Chapter 5
What’s happened to me? What is wrong with me?
My god, this was a disaster.. what I predicted would happened was wrong, but in a bad way. This is so much worse then dying. I have to explain, get this all off my chest. My body felt like it was tearing itself apart, it felt like I was on fire. All tellable features of my appearance stripped away from me by this horrific experience. I felt like i was being skinned alive.
Am I even alive anymore? Is this alive? it’s horrible.
My family won’t even look at me, I tried to contact liv but she didn’t pick up.
Am I alone in this? Is it just me? It’s all so lonely, I’ve locked myself in my apartment for the past two days I’ve looked like this. My skin is so sore and raw, not to mention the pain these stupid fucking holes cause me.
If you wanna imagine the pain, it feels like you took a knife to your skin and cut out multiple deep holes all across your skin.
My skin went from the pale tan it used to be to this pure white.
The pitch black spots I assume are wormholes as if I put something in one, it comes out another.
It seems as when I get too stressed or something I summon wormholes that aren’t on my body that you can physically go through. I know because I’ve accidentally fell through some of them a couple times, thus I’ve been practically just laying on the floor in this little apartment.