4
A few days had passed, and the tension between Beck and me was still hanging thick in the air. I was determined not to let it ruin my night, though. I'd been wrestling with my feelings for days, but it just felt like a big, tangled mess of hurt and frustration.
And then, of course, there was the party. Hollywood Arts loved throwing these things, and despite how things were with Beck, I couldn't just hide at home. It was a party, after all. I had to show up, even if it meant forcing a smile all night.
Walking into the crowded room, I tried to ignore the ache in my chest. The music was blasting, the lights pulsed with the beat. People were dancing, laughing, and the air was thick with the smell of chips and soda mixed with that sweaty, party vibe. It was a typical Hollywood Arts bash, and I was going to pretend I was having a blast, just like everyone else.
But it wasn't that simple.
I spotted a few familiar faces – Cat, Andre, and Robbie laughing by the punch bowl, and Tori chatting excitedly with some other students. I was surprised to see her, considering the bruise on her face, but then, Tori always put on a brave face, even when things were falling apart behind the scenes.
My stomach dropped when I saw Beck.
He was standing in a corner with his friends, talking to some people I didn't know. He was laughing and smiling like nothing was wrong, but it didn't stop the knot in my stomach from tightening. I glanced at him for a split second, then quickly looked away.
I wasn't ready to talk to him, not yet. I was still a jumble of anger and hurt, and that made it even worse. I didn't know what to say, and the last thing I wanted was to make things worse.
But the longer I stood there, the more out of place I felt. It wasn't just Beck, either. Everyone else seemed to be having so much fun, and I was just... seething inside, wondering if anyone could see the cracks in my fake smile.
I decided to head to the back, near the snack table, and try to blend in. If I wasn't going to dance or talk, at least I could stuff my face with food and pretend to enjoy the vibe.
I grabbed a cup of punch and leaned against the wall, just trying to avoid everything.
"Hey sexy, I missed you." A voice drawled from behind me. I turned to see Jessica, the one-night stand from the last week.
Ugh, seriously? Once and they're clingy. I thought. Not tonight. "Sorry, who are you?" I asked, already walking away.
"I'm Jessica, silly! Don't you remember? I texted you." She said.
"Ohhhh yeah, damn girl, you're fine, but I've got business to take care of." I said, sidestepping her into the living room/dance floor.
"Oh, well, text me when you're done." She smiled.
"Uh-huh, yeah, sure." I said, not even looking back.
Okay, new target. A brunette with legs for days caught my eye. Nice ass, too, and she knew how to move it. She was with a big, Hispanic-looking guy. Though, he kinda looks gay, if you ask me. I put on my best smirk and walked over. She had her back to me.
The guy saw me, smirked, and pointed at me, nodding towards the girl. My smirk dropped as she turned around. It was Vega.
And she looked amazing. A low-cut grey V-neck and tiny shorts that should've had me drooling.
"Oh my god, Jade, hey!" She smiled. Damn, I was trying to forget her, not think about her more.
"Vega, looking good." I said, checking her out.
"You don't look so bad yourself." She bit her lip. Okay, wow. I looked at the guy. He looked like a more masculine version of her.
"Who's your friend?" I asked, finishing my drink.
"Oh! Jade, this is Antonio, my cousin. Antonio, this is Jade, a... friend from school." She introduced us, licking her lips and checking me out again.
"I'm not your friend." I said flatly. She just laughed and grabbed my arm.
"Come dance with me." She whispered in my ear. I waved goodbye to Antonio, grinning. We got to the dance floor, and when the beat dropped, she turned around and ground her hips against me.
Shit, I'm getting hard. I put my hands on her hips, and she bent down, still shaking her ass.
The song ended, and I was doing my best to keep my cool. She turned around, put her arms around my neck, and laughed.
"You're really good at... that." I said.
"Well, I've had practice." That pissed me off for some reason. I started to walk away, but she grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the kitchen.
"Hey, what's wrong? I thought we were having fun." She said, hopping onto the counter, pulling me between her legs.
"We were." I said. She grabbed my chin and made me look at her, biting her lip.
"Then what's the problem?" She whispered, kissing me.
I wanted to pull away, but I couldn't. I needed to leave. She wrapped her legs around me, pulling me closer.
Someone cleared their throat. I pulled away and saw Jessica, looking pissed. I turned back to Tori and kissed her again.
"Really, Jade? That's how you want to be? Fine, have fun with your little slut, you're missing out." She said, and before I could react, Tori punched her square in the jaw.
Jessica went down. Damn. Tori's hand was swelling. I nudged Jessica with my foot. Yep, out cold.
"Remind me never to piss you off." I smirked, grabbing a pack of peas from the freezer and handing it to her. Her hand looked bad.
"Hey, you wanna just get outta here?" she asked, putting the peas on her hand.
Hmm, problems. We've both been drinking. And I don't want her to know about... you know. "Ahh, hell with it. With that hand, she won't be doing anything anyway."
"Sure, I just need to tell Adam to find another ride." I say, and she nods.
"I have to find Antonio and tell him not to look for me. Meet back up at the front door in ten?" she asks.
I nod and head off to find Adam. I spot him pretty quickly, chatting with some guy. "Hey Adam, I'm going to need the key and you gotta get another ride." I tell him. He looks at me like I've lost my mind.
"What? I'm not letting you drive drunk, are you crazy?" he asks. "Dude, I'm nowhere near drunk, I had one drink. And me and Tori are leaving, so gimme the keys." I say, patting his pocket. He just smirks, but it fades a few seconds later.
"Well, how the hell am I gonna get home?" he asks. I glance at the guy he was talking to and smirk. He smiles nervously back at me. "Oh, Adam, I can take you," the guy says. "Yeah?" Adam smiles. That's all I need to see, so I head back to the front door and see Tori waiting. She looks like she's in a lot of pain.
"Come on, I have Aspirin in the car," I say, holding the door open for her. We walk the long way to my car in silence. Once we're inside, I hand her the Aspirin, start the car, and drive off. "You know, you really should wear your seatbelt," she says.
"And you're telling me this why?" I ask, trying to hold back a laugh at the frustrated noise she makes. "So, where are you taking me?" she asks, curious. "To my cabin so I can gut you and sell your organs on the black market," I say with a straight face.
She starts laughing, but stops when she sees the serious look on my face. "Uhhhhhh, you're kidding, right?" she asks nervously. I don't say anything, and she starts fidgeting.
"Calm down. I was joking. I'm taking you to this 24-hour café. They have the best coffee on this side of town," I say as we pull into the parking lot of 'Jenn's Café'.
"Ohh, I've heard of this place," she says, getting out of the car. We go inside and sit down in the very back after ordering our coffees. I grab her hand and look at it. "I should really take you to the hospital to get that looked at," I say, examining her knuckles. "So, what's the deal with you and that girl?" she asks, ignoring me.
"Well, I hooked up with her last weekend, and she got a little too clingy," I tell her truthfully. "Is that the one that texted you at lunch on my first day that you freaked out about?" "Uhhhh, yup, that's her," I say, not looking at her.
"So, what's up with you, Mitts? Why'd you lay her out like that?" I ask, trying to change the subject. "I just don't take kindly to being called a slut." "I would have handled it," I tell her.
"Well, you took too long," she says, smirking. "You didn't give me the chance. It was like she finished talking, and then, BAM, she's on the floor out cold. Where'd you learn to hit like that anyway? I'd never think you'd be one for violence," I chuckle. "Well, my dad's a cop, and he taught me how to defend myself.
I usually hate violence, but I told you, I don't like being called a slut." "Well, you've got one hell of a right hook, Vega," I say. We talk about nothing for about an hour, and it's going pretty well. I'm learning a lot about her, and she's nothing like you'd think.
She's actually really cool and smart, and not as predictable as she seems. We soon leave, and she tells me she can't go home tonight.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I told my parents I was staying with Antonio tonight." She shrugged.
"Well, uhh, do you have a key to his place or something?"
"Nah, I wasn't really gonna stay with him. It was just a cover. I was gonna find someone to crash with, you know?" She laughed.
"So, where were you planning to go?"
"Can't I just stay here with you tonight? It'll be fun." She said, putting her hand on my thigh.
"Uhhh, sure, I guess. My folks are out of town for the month anyway." I said. She started rubbing my thigh, getting closer and closer to my crotch. I felt myself getting hard, so I pulled my phone out of my pocket and plugged it in. The first song that came on was 'About that Life' by Attila.
"I'm a bad motherfucker, not a fucking role model Fuck church, hit a bong, then go smash a fucking bottle Got a few sluts to help me roll a few blunts And they never question me cause they know I hate cunts OHHH Eat my words and swallow my sentences Here we go you fucking asshole Living off the dirt on my shoes does it keep you alive"
I started singing along, just to get my mind off her basically rubbing my dick.
"I love this song," she said, not stopping her rubbing.
"Y-Yeah, me too." I swallowed. I was fully hard now, and she knew what she was doing because she was smirking. I pulled into my driveway and hopped out as soon as I pulled the keys from the ignition. I ran up to the front door and opened it. Tori trailed behind me into the house and shut the door.
"Want something to drink?" I asked, grabbing a water from the fridge.
"Water's fine," she said. I grabbed her one and headed towards my room. I have a basement room, and it's dark until you get to the bottom to turn the light on.
"Stay here," I said, going down the steps. I turned on the lights and yelled for her to come down.
"Wow. This is huge, and creepy. It fits you so well," she said as I sat on the bed. She came over and sat beside me, really close. I stood up and walked over to my movie/game collection and looked through it. She came over and looked too.
"So, what do you want to do?" I asked, still looking at the games and movies. I just tried not to focus on the throbbing in my pants or how she was bent down looking at the collection. She stood back up and turned to me.
"You," she said, then kissed me, walking me back towards the bed.
"T-Tori, I really don't think that's a good idea," I said, breaking the kiss.
"Why not? I know you want me. I can feel it," she said, looking at my crotch. I wasn't even hard now, but I knew she had to feel me in the car. She kissed me again, but this one was different, slower, more passionate. She broke it this time. She started kissing my neck, and I moaned when she sucked lightly.
"You can s-stop now," I said, getting hard again. She just took off her shirt and undid her bra.
"Still want me to stop?" she asked, shimmying a little. I just stared at her boobs. They were amazing, even if they were small. I reached out to touch them, but she smacked my hand away. "Do you still want me to stop?" she said. I just shook my head no. She wordlessly took off my flannel and then my t-shirt.
I brought her closer and grabbed her left boob in my hand. She moaned and bit my neck. I bruise really easily, so I'm sure I'll have a big one from that. I unbuttoned her shorts and pulled them down. She stopped what she was doing to kick them off.
She had on a freaking G-string. I had this amazingly beautiful girl in my room throwing herself at me, and I wanted her to stop? What the hell was wrong with me? She started undoing my belt and unbuttoning my pants. That's when I grabbed her hands in mine, and she looked at me confused.
"I need to tell you something," I said, and she frowned, looking even more confused.
"What?" she asked.
"Well, I, uh... I have a dick," I blurted out. Her brow furrowed, her confusion deepening.
"But you're a girl?" she said, more of a statement than a question.
"Yeah, but I was born with a penis. Look, if you don't want to continue, that's fine. Just please, don't tell anyone," I said, starting to pull my shirt back on.
"No, wait. I still want to... do this. I just have a few questions," she said.
"Wait, you really didn't know?" I asked, surprised.
"I had no clue. I honestly thought you had scissors in your pocket, or liked to wear guys' underwear or something," she said. "So, wait, do you have balls too?"
"Yeah, it's all there, fully functional," I said, feeling a blush creep up my neck. This was incredibly awkward. She walked closer and pulled my pants down. I stood there in my boxers, her kneeling in front of me. She slipped her hand inside my boxers and grabbed my cock. I moaned as she gave it a gentle tug.
"It really is real," she said, sounding amazed. She pulled my boxers all the way down and took it in her hand again. She started stroking me, then pushed me back so I was sitting on the bed. My moans grew louder as she pumped faster, but then she stopped and looked at me.
"It's so big. Can I...?" She gestured to it, and I thought I knew what she meant. I just nodded, and she looked back at it, bringing the tip to her lips. I was about to get a blowjob from Tori Vega, the newest goodie-two-shoes at HA. She finally took me in her mouth and started sucking. I tried to hold back, knowing from experience that girls didn't like it when you bucked into them. I was fully erect, and she was taking more than half of me in. And, not to brag, but I'm not small.
"Ugh, Jesus fucking Christ," I groaned. She was really good at this. She was really good at everything tonight. Just watching her head bobbing up and down was bringing me closer. This was the best BJ I'd ever gotten, and I'd gotten a lot.
"Oh, I'm gonna cum," I said, but she didn't stop, just went faster until I yelled, "Fuck!" as I came in her mouth. I pulled her up and kissed her, then flipped us over so I was on top. She just lay there, looking gorgeous. I pulled her G-string off and felt how wet she was; her thighs were soaked. She moaned as I ran my finger up her slit and played with her clit.
"Umm, please, Jade," she said.
"Hold on, baby," I said, reaching for a condom and putting it on. I positioned myself between her legs and slowly entered her. She moaned, then gasped in pain.
"What's wrong?" I asked, pulling out.
"I've never been penetrated by anything bigger than fingers, and you're really big," she said.
"You want me to stop?"
"No, God no. Just go slow." I nodded and entered her again, slower this time. I went in about a third of the way and pulled back, repeating the motion until she said it was okay. I started pushing further in with each thrust. She started moaning loudly.
"Faster, baby," she said, and I complied, slamming all the way into her. "Oh, fuck," she said. I was pounding her, and this was the best sex I'd ever had.
"Shit, you're tight," I said, feeling her getting close.
"Can I ride you?" she asked. This day just kept getting better. I nodded, and we flipped over so she was on top.
She started grinding on me, then fell forward, still grinding. I started sucking on her neck and playing with her breasts. If she was loud before, she was a sonic boom now, right in my ear. I didn't care, though, because the way she was riding me felt amazing. I bucked my hips into her, meeting her halfway.
She was close now, and so was I. In one swift move, I flipped us back over and just pounded her. We both screamed as we reached climax at the same time. I rolled over, lying beside her.
We lay there in silence for a few minutes, catching our breath. She sat up abruptly and looked at me, like, all of me. She smiled and cuddled close. We stayed cuddled for about ten minutes, and then...
"Ready for round two?" she asks. I just smirk and oull on another condom.
Well it's Thursday and it's almost been a week since me and Vega slept together. As far as I know Beck is the only one that knows. It's been a really awkward week for me and Tori.
After Antonio came to get her the next morning I didn't talk to her until Monday at lunch. It's like she's avoiding me and it's really getting n my nerves.
I mean that was the best sex of my life I guess she doesn't feel the same. I really like her though and I want to see it there can be something between us.