first time
Know what you want, meant to be greatness, you want there's to be no weakness in you, but you are weak. Kate, the name makes you feel as though you might want curl up and cry, like your body is waiting, not so patiently, to explore. She is the thing that's ground and bane of your existence now.
Wolfbane pills, your nerves making your toes curl and bring to life the weakness that she makes you feel, by all accounts you're a child that doesn't make a expert in deal with the kind of feelings the torturous will bring that is chemically awaken in you.
She set paced, aggressively pulls out your passion and gives you a taste of pleasure in pain, in receiving. Darkness prescient under her hands it is the reality you are blind to, later you will hate this vulnerability that has to be awakened and fight against it, and any sign of it at all costs. But for now young age makes you highly vulnerable to vindictive aggressiveness.
Shifting your body to the rough stone wall the moon hasn't been down more than 10 minutes and your body is still awake from the change your first shift, she knows how to take advantage of the situation, pain flash through your body, her laughing fill your ears like the flames of the Wildfire, she's taken from you but with the wolf silent in the back of your mind even if you don't want it, your body betrays you. Forcing herself upon you. She continues to tell you how much you want it and eventually some part of you believe her and your body to follows your mind and betrays you completely.
Your body is shutting, under her torture, you know that look in her eyes and you know it's not going to be the last time, you wish, you hoped, it was all a dream a nightmare that you will wake up and you'll be safe with your pack ones more. She has something over here now something to use whenever she needs in her body in her mind to hurt you, to have you, and to do whatever she please to you.