Daydream

Your eyes wander over the landscape... While you were sitting in the passenger seat, wondering all the time how you could have gotten yourself into such... big shit again.

You read out a sigh, everything was so nice, you were at home... It was Sunday, one of those Sundays where you missed the og6 so much that you went into the living room and put the avenger DVD in the recorder..
Snuggled up on the sofa with a glass of wine and turned on your TV.

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One of those normal Sundays before life starts again tomorrow.
You leaned back and your eyes got that... look you always got when you saw him...

Tony..

Well actually rather rdj. But to you they were one and the same person.

In your head you think it's time to write a new fanfic again..

As the movie played, your mind wandered, imagining what it would be like to be in the same universe as them..

You stood up because your glass was empty and your gaze went to the endgame poster above your hallway.

You hated everything about it... The russos.. That Tony died.. The movie was of course amazing and you had seen it 10 times in the cinema and cried every time.. But you also hated everything about it at the same time.

In fact, after endgame you lost interest in marvel.. The og6 had been your comfort zone... your home...

You poured yourself more wine while your curly hair spread across your cheeks.

Your gaze went to the window while you drank the wine...

A normal rainy Sunday in April... 2023.... and endgame came back to your mind...

That's it.. You took the whole bottle of wine and sat back down on your gray couch while your phone beeped..you knew exactly who it was...One of your friends complaining about their relationship again... Or reported which great new guy they had met on the weekend

You rolled your eyes in annoyance and your attention returned to the movie in front of you.

In the times of corona you hadn't had any dates and now you didn't feel like dating...

The standard a man had to bring was just too big... As you thought that, Tony reappeared on the screen like an answer to a question that was never asked, and you had to grin when suddenly the weather outside changed.. .

You raised an eyebrow, on the 5th floor where your apartment was, the wind was always a bit stronger, but this... Was... Different..
You went to the window and looked at the sky... Something was wrong here..

Before you knew it, bright pink lightning streaked the sky.

You had never seen anything like it before .. But something in your head... A memory way back somewhere among the other old memories.. Told you that you very well had seen this before..

You put on your black leather jacket and your black high heels. It was more like boots but with a high heel. For you it was high heels.

Before you left you grabbed your phone and your keys.
The moment you closed the door, there was a bang outside...

It was like a bomb would hit.. The window in the hallway lit up with a green light tone...

You had seen it before... You knew somewhere you had it...

Before you could follow your thought any further, the green light surrounded you almost as if it were embracing you.. Holding you ... And whisper your name...

But that was totally impossible...

In a second to the next... It was gone...

The only thing left was you and your perplexed look...

Suddenly the sun was shining outside and nothing gave the slightest hint of what had happened before..

You shook your head... Normally you don't get drunk that easily, especially not from wine but apparently this wine had gotten to you.. You opened your front door again and went in... As soon as you walked in you knew something was wrong. ..

Your hallway looked the same as always but... Your avengers jacket didn't hang where it was supposed to... The sunglasses you bought, because they were so similar to Tony's, ... weren't on the small table anymore...

"what the damn hell"

You put your keys on the table and went into the living room...

If someone broke in, you would have noticed, you weren't even 3 steps away from your apartment before...

In the living room, the next thing reached you... I wouldn't call it a shock but let's just say you were very confused...

-oh..who am I? I should have introduced myself at the beginning, my fault...apologies.. I'm... the one who accompanies you through this world... But I work in the background, actually you won't notice me unless I leave comments like this here. Fear? Don't be afraid... Let's just say I've decided since you miss Tony and the og6 so much... And let's face it, your life isn't going too well right now anyway, to bring you into their universe, you can thank me later at the end... So.. Where was I before? Oh yes - -

You got lost and you got restless.. The living room, your couch, everything was the same as always but... all the marvel posters... all the dvds basically all you had from marvel was... gone...

You had to sit down... For a moment you thought you were sleeping and shifted again but.. That wasn't the case you were watching avengers and...

Your eyes went to the TV... It was on but what you saw... made no sense at all...

rdj appeared on TV... When... Tony???!!!

He was giving an interview.. And... .. Right now you were getting closer to the TV... That wasn't an interview... It was the news channel... But that was completely impossible, you dident lived yet in america why did you have an american news channel on your tv???

Tony's voice rang out

"... Based on what we know so far, there is no need to worry, we have everything under control"

His lips showed this smile that should calm everyone down, but you knew it only too well from the movies... It was this smile that said, everything is fine on the outside..

But actually meant: we're screwed and don't know what's going on at all.

The news announcer explained something about a weather phenomenon, but you didn't even listen anymore because your gaze discovered something.... Which made you tremble slightly.

You actually lived in a suburb... In Europe....

Your steps led you to the window...

Your hand rested on the glass...

In the distance your eyes saw something your head couldn't process yet...

A building... as familiar to you as your own home, stretched into the sky...

In front of you, on this sunny day, in the ray of dawning light lay the avenger tower...

- yeah ok alright maybe i shouldn't have described it like a scene from lord of the rings but... let's both be honest... if i had just written : you saw the avenger tower....
Then it would not have led you there in your inner eye.--

"that's it.. .am I dead?"

You poked your arm.

"Ouch... OK.. Fine... Good... So I'm not dead.. I'm not shifted either... So what the hell is going on here?"

You were confused... And your head was spinning... Air... You were in dire need of fresh air...

You walked... No, you literally ran out of the apartment... Arrived down the street that wasn't the street you grew up on...
you only look around more confused..... The people around you, the street, the shops... Everything was like in...

"Holy shit"

You were in New York...

Your hand held your mouth... You felt nauseous... Dizzy and had to lean against the wall behind you...

"ok calm down... we... just close our eyes and then... it'll be fine again when we open them"

You breathed in and out deeply... Your eyes just closed... Only to see the same scenario a few seconds later...

"shit..."

You felt like Tony in endgame when he figured out how...

"Tony..."

You whispered the name softly...

But that was completely impossible... You had to laugh, you always did that when you were nervous or embarrassed, etc

"ok, let's go about it logically... I... I'm probably in a coma... Anything else would be..."

Before your inner eye appeared the green light from earlier and how your name was whispered...

"oh come on..."

You finally remembered where you'd seen that before... But... That... Just wasn't possible..

You were walking down the street... There was only one way to find out if you had either gone completely insane or... If Loki had screwed up again...

As you walked the streets, getting lost several times and asking for directions... you maybe thought about what exactly you wanted to say when you were there?

"hey i'm from the year 2023 half of you will die... nice to meet you, i would love to travel back in time.. Or universe or whatever this shit is here "

You unconsciously said it out loud, but since the people around you only spoke English, and you were sure that nobody knew your language, you didn't care...

On closer inspection... didn't you think it was actually the craziest thing the avengers had ever heard, they'd probably take it with a... =not that again=shrug and find a solution...

While you were so deep in thought, you hadn't even considered one possibility....

Did you even want to go back to your time univers whatever ?
Was that even possible?
... Much more important... Was that really the case? Or were you just unlucky with the storm, and the window shattered and hit yourself, and you were actually in a coma?

Finally you reached the tower...

You looked at him as if you had just discovered the sacrilege...

You no longer noticed the people around you... They blurred before your eyes... Your hands opened the front door... The steps of your high heels sounded like lightning in the entrance hall, your legs went to the reception desk... like they never did anything else... Your mouth uttered words... You never thought possible

"Hello" with a big smile you greeted the lady in front of you

"I have a meeting with Tony Stark"

Your gaze met hers.. You had seen too many movies.. You knew how it was done too well.... You knew Tony's character too well....

The lady looked up.. "Your name please"

You said it... And you hoped...prayed that pepper wasn't with him together in this univers thing.

- I think we all know that they wasn't together in this timeline univers whatever you want to call it.. I mean... I want to give you some fun too -

"Sorry, I can't find an appointment with that name"

Your smile got bigger...

"I don't have an appointment either Mr. Stark and I have... A private meeting"

Was this real? And if that was it.. shouldn't you be sitting in the corner shy... crying and screaming in desperation that you had to talk to Tony?!

Probably though...

You had played this situation out in your head so many times... That it seemed easier for you to do it that way, after all you still didn't know exactly what was going on... And you were confused but. . Naive shyness and fear would not help you but only make everything worse...

The lady cleared her throat

"I see... just a moment I'll call him and"

You put a hand on the phone so she put it down again

"I don't think you understand.. Mr. Stark wants me to surprise him..."

Why did it always work so well in movies... And whatever this was where you were, so bad... You were probably just too bad an actress...

" there is a problem? "

You winced... Your heart knew that voice... Your head knew it... How often did you hear that voice in your head when you were feeling bad... How often did you hope to hear that voice in person. ..

You slowly turned around...

Short brown hair... A dark blue suit with a matching tie, a black shirt underneath... Eyes that looked right through you... The sunglasses tucked into the hair... One hand casually tucked into his pocket while the other held his cell phone ...
And that damn smile that said everything and nothing at all ...

"Tony...."

The words left your mouth before you knew what you were saying... All your confidence from before was gone... You felt the tears in your eyes before you realized your cheeks were already wet from them...

You couldn't talk... You... Full body tremor test...
Joy. Confusion. Questions. Even more joy. More questions... And before you knew what was happening, your hands were hugging the person in front of you

"Tony..."

you cryed..
While Tony, confused, put a hand on your back and gently pulled you away from him..

"please don't tell me you're pregnant"

He eyed you

"although without getting close to you, I don't think we ever dated... You are not really my type "

-I know I'm a little mean, but let's be honest... None of us look like the women he usually take to bed... So let's just be a little honest... You want it to be real as possible, right? - -

You..didn't hear him at all... That just wasn't possible... That couldn't be.. And before you could say anything else you lost consciousness