Doubt
During the ride to freen home becky was fuming freen acted like a caveman and idiot all possessive and shit.
‘‘Miss Sarocha care to explain your behavior? Who do you think you are to act like that?’’ Freen quickly glanced at becky, explain what, she internally said to herself she can't explain why she did what she did that anyway.
‘‘My behavior? What did I do?’’ She decided to play the innocent card, but becky already saw through it and she know it.
‘‘What did you do? Are kidding me right now? You know what you did, it’s not even one day and you already crossed the lines. Thanks the god I can control myself because you make lose my temper.’’ Ok freen was in wrong in this but she would never admitted this not to herself and certainly not to becky.
‘‘How so ?’’ She has to think quick and give becky a good reason why she did what she did. ‘‘Hmm becky listen I was just worried someone out there have it for us and following us around so I didn't do this to purposefully annoyed you it’s just your safety matter to me and I drag you into this mess.’’ For this part she was totally honest she was really afraid something might happen to the younger girl.
‘‘Ok i will let it go, drive me home please.’’ She asked she really understand the point of views of freen but she knows the older was hiding something to her but she wasn’t the best to judged, herself she was hiding something, but she was tired and it’s been few days since she was home.
‘Wha.. what ? Why home? You come to my house right ? We have to talk tomorrow will be going at my parents.’’ She panicked slightly she didn’t wanted the girls second guessing their arrangement because of behavior.
‘‘Freen i don’t want to argue with right now, I’m tired I want my bed, it’s been days that I haven’t been home I need my own clothes for tomorrow's plus my friend miss me.’’ It’s true Irin have been blowing up her phone all days asking where did she go, and why she didn’t see her anymore, since she has someone in her life.
‘‘Becky please stay with me tonight, tomorrow before going at my parents we can go to do some shopping my treat and for your friend we can do a dinner at my house with yours friends and mines or I don’t know whatever you want.’’ She doesn’t understand why but she doesn’t want the younger go, plus it’s time they meets each other friends because they were supposed to be dating around 1 years now it will seems strange that they never meets their friends.
‘’Aish… you exasperate me, you want always to do things your ways, I’m so tired I will agree with you just for today but I think we need more grounding rules.’’ She was fed up with freen behavior the other wanted always have the last word and it irritates her.
‘‘ Huh.. What ? What for? The rules we have are already good what more do you want to have?’’ She said a little worried, what in the world she wanted to add she asked to herself.
‘‘Good things we didn’t sign it yet we have to that tonight. And you will see.’’ She said with a smirk she knows the older wasn’t going to like what she would add.
With a nodded of freen the rest of the car ride was silent freen keep glancing a becky time to time, the younger girl was already asleep by the time they reached home.
'‘Becky wake up.’’ She shakes the younger girl softly, she was so adorable while sleeping freen almost didn't want to wake her but she knows she would her an ear full if she carries the girl to her penthouse.
‘‘What?’’ She said groggily she looked at her surrounding and saw that they were already here. ‘‘Oh we’re here.’’ She said softly still sleepy.
They take the elevator and no words was exchanged, they arrived to the penthouse, take theirs shoes off.
‘‘So what do you want add to the contract ?’’ Freen asked scratching her head, she fears what the younger girl was gonna to add.
‘‘The more important rules you don’t interfere when I go outside it doesn't matter if I’m with friends or not and I don’t need a bodyguard when I’m with them, I thought I was clear when I tell don’t interfere my private life but it seems like a need to specify this for you so you know where you stand. Don’t worry I know how to be discreet if one day I have someone.’’ She said that just to annoyed the older girl having a relationship now was a last of her worries, she need to focus and has other matters in her hands.
‘‘Wha… what do you mean by you know how to be discreet.’’ She mimicked sarcastically, ok it really annoyed her now. ‘‘Don’t tell me you’re interest by Heidi now and that you’re annoyed because I interrupted your little date with her.’’ She raised her voice now.
‘‘What if I was interest in her? why it matter to you, we’re just pretending so don’t try to play the possessive girlfriend now we’re nothing. And don’t meddle in my private I’m clear freen?’’ She said harshly she has enough of this behavior, this woman was really spoiled, and maybe her words exceeded her thoughts but she has set limits now, but looking at her boss crestfallen face she almost regret immediately.
‘‘Ok you’re right, we’re nothing I understand I gonna add that now and print the contract so we can sign it, after that I’m gonna give you a ride home wait for me for few minutes. She said not once she meet the gaze of becky now the younger feel really bad she must really hurt her really bad. Freen left with another word.
While adding the new rule to the contract her minds wandered to what becky tell her, it’s true that they not really dating but she thought that they were at least friends, they kissed several times, they even sleep together, they work together they take lunch everyday together, but apparently no they were just stranger who was bound by a contract she didn’t know why she was feeling this hurt or why I bothered her that becky might be interested in her friend, it just irritates her.
She can’t describe the feeling that she feels she knows that they were thinking a lot alike, plus it’s almost like she was feeling possessive and protective towards the younger girl like and other feelings she can’t decipher. Sighing she look at the contract was it the good decision to make wasn't it more simple just to tell the truth to her family and let the younger live her life as she saw it fit. She signed the document but she would give becky a way out.
Becky was replaying the conversation she had with freen, maybe she was really too hard on the girl, freen was nothing but understandable, she agreed anything that Becky wanted and she can’t ignore that she became attached to the girl, sure they never really had deep conversation, but they spend a lot time together. She was definitely attracted to girl they shared many deep kiss, and sleep together, when she was in the older arms she was feeling safe and never in the five years since she run away she felt that, more than that she feels connected with the freen like they were in the same wavelength.
‘‘So the contract is ready I already sign it.’’ But before giving to becky she added. ‘‘You can refuse if you I will find another solution for my problems, and it’s not like it’s your fault to begin with it and for my family don’t worry I will tell them the truth, it doesn’t matter how they will react I should never lied in the first place, plus I drag you into my mess and make you in danger.’’ She takes a deep breath and continue, ‘‘so if you want I can set you free now I will deal with the aftermath myself, maybe it’s for the best nobody would scrutinize your life you can go whenever you want and do whatever you want, maybe I pressured you to much and for that I’m sorry.’’
Becky look at her shocked her heart sinks a little bit when she see the pity face that freen made, but what this crazy woman was saying she want her to let her down like that she already lied to her mother to her friends all the employees where she works suspected something between them already besides her father know that she was with freen now, and her pictures were all over the internet and magazines even if we don’t really see her face, it was a matter of the time before that happened. It was too late now to turn back, she needed to keep moving forward, so without any words she takes the pen and the paper in freen hand and sign it.
Freen look at her with wide eyes not knowing what to say.
‘‘I can’t turn back now we’re in this together freen and I’m sorry too my words earlier was too harsh, we’re not stranger I consider you like a friend, sure we have our moment but I know I can always count on you when it matters, so I’m fully in it freeing will help you the best I can.’’ Becky said smiling, the look of freen stunned face was too hilarious for her my god she like that better and not the face she made earlier.
‘‘Hmm, ok then let’s go I’ll drop you at home.’’ Freen was surprised and surprised was an understatement she was thinking that becky would jump on the chance to end this mascaraed, but to her surprise her employee excuse herself and said she considered her like her friend she was happy that she has a place on the younger life a smile take place on her face.
‘‘No need I will stay here tonight it’s more practical for tomorrow and you need to brief me more about you so I don’t go at your moms totally clueless.’’ She said gently, becky decided something right there at this moment when she saw freen smile like that, she would do everything in her power to help the girl cause she was definitely someone good.
‘’Ok, so I will prepare the spare bedroom for you ok?’’ She said quickly in fears that she girl would change her mind, she prepared herself to go the bedroom when becky stopped her.
‘‘Can I sleep with you please, and don’t ask any question please.’’ She pleaded, she was not ready to tell the story why she can’t sleep alone anymore.
‘‘ Hmm, ok but won’t you feel uncomfortable?’’ Freen asked genuinely, she saw the discomfort on the face she don’t asked the why, but she was afraid to make becky uncomfortable about what happened between them.
‘‘No don’t worry we are both adult here, so let’s go to sleep.’’ She takes freen hand in her own and drag her to the bedroom. Freen was following her like a lost puppy, she watched becky open her wardrobe take her two shirt and two pairs of her Calvin klein boxer she handed a shirt and a boxer she the goes to the bathroom to changes herself. Freen dumbfounded changed herself rapidly and goes to bed waiting patiently for becky. When the girl emerged freen can’t help noticed how beautiful was in her clothes.
‘You can use the bathroom to brush your teeth if you want.’’
‘‘Oh yeah yeah of course thanks.’’ She blushed how can she forget to brush her teeth becky would think she was a slob but she can’t hardly function when the girl was bossy like that she found that extremely sexy.
Becky watched freen go and it was a sight to see her bulge and her ass in her tight boxer she chose on purpose, plus the tight shirt, all she wanted the girl to tear the clothes apart and have her way with her. Clearly she was sexually attracted to the woman but she wouldn’t act on it she can’t everything was set and the contract signed she doesn’t want to mess up. Freen reemerged, they said soft goodnight and goes to sleep.
When the morning comes the two girls were once again untangled with each other, freen woke up first, she takes few minutes to regain her bearing she carefully removed her arms behind becky head, and goes takes a shower. Meanwhile when becky sensed freen move out the bed she wake up, groaning she burrowed her head in the pillows still sleepy and decided to do breakfast while freen shower.
When freen comes back becky was nowhere to be found, she goes downstair, and so the younger making breakfast, she made her presence known and tell that she will finish herself and started to get ready the younger did what she was told.
Later, freen true to her words take becky to shopping, they walk around a little bit and becky was not really someone who like to spend money but freen insisted that she need clothes for staying at her moms and for the future outing that they will have, so every clothes that becky tried she bought it if it fits her. Becky was getting annoyed by freen when they done shopping the girl bought everything that she tried, but she chose to say nothing cause it’s not really good to be upset when she gonna meet her in law in 2hours.
When they finally arrived to freen parents house she was amazed by her surrounding, the house was 2 hours away from the city it was isolated but surround by tree and flowers everywhere she can really saw the appeal to stay it was quiet and relaxing, the house itself was not too extravagant but you can saw that it was a rich house.
‘‘Maaaa, dad i’m here.’’ Screamed freen when they entered in the house and she claps Becky's hand in her own.
‘‘In the kitchen darling.’’ Screamed her moms back, they quickly goes to kitchen and saw freens mom and dad cooking together laughing. Becky saw immediately that they were really happy and in love she smiled at the scene before her.
‘‘Hi mom, dad this is becky my girlfriend becky, becky this is mom and dad.’’ She presented them to each other, she was vibrating with nerves, becky clearly saw that the older was nervous she squeezed freen hands to show that it was alright.
‘‘Hi mrs and sir nice to meet you.’’
'‘Oii sweetie I already told you to call me mom or auntie, whatever you feel more comfortable with.’’ She takes becky in her arms in a big hug, the younger melt in her arms and returned the hug.
‘‘And you call me dad or uncle, I’m too young to be called sir and nice to meet you too.’’ He joked slightly before him too hugged the younger girls, becky was surprised by how warm freen dad was she assumed that he was like her dad.
‘‘Ok uncle and untie thanks for having me today.’’ Freen observed them with a small smile, her parents already like becky and she know it by how they eyes shines when they saw becky.
‘‘Hmm the actual child here.’’ Freen made her presence known. Laughing her parents hugged her too.
‘‘Don’t be jealous freen we’re not gonna steal your girlfriend.’’ Still laughing her dad nodded what her wife says.
‘‘But I must say daughter you a good taste, your woman it’s really beautiful, and according to Nam extremely smart too. Great job.’’ He teased freen smirking, groaning she blushed at what her dad said.
‘‘ And on that not we gonna drop our bags upstairs.’’ Freen lead becky to their room and proposed her to take a walk in the garden before the rest of her family started arriving.
The garden was beautiful becky look around amazed, it was really beautiful they were having a small talk about who was attending the lunch before freen stopped them in front a bunches of white and red roses that she knows that it was becky favorites and kneeled before her.
Freen didn’t tell her the she was gonna to do that today but it was practical to do that here she knows her mom and dad probably spy on them when they takes their stroll in the garden and her mom kinda expected her to be fiancee already so she would be happy about that. She made a ring specifically for becky and it arrived this morning, the ring was a pink diamond Williamson pink star who was one of the most expensive diamond in the world but she figures that becky deserves that for putting it with her.
Becky looked at her clearly stunned her hands automatically fly to her mouth.
‘‘Becky since I know you my life turn upside down, and I know we meet recently and lot things happen between us but it strengthen our relationship and we can say that today we know each other pretty well. Sure sometimes we fight but we always talk about it and come to a mutual understatement, you always keep me on my toes, keep it with my mood even sometimes when I’m unbearable your stood to your ground and you’re not afraid to tell me whenever something is wrong or just tell me your opinion, I really admire that about you, I feel like we’re equal and you’re not afraid of me, I like that feeling and everyday you amazed me with how strong, beautiful, smart you are’’ Freen started nervously, her hands were shaking with the rings in her hand she wonders why I felt so real, everything she said she really thinks of it and it was scaring her. ‘‘Everyday with you it’s like I learn something new about myself you make myself grow, challenged, I’m never bored when I’m with you, I want you to stay by my side to help and support me like you do already but for the rest of my life. I promise you to try to be less controlling but when someone matters to me I tend to be overprotective I promise to always listen to what you have to say, to support you I whatever you do, encourage you when you feel low, I will be everything you need me be. So will you marry me.’’
Becky was surprised, oddly she was really touched by what freen said to her, and strangely it feels like the older was telling her what she really feels about her, but they were just pretending, so acted like she was moved but she really was, few tears escaped her eyes when she says yes, for finally kissing her. The kiss started slow but gradually grew hungrier and full of passion, like they were trying to convey something to each other by that. When they heard someone in the background shouted they separate themselves.
‘‘Yeah good job freen ! You go girl. Woo-ooh congratulations !’’ It was engfa, she arrived when freen kneeled, for the first second she was shocked, when the shock passed she took her phone and recorded the whole proposition.
She was so happy for her cousin, when first her auntie tell her about the girlfriend she has some reservation about it freen was clearly not the type to be engaged with all was going on with her revenge, but this girl apparently tears down all her defenses, what she found strange that they were dating for almost a year now and the younger girl didn’t tell her anything about it but the way freen proposed, the words she chose show how much the girl mattered to her.
At first she wanted to investigate on the girl but she knows freen would be mad about it, so she asked bout her to Nam, and her aunt but she have to saw for herself even if they seems to liked the girl and the way they were kissing just showed that they were deeply connected.
‘‘Aie, fa you could let me few more minutes to enjoy the moment with my beautiful fiance.’’ Freen grinned broadly, she was happy that her plan didn’t backfire on her and the way becky responded to her was something else, the girl was a great actress she almost thinks that becky was really touched by what she said.
‘‘Why no my beautiful cousin, so why do we have here? Why did you hide such a beauty for so long? Afraid I might steal her for myself.’’ Engfa teased her cousin, becky blushed at the compliment and freen frowned at her cousin.
‘‘Don’t start with me fa, not in front of becky. Fa this is my soon to be wife Rebecca Armstrong, and baby this is my cousin engfa Waraha.’’ She pulled becky close to her by the hips, ok maybe that was childish, but she didn’t want her cousin to touched her girl, huh she means becky.
‘‘Hi nice to meet you.’’ She sense that freen wouldn’t let her go so she just waved at freens cousin.
‘‘Ok the presentation are made let’s go to the house I can hear mom squealing from here.’’ She dragged becky with her grinning like a fool.
‘‘Just for your info I film everything I gonna show our friends how you’re a sap.’’ Shouted engfa after them and her cousin groaned at that their friends would teased her like no tomorrow when they will see the footage.
Entering in the house her parents congratulated them immediately with hugs and tears, they keep telling freen how they were proud of her and how happy they were for her. Becky seeing the family like this, was sure about her choice now freen parents seems good people who really loved their child.