Maewnam wrapped her arms around Wan’s waist tightly. Her face shoved into Wan’s back. “Khun Wan.”
“Yes?” Wan continued rinsing the dishes.
“I want to have kids with you.”
The plastic cup in Wan’s hands slipped and splashed. Wan turned around, feeling her eyes dry from how wide they’ve been. The words at the tip of her tongue lost into her throat while Maewnam pouted.
“Do you remember how cute you were as a kid?” Maewnam cupped Wan’s face and squished it. Wan’s eyelids lowered with her curse words at the tip of her tongue instead. How is Maewnam treating her like a child when she was the younger one? She reached over to pinch Maewnam’s cheeks.
“Ow, Khun Wan!” Maewnam rubbed her cheeks. Wan leaned against the counter, grinning.
“Why would I want to have kids with a crybaby like you?”
“Because!” Maewnam jumped and hugged Wan again. She looked up with bright eyes that continued to set fire in Wan’s heart. “If our child has your mean genes and my crybaby genes, it will even out!”
Wan giggled. She hugged Maewnam back and rested her cheek against her head. “No children.”
“Khun Wan!” Maewnaam whined into her neck. Wan shook her head, closing her eyes. She could barely handle Maewnam. How would she take care of Maewnam and a child? She held Maewnam’s shoulders and pulled them apart.
Maewnam still had her pouty lips. Wan rolled her eyes. It wasn’t going to work this time. “Think about it more, Maewnam. We’re both too busy to raise a child.”
“I can teach less classes. We can live with my parents so they could help. When they grow older, they can help out in the store too! Nong Som will have a friend. We can cut the hours short for the grocery store. Or we can do just delivery some days. Or—“
Wan covered her mouth. Maewnam furrow her eyebrow. Crossing her arms against her chest, she glared at the walls. Wan smiled and replaced her hand with her lips. “Somharuthai hates everyone but me.”
“Not true! Nong Som likes me. A little bit.”
“Hardly.”
“I said a little bit.”
“Hardly a little bit.”
“Khun Wan!” Maewnam frowned.
Wan turned around, smiling. Her cheeks hurt so much, she has to move her lips to loosen her muscles. It was all Maewnam’s fault. She has to go through a few seconds of muscle ache because of her.
She finished the last dish, putting it into the drying rack. Maewnam pulled her by the waist. Wan yelped and held onto her forearms, feeling the flex of Maewnam’s muscles. Before she could process how much stronger she remembered Maewnam, her back fell onto the living room couch.
“Maewnam.” Wan sat up only to be pinned down by her wrists above her head. Maewnam’s weight against her abdomen, her hot breath spread against her lips while the tips of their noses touch. Wan stared straight into Maewnam’s cloudy eyes. “What do you think you’re doing?”
“We don’t have to try for a baby tonight.” Maewnam softly spoke. Wan wanted to laugh, but she nodded, holding it in. Maewnam nodded too. “But can we have sex tonight?”
Wan smiled. “When did you start asking first?”
“Count this as my last time.” Maewnam kissed her, capturing her bottom lip. She nibbled, licked and opened her mouth desperately to taste more of Wan. The older woman let her, moaning into her mouth as their fingers found their way to lace into each other.
Maewnam’s mouth wrapped around Wan’s nipple. Her hand pinched the other hard nub. All her senes tingled, leaving her core to tighten the knots stuck trying to figure out to untie or go tighter. She arched her back to Maewnam’s touch. Maewnam’s nails scratch her boob down to her stomach. Clawing against her moving abs, trying to catch her breath while her other nipple was flicked by Maewnam’s tongue.
“Maewnam…” Wan rocked her hips into the air, the heat between them unbearable. She needed to come again.
Maewnam’s bare skin ghosting against hers. Wan threw her head back, groaning Maewnam’s name again to make her do something about the desire pooling inside of her.
Maewnam looked up. Opening mouth kisses still burn against her skin. Wan’s hand lost into her brown strands while she gripped the top of the sofa. “Tell me, P’Wan. Tell me what you want.”
“Please.” Wan gripped her hair tighter the lower Maewnam went. Maewnam smirked and kissed her thigh. She stuck her tongue out and licked her clit. Shivers sent down her entire body, Wan could almost let her entire self go the moment warmth touched where she needed the most. She gasped, pulling Maewnam closer to continue the pleasure riding inside of her.
Maewnam pulled herself away, and Wan whimpered at the cold. “Maewnam?”
Maewnam lowered herself, guiding herself before warm wetness rubbed against her own clit. Wan gripped onto Maewnam’s wrist against her shoulder. “P’Wan…” Maewnam whimpered against her lips.
Wan held onto her waist with her other hand, pulling her closer as she moved her hips. Maewnam moaned against her mouth.
“Teerak,” Wan whispered. Maewnam moaned and started grinding faster. Wan lifted herself up to kiss Maewnam in a messy, sloppy kiss. Their moans and whimpers lost into each other’s throats.
Maewnam pulled away, a string of their saliva followed her. Her eyes hazy and fogged up. Wan swallowed, holding both sides of her waist as she thrusted up trying to catch up with the younger woman.
“Teerak,” Wan called out, choking out a moan. Maewnam bit her lip and looked at her.
Wan wanted to have Maewnam’s children too.
“Put a baby in me.” Wan’s nails dug into her skin. Maewnam’s lips crashed into hers. Her nose pulsing from how hard the crash was. Maewnam’s moan suppressed into the kiss as her throat let out a high squeal. She shook on top of Wan, a flood of her cum poured against Wan’s clit, dripping down inside of her.
Wan pulled her closer, hugging her, thrusting up to ride her own pleasure. She threw her head back while Maewnam bit down on her neck. Everything loosened.
Trying to catch her breath, Maewnam kissed her shoulder. “I love you, Khun Wan.”
Wan’s light headed. Her heart chased for the last of her breath while her skin burned against Maewnam’s lips. Her hands loosely gripped onto Maewnam’s waist. She could hear Maewnam’s words, but they sounded so far away.
“Wan.” Maewnam kissed her cheek. “I’ve never seen you so dazed after an orgasm.”
Wan’s awake at those words. She slapped Maewnam’s shoulder. “It’s all your fault!”
Maewnam grinned and kissed her. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
The pregnancy test was a negative. Wan threw it away and got out of the restroom. She filled up Som’s water bowl and sat next to Maewnam who just got home. She rested her head on her shoulder. “Negative again.”
Maewnam patted her cheek and kissed her head. “We have time, Khun Wan.”
“Maybe I’m too old to have one.”
Maewnam cupped her face and kissed her nose. “The doctor said you’re fine. It just takes time.”
Wan pouted. “I should have never agreed to have a baby with you.”
“Why?” Maewnam pouted this time. “I’m a great mom and wife.”
“How do you know you’re a great mom? Somharuthai doesn’t even consider you as a mom.”
“I just know.” Maewnam grinned. Wan smiled and kissed her—really kissed her wife because it has been so long since she tasted Maewnam to simply taste Maewnam. Their tongues met as they always do, like their paths were always going to meet as Maewnam and Wan were meant to be together.
Maewnam moaned into the kiss, moving herself to be on her knees. Wan’s neck exposed as she tilted her head to never leave the kiss. Maewnam bit her lower lip, pulling it as she sat on Wan’s lap.
Wan’s heart pounded in her ears. They really did have time, didn’t they? She leaned in to kiss Maewnam again. Whispering sweet little nothings to each other as their lips connect, part and reconnect.
Maewnam’s hands slip underneath her shirt, rubbing her stomach before down to her underwear as she rubbed her clit slowly through the thin laced fabric. “I love when you don’t wear shorts or pants,” Maewnam said, her voice low and groggy.
Wan’s chest tightened at how good Maewnam sounded. She started attacking Maewnam’s neck. Biting and nibbling the spot right above her collarbone as her wife squirmed against her hands.
Maewnam grabbed one of her hands and placed it against her crotch. Wan started rubbing in circles. The jeans of her work clothes looked good, but what a pain it was to fuck her with them on.
She pulled away from marking Maewnam. Pushing her to lay on the bed, she pulled off Maewnam’s pants. The blank underwear followed its destiny. Wan leaned in and sucked onto Maewnam’s clit.
“Khun Wan!” Maewnam’s back arched, pulling her closer by the head. Wan licked and licked, relishing in the way her wife struggled to keep control underneath her. Maewnam whimpered her name like a chant.
Wan pulled away to kiss her inner thigh. “Khun Wan, please…”
She made her way up and kissed Maewnam’s chin. Unbuttoning Maewnam’s shirt, she lifted up her undershirt and groped one of her breast. The nipple pressed firmly against the cloth.
“Please what?” Wan whispered against her and nibbled her earlobe.
“Please put your fingers inside of me, P’Wan.” Maewnam’s voice shaky. Wan doesn’t wait to listen to her lover. She slipped two fingers inside of her wet hole. Maewnam’s entire body lifted as if she were ascending to heaven before it fell back to Wan.
Wan pulled down her bra and sucked onto her nipple, letting her tongue tease and flick it. Her fingers curled up, teasing as she moved so slow—even she would lose her patience in Maewnam’s position.
“P’Wan, please…Please Phi.” Maewnam’s hand held Wan’s chin when she looked up. Wan licked her lips and leaned up to kiss her. Maewnam gasped into her mouth when she started thrusting her fingers inside of her.
Maewnam’s grip on her shoulder tightened. Wan’s fingers stuck in between tightening walls as she slammed her fingers to run against Maewnam’s sweet spot. She kissed Maewnam’s face, waiting for her to fall apart.
Maewnam’s orgasm fell silent as her body shook underneath Wan. Her nails deep into Wan’s flesh against her shoulder as it stung. Maewnam’s face flushed fully red while her nipples peaked against the edge of her black bra. And Wan’s fingers soaked in Maewnam’s cum as she easily slid it out afterward.
“You’re so beautiful,” Wan whispered into her ear and kissed her neck.
Maewnam rolled them over and licked Wan’s lips. “You’re even more beautiful.” Her radiant smile against her sweating, flushed face made Wan’s heart swell. How lucky she was to have this woman.
Maewnam then sat in between Wan’s legs, spreading her own legs to showcase the mess Wan has created. Wan looked away, her heart fluttering as heat spread across her face. “W-what are you doing?”
“Don’t be shy now, Khun Wan.” Maewnam cupped her chin to force her to look. Maewnam put two fingers inside of her, her chest rise at the feeling before she pulled them out with her fluids all over it. Wan licked her lips, the taste of Maewnam remained at her tongue. She wanted more.
Maewnam scooted closer. Wan held her wrist and pulled it to suck on Maewnam’s fingers. She moaned, letting her lips touch the base of Maewnam’s hands as her mouth moved up and down to get every last drop. Her tongue licking in between her fingers too.
Wan’s own leg spread, letting her cum ruin her cotton underwear. Maewnam’s hands massaged her inner thigh, rising little by little before she dragged her underwear off.
“I still have to put a baby inside of you,” Maewnam said. She pulled her fingers with a pop, and Wan’s mouth left open.
Maewnam fingers herself again and again, letting her fingers rub her clit as she spreads her lips apart to show how red and wet it was for Wan. Wan choked, leaning in to have another taste.
“It’s my turn, Khun Wan,” Maewnam said. She gripped Wan’s neck and slipped her cum covered fingers into Wan. Wan gripped onto the sheets, leaning herself back at the pleasure.
“Do you like my cum inside of you, Khun Wan?” Maewnam whispered, licking her ear. Wan rolled her eyes back and nodded. Maewnam’s chuckle low and airy.
Wan knew she started a long, long night.
Wan groaned and sat down on her chair. The big fan blew against her. “Why didn’t I make you pregnant instead?” Wan slapped Maewnam’s arm as she fixed the papers that were loosely clipped to the cabinets.
Maewnam rubbed the spot she hit. “You were the one that said—“
“I know what I said!” Wan’s face heat up, remembering the night.
Wan held her growing belly. It had been six, long months of carrying a child in her stomach. Their child. She softly smiled at her stomach, feeling the small little kick. She hummed and cooed the little baby. “I know, baby. You’ll be out soon.”
“Is it kicking? Let me feel!” Maewnam rushed to her side and knelt down. The small of her hands against Wan’s stomach. The baby kicked more and more. Wan shook her head and rested her hand on top of Maewnam’s.
“You love your other mom more than me?” Wan pouted. Maewnam grinned, her eyes sparkling. She rested her head against her stomach now. The kicking subsided.
Maewnam eyes shut. Wan stroked her hair before tears slid down Maewnam’s eyes. Wan frowned and wiped it away. “Maewnam?”
Maewnam opened her eyes and hugged Wan tightly. “I’m so happy with you, Khun Wan!” Maewnam cried. Wan looked around the store, hoping no one else was inside. She patted Maewnam’s back and nodded.
“I can’t believe I got to marry you.” Maewnam cried harder and kneeled in front of her, holding onto her hands with her life. Wan might lose her fingers. “I can’t believe I’m having a baby with you.” Maewnam whaled as she wiped her tears. She started hiccuping.
Wan rolled her eyes. “Maewnam.”
“Can you call me teerak?” Maewnam pouted.
“Teerak.” Wan wanted to roll her eyes again.
“Yes, my love?”
“You’re embarrassing me and our baby.”
Maewnam sniffed and wiped away her tears as customers came in. She bowed her head to stop her tears, and Wan smiled. She kissed her cheek before greeting the customers.
Maewnam cried against Wan’s arms. Their newborn baby cried in her other arm. Wan sighed.
“I’m sorry you had to go through so much pain, Wan! I’m so sorry. I felt like I was going through it too.” Maewnam hugged her arm tightly. Wan looked over at Maewnam’s parents, begging for help. Maewnam’s mom walked over to her own child.
“Honey…Maybe you can cry after your wife isn’t recovering from giving birth.” Maewnam let herself be dragged away.
“Wait! My baby!” Maewnam sniffed and stood up. She let her arms out. Wan let their child into their mother’s arm. Maewnam grinned and glanced at Wan.
Wan shook her head at Maewnam’s mood swings. Maybe it was a good thing she was the one that pregnant. She rested her head against the pillows and finally breathed. She did not want to do that again.
“She has my eyes!” Maewnam stroked the baby’s cheek. Wan frowned and motioned Maewnam to show her. “See. You have mean eyes. She has bubble eyes like me.”
“Why are you calling your wife mean all the time?” Wan flicked her forehead.
“Because you are. I love you like that.” Maewnam smiled at her. Her eyes curved into moons, and Wan didn’t have energy to argue back.
“Give me back Naam.” Wan reached out. Maewnam tilted her head.
“Is that her name?”
“Yes.”
“I love you,” Maewnam said. Wan was about to ask what was wrong with her before Maewnam pecked her lips. “I love her name.”
Wan smiled and kissed Naam’s forehead. She loved Maewnam and Naam’s name too.
“Naam! Do you want to go on a ride with mommy?” Maewnam skipped into the grocery store. Naam was sitting at the desk with Wan drawing on her ipad. Wan glanced up then back to her reading.
Naam shook her head. “I want to stay with ma.”
“But you always stay with ma. What about mommy?”
“Mommy. I ride with you last time.” Naam blinked. Wan smiled. At least she wasn’t a crybaby like Maewnam.
“But that was last time!” Maewnam whined.
“How are you more whiny than a child?” Noey asked behind Maewnam. Wan waved at her best friend as she went to go get her favorite snacks in the same aisle. Wan had to make sure they always had in stock for her now. It was a little thing for all the things Noey has done for her.
Maewnam sat down next to Naam. Wan stopped reading and looked at them. “Mommy’s sad.”
“Why?” Naam stopped drawing.
“Do you like aunty Noey more than mommy?”
Naam smiled and shook her head. “No. I love you, mommy.”
“More than ma?” Maewnam glanced up. Wan raised her hand to smack her.
“I love ma. I love mommy.”
Wan flicked Maewnam’s forehead when Naam went back to drawing. Maewnam scooted her chair and pulled Wan into a kiss by pulling her collar. Smiling against her lips, Maewnam pulled away only to kiss her again.
Wan held her wrist and kissed her again. “I held her for nine months only for her to look more like you,” Wan muttered. Maewnam grinned and scooted back to her place next to Naam.
“I’ll say in about a year, Naam will have another sibling on the way,” Noey said. She took her card out from her wallet. “I’m surprised she’s still the only child.”
“H-hey! We don’t do it that much!” Wan snatched the card away. Noey hummed, not believing it.
“That’s a good idea, Noey. Naam can have another sibling to play with.” Maewnam wrapped her arms around their daughter and pressed her nose against her forehead. Wan glared at both Noey and Maewnam.
Noey shrugged with a smile. “I do give good advice.”
“Yeah, yeah. Go away. I regret ever missing you,” Wan said. Noey blew a kiss and waved to go back into her car.
Maewnam rested her head against the desk and looked over at her. “Tonight? My parents are free.”
“No!” Wan went back to reading, knowing she would probably say yes when they were already at Maewnam’s house.