꧁*The Will*꧂
Miguel is tired as he can be.
been keeping the realities of the world with a clench of fist.
he was tired, but no matter how much he could force himself to sleep.
his mind travel to the mistakes he had made.
his daughter... might not be his blood but his own counterpart... he still held her to his heart like she was his own and only one. his baby girl died, vanish from existence because of him.
he was tired, exhausted alpha who did nothing but stare at the scene of each spider man and woman. holding on to the canon event. because he didn't want them to experience the despair he had taken.
does... anger has consumed him, fear... he can't lose, he can't just go around having fun or relax knowing there's some anomaly roaming around destroying his fellow spider man universe.
then he came.
his smell was so comforting, hidden almost mellow? sweet and very much alive, beaming in life. eyes as pure as a celestial being filled with gleeful living. only to realized he was wearing a scent block.
is he an Alpha? Omega? Beta? he cares no less. the scent despite it was block can tell that earthy sunflower, cinnamon theres more of it but could not distinguish from its blocking piece of cloth. but even still it was sweet, alluring, his alpha side and his own mind had his guts churn in one instinct of agreement.
Miles Morales was an omega.
it makes him calm; his scent felt as if... caressing his tense body soften and relax. not in the million years that Miguel felt as if... he can sleep so soundly like a babe. his fated mate (the thought of it made his alpha puff in joy) was small, petite but still have plum and flesh, dark skin and very wide huge eyes brimming with life.
those eyes, God! it's not light brown or hazel, he wanted to look closer on what kind of true colour they are. he called for lyla to do the thing and for him to explain the canon event.
he unconsciously lifts his hand to touch his cheek, to feel his warm while staring at those wide blinding eyes. but he halts himself, he was a stranger.
he was nothing to Miles Morales.
"Spiderverse..." Miles Stated. he blinks, thinking 'spider verse? well. hmm... that's stupid'. he saw miles look behind his shoulder. he said that out loud, didn't he? "its called the Arachno humanoid poly multiverse" the omega gave a cheeky grin. in which he stumbles into his words before agreeing "to which is sound stupid too i guess..." his heart warm and flutter so did his alpha side growl in triumph when the Omega gave a soft chuckle with a playful eye roll.
Finally, he found his mate, the one intended for him. someone that can complete the family with his daughter. the thought of his own late daughter pains him. shaking his head, Miguel prides himself for making the omega react such way. but his mood once again dampened when he knew what comes next.
the fear of losing, the trauma of the disappearing world. clouded his heart and eyes to see he was hurting not only himself and his fellow spiderman.
but his fated mate as well.
but can you blame a man who was traumatized to the brink of killing himself? tired himself to exhaustion and dead? only to still live... seeing he wants to fix the mistakes he made and the others. saving the dimension not wanting all of his fellow spider man to experience what he experiences?
if he had fall? if he just given up at the beginning?
what would happen to the other universe he did save? what know?
So can you blame him?
you can blame his cost, his anger, even his existence. but he was doing he knows what is best to the universe.
knowing he was hurting the mate who would love him for who he was.
but he destroyed it, before it even started to bloom.
He will regret, oh he surely knows he will. but that's the point of being spiderman.
sacrifice.
either save one person or save millions, he chooses the latter.
a difference between him and miles.
"I'm sorry... Alpha."
his Alpha side whimper and growl in distress. his mind snap as his anger slowly died down. he stared down at Miles and just realized... hes is just a young omega, confuse at whatever is happening, not knowing what's wrong and what he did wrong to deserve this.
he understands he truly did.
he didn't mean to hurt him to this extent.
"I'm going home." with the sting of his flesh of Miles Eletric shock, the spark of explosion thrown him far away from his hold.
Panic and pain consume him, struggling as his sharp claws finally grab a sturdy hold from a moving train. he stares at Miles small form, standing as his eyes now held anger but understanding. a small note of acceptance, pain, tired at the situation his in. but his presence shown loud and clear of a strong willed being.
a little small admiration filled his heart that Strick his core at the now rising realization.
they are not compatible. why are they even fated? is this some kind of joke? or just the universe wanting to mess with him, saying that even he has a fated mate, he could lose them before he even knows them or attain the everlasting happy ending that most fated pairs have?
the bubbling guilt, anger, sadness, and despair mix into a shell of a man who's nothing but want this all mess to be finish. clouding his mind in pure ending of it all.
Miles's world will crash, so will his other fellow spiderman, look what happened to Pavitr Prabhakar universe, it's in Calamity.
He had to stop him he had to.
before he vanishes like his little girl too.
that can't happen. Miguel can't let that happened to his mate. to his fellow spider people.
adrenaline now pump up his veins.
"stop him NOW!"
he did not care for some of those shards scraping his arms flesh, nor care at the broken window he had catapult himself into. his eyes now landed at his supposed mate standing at the transporting machine. Miles panting and panic written around his whole form.
He's there, with the machine working to make the globe and send him away. he had fooled them all, he who he thought he had Miles within his grasp, most of his fellow spiderman thought he did not have any plan. but here he was.
almost accomplishing what he desires to do. his alpha roar in pride at the thought of a strong smart mate. but he can't let that happened.
He can't!
"Do something NOW!" he punches, clawed the globe out, feeling his fingers clench in a tight gripe to open the globe of light. to realease the Anomaly.
to release the omega whos going to kill himself.
The pain look upon Miles tug his heartstring as he forcefully opens the collider. a small relief came through him but made his throat clench hearing the silent hiss of anger from the inner omega. his inner alpha whimper at that, clawing the walls to stop this madness and ask forgiveness.
he could not, he told his inner alpha if he doesn't stop miles, it will end to a disaster.
to an immeasurable pain!
his eyes widen at the complete globe "NO! Miles!" he screamed his name. he saw the teleporter suddenly making miles float, in panic and fear he did not mean to let out this faint plea of word.
"omega" he heard the pain whine coming from his mates lips. Miguel begs with is eyes, but not moment after Miles'... the now realized blinding color of Amber eyes shown with determination.
With a frown on miles face Miguel knew... he lose.
he's losing him.
and that torn him apart.
With bright light, strong sound of mechanic shut down, did he now fully realize it was over.
Adrenaline slowly vanish as he stares in horror, fear, anger at the empty space of Miles Morales.
He had hurt him too much... and now... he was too late to stop him.
and now... Miles will vanish.
as such thought of it makes his blood boil. mind fuzz, memories of that destruction consume his mind with despair and now...
Miles will experience what he had tasted, and Miguel... will experience it once more.
'no.... NO!'
"Let me just talk to him!" A Female Alphas voice snap him to reality.
His growl faintly before webbing towards the cost of this mess. Gwen, if she didn't visit miles none of this will have happened. (Though he had secretly thanked her for finding his mate somewhere within him)
"We tried that" he growled.
He walks closer to the Female Alpha glaring holes as the jealousy in his pit when she called miles name too tenderly to his liking.
"He's my friend" her eyes glare at him.
"And yeah, that's the problem" he didn't know if its the alpha side in him when he said that or his spider side.
"Do you even know for certain what happens when he breaks the canon!?"
He stops, eyes glaze as memories floods his mind with pain and longing despair.
He clenches his teeth as his hormones of an elite alpha let out from his body. He heard few omegas, betas even alphas back out from his intense scent and some who doesn't have second gender.
His scent mix with Territorial and pissed alpha.
"Yeah you want to find out?" his growls was something unhuman. like rocks crushing together on how baritone and deep it was. stepping forward, he wanted to show how she was wrong for her to accuse him such way.
he knows.
as he stand there staring at the alpha woman who's smelled like his fated omega. He can't help but glare faintly at that.
Time turns faster with his mind running with few possibilities how to handle this manner.
"Were supposed to be the good guys" Gwen glare, voice faint but it was louder than any shout.
And that made his eyes closed as he took a deep breathe. You can call him the monster, the bad guy, whatever you want.
But Miguel's doesn't want his fellow spademan to question their actions.
All of this is his fault, him alone. They're just following orders.
"We are..." he whispered before turning to look at his fellow men.
"We are"
He felt their presence waver. He felt his fist clench, the faint sweet smell of miles still lingers in his shoulder made his body relax ones more.
But he cannot falter anymore.
Miguel's felt as if this was his last chance.
his last standing.
As the leader of spider society, as Spiderman himself... As the last human who had his universe where his adopted daughter resides ceases to exist.
He too... Will follow that world canon outcome. his own universe doesn't need him anymore. there is lyla to help make this universe run in peace.
He do hope... His end will be the last one to turn the multiverse into chaos and become peace once more.