Derek eyes (hale fire)
Derek did not know what to do, was not sure if it was himself anymore. After everything that happened he felt disembodied, left disconnected from the real world. The real world was currently beyond his comprehension. It is a hard lesson, how can people do thing like that, burn others alive, where was the fairness in that.
HE has to keep going because he knew he had rather than because he wanted to. He is still alive and there is a left to be had, in the wake of the destruction and lost. That was a little he could do practically to bring his family back. The sheriff and the fire department had a job to do. The hospitalthe burn unit is already overflowing under stuffed. The M.E department stretched beyond anything they ever experienced.
His family wasn't the only casualties he knew that much. There was some casualties within the first response teams. The only Casualties who he thought of was his family, selfishly they were the only ones that mattered. His family and pack. It was his job to grieve for them.
He remember is walking the wreckage with his sister. so empty and silent. A long slow process to the last place he's seen them alive. Gone were the body's in the house as it was the duty of fire depament who trying to save them. He could still smell the burning of the house and something else, unidentified chemical compound. He walked along the steps and sat down on them play between the top and the bottom.
He know what his sister dealt with M.E and the bodies, the two of them have buried them in the traditional manner that the wolves for centuries. He hand still hurt, he had burn them pulling Peter out of the house. The Druitt have told his sister to ensure that he wears the special gloves until his hands are completely healed. The memories all mixed up in his head she can't tell what is real. fiction or his soul desire.
How was he supposed to go on how was he supposed without a stable pack. He didn't have to continue wondering, his sister leaving the games lean his own with her arms around him in silently seeking comfort in each other. Laura, had been stoic, and almost unemotional. He should have known it was all the front. Attempt yourself together for his sake, It was what she did best smile on her face even when everything was falling apart around them. She did it for his sakes, more than for her own, even if he is unable to grief, he was still in shock.