t faze him at all.
But only he knew the truth was far from it, the level of control he had to have in such situations was nothing short of a miracle.
“I’ll be back..stay here” he told you firmly, so you stayed there, almost naked for him to see, with just a panty on. When he came back, his fingers pulled your hair to the side, you gasped as you felt the oil dripping over your exposed skin. He massaged your back like a pro, you couldn’t help but squirm as his fingers inched down, you couldn’t stop moaning because how could you? This was the man of your dreams touching you so sensuously.
His fingers hooked into the waistband of your underwear then he pulled them up, you moaned as the fabric tightened between your cheeks, rubbing perfectly against your clit.
He cupped the flesh between his palms giving them a light squeeze before he started to massage them gently, you felt thankful that he couldn’t see your face at the moment.
“Dadddy” you could barely whisper but he heard you, so he leaned over you and pressed a small kiss on your shoulder
“What baby? What do you want?” He cooed in your ears, your fist clenched around the material of the couch in frustration.
“Nothing Daddy..I just..thank you"
"Mmmhmm? Don’t want to be a brat now?"
"Nooo..just thank you..I promise..I’m so thankful ” he heard the whining tone and chuckled, as his hands lowered towards your hamstring you let out a sigh of disappointment.
“You’re beautiful, you know that right?" he whispered a praise in your ear.
"Really?"
"Really baby, you’re the prettiest girl there ever could be"
"Mmm you’re just saying it to manipulate me aren’t you?” He snickered as you said that.
“What if I am? Would you let me do that? Would you allow me to manipulate your pretty little head?” You gulped as he said that.
“Yess daddy" There was no other way around it.
"Good girl, so good” he gripped your hair in his fist to pull your head up, his other hand continued to massage your cheeks down there, he placed a soft kiss on the side of your neck, making you moan and bite on your lips mindlessly.
“You’re not going to fuck that boy are you?"
"Nooo daddy”
“You’ll be a good girl right, won’t let him see you like this yeah?"
"Yessss..I’ll be good"
"You know he’ll just use you right? He doesn’t care about you” he whispered in your ear, you felt his hard bulge rubbing between your ass cheeks.
“I know daddy I know "
"Who cares about you hmm?" His voice was getting rougher with every sentence and you could feel yourself dripping.
"You do..only you do"
"That’s right baby..that’s right" you whined again as he said that.
"Daddy do you think I’m sexy? Sexier than all those women you fuck?" he snickered again as you questioned him.
"Nooo baby” your eyes teared up as he said that but then he made up for it. “There’s no competition, you’re not one of them, you could never be. You’re important, you’re different, you are fucking special to me and FYI I do not miss Natasha, the girl I always cared about is right here"
Your eyes teared up more as he said that, you didn’t know if he was still playing with you or not, but you didn’t care, you just loved hearing those things even if it was all lies.
"I love you daddy"
"I know baby” his lips lingered on your cheek as he pressed a long kiss then in a second he got off your body and he left for his room, leaving you immensely turned on and frustrated.
“Goddd I hate you” you mumbled under your breath as you groaned.
He won this time, like always, but you won’t let him rejoice for long, now you knew that he didn’t want you to fuck Peter so you’d use it to hurt him.
“Are you done? We have to be at the set around 3, it’s thirty past two already, hurry the fuck up"
He yelled from the living room so you yelled back in response. He sighed as he sat down on the couch, his phone started to ring so he took it out of his pocket. His eyes widened at the name, why was Steve calling him?
"What’s wrong?” He asked as soon as he picked up.
“Lokii don’t get hyper but–"
"Where is he?"
"Lokii"
"Where the fuck is Odin?” He raised his voice this time around, his gut feeling was never wrong in such situations.
“He escaped the Asylum this morning, we have a bolo out for him but–"
"Morning? And you’re informing me now??"
"Look there’s no reason to be worried..he doesn’t know where you two are” Steve tried to calm him down but it was impossible in this situation.
“Oh definitely, no need to worry because it’s not as if it’s impossible to get private information these days"
"The cops are alert, his face will be everywhere, he’ll be caught, he can’t run forever"
Loki hung up on the call, he knew someday he’d see this day, Odin should have been hanged for what he did with all those people, what he was going to do with you, but he got away on the account of insanity plea.
He turned the tv on immediately and the news was all over, you stepped out of the room and as your eyes fell upon the tv screen you felt your whole world spinning.
"In the current news, The infamous self proclaimed God, known as the Master of the Center of Valhalla - Odin, has escaped from the psychiatry facility he was being treated at in New York City just this morning, the deranged killer was charged with the murders of several women and underaged girls. The sex cult was operating under the pretense of a wellness center for years before his own son Loki came forward to speak against the killer, learn more about the case that shook the nation twelve years ago on our primetime story tonight"
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